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LIES, LOVE, OBSESSION	By : selfproclaimedbeauty05 Category: Gravitation > General Views: 3309 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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I don�t own the characters from Gravitation.

Warning! This story may contain some Shuichi bashing.

Pairing: Yuki (Seme) and Hiro (Uke)

I am so sorry I haven�t updated. Thanks for all the Reviews and Emails. You guys FUCKING Rule!!! Hope you enjoy and Don�t forget to review. This chapter is going to be kinda Intense. This is now two months into the forbidden affair. So enjoy and prepare yourself.

Chapter 5: The Smell of Desperation

�Hiro!!!! Guess where I am going.� Shuichi yelled into the phone.

�Where Shuichi?� Hiro asked.

�I am going to LA for two weeks.�

�Wow, Shuichi that is awesome. So when are you leaving?� Hiro asked sitting up in his bed.

�Tohma, Yuki, and I are leaving in the morning.� Shuichi jumped up and down. He was so excited. Tohma was sending him to LA for LA Fashion Week. He was going to be modeling some clothes for an upcoming designer. Also he was going to be shooting some commercials for a few popular American brands. Tohma said he wanted Shuichi to help Bad Luck crossover in America properly. That means picking up as many magazines shoots and commercials as possible.

�Yuki and you are going to LA.� Hiro felt his heart drop. Yuki was leaving him.

�Yeah, I told him about it two days ago, but the plans just got finalized today. He said he would go to support me. By the way that reminds me, I need to call him. He told me he was getting a hotel room so he could begin a new story. He said I was annoying him and he couldn�t think with me around. He should be back tonight. We are leaving tomorrow morning. I guess I will talk to you before I leave.�

�Okay, I will be at home, so just call me.�

�Oh yeah, K wanted to see you at the studio today around 1pm. He said he tried to call you this morning, but you didn�t answer the phone. He is going to be on vacation for the next two weeks.�

�Okay, just call him and tell him that I will be there.�

�Alright, Later.�

�Bye.� Hiro closed his cell phone. He looked at the blonde laying next to him pretending to be asleep. �You aren�t fucking asleep, so stop pretending to be!� Hiro got out of bed and put on his white cotton pajama bottoms. He began to stretch. His body was sore from being with Yuki. You would think after being with the blond physically for more than a month, he would be use to the rough and deep penetration Yuki put him through. But that was besides the point. He was upset. Yuki was leaving town and he didn�t even bother to tell him.

�Why didn�t you tell me you were going to LA with Shuichi. You are fucking leaving tomorrow morning.� Hiro looked at the blonde still laying down.
�Maybe I didn�t want to tell you because I wanted us to relax before I left. I wanted spend the whole day with you. I didn�t want you to be mad at me when I left. Do you have a problem with that?� Yuki rolled over on his back. He looked up at Hiro. He could tell that the redhead was very hurt. �Damn, I fucked up.� He thought to himself.

�Don�t you think, I would have worried if you didn�t answer my phone calls, for two weeks?� Hiro looked at the blonde in disbelief.

Yuki sat up and looked at Hiro. He knew he was right. He just insulted Hiro�s intelligence. In the back of his mind, he definitely knew he fucked up.

Hiro and him had a rough night. He was going to tell him, but every time he had a chance. He would choke. He really did need to work on his story. It was the same story he started a month ago but the deadline was at the end of the month. He was a week behind. Once he finished the story, he was going to tell Hiro. That was until he found out Hiro had cooked dinner for him. He really couldn�t tell him then. He didn�t even have the heart to eat the food. He eventually finished the story at 5:30am. He woke up a very tired Hiro for a quickie. Which turned into three hours of nonstop make up sex. In between their early morning workout, he apologize to Hiro for not eating the dinner he fixed. Yuki was getting ready to tell him again, but he didn�t want to make the redhead sad again.

His obsession for Hiro was taking an emotional turn. He just couldn�t stop having sex with the redhead. He couldn�t stop seeing him. His body yearned for Hiro at times. He liked being inside him, kissing him and just touching him. He definitely didn�t know where he was heading anymore. He just knew that he didn�t want to quit being with him anytime soon. Maybe they did need to spend some time apart. Yuki didn�t know, if he was feeling love or lust anymore. He most definitely didn�t want to make him cry or hurt him. Maybe he was falling in love with Hiro, he honestly didn�t know. He was just happy to be with him. Just to hold him sometimes was all he needed. He was never this emotional and physically attached to anyone. He even cut down sex with Shuichi. Now he was only screwing Shuichi once a week. When Shuichi started to ask questions, he lied. He told him it was just the pressure from his publisher.

