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+M to R › One Piece
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
83
Views:
6,760
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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Never Yours
Never Yours
By The Chichi Slaughter House
Warnings: SanjixZoro, angsty as fuck, OOC? (I don’t think so, but there are those who would), yaoi.
Disclaimer: One Piece is awesome. Go Oda.
Rating: PG
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Sanji watches from afar because he thinks his love has no hope. He hesitates to touch, refuses to be honest, yet often picks fights just so he can hold the attention for a few moments if nothing else. He wants to wrap his arms around that muscled body; to hold and be held until the morning begins, but can never quite reach out. Instead he watches, following the other man with his eye til it hurts and even then finds it difficult to tear his longing gaze away.
He loves from a distance. He’s good at it after all; much practise had from his time on the Baratie, watching another with his desperate stare. A stare that screams to be loved, since he will never find the confidence to let it be yelled from his lips. That love, however, was nothing like this. That love was the love of a child for its parent, as he had never met his own. This one is the type of his age; endless, maddening and all too painful.
It feels like it encompasses every part of him and he knows he can’t let go. But it also feels impossible, so he can never act; too scared of rejection to even try his luck.
Many knowing people have told him he is dazzling in his unrequited love, yet Sanji can’t believe them at all. If he is so alluring, why is it that he is never seen? Why is it that he is never loved? Not once has he heard the words, and his heart sinks every time he bitterly wonders if he ever will.
The chase is something he is used to. The capture is something he hasn’t experienced. He doesn’t think he can but he can’t stop chasing either, and it is painful. He wants and wants and wants, but never receives. He gives his love freely, to anyone he thinks will accept and always walks away empty-handed, sullen.
If anyone would love him he would be grateful, he thinks, and that is why he tries again and again so that someone – anyone – will just notice him! It doesn’t have to be the one he’s aiming for; he could learn to love anyone if the feeling will be reciprocated. At least, that’s certainly how he feels.
But deep down, he knows he will never stop chasing Zoro. And that is what hurts.
By The Chichi Slaughter House
Warnings: SanjixZoro, angsty as fuck, OOC? (I don’t think so, but there are those who would), yaoi.
Disclaimer: One Piece is awesome. Go Oda.
Rating: PG
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Sanji watches from afar because he thinks his love has no hope. He hesitates to touch, refuses to be honest, yet often picks fights just so he can hold the attention for a few moments if nothing else. He wants to wrap his arms around that muscled body; to hold and be held until the morning begins, but can never quite reach out. Instead he watches, following the other man with his eye til it hurts and even then finds it difficult to tear his longing gaze away.
He loves from a distance. He’s good at it after all; much practise had from his time on the Baratie, watching another with his desperate stare. A stare that screams to be loved, since he will never find the confidence to let it be yelled from his lips. That love, however, was nothing like this. That love was the love of a child for its parent, as he had never met his own. This one is the type of his age; endless, maddening and all too painful.
It feels like it encompasses every part of him and he knows he can’t let go. But it also feels impossible, so he can never act; too scared of rejection to even try his luck.
Many knowing people have told him he is dazzling in his unrequited love, yet Sanji can’t believe them at all. If he is so alluring, why is it that he is never seen? Why is it that he is never loved? Not once has he heard the words, and his heart sinks every time he bitterly wonders if he ever will.
The chase is something he is used to. The capture is something he hasn’t experienced. He doesn’t think he can but he can’t stop chasing either, and it is painful. He wants and wants and wants, but never receives. He gives his love freely, to anyone he thinks will accept and always walks away empty-handed, sullen.
If anyone would love him he would be grateful, he thinks, and that is why he tries again and again so that someone – anyone – will just notice him! It doesn’t have to be the one he’s aiming for; he could learn to love anyone if the feeling will be reciprocated. At least, that’s certainly how he feels.
But deep down, he knows he will never stop chasing Zoro. And that is what hurts.