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Chapter List
- 4
- 5
- 6
Disclaimer 1: I don�t own X/1999, I didn�t come up
with any of their brilliant characters, they�re the geniuses not me!

The character of Alex
though is definitely mine!

WARNING!: this chapter contains mild Yaoi,
nothing explicit that�s worth an R rating though.

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Part 5 � Remembering

That night Alex managed to get some real sleep.

Usually his sleep was simply turning off his mind
until something or someone woke him up, no dreams, no
real rest. Not that he really needed it physically anyway.

Yet this sleep took over him so softly he had to
go into it, feeling refreshed and rested as he woke up.

Kamui�s alarm clock went off to wake him
to another day of school. The radio alarm clock shouted out a silly pop song
ringing wildly around the small room. As if no windcatser
was ever beheaded, no young girl�s dog spirit was slain the day before. Such an ordinary morning.

When Kamui opened his
eyes he noticed he was amazingly comfortable. Immediately he recognized where
he was and what brought him to this state.

No matter what he did
to gently escape the arms wrapped around him they were too big and strong for
him to slip out of and so he had to wake Alex up, shaking him gently.

Alex opened his eyes,
looking a little confused and sleepy. Directly above him Kamui�s
pretty little face stared at him. He could feel the youth�s warm body in his
arms.

Alex�s mind went blank
for a moment.

�Good morning Kamui� he
managed to mumble once he pulled himself back to reasonable thinking.

�Good morning� Kamui
smiled at him a little �can you let me go now?� he asked a little miserably.

�Oh!!! Oh god!
I�m so sorry I�didn�t mean to��

The arms let him go,
leaving him suddenly cold and a little lonely.

Alex was blushing�.

�No, no don�t
apologize please� Kamui was still leaning against his body, his face still hung
a little above Alex�s.

�I want to thank you
for last night, for saving me, healing me and holding me when I cried�..Thank
you� breathtaking mauve beauty stared down at him.

Alex couldn�t do
anything but to stare up into those lovely eyes and be swapped with emotions.

�Alex�.yesterday�what
you showed me�.you�you really did that? You really�oh why am I asking you these
questions again?�.I thought I stopped that� Kamui
looked away.

�So�so you believe me
now?�.

Kamui�s face dropped �Yes, I believe you�I
wish I could at least remember how it was �.to make both of us happy again�we
looked pretty happy there�I wish I could find that happiness again� now
his sadness made him look a little old, gazing at golden days long past.

Alex froze in shock,
Kamui wanted to be that happy again with him?! This
Kamui?!

�Do you?� Alex
whispered, Kamui turned his face back down again and smiled at him.

They fell silent.

Kamui was looking into Alex�s eyes; Alex looked
into Kamui�s eyes.

Alex was still holding Kamui, his arms wrapped
around him again. One palm resting on his lower back and another above the
first.

Kamui was still hanging a little above Alex. His
soft hair landed around Alex�s face as Kamui lowered himself slowly closer to
Alex.

Seconds before their
lips met Alex turned his face sharply away from Kamui �I can�t�..� he said
painfully.

�W�why?�

Alex closed his eyes
and tried to relax and clear his mind. The sensation of Kamui in his arms like
that, Kamui wanting to kiss him it made Alex�s head spin. He had to
concentrate on the grim facts.

�Kamui�.I can�t�I
shouldn�t�.if we do anything�you�ll die�

�I�ll die?!� Kamui
pushed himself a little away from the man holding him.

�Yes. It�s a curse placed
on me without me even knowing it, ever since I was born. To keep me focused on
my role as Death on Earth I had to choose to be only with Creatures of Death.

�If I chose someone
that isn�t like that then my lover will die an ugly, painful, unneeded death coming
to him years before the real time he is supposed to die.

�
For years I
didn�t know that and killed people unknowingly�.you�.�

�Do you
actually kill them?�

�I don�t do it
but they get accidentally thrown off of their motorcycles and crash into the
bushes when they�re only 35, or shot to the neck accidentally when they still
have at least 60 years of good life ahead of them�� Alex shook his head as if
to chase the memories away ��.long stories from long ago�

�Kamui, you�re bound
to die in this battle�.Fuma is ever so stronger then you, he�s defeated you
time and time again�.I can�t run the risk of killing you because I wanted
something as selfish as having you with me�

�But�we were together
in that dimension�oh, I was a vampire there�.a creature of Death�I see�

Alex lay his head back
against the wall, staring at the ceiling solemnly.

