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Of Her Nature V	By : cupnjava Category: Gensomaden Saiyuki > General Views: 1732 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Part Five: Innocence Recaptured

Kyla took Goku by the hand and they made their way through the halls of the Moon Order. They turned this way and that --- simply following their whims. Somehow, by some stroke of chance, they ended up at Kyla�s chambeor. or. She wondered if subconsciously this is where she wanted to end up the entire time.

Kyla turned and leaned her back against her chamber door. She looked into Goku�s eyes and smiled demurely.

Goku caught her gaze and stepped into her. He brought one hand up and pressed his palm into the wall by her head. I�ve been watching Gojyo too much. He returned her smile. His eyes traced the lines of her side swept emerald hair. They traveled into her deep green gaze and over her small nose. They rested on her pink, nearly perfectly bowed , thin lips.

He tilted his head forward and pressed his lips into hers. He slid his hand down the wall and curved it around her neck and shifted his other arm around her waist. He pulled her into him.

She wrapped an arm around his waist and pushed the r ber between his shoulder blades.

His head spun. He felt a spark on from her lips that jolted through his body. His toes began to curl.

She felt a tingle between her eyes that cascaded down her body, enveloping her in a soft sphere of him. She felt her knees go weak.

She slid her hand up his back and on to his neck. Her fingers crossed into his hair line and bumped into the band of his coronet.

His shoulders jerked and he jumped from her lips, �Don�t touch that!�

His sudden separation was a shock. Her eyes opened widely. She saw the nervousness in the man-child�s eyes. �Power limiter?�

Goku�s eyes dropped, he looked at her feet. He softly whispered, �Yeah.�

She put a bent finger to his chin and tilted his head up. Gold swept into green. She smiled, �In that case,� She bent down and unbuckled her left pant leg. She separated the fabric and he saw a metal band around her ankle. �don�t mess with this. � She looked at him and wore a sheepish grin. �Sometimes it comes off.�

Goku looked at her. �Really?�

�Yeah, I get rather crazy. Scares the shit out of me. I wouldn�t want to accidentally hurt you.�

Goku saw the shame and hurt in her eyes. His solitude was finally lifted from his shoulders --- someone� could understand. He wrapped his arms around her and squeezed her tightly to his chest. He whispered in her ear, �Me too.�

She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and squeezed into him. She tilted her head and rested it against his neck.

She slid a hand from around him and reached behind her. She opened the door. Goku relaxed his arms around her and she turned in his embrace.

She lead him into her private chamber. Her room was decorated in earth tones, muted and rich. There was a small desk upon which sat a plant and a sitting table that was covered with plants. She had a bookshelf which contained books and plants. Her bed, itself plant-free, had a deep brown silk coverlet. Her nightstand held a small marigold. She, like Scarlet, had a personal altar in her room. Upon it rested the usual accruements, along with a bowl of dirt.

Goku looked around and giggled, �Like plants do ya?�

She smiled, �Yes, these --for the most part-- are useful plants.�

She stepped into him and wrapped her arms around his waist. He folded his arms around her shoulders, �So, what did you want to show me?�

She smiled and pressed her cheek into his. �Me,� she whispered. Gods, was that too forward?

Goku looked spun her around and started walking her backwards to the bed, �Oh, really?� He softly chuckled.

When the back of her legs hit the edge of the bed, she sat down and started crawling up the bed.

Goku unbuckled his cape and �shoulder pads� , then crawled up the bed after her. As he approached her she laid back and he rested on his hands an knees. He looked down at her and remembered his limiter. He quickly sat up on his shins.

She looked up at him, �What�s wrong?� Her mind raced with the possibilities. Was she too forward? Did she misunderstand his signals?

He looked up at the ceiling and then down at her, �I don�t want to hurt you.� He lightly tapped his limiter.

She smiled, �If you are nervous about it coming off, then that is easily remedied.�

She sat up and nudged him over. She slid on top of him, resting on his hips. She bent over and kissed him. He ran his hands up her sides and over her shoulders. He rubbed her shoulders. Ok, I know she�s 18. I know her name. She�s not an animal. Ummm�.she�s obviously willing. There was something else�� The �older� men of the group would be surprised to know how much Goku really did listen to, watch and remember.

She pulled her lips away from him. She could tell he�d grown distant. �What�s wrong, Goku? If you don�t want to do this, we don�t have to.� She was beginning to wonder if she was pushing her desires on him.

Goku looked up at her, �It�s not that it�s just�.there is something else I need to be sure of.�

�What�s that?�

�That�s it, I can�t remember.�

�Oh, well we�ll just sit here until you are comfortable with what were doing�or not doing�or whatever.�

Goku sighed, �It�s just I don�t feel like I know you all that well�ya know. I umm I just don�t know.�

Kyla tilted off his hips and sat cross legged on the bed looking at him. He sat up and rested his back against the headboard.

