Want and Need are Two Very Different Things

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normal\'>Chapter 5 Not now, not like
this.

Slamming
the door behind him he stormed down the stairs to the garage. Hopping into his care
he revved the engine as he waited for the garage door to open. ~Alright Ken.
You want to play hard to get, fine. I\'ll bite. ~ Adjusting his rearview mirror
and fixing his sunglasses, that covered his angry jade green eyes, he pulled
out onto the dark street.

The
silence in the car was a bit unnerving. Ken fidgeted with the buttons on
Yohji\'s coat. Yohji. Ken found himself sighing at the thought of the lanky
blonde. ~What am I thinking? I\'m on a date! ~ He turned to look at the man next
to him; he blushed and smiled when he found him already looking at style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\'>him.

"We\'re
here." The man said pulling the car in front of the fanciest restaurants on
this side of town.

"Wow!
It\'s beautiful." Ken said face in awe as the man came around his side of
the car and helped him out of the car. Ken was so excited he hadn\'t realized
till the valet had taken the car that they were still holding hands. "I
thought we were going to a club?" Ken asked blushing again and dropping
his hand.

"We
will, but I thought we could get a bite to eat first." The man said
slipping an arm around Ken\'s waist and leading him to the entrance where they
confirmed their reservation and were led to their table. Ken was glad he didn\'t
try to help him with his chair or anything, people had already given them some
wary looks, so he was glad their table was hidden by some plants.

"Why
don\'t we start off with a drink?" He motioned for the waiter as he sat in
his chair. "So what\'s it like working in a flower shop? Not a very likely
job for," He paused giving Ken a severe once over, "Well, someone like
you."

Ken\'s
blush threatened to show itself again as he fidgeted with his napkin and
silverware. "Well, I um," he stumbled thinking of the alibi that he
had used these last two years, "I uh took the job years ago and I uh guess
it\'s just kind of stuck." ~Well of course that didn\'t sound stupid at all
Ken!!!~ He tried one of his large smiles and offered it to the other man who
only gave him a small smirk in return. "So what do you do?" Ken asked
quickly, to get the lime light off of him.

He
stopped his car around the corner from one of his favorite clubs. Slamming the
car door he walked to the line in front of the club but knowing the bouncer he
was allowed inside where he proceeded to the bar and ordered his first two scotch
shots of the night. Downing them both he scoped the club for some prey, but no
one could even compare to him. The one who was so klutzy and simply adorable
and completely clueless about how he felt. ~Sometimes I truly wonder if he has always
been this clueless and how he has managed to stay alive doing what we do. ~
Slumping on his barstool he gave up looking for anyone who could take the place
of his Ken.

He
felt something at his shoulder that he swatted at in his half awake state. He opened
his blood shot eyes to see a girl looking at him with wide eyes and he swore
that she was speaking but he couldn\'t for the life of him, which wasn\'t much to
begin with, make out a single word she was saying. The only word he could
clearly make out to her was, no, and her face fell and she rushed off probably
crying. ~Fuck! I have got to get home. ~ He thought as he slipped off the stool
knocking over some of the shot glasses that made up the pile in front of him on
the counter. He slowly made his way to what he thought was the bathroom, for
the fact that he now truly needed one badly, but he apparently made a wrong
turn when he saw ken walk through the entrance with the man in the suit\'s arm
around his waist. This stopped him in his tracks. ~No. Oh God no. Not now, not
like this. ~ His brain kept telling him no but his body wouldn\'t listen as it
brought him straight to Ken. "Ken-cun! How are you? You hot thing you!"