Kamui rose from Alex�s
embrace, this time the arms let him go easily.

He had to get ready
for another day in this rotten life didn�t he?

He walked up to his
closet where his extra pair of CLAMP academy uniforms hung. He opened the
closet, took out a starched ironed pair of pants and a starched ironed white
shirt only a boy with Japanese restriction could keep that ironed and that
white.

He slid the doors shut
and began changing from his pajamas. Carelessly he dropped his shirt to the
floor near his feet, then his pants.

Alex watched him, his
huger eating him from the inside. Kamui wanted to kiss him, and oh how he
wanted to kiss him back�.

Kamui removed his
shirt�.

There must be something
he could do after all. Alex was burning to hold Kamui like he did back then in
their dimension, like he did in his dream�..

Kamui removed his
pajama pants! This is too much!!!

Kamui didn�t sense a
gush of light wind or heard the footsteps as Alex shot to his feet and ran at
him.

Grabbing him from
behind Alex pushed Kamui a little against the closet door, rubbing his body
against Kamui�s with a single powerful thrust.

Kamui threw his hands
to the door to lean against this sudden attack. He was too amazed at all these
sensations to do anything or think of anything but of trying not to fall.

Alex began showering
Kamui with kisses sending shivers of delight through Kamui�s
body. He kissed the cheeks the Dragon so abused last night. He kissed down his delicate
jaw line, he kissed down his neck, he kissed at the base of his neck, he kissed his shoulders frantically. All along he ran his hands across the silky skin of Kamui�s chest, along his thy up to his lap.

Between one kiss and
the other Alex whispered Kamui�s name in a voice
hoarse with lust and love.

Kamui didn�t resist
the intimate touches. He was swapped by the sensations; he gave in to them,
willingly.

He spread his legs a
little under the slight pressure of Alex�s weight on him. He could feel Alex
pushing against him through his thin underpants� fabric. It made his heart
race, it made him feel good.

A palm that caressing Kamui�s inner thy moved over his boxers and slipped under
the cloth�reaching out�touching.

�STOOOP!� Kamui threw Alex away, turning
around and putting his hands in front of his body. A look of deep terror
clouded the violet deeps. He was shivering and it wasn�t just because he was suddenly
very cold when another body didn�t rub against him making his own body heat up
like that. He was frightened, what if they began doing things�..things that
Kamui didn�t know about?

Alex took some steps back looking hurt and weak
again, like he always did, whenever Kamui accused him of lying about their
familiarity.

�I�I�m sorry Kamui, I shouldn�t have done
that�.I�.should have asked if you wanted to�I�m so sorry� his eyes filled with
despair and fear, tears welled up in them.

�No, no don�t cry
please! It wasn�t wrong it was just�.too quick�.and we can�t do that you
said�.it�s ok�I should apologies�.� Now Kamui was crying too, bowing his
head.

�I should remember, I
should know you�.it would be easier and we both can fight Fuma�..I�m sorry
Alex, it�s not you�it�s me�.�.

Alex bowed his head as
well �I see�.I�ll leave you to dress�� he exited the room, leaving Kamui alone.

******************

That�s when something lay
hidden inside Kamui woke up, and it wasn�t the Dragon
of Heaven.

He saw a transparent Kamui
standing before him looking very angry. The other Kamui sent his hand to grab
his throat and nailed him to the closet door violently.

This
was the spirit of the Kamui from Alex�s dimension. It gritted its fanged teeth
and growled at Kamui. �You idiot! You really forgot
and let me sink into oblivion didn�t you? And then now want to run around him
like he�s yours?! You�re only making him more miserable, you know that!

�You�re
using him as a bodyguard, throwing him dry bones from time to time to make him
feel like you really care about him! You asshole!�

Kamui
fought to recover his shock at seeing himself like this, and so angry �I�.I
don�t do that�I really care about him, I do�but I can�t do more�.Alex said so
himself that we can�t�

�Don�t
you worry about the creature of Death bit, leave that to me� the other Kamui
smiled maliciously.