�So I am pretty sure you heard me talking to Shuichi. Both of you are going to be gone for the next two weeks.� Hiro said with disappointment in his voice.

�Yes it is true.� Yuki tried to read Hiro further. From what he was reading, this conversation wasn�t going to end good. �I probably should go home and start packing.�

�Yeah, that would be the right thing to do.� Hiro looked at Yuki. He crawled over towards the blonde and straddled him. Yuki just stared in the redhead�s eyes. They looked like they were filled with pain. He just wrapped his arms around him. He hugged him tight. Hiro ran his fingers through Yuki�s hair. Yuki just sighed in his arms. He buried his face in the redhead�s chest. He inhaled Hiro�s scent. He was so warm. He felt so right. Yuki was now at the point of no return.

�I wonder.� Hiro said still caressing Yuki�s hair.

�What?� Yuki looked up at Hiro.

�Do you ever hold Shuichi like this?�

�I did once. A long time ago. When he was still trying to figure me out.�

�Did he ever figure you out?�

�No, he didn�t. There has only been one person who could do that.�

�Who is that person?� Hiro looked into Yuki�s eyes.

�That person is�� you.� Yuki said bringing Hiro down for a passionate kiss. Hiro entangled his fingers in Yuki�s hair. The kiss wasn�t like others. It was more sensual. It was filled with so much more. It felt like love was behind it. That�s when it hit Hiro. Hiro realized it was no longer lust. It was love. He was most definitely in love with Yuki. He was in love with Shuichi�s Yuki. He was upset about Yuki leaving him. He didn�t want him to go anywhere. He wanted him to stay with him. He no longer wanted to share Yuki. Hiro broke the kiss.

�I can�t do this anymore.� Hiro moved off of Yuki.

�What? What do you mean?� He watched the redhead quickly get dress.

�Please be gone by the time I get back. As a matter of fact, this is our last time together. Just leave the key on my dresser.� Hiro ran towards the front door. He slammed it behind him. Tears were starting to come to his eyes. He didn�t wait Yuki to see him cry. He didn�t want Yuki to stop him. He loved Yuki. He could no longer be second in his life. He wanted to be number one. Only thing was he couldn�t stop caring about Shuichi�s feelings. He pressed the elevator button. He was praying that it would open up quickly. He heard the door open. Hiro felt the tears building up more. He had to leave quickly. The elevator door finally opened. Hiro got in. He quickly pressed the close door button.

�HIRO!� Yuki yelled. He ran towards the elevator. He quickly tried to catch the elevator door. But he didn�t reach it in time. �Fuck!� He was going to have to take the stairs. He wasn�t going to let Hiro end it. Not like this. He refused. He was going to be up front with Hiro. That last kiss they had made him realize his true feelings. He was in love with Hiro. He didn�t want to keep Hiro in the dark anymore. He wanted people to know that Hiro was his. He ran down the stairs quickly. He even skipped at few steps. Once he made it to the lobby, he headed towards the elevator. The door open but nobody was in the elevator.

�Damn.�
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Hiro was now on his way to the studio. He took his motorcycle. He was going 20 mph over the speed limit. He was letting the wind dry the tears from his face. It only took him ten minutes to get to the NG. Once he park, he headed towards the building. He was hoping that playing his guitar would help clear his mind.

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At the Studio

�You okay K, you look a little anxious?�

�Yeah, I am fine, Suguru. I am just a little nervous.� K paced back and front in the recording booth.

�Why are you nervous? Is something wrong?� Suguru looked at the blonde with concern.

�I planned on telling Hiro how I felt today. I felt today would be a good day since Shuichi is leaving tomorrow.� K stop pacing and looked at Suguru.

�Are you sure you ready for this? What if, he doesn�t respond like you thought he would?�

�Then I don�t know. I just will be happy to get it off of my chest.� K sighed and sat down in the chair next to him.

�Well, I wish you good luck. Is he own his way up here?� Suguru stood up to leave.