Kyla patted his leg, �It�s ok, we can just talk.�

Goku smiled at her. He didn�t want to just talk, he was just so dang confused. Everything with Jorja seemed to happen so fast it as if someone else was controlling him. His body seemed to move of it�s own volition. Now, he was trying to remember things and do things. Things he didn�t seem to know how to do. He wanted this to be special and meaningful � but it was feeling a bit empty. It was feeling forced. �What do you want to talk about?�

�Well, what do you want to know about me?�

His mind raced. He wanted to know her favorite color, her favorite food, what she did for fun, what she liked, what she didn�t like, where her family was, why she stayed here instead of going on the journeys she talked about, and how she�d become so smart. He wanted to know her. �I don�t know.�

She laid down on her side next to him. She draped and arm across his chest and rested her head on his shoulder. She�d become rather enamored with him. There was something about his zest for life and passion for fun that seemed to call out to her. She�d developed on solid crush on him and if lying next to him was all she could get then, she�d be happy with that.

Goku ran his fingers alonr arr arm, tracing invisible lines and circles. �I�m sorry, it�s just that all of this is new to me. I bet Gojyo would smack me a good one right now.�

Kyla giggled, she was relieved. She was inexperienced too. �I didn�t know you were a vi too too.�

�I�m not a virgin,� the �too� part sunk into him. He sat up and she tilted her face up. �You are?�

She broke eye contact and looked at his chest, �Yes, sorta. I�ve ummm been with�� Should I share this? How will he react? Some people get real weirded out over this. �Umm , I�ve been with women.� Well, now it�s out there. She studied his face, trying to judge his reaction.

Goku sighed, �Oh well then, we CAN�T do this�.it wouldn�t be right. Your first guy should be someone real special.�

She tilted her head up and looked into his golden eyes, �You are real special.�

Really? He tilted his head forward and kissed her. She ran her hand up and down along his thigh.

She nudged him onto his back and slid over his hips again. �Goku, you are very special to me. I want this to be my memory. I�m not asking for any promises from you. I�.I want you to be my first.�

That was it. Make no promises you don�t intend to keep. He didn�t know where he was going. He didn�t know where he�d end up. He didn�t know how this journey would play out and he didn�t care to think on it too long. He couldn�t make her any promises, even the ones he felt like he wanted.

She was sitting squarely on his hips and he looked up at her. She stared down at him. Green delved into gold. Gold pierced into green.

Goku had a myriad of thoughts rush into him, but a certain string spoke the loudest. She�s special. She�s beautiful. He thought about Gojyo and Hakkai. How different they were and yet how similar they were. The longer he looked into her eyes the more he realized that it must be fun to be Gojyo, but it was better to be Hakkai. He caressed her face with his hand and ran his fingers through her hair.

She closed her eyes and tilted her head into his touch. She bent down and pressed her lips into his. Their tongues dance and darted. Their heads spun and her hips began to rock.

He moved his hands to her hips and held them tightly ceasing her movements. She pulled face away from him and looked at him with very confused eyes.

He nudged her off his hips and she sat on the bed beside him.

He sat up and probed her green gaze, �This isn�t right. I�m sorry, but this just isn�t right.�

The weight of rejection slammed into her. She closed her eyes and wondered what she did wrong.

He wrapped his arms around her and hugged her, �You deserve more than this. I can�t promise anything more than this night. I don�t want to do that to you.� He kissed her forehead and slowly slid off the bed. He picked up his discarded clothing and kissed her cheek.

He slipped out her door. He�d find somewhere else to sleep.

She heard the door latch click and fell over on to her bed. She drew her knees to her chest and wrapped her arms around herself. The hole in her chest seemed to grow and grow. As her tears began to flow she brought a hand to her face. Her fingers brushed her scars and she cursed them . She knew she must be horrible, he was simply too nice to say it. She eventually cried herself to sleep.

Goku walked the halls lost in thought. He wanted her. At that point in time, he wanted her more than anything in the whole world. He thought about her smile and her laughter. He remembered their finger puppets and how it all seemed to much simpler then. A virgin. He thought his time with Jorja and how it felt empty. Physically it was overwhelming, but emotionally it was empty. It grew emptier as time passed. It seemed so superficial and he didn�t want that for her. He wanted to give her all the trappings that came with love. He wanted to give her � the moon. He knew he couldn�t.

He thought about Hakkai and Kanan. There�s something different about Hakkai when he speaks about the good times with Kanan. There�s a sparkle in his eye and lightness to his voice. Gojyo never seems to have that when he speaks about women�.well�.maybe a little�. sometimes, when he talks about Scarlet. He wanted that sparkle. He wanted something more than sex.

He found his way back to the dining hall and found a causal sitting area inside it. He curled up on a couch and eventually fell asleep.
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