�Ok�.but
I�m�.I�m still frightened, I don�t know how it�ll be�I can�t remember�.I�m
afraid�.� He put his hands over his face, feeling how they shook from a new
fear.

�You
want to remember?� the other Kamui�s smile widened �here,
I�ll give you a particularly good memory�.

Kamui found himself trapped in minutes of sensations and sights so real
it was there.

He was held up against
the closet door. Alex was holding him there; his head was dug into Kamui�s shoulder. They were naked.

Alex was kissing him
like he did moments ago. Then he raised his head and kissed Kamui deeply.

Suddenly Kamui felt
the complete rainbow of sensations that made what they were doing clearer�and
it felt so good!

The moment was gone,
leaving Kamui to drop to the floor in shock. He stared around without a single
thought in his head until one finely came �Now I remember how it is� he said,
out of breath.

There was a little
silence, and then Kamui spoke again �Now I can take over again, be with Alex,
finally!� smiling, he shot to his feet.

He shrieked as he saw
the light of the sun glowing on him through the window. He turned his back to
the rays, covered his eyes and his head. Screaming mentally he called Alex to
come and help him.

Alex stormed into the
room seriously alarmed �What�s wrong?�

�THE SUN!!!� the
youth shrieked from between his arms.

�What?!�

Kamui threw his hands
away from his head and turned to look at the rays harmlessly shining on him. He
walked to the window and put his hand outside the window into the kingdom of sunlight.

�I�.can�t be hurt in
this body�.� he said quietly in the mature and calm voice that sent Alex�s head
spinning.

�Kamui?�..you remember�.but you�re�.�

Kamui smiled at him
softly, his eyes shone happily.

He walked from the
window to Alex and embraced him, snuggling on the broad chest �Don�t worry my
knight, see this?� he placed his hand he poked out to the sun at Alex�s face.

Alex studied it carefully.
It wasn�t something that humans could see but Kamui�s
hand was a little blackened as if burnt �Ooh, my poor prince, does it
hurt?� He whispered finally, turning the
palm here and there to better examine it.

�It stings a little
bit but I�m fine now, will you kiss it better?� the childish pout held a great
deal of seduction in it.

�I better not start
that, you saw how I couldn�t control myself back then� the shameful shrug held
a great deal of hidden glee.

�Oh yes�� Kamui
returned his head to the strong chest.

�I�ll just have to
wait until you�ll completely transform this body� Alex wrapped his arms around
his lover.

They held each other
and fell silent.

�Kamui, what of that
boy�.�

�He�s me Alex. You
just met two me who are the same person, I hardly changed from the time I first
met to the moment I was brought back and returned to myself. That was the same
old boy you�ve met in the city�only now�

��only now I have the
chance to defeat the Dragon of Earth without the need to kill Fuma. Then I�ll bring
him back somehow, while keeping my powers and you by me at the same time� Kamui
drew away from Alex a little so he could stare up to his face �finally there�s
hope in our life!�.

They held each other
closer.

�Kamui?�

�Yes?�

�You better keep behaving
like the normal you, for the others, you know�

�Why? I would have
behaved the way I am now if I�d remember what happened to me when I returned. They�d
have to deal with me this way or the other�

�All right my prince,
they�re your friends�..but Kamui��

�Yes my knight?�

�You have to get dressed
and go to school or you�ll be late, they�re already down there waiting for you
to come with them�

�Oh damn!� Kamui
rushed out of Alex�s arms to prepare himself for the day.

He turned around one
last time and smiled at Alex �I wish I could kiss you already�

******************

�What happened there?�

�What
happened where Sora?�

�Your room, you
screamed� Sorata was checking Kamui over worriedly.

�Oh, it was nothing
I�..listen people�

Sorata and Arashi
turned to look at Kamui who stopped under the shade of a tree and looked at
them.

There was something
different about him, he changed, and they could sense it.

�Kamui�.are
you alright?�
Arashi said, suspicious. She could actually see the change in him, the
vampire working his way at Kamui�s body. She didn�t
like what she saw.

