Lost in Darkness

As I walked out of my room Ami called my name. I stopped and let her catch up to me.

She took out her computer and handed it to me.

"Look at the data I have collected in order to get Endymion back to the way he was."

"Ames you know I'm no good at this computer stuff plus I was totally wrong about Endymion."

"But you said he was still evil, how could you have been mistaken about something like that?"

"I just caught him at a bad time thats all. He made up for his moodiness last night." I lied

and winked at her.

"Oh." she blushed furiously "Thats good then, we wouldn't want to try such procedures on

Endymion if he is not evil."

"Yeah. Hey listen I have to um go to this thing that I planned." I rushed off before Ami

could reply. I gave a sigh of relief. Well it looked like I was going to have to get

Endymion back to normal all on my own. I could it! I bit my lip nervously at the thought

of what kind of consequences I would be getting if I didn't succeed. I walked to the

library...for the first time ever and looked for something on how to de-brainwash

Endymion since apparently my crystal didn't work on him years ago.

--Lunch--

I walked into the dining room. I noticed Endymion was looking over papers while eating

and Chibi Usa was talking about what a good day she was having. Endymion would nod

everytime she'd pause to get a reaction from him. She couldn't tell he was too into the

paper he was looking over to really be paying attention to her.

I took a seat next to Chibi Usa.

"Serenity what have you been up to today?" Endymion asked finally looking away from

his "important" papers.

"Nothing that would interest you." I said forming a fake smile upon my lips.He stared at

me for a moment then mimiced my smile.

"Of course it would darling? Why would you say such a thing?"

"Momma, daddy are you guys gonna get a divorce?" Chibi Usa whimpered

"What? Of course not honey." I said looking down at my plate and moving my food

around with my fork.

"Then how come you guys are starting to fight alot. Ella(Minako's daughter) said when

her daddy and her got into a fight they always threatened to divorce each other."

"Sweet heart, has any of that happened with Kunzite and Minako?"

"No..but"

"Then what ever makes you think your father and I will get a divorce." I said before

taking a bite of my salad.

"I don't know.. I guess I'm just not used to you two fighting thats all."

"Well Small Lady fighting is what shows you are in love with someone. It wouldn't be

that great of a relationship unless we fought and making up is the best part." Endymion

said winking at me.

I blushed, how could he have such an effect on me even though I know he's not the same

guy I fell in love with when I was fourteen? I continued to eat my salad as Chibi Usa

excused herself. I glanced up at Endymion who was staring at me hard.

"Did you take care of that...pest problem?" he asked

"Pest problem? We have rats?!" I asked and he groaned

"I meant your nosey little friends." he said glaring at me

"Oh, right. Yeah I told Ami-chan that everything was fine and not to worry." I went back

to eating but could still feel his gaze on me.

"Good girl, you know I wasn't lying to Chiubi Usa. Our fighting makes our relationship

...pleasant."

"Pfft right pleasant." I said sarcastically

"Isn't that what your precious Mamo-chan did with you? Fight"

"Yeah but...when he did it, deep down inside I knew he wasn't serious."

"Is that so?"

"Yeah that is so!"

His eyes flashed in jealousy for a quick second then disappeared as quickly as it appeared.

He stood up and walked to the door.

"Serenity, perhaps it is time you forget about your precious Mamo-chan because he's

never coming back." He said leaving me once again in my sorrow.