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Losing His Soul	By : seraskelia Category: Hellsing > General Views: 3107 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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AN: This chapter is a lemon - so you've been warned. Next chapter will be all drama/conflict.
The former priest, Alexander Anderson, sat alone eating dinner in his room. Is this what my life will be? He thought to himself. Alexander had never been one to feel sorry for himself but lately it had been hard not to. He had lost everything and why? Anderson was not even sure any longer. Was it his integrity? Or had it been for her? Alexander wasn�t even sure he even knew the answer anymore. Anderson spent most of his days alone, reading, watching the tellie, or if he was lucky doing some sort of computer work for Integral. In the evenings he and Seras usually went on missions together, scouting the city of London for stray Millennium vampires. Alexander usually ate alone � everyone he knew at Hellsing was a vampire. The thought of watching them drink their blood while he ate � made his blood boil. Anderson had been avoiding his new boss, Integral Hellsing; since he had seen the sinful things she had done with the thing he hated most in the world � Alucard or Dracula as he was called now.
Anderson was engrossed in a book he had picked up at the bookstore: The Question of God. He had been having doubts about his own beliefs and it comforted him to read about it. A loud knock on the door started him and he nearly fell of his bed.
�Alexander? It is me - Seras Victoria.� A soft voice called out from the other side.
�Just a second, Miss Victoria.� He responded, getting up off the bed. At least it wasn�t Dracula. He opened the door and smiled at her. The former priest never would have guessed it but he had grown rather found of the girl.
She smiled back. �I just came to tell you that Sir Integral has cancelled the surveillance missions for tonight.� Seras said with a mischievous grin on her face. �And she said to tell you that she wants to meet with you tonight.�
A look of panic briefly crossed his face but Anderson quickly changed his expression. �What time does she want me at her office?� He asked.
The grin on the vampire�s face widened as she blushed slightly, �Umm, no, I think she said that umm she�ll come here. To err your room, ok? She should be here around 10:00 PM.�
Alexander could not look at her � afraid she would know just what he was thinking. �It does not matter to me.� He returned his attention to the book.
�Well---I�ll be going now. We�ll probably have a mission tomorrow night, Alexander. You won�t be bored for long.� She said studying his face.
�Good evening, Miss Victoria.� He mumbled, not lifting his head from his book.
After she left he had trouble concentrating on the book. What could she want? There is only one thing that he could think of � she has seen him watching her and Dracula together. If that is the case, I will just explain myself. I was merely going to ask them to be quiet so I could sleep. One question, however, lingered in his head: Why had he stayed and watched them for so long?
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Anderson found himself thinking of only one thing the rest of the evening while waiting for Integral. Her. He tried everything to stop thinking about Integral Hellsing. He prayed, watched television, and read. Nothing could get her off of his mind. Anderson was beginning to think he was slowly going insane. Before that night, when he had seen her fighting the demons from Millenium, refusing to surrender, Anderson had felt nothing but contempt for her. After that moment, the one that changed him somehow, she had been on his mind constantly. And lately those thought had turned sinful. He was lying on the bed thinking of her when he drifted off to sleep. Anderson was awoken by a most pleasant sound � her voice.
�I�ve missed you, Alexander.� Integral said. She was sitting on a chair by his table, smoking a thin cigar. �Why haven�t you stopped by my office after your missions? Did I do something?� Integral smirked - the former priest was starting to blush.
�No, Sir Hellsing. Would you like me to report to you after the missions?� Anderson asked her while getting up.
�No, Alexander, I was just checking to see if everything was all right.� She replied.
Anderson headed to his bathroom. �Just a second, Sir Hellsing.� After shutting the door, he washed his face and brushed his teeth. What are you expecting to happen? Do you want to sin? So many thoughts were running through his mind and went back to the last time they were alone in her office. She had made him lose control.
�Alexander?� Integral called for him.
He walked out of the bathroom and smiled nervously at her. �What can I do for you Sir Hellsing? Was there a reason you wanted to meet?� His voice was strong and steady.
�Have a seat, Alexander.� Integral motioned to the chair.
They sat and talked about Anderson�s missions of the past week. It seemed like a very ordinary conversation about work � except most people don�t talk about killing vampires and ghouls. Anderson could not stop staring into Integral�s eyes. Even the color of blood, her eyes were beautiful.
�Alexander? Alexander? Alexander? Are you listening?� Integral asked.
�Oh --- yes.� He replied.
�Well, I guess that is it. I�ll be going now.� Integral said as she extinguished her cigar in an ashtray.
Anderson got up and walked her to the door, he may have been an insane priest but he was always a gentleman. Integral put her hand on the doorknob but then turned quickly so she her face was just inches away from his.
�I can�t help but think, Alexander, there is something that you want.� Integral whispered into his ear.
Anderson took a few steps backward but stopped when his back touched the wall. Alexander froze. He did not trust himself being this close to her. Her smell was just too enticing. He started to speak but Integral put one finger on his lips.
�Let me guess what it is that you want.� Integral said moving her body against his. The hardness she felt against her leg told her just what he really wanted. She grinned at him and leaned into his erection and kissed him hard on the mouth. Oh Father, you taste so sweet and pure. It will be so much fun corrupting you.
Anderson couldn�t help but kiss her back. It was as if he was not in control of his own body. He slipped his tongue inside of her mouth, anxious to taste her. It was just as he had remembered. Delicious, he thought. Her flavor was a mixture of blood, English tea, and cigar. Anderson allowed her to pull his body into hers and they grinded their hips against each other. Anderson wanted her � but he didn�t. The conflict he felt was torturing his soul. Anderson wanted her more then he had wanted anything � even his priesthood. And yet he hated the way he felt. It was sinful lusting for Integral Hellsing. They were not married. She was a monster, a demon. If he fornicated with her what would that make him?