�I remember everything
from that dimension. I know what Alex was talking about. I thought you should
know that�.

�You�re changing�
Arashi said, coldly glaring at the younger teen. She was talking like he was an
enemy. Kamui could read it off her.

Sorata looked at her
surprised to see her behave this way at Kamui. She was clutching her fists,
frowning.

�Yes, I�m changing;
I�m becoming what I was there. It started since I came back to this dimension�

�No, you�re lying; it
started now that you remember�

Kamui glared at her. He
remembered now how he was actually relieved he didn�t have all the seven Seals
around him in the Lost Dimension. He was reminded how they kept him down when
he wanted to fly away, how he actually liked to be a lone wolf once he had
Alex.

Now he had seven
people constantly running around him again, scrutinizing him, asking him if
he�s ok, talking to him, and fussing about him. Now he remembered what a
nuisance all this was to him.

He wanted to return to
the world where it was only him and Alex. A team amongst the
bunch of heroes who guarded the rest of the dimension� population.

The rest of the heroes
never buzzed around each other like that and he missed that, the exclusiveness,
the freedom to do as you wish without anyone interfering.

But he wasn�t in that
dimension anymore, he was in this godforsaken sunny dimension that was
his home yet seized to be his home�.it frustrated him.

If he returns to live
inside of his old version would he still change into the vampire he could be
with Alex? That way the Seals would get what they want, their own Kamui. He
will eventually be able to be with Alex�.no, it was impossible. He sighed.

�Arashi, I�m sorry if
I disappointed you but�.� He walked out of the shade to the sunlight, holding
back a cringe from the heat pouring down on him. �If I would have returned from
that dimension in this form you�d have to face the same thing you�re facing
now.

�More then that, you�d
have to face the me that would make much more trouble because he�s not with
Alex and not in a dimension that doesn�t depend on him to save it like in
here� the two Seals stared at him.

�Then
how�.why now?�
Sorata asked. He sensed the anger still beaming from Arashi. He saw before him
the devastation of the peaceful unity they had between the younger part of the Seals so far. This unity which held them
together like siblings replacing the families they left for this battle. Will
he stand aside and let it shatter?

He looked at Kamui and
saw this is not the boy he used to know. It made him sad.

�I was inside the
Kamui who returned from that dimension, I waited for Alex to come and get me. I
was willing to sit and wait while that happened. I put myself to sleep in there
until Alex came, that�s why you saw nothing of it all this time�

�Why didn�t you immediately
return once Alex came here?�

�I wanted to see what Alex
would do, what I would do. They got along very well in the end. But the
old me�.he was too slow and too frightened, I took
over because he let me, we united into one�

The two Seals took a
little step backwards. �Took over� it had a bad ring to it.

Suddenly Kamui
realized, he had missed them really, he did! At first he was so lonely when he
had just arrived at the lost dimension with no one he knew by him and all the
strange and frightening things happening around him.

�I missed you� he
said, making their suspicion turn into surprise �in the first days there I was
so frightened�.I walked around like I was in a nightmare. I was so lonely
without you guys�.� Their stance softened.

�I hardened there,
it�s true, and becoming a vampire has nothing to do with it. It was the
dimension that made me like that. You see things there and still have to keep
yourself cool and clear enough to fight whatever it sends at you�..you can�t
help not creating a little shell over yourself there�.I�m sorry if I�ll be a
little quiet and distant from now on�.� Kamui sighed.

It�ll be some time until
they�ll learn to accept him. He walked towards his class when he felt someone
grab his hand. He looked back at Sorata hanging big puppy dog eyes at him.

�You�re still Kamui,
aren�t you?�

�Yes Sora, I�m not
possessed by anything if that�s what you think�

�But you�ll be a vampire;
you�ll drink living people�s blood�

�You saw yourself that
Alex can give me blood, that�s how it always was. He never let me kill anyone. He
never let me face anything by myself; he was always there to protect me�.� He
smiled to himself.

�It�s ok then Kamui�
Sorata beamed at him, grabbing him for a hug. He walked them to class, one arm
across Kamui�s slim shoulders and the other across Arashis� stiff ones.

