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Homecoming	By : Akuma Category: +G to L > Hunter x Hunter Views: 11653 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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      Illumi curses himself for the thousandth time
that day. He let himself get carried away by lust and Killua has turned him
down, pushing and leaving him behind. K'so, k'so, k'so. Were he more
careful maybe Killua's reaction wouldn't be as violent, Killua is new to this
kind of relationship after all.

And
now Killua won't want to meet him anymore. The silver haired boy has locked
himself in his room for hours now. Not even their mother's threats can bring him
out.

Illumi
knows it is his responsibility to do something, preferably apologize to Killua,
and makes him get out of the chamber to at least eat. He'll help Milluki with
his hacking if the younger man wants to watch their training so that Killua
feels save enough to meet him personally again. Anything as long as he can see
Killua.

He
walks quietly down the hall to Killua's room. Now is the perfect moment. Kkkyou
has finally decided to leave her son alone with his misery, Milluki is in his
own room with his computer as always, Mahha is... somewhere not in front of
Killua's door so he can slip into the boy's room for a little talk. If the
younger boy let him in.

Illumi
stands right in front of the door, looking at the wooden piece as if it can give
a clue of what to say and what to do to make Killua forgive him. After a full
ten minutes, he realizes that the thing will not speak even if he use Ren to
threat it, so he takes a deep breath, ready to announce his presence to Killua
when the door in front of his face swings open and reveals the face he misses so
much.

Killua
looks even paler than usual, his body trembles slightly, and his cheeks are
tears stained. No matter how much Illumi tries to stay nonchalant, he can't help
but worrying over his brother. Brotherly instinct kicks back into gear and he
reaches out to wipes tears that still pour down from the slightly puffy eyes.

Illumi's
heart wrenches when Killua jerks his head back from the touch. "What do you
want?" Killua asks with tears roughened voice. "What are you doing
standing here in front of my door?"

"May
I come in?" Illumi finds himself says.

The
boy's eyes widens for a fraction of seconds before Killua regains his composure.
"What do you want?" There is a clear fear radiating from Killua's
body. His hand on the doorframe shakes violently.

"I
wish to speak to you. "Illumi says carefully. One wrong words and Killua
won't give him second chance. "In your room, if you don't mind."

"My
room?" Killua echoes fearfully.

"I
promise I will not hurt you." Illumi says assuring "I just want to
speak to you. I don't think you want to talk here."

Time
seems to freeze when Killua considers his plea. His heart leaps in joy when
Killua moves to give him the way into the room.

Killua
closes the door behind him and then moves away from him to the far side of the
room opposites from Illumi. Illumi sighs lightly when he sees that Killua tries
to stay a far as possible from him. It seems like the younger man doesn't trust
him much.

"Well?"
Killua says after Illumi hadn't made any indication to start talking. "Just
get this done and over with.'

"About
what happened earlier in our training." Illumi finally says, "Do you
want to talk about it?"

Killua's
stance stiffens slightly at the words. Illumi can tell from the way Killua casts
his gaze towards the floor that it is the topic the silver haired boy wants to
talk about the least. Killua looks like a lost boy just then and Illumi has to
restrain himself from reaching out and hugging him. Not now, he kept telling
himself. Not just yet.

And
then Killua sobs.

Illumi
looses the resolution not to come closer to his brother when he hears he sobs.
He makes a few quick strides and reaches for Killua. The boy avoids the touch
and Illumi's hand stops mid air then drops to his side. He can only stare at the
picture of a lost boy known as Killua. The younger man hugs his own shaking body
as series of sobs wrecks his lithe profile. His eyes are downcasts as if he's
ashamed of something.

"Killua..."
Illumi calls softly.

"Those
bastards... They.... " Illumi hears Killua mumbles "They... touched
me...." the sobs are louder.

"Who?"

"Those
bastards..."