Integral pulled him farther into his bedroom and onto the bed, while they continued to kiss. She was on top of him now � the only position she really enjoyed during sex. Integral ran her long tongue down his face and tracing the scar on his cheek. Integral grinned when she heard Anderson groan. She moved her tongue down to his neck. The vampire had to hold back � the smell of his virgin blood was intoxicating.
�You smell delicious, Alexander. You don�t know how badly I want a taste.� She murmured into his hear.
And you don�t know how badly I want to give you a taste. He thought wondering what happened to the man who despised vampires.
�Do you want to taste mine?� She whispered. �You can.�
Anderson didn�t respond � not sure what to say. What is she asking?
Instead he lay still while she cut his neck with her nail just above his main artery. His blood gushed out � even he could smell it as it dripped down his neck. Anderson shuddered as Integral licked the blood from his neck gently.
The vampire sucked hard on his neck as bloodlust started to consume her. His blood tasted sweeter then anything she had ever tasted. It satisfied her like nothing ever had and she wanted more. Her hands moved down and under his trousers grabbing his hardness in her hand. His warmth felt simply wonderful in her hands as she moved her hand up and down his shaft. Integral loved how she could make Anderson writhe with so little effort.
Anderson felt like he had gone to both heaven and hell. The pleasure was the most incredible sensation. The swoon from Integral�s feeding overwhelmed him and he no longer could tell wrong from right. Anderson wanted her now � at any cost. Not having her right now was pure torture.
Integral stopped drinking � she did not want to drain him, not yet. She stood up and started to undress slowly while he watched her every movement. She stood before him totally nude � just to show him what he could have if his answer was right. Integral lied on the bed next to him. The scent of her desire mixed with Anderson�s blood filled the room. She inhaled deeply � it was simply exquisite.
Anderson had never seen anything quite so beautiful as the site of Integral Hellsing without her clothes. She simply took his breath way. He had seen naked women before, in magazines as a teenager. Nothing could have prepared him how it would feel to have her lying next to him. The scent of her desire filled his nose. Knowing he could touch her � anywhere he wanted. For a few seconds he just looked. Her full breasts, usually hidden underneath suits, were perfect. His eyes lowered to her slender frame. He was sure her waist would fit between his large hands. Finally, Anderson allowed himself to look down to the forbidden fruit � her soft blonde curls covered what he really wanted. Integral saw him looking and smiled at him. She took his hand and brought it to her breasts.
Anderson squeezed her nipple gently and brought his head down to Integral�s chest. He licked her other nipple before taking it in his mouth. Now it was his turn to make Integral writhe underneath his body. The sound of her moans and sighs were music to his ears. The estranged Priest knew there was no turning back now. His soul was lost. Alexander knew he would do anything she asked to get inside of her.
�Do you want to taste me?� Integral whispered softly.
Alexander did not answer with word but moved down between her legs and tasted the woman he had desired for so long. She was as delicious as he had expected. He ministered his attentions to her until she climaxed, screaming his name, so many times. She pulled him up to her and held his head against her chest. He stroked her center as they laid there in silence for a few minutes.
�Would you like to taste my blood, Alexander? That is�the only way we can go any further. The choice is yours though. But, it would be such a shame if we had to end things here.� Integral explained to him.
Anderson was silent considering his choice. His soul was already damned for the sins he committed as an assassin for Iscariot. Did it matter if he became a vampire? He just didn�t know anything any longer. And what was his fate if he said no to her? Anderson felt so incredibly alone. Wolfe had not been to see him and no one even knew if Yumiko had survived. Even his faith had been stripped from him. He had nothing left � except her. There was no way that Anderson could deny her and yet�he felt like he was watching someone else when the words came out of his mouth.
�I don�t want it to end here, Integral.� He said softly, running his fingers through her soft curls, finding her center.
Integral moaned. �So you do want to drink my blood.�
�Yes, if that is the price.� Anderson said, his voice devoid of emotion. There was nothing now but his need for her.
Integral took her nail and slit an area just above her nipple. �This should make it pleasurable for both of us.� She pushed his head onto her breast.
Anderson sucked on her breast hard which made the blood flow faster from her breast - the liquid almost gushed into his mouth. Even her blood tasted rich to him. As he continued to drink it the flavor improved even more. He could feel her power pouring into him and he continued to drink more. Integral had to push him away before she got too weak.
She grinned at the former priest. What a victory this was for Hellsing � turning one of their own agents into a vampire. Revenge, although not her motive for tonight, was certainly sweet. She glanced at him � his eyes were starting to change already. The other changes would probably be visible tomorrow. Now, however, she was ready to have her fun with him.
Integral pushed him down on the bed and sat on top of him, straddling him. She pushed him into her with her cool hands. He was still warm � the change had not completed itself. Integral moved up and down his length, contracting her muscles around him. He met her movements as he plunged himself deep inside of her and pulled her closer to him. As they tore into each other, he caressed her breasts and squeezed her nipples. Integral could feel the waves of pleasure building and knew it wouldn�t be long for either of them.
Anderson felt that familiar feeling � his climax was coming. He pounded into his queen as hard as he could � wanting to fill her up inside. He held off until Integral�s muscles started to spasm around him � tightening around his length. Anderson cold hold off no more and released himself into her, moaning her name as he came.
After lying in bed for a few more moments, Integral got up and kissed Anderson on the head. �I�ll bring some blood tomorrow evening. I can answer any questions about your �condition� at that time. Now, you should sleep.�
Alexander did not know what to say � what does one say after a night like that. He nodded and closed his eyes.
�Rest well, Alexander. I�m so glad you chose to join us. The three of us have some excitement to look forward to.� Integral smiled at her new lover. She wondered what her servant would think.
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