The girl stared at
Kamui with a blank face; she�ll take longer time to get used to the idea.

�So�Kamui, you
wouldn�t be able to eat Korian barbeque anymore?!�

�No, thank god for
that�

�More
for me then!�

Both
Kamui and Arashi sweatdropped.

*********************

After Kamui left Alex became restless. He was
pacing the dorms apartment like a caged animal rubbing his chin deep in thought.

In all the mess this morning he forgot to follow
Kamui to school. It didn�t really matter now because Kamui could call him over
mentally anytime, they had that bond again.

But there was
something else on his mind; it was the battle of the end of the world that hung
like a pendulum over his reunion with Kamui. He remembered the Dragon,
considerably stronger then Kamui; there was no doubt that the Earth will win
this battle.

Perhaps if Kamui will
completely become his dark self by then there is a chance, after all it�ll be a
little hard to kill a vampire on the strength level that Kamui was�.unless the
final battle will be held at daytime�.

But Alex didn�t even
want to have the whole thing happen in the first place! He read the comic book,
here he met the actual characters and learned to like them. He couldn�t let
them die like they did in the books, he simply couldn�t let so much pain
inflict on them and on Kamui who�s friends they were.

But what could he do?

He had to make a plan,
someway to either stop the battle or delay it. If he could he would take Kamui�s place so there will be no doubt that he will be the
one to win the battle.

But then what will
happen to the earth if the Seals would win? He remembered the future as seen if
the Seals would win; the humans would ruin the planet worst then any earthquake
could do.

He saw that happen in
his original dimension. He hated humans for their crimes against nature at the
time, their ignorance and cruelty towards the planet they grew out of.

The other possibility
of no humans at all and the environment taking over everything was good by him,
he wasn�t human and neither will Kamui be. If only the Seals and some of the
Harbingers wouldn�t also die.

He needed a breath of
fresh air to help clear his mind up a bit. He left the apartment and began
walking towards Kamui�s classroom building. Often he found
the youth was an inspiration to new ideas for him. He remembered how he�d plan
a tactic in the Lost Dimension as the young vampire lay in his arms or curled
on his chest sleeping.

He walked the green
gardens of the campus side, enjoying the warm weather and clear bright sunshine.

Alex saw Subaru silently
smoking in a little sitting corner and smiled to himself.

The young man looked a
little more peaceful then how he was when Alex first saw him. Perhaps it helped
when he told him Seishiro loved him. Perhaps it helped that he told him of his
sister�s spell.

Subaru was staring off
into the distance, smiling to himself.

�Smiling is good, I haven�t seen you smile ever since I came here. It�s
important to smile from time to time�.

Subaru turned his head
to Alex and smiled wider �Good morning�.

Alex sat down by Subaru,
taking a cigarette from the onemoji�s pack. He lit it
and inhaled with a deep sound of satisfaction.

�I didn�t know you
smoke�

�I don�t usually; it�s
your presence that makes me want to have one�

�How
so?�

Alex smiled �You�re a
very powerful medium, which makes you a Man of death. Your powers I absorb into
myself as if I learnt to control them like you did. My presence also makes you
stronger as my, say, prot�g�.

� I know it sounds strange but that�s
just how it is; I arrive at a world with Creatures or Men of Death and I�m immediately
responsible for them. It�s actually mostly for your own good.

�Now you need a
cigarette, which puts you into some kind of a physical distress, so I feel it
too so that I�ll know how to fix it.�

Subaru stared at him
�I did kind of feel it�.like suddenly there�s someone watching over me�.someone
to�.�

�Nick all your
cigarettes from you� Alex finished his sentence, winking at the other man.

Subaru smiled a
little.

�All that crap them
righteous tight assed bastards say about smoking is bad for you? It�s all
bullocks �aint it?�

Subaru laughed,
coughing a little on the smoke he just inhaled.

They smoked in
silence, lighting another cigarette once they finished the first.

�You know about that
Subaru�

�About
what?�

�About
the camps, how?�

Subaru crossed one leg
above the other uncomfortably �One of the calls I once had was to a house of an
old couple. They were foreigners, they moved to Japan after the war. The husband became
a businessman here and they settled in. Back in their homeland both were in the
camps.