Illumi
can't control himself anymore. He reaches out and wraps his arms around Killua
who quickly struggles to escape. "It's okay Killua. I'm not going to hurt
you,� he whispers to silver hair beneath his lips. Hands between their bodies
still tries to push him away, Illumi wraps his arms tighter resolutely.
"It's okay Killua, it's okay. I promise I will not do anything to hurt you.
I'll never do anything to hurt
you."

Killua
seems to be a little convinced by his words because he relaxes slightly in
Illumi's arms and his hands stop pushing Illumi away. Illumi rocks the still
quivering and sobbing boy until the cry subsides. He then gently guides the boy
to the bed not so far beside them. The boy starts to struggle though, when
Illumi pulls him to the bed with him. But after some encouragements and more
promises not to hurt him, Killua snuggles in Illumi's arms though his body has
stiffened even more and he shakes more violently.

Illumi
caresses Killua in a soothing manner in order to make the boy relax. His touch,
though, only makes the case worse every time he nears Killua's neck and chest.
After a half hour Killua finally stops shaking but he still cries quietly on
Illumi's chest.

"Who
are they, Killua?" Illumi asks.
He quickly regrets asking the question before Killua relaxed enough. Now the boy
snuggles into a pile against Illumi's chest as if trying to hide himself. When
Illumi thinks he's not going to answer the question, Killua's light, quivering
voice speaks.

"...That
man... eight years ago...."

Suddenly,
everything makes sense for Illumi. Killua's reaction when he nuzzle his neck,
Killua's fear to his touch, the reason behind Killua's act when he hold him. He
curses himself again. No wonder Killua acts like this. If he weren't so stupid
earlier, reminding Killua to that mission, Killua wouldn't be like this.

    "...They... they touched.... my body... my skin...
my..." Killua cries again, his hand clutches Illumi's shirt. "I'm so
dirty... so dirty�. why didn't... why didn't you kill me?"

Illumi
tightens his hold. "It's okay, Killua. "

"I'm
so dirty... their.... hands.... that.... thing...."

      At the very moment Illumi wishes he had the
power to erase one's memory. Killua's still crying on his chest and it hurts to
realize that the only thing he can do is to hug him and comfort him with sweet
lies when all he wants to kiss the tears away and show how good it can be to be
touched like that by another man.

But
he can't. Killua's too fragile right now. If he loses control right now the
result will be more severe than not being able to see Killua again, but also to
loose Killua's trust, which as far as he concerns is never given to anyone.

Right
now what Killua needs is someone to hug him and comfort him and Illumi is the
only one around and the only one understands what the boy is going through. Upon
realizing this, Illumi understands he should move slowly to have Killua, or at
least to gain his trust. Killua is far too precious for him. He's willing to
suffer more than he already did for eight years to make Killua happy.

After
what seems like hours, Killua falls asleep in Illumi's arms. His breath warm
against Illumi's damp chest and a small smile plays on Illumi's lips when he
sees the peaceful look of the boy. Perhaps when he wakes up later he will be all
frightened just like before or maybe he won't even remember any of the things
Illumi did, but Illumi doesn't mind.

Slowly,
Illumi lowers his head to kiss tears still running down Killua's cheeks. The boy
stirs at the first touch but doesn't wake up. Unable to hold back the urge
anymore, Illumi kisses Killua's slightly parted lips a chaste kiss. He can do
much more, he knows, but he prefers the idea of kissing a fully awake Killua to
a slumbered Killua. He can taste a little bit of Killua's taste though. He
tastes like tears and a little spice that tastes like wind and rain. A taste he
simply defines as Killua's taste.

He
smiles against the boy's lips then quickly withdraws. After managing to escape
from beneath Killua, he stands next to the bed, watching a breathing pile of a
rather ruffled boy named Killua. Then as quickly and silently as his assassin's
skill can get, he leaves the room quietly without taking a second glace at the
bed and its occupant.

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A/N: What do you think? I try to imagine how Illumi
would react in this situation and I honestly think he wouldn�t do this. But,
hey, the story demands it! Anyways, I hope you don�t find this too out of
character of them and continue to read ^_^; I desperately need review here!
Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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