�Yeah exactly he should be on his way in a few minutes.� With that said Suguru left the recording room. He watched him walk away and sunk down in the chair. He closed his eyes and started to breathe in and out. He wanted to calm himself before Hiro arrived. He couldn�t believe that he was so nervous. He was never nervous about anything. Not even when he proposed to his soon to be ex- wife. To think that a certain redhead made him nervous, just made him more anxious. He was starting to get a little relax. His body was relaxing. He didn�t realize how tired he was until, he felt himself drift off into sleep.

Hiro arrived at the studio a few minutes later then planned. Once he got to the recording room. He spotted K. He looked like he was sleeping.

�K, are you awake?� Hiro asked quietly. He walked closer to the blonde. He looked really calm. He never seen K so calm before. He moved closer to K. Hiro could smell K�s cologne. It smelt very familiar, exactly to familiar. It smelt just like Yuki. Hiro lost it. He didn�t know what came over him. He bent down and kissed K�s lips softly. His lips were soft just like Yuki�s.

K didn�t know what he was feeling right now. All he knew someone was waking him out of his sleep. It felt like someone was kissing him. He opened his eyes and pulled away from whoever was kissing him.

�Hiro, what are you doing?� K looked at him in shock. He stood up. He walked towards Hiro, causing him to run into the wall.

�I was kissing you. I don�t know what came over me.� Hiro looked at K. Blue eyes looked back at blue eyes. K lost control. K then crushed his lips into Hiro�s. Hiro wanted to push K away, but he couldn�t. The smell of Yuki was talking over his senses. Hiro opened his mouth so K could better access to him. His body was on fire. He grew hard the moment he smelt K or more like Yuki�s scent again. K�s smell was driving him insane. He wanted K. He wanted to tasted his skin.

�K, I want you.�

K looked back at Hiro. He couldn�t believe his ears. He couldn�t believe his eyes. Hiro had pure lust in his eyes. Hiro was lusting for him or was it something else.

�Are you sure about this, Hiro? I don�t want you to regret anything.� K pulled the redhead closer to him.

�Yes, I am sure. Just take me.� Hiro pulled K into another passionate but rough kiss. They both started working on each others belt buckles. Once both their erections were free, they began to rub them together. The friction cause Hiro to moan loudly.

�I want you so badly. I�I�ah ..can�t believe this is happening.� K managed to say through his pants and groans.

�No talking�mmm�Just fuck me.�

�But, I don�t have any ...�

�I have hand lotion in my pocket, use that.� . He started carrying it around because of Yuki. He never knew when ,Yuki would make surprise visits at the studio. Hiro grabbed the small bottle out of his pocket. K snatched it out of his hand and used it on his erection. He lifted one of Hiro�s legs up. He position his leaking erection at the redhead�s entrance. He enter Hiro slowly at first. He heard the redhead wince in pain at first and then moan. Once he was sure that Hiro was comfortable. He began to penetrate him deeply and slowly.

�Mmmm�.K�Oh�Don�t move so slowly. Move faster.� Hiro panted into his ear. K refused to pick up pace. He wanted to enjoy being inside the redhead. He moved in and out of Hiro deep and hard. The deep penetration was causing Hiro to tremble a bit. He was so close to climaxing. Hiro couldn�t believe he was letting K take him against the recording room wall like this. The only time he had ever had sex in the studio was with Yuki. But K had trigger something in him. It was his smell. It remind him so much of Yuki, he just couldn�t resist K. Hiro knew that he could never have Yuki the way he wanted. So why not settle for K. He could learn to love K, right? He would eventually get over Yuki, right? Hiro was still in deep thought, when K started to move more quickly. Hiro entangled his fingers in the blondes hair.

K was losing it. Hiro felt so fucking good. He was so wet, warm, and tight. It was better than K had dreamt about. He could feel that Hiro�s leg was about to give out. So he picked up Hiro and laid him on the ground so he could get better access to him. K was getting so close, his was in a state of bliss.

�YUKI�I am cumming!!!!! K�s whole body froze. He couldn�t believe what he just heard. He noticed the marks all over Hiro�s neck. The even disappear further down his shirt. He lifted up the redhead�s shirt. Hiro�s chest was covered in hickeys and scratches.

�K, what�s wrong? Why did you stop?� Hiro looked up at the now glaring blonde.