�Their granddaughter
called me over after both her grandparents sank into mysterious catatonia. They
didn�t leave the house or even their room and no one could see the reason why.

�The granddaughter
knew a little about onmyouji and called the shrine for help. She told me to
study that time in history, especially about the two camps her grandparents
came from. I was Japanese and hardly knew anything about it. To fight what was
grounding her grandparents I needed to know what I�ll face she said.

�The moment I arrived
I saw the problem: The inside of the house was filled with angry spirits coming
to take vengeance on the couple. The father was responsible for a block in his
camp, I�m sure you know what I�m talking about. He probably wasn�t the best of
them and so the spirits concentrated mostly on harming him.

�The mother worked at
sorting out the belongings of those who arrived at her camp so she was
surrounded by spirit piles of belongings, completely imprisoning her.

�The couple sat in
their room seemingly sunk in a coma. What actually happened was that their
souls were held back by ghosts possessing them and stopping them from running
away.

�It was one of the
hardest assignments I ever had; it was also one of the first after what
happened with Seishiro-san. I worked for three days without stopping, not once.
I managed to clear the house in the end, but I was exhausted. I wasn�t in my
best mental state myself but I had to do something about them�..they were in a
horrible state; I�ve never seen anything quit like it�.that�s how I know a
little of the camps�

Subaru looked at Alex sitting
by him smoking silently.

Something changed in
him. He lost his air of calmness; there was something cold and bitter about
him, something distant. Suddenly Subaru could see Alex�s old age written in
weariness across his face.

�You shouldn�t have
saved the father, the mother was indeed a victim but the father, you should
have let him be eaten by those ghosts, he deserved it� Alex�s voice was harsh
and brutal, cold as ice.

�How do you know, did
you know him?�

�No but I know his
kind. Angry spirits don�t become angry for no reason �..Let�s stop talking
about it shall we?� Alex turned a forced bitter smile at his companion

�Of
course. I�m
sorry, I mentioned something painful�

Alex looked at Subaru
and smiled, shaking his head.

They sat in silence
again, smelling the fresh air, each man in his own world of thoughts.

In Alex� head Subaru�s
story rolled along with the things that were on his mind in the first place.

The angry spirits
possessed the father and kept his soul from controlling his body and running
away�.

His prince Kamui was
inside this dimension�s Kamui and waited to take over the body�..

Fuma became the Dragon
of Earth when Kamui made his decision to be a Dragon of Heaven�

Kamui told him that
sometimes Fuma would faze out completely and act like the Dragon before his
decision was even done. He told him that when Fuma returned to himself he
wouldn�t remember anything from what he did when he was acting weird.

Those were typical
symptoms of being possessed by a spirit or ghost: phasing out, body acting under
the control of the intruder. Then when the ghost would leave the possessed
person wouldn�t remember a thing of what they�ve done�.

Possessed? Fuma was
possessed by�.the Dragon of Earth�.

�OF
COURSE!!!!�
Alex shot to his feet shouting.

Subaru dropped his
cigarette on the sitting corner�s marble floor with the surprise. �What�s gotten into you?!�

�Nothing! Nothing�s gotten into me
Subaru! Not into me, into Fuma! I found a way to stop this
battle and get Fuma back to Kamui!�I mean as friends
strictly!��

Alex grabbed Subaru by
his shoulders and shook him �Subaru I got it! I found a solution!!!!!�
he was shouting with happiness, making passing students and workers at the
academy stare at him in a funny way.

�Subaru, go tell all
the Seals to come here in the evening, tell them I have a plan to stop it all
and win the battle before it�ll even start!�

The onemoji blinked at
Death �You do?�

�Yes, now go, quick!
No time to lose!�

Subaru ran off,
feeling another aspect of Death�s presence here; when Alex told him to do
something he felt he had to do it.

Alex stayed behind
charged with excitement. He only had to make the plans around what he�ll be
doing and it�s complete!

�Oh my prince, I found
a way to solve this! I really did!� he said to thin air, sending his sound
waves to the youth.

A little bird on a
great beautiful tree near the sitting corner cocked it�s
head to the side with confusion.

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