Furuba no Hinansho

Kinyuu 6


Yes Journal, I was confused. On the one hand I yearned for Yuki. I have wet dreams about him every night now. On the other hand I hated what he did to me, what he was doing to me. He interrupts my sleep at night and in the day he takes away my concentration with apprehension. He makes me do things against my will which are shameful......shameful and...... somewhat exhilarating.


The kiss we shared made me feel heady. At that moment I would have done anything he had asked. I would have strip teased for him if it was his desire. Now when I think about how willing I was to render all control to him I feel a shudder come through me. It appalls me to think about how a kiss could affect me so. If I were ready to do anything because of a kiss what would happen if...no it\'s too much to ponder...


After being left in the hallway with my conflicted emotions I tried to regain my usual attitude. When the Yankee challenged me to Dai Hin Min I accepted readily, sure that I would at least be in control of this game. Unfortunately for me Yuki\'s gaze was on me the whole time. I couldn\'t concentrate at all. He kept licking his lips, which reminded me of the earlier kiss, and I couldn\'t help myself from being distracted and I lost. I knew that this was his plan for now I had to stay afterschool to sweep the floor. As I went to my task I was determined that this time if he cornered me I would do what he said with no complaint and no reaction. I would remain placid. This way I wouldn\'t suffer through the humiliation again.


As I thought, when I prepared to leave the room he came out of the shadows like the rat he was and ordered me to come back and strangely.... kneel down. I said the phrase we had agreed that the slave would have to say when requested-----\"Yes master? What would you have me do?\"---and he gave me that look again while licking his lips like some predator which is kind of ironic. It unnerved me a bit. Then he stated his request.


\"Give me...a blowjob.\"


I was left speechless. I thought, \'He\'d actually ask me to that to him while we are in school! Yes there\'s no one in this particular classroom but the building wasn\'t empty! Anyone could just waltz in on them!\' But true to my convictions I didn\'t utter one sound of disagreement. He stood up and I slowly unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned and unzipped his pants with trembling fingers. Then I slid them down his taut thighs. When my hands reached his boxers I gulped. \'Could I really do this?\' Looking into his determined face I swallowed my resolve, knowing I had no choice the boxers went the way of the pants. At first glance I snickered inwardly. I thought, \'Who in the world shaved off their pubic hair?\' but when the pants were all the way down and he was revealed, already slightly hard and waiting, my eyes flew open wide. He was bigger than I had thought. Since he was a person who looked feminine and petite it was a shock to see how.... ahem...masculine he really was.


He chuckled at my surprise. \"Why kyo-kun, I do believe you are staring.\" I blushed. Not just because of his comment but because of how he said Kyo-kun. It was already...different to hear him call me by my name and not \'baka neko\' but with the added suffix my name seemed to almost flow from his lips.


I regained my composure and went back to the task at hand. I carefully licked the head a few times, which I found was salty, then closed my mouth over it and began to suck on it. Yuki jumped at the intimate touch and grabbed my hair. I slicked down the sides of his shaft with my tongue until I reached his sensitive sacs, which I proceeded to swirl my tongue around in patterns. At this he groaned and gripped me harder and pulled me closer. I had to balance myself by holding onto his thighs. Earlier I had said that I wouldn\'t react to anything but my body betrayed me. Hearing the sound of his moans and labored breathing turned me on.


Soon I took him into my mouth, not all of him or I would’ve gagged, and began sucking and pumping him in and out of my mouth. He started groaning louder, thrusting, and pulling me closer. I accommodated him and tried not to choke as he plunged into my waiting mouth. As I continued my ministrations he\'d praise me saying \"That\'s right.... Just like that...Yeessss....\" His breathy pleading to go faster suddenly making me feel invigorated. I was no longer the one without control, I thought. I was the one he needed. I was the one whose name was whimpered. I squeezed his thighs as I pumped faster and sucked harder, and as he begged me to take him in more. Soon he released in my mouth and it was my name he screamed as I lapped up every drop.


Slowly both our labored breathing returned to normal. He was satiated but I was throbbing. I felt a lust for him stronger than any I had felt before and it scared me. I ran away.