Did Hiro seriously not realize whose name he just called. K pulled out of Hiro and got dress. Hiro looked at him in confusion. He didn�t know why K looked so angry. He stood up and began to dress.

�So, is that who made the marks all over you?�

�Who are you talking about?� Hiro looked at K with disbelief.

�You called his name.� K�s said. He is voice sound like it was full of anger and pain.

�I am sorry K, I didn�t mean too. I�I�It�s just the w�way you smelled. It remind me of him.� Hiro looked at K.

�The way I fucking smelt! What kind of shit is that?� K said glaring at the redhead again.

�K, please don�t yell. I can explain everything. I just don�t know what to do anymore.� Hiro could feel himself start to breakdown. He began to tell K the story of Yuki and his affair. The whole time he was telling K the story he could see the disappointment in K�s eyes.

�So you are fucking Yuki, behind your best friend�s back. Since you can�t have him, you decided that fucking me would make up for the pain you feel?�

�It�s not like that. I didn�t plan on sleeping with you. I told you, it was the cologne you were wearing.� Hiro fell to his knees and began to cry uncontrollable. For some reason he didn�t want K to hate him. He didn�t want K to judge him. He wanted K to accept his flaws and just tell him everything was okay.

K just looked at the redhead snob. He couldn�t understand how a strong person like Hiro could get wrapped up in Yuki. K loved Hiro. He wanted to be angry at the redhead for not giving his love to him. But the way Hiro was looking right now, he couldn�t help but to feel sorry for him. He walked towards the younger man and wrapped his arms around him.

�It will be okay. I will not leave you to suffer by yourself. I understand how you feel. I also am in love with someone I can�t have.�

�You aren�t mad at me?� Hiro looked up at K�s blue eyes. They were no longer full of pain but sympathy. K felt sorry for him.

�No, I am not mad at you. Sometimes we can�t help who we are attracted to. It just happens.� K wiped the tears away coming down Hiro�s cheek.

�I just can�t stop myself anymore. It�s like my body goes through withdrawals when I am not with him. Its like he is a drug and I am addict. I just don�t know what to do. I love him, K. I hate myself for loving him. But I just can�t stop.� Hiro began to shake. K held him closer. K didn�t know how to absorb all this in. He would have never thought that Hiro would get himself into something like this. But everything started to make sense. The times Hiro looked like he was frustrated or spacing out. He was trying to figure out his emotions for Yuki. K didn�t blame Hiro. He knew Hiro was partially to blame. But the one who could have prevent this whole thing was, Yuki. If Yuki, would have let Hiro end it the first time. Hiro wouldn�t be on the floor breaking down. He wouldn�t be hurting so much. Hiro probably would be K�s right now.

�How about you just stay at my place. Actually, you can stay as long as you want. That way you can clear your head and you don�t have to worry about seeing anything that reminds you of him. You can figure out what you want to do.�

�Really, you would let me crash at your house after what happen? But what if he calls me. I know if he calls me, I will go to him.�

�I will take your phone. If he does call, I will just ignore it.�

�You can�t be serious, K. You don�t have to do this. It�s my problem I should deal with it.� Hiro stood up.

�You already tried to deal with it. Your plan didn�t work..� K smirked.

Hiro smiled a little. He couldn�t believe that K would want to help. �Thanks K. I am sorry about everything. I shouldn�t have put you in the middle of this.�

�You are fine. I am here for you. I won�t judge you. Whatever your decision is.�

�I need to go home and get my stuff.�

�Do you want me to go with you?�

�No, I should be fine. He had to go home. He is going with Shuichi to LA.�

�Okay, but call me as soon as you get home and when you are on your way to my house.� K helped the redhead get up.

�I will.� Hiro straighten himself up. Hiro looked at the taller blonde. He gave him a weak smile. �Thank you.�

K just nodded. He bent down and kissed Hiro gently on the lips. Hiro returned the kissed back. K knew that Hiro was too far gone. Hiro loved Yuki and there was no way he could compare to Yuki. He knew that love was in this kiss. But it was not the love returned by a lover but a friend. K gently broke the kiss.

�You better get going?� K said.

�You are right. I am pretty sure that, Yuki is gone by now.�

�Are you sure about that? It looks like K and you couldn�t wait for me to leave.�

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