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A Mangled Affair	By : loche606 Category: Gravitation > General Views: 4095 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I had a really hard time writing this chapter, it is a very pivotal chapter for this fic, seeing as this is basically the halfway point. I hope you enjoy it.

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Shuuichi was beginning to get worried. It had been a half hour since he had found that Ryuichi had left the house. He sat on the couch waiting, his head in his hands. He wondered where Ryu had gone, and why. Had Shuuichi done something wrong? As he sat thinking, he wondered about the fight he had witnessed between Ryuichi and Touma. Shuuichi was beginning to seriously wonder about Ryuichi. It was like, the split personalities were very cute, but what Shuu had seen tonight was rather scary. He looked at the clock. It was almost twelve forty-five. He had woken up at midnight and found Ryu gone. He had gone into the kitchen and looked for something to drown his worry. He found it in a bottle of vodka and some ice cubes. He had drank a few shots and was beginning to feel a bit better. He was freezing though. He missed Ryuichi�s warmth, but the absolute coldness he had seen from his lover tonight had been disconcerting. Is that how Ryuichi really was? Shuu wanted the answer to this question more than anything. He stood up and began to pace the living room. His feet feeling the cold of the floor through his socks. He checked the clock again, feeling a little angry with the lack of Ryuichi in the apartment right now. He thought back to what had woken him up in the first place. He had remembered hearing something. Had it been the phone? If so it had only rang once. He couldn�t imagine who would have called that late anyways. He shook his head to clear this stupid thought. Who cares why he had woken up. He went into Kuma�s room and climbed back on the bed with the bunny. He closed his eyes against the tears of anger. As he began to drift off to sleep, he heard a knock at the door. He sat up, annoyed, and went out to answer it. He pulled it open and stood looking at the person on the other side. Then he fell to his knees.

*****

Seguchi Touma had been in his car driving to his house when his cell had rung.

�Seguchi.� He answered. He looked at the clock on his dashboard and saw that it was a little after ten.

�Touma?� The voice said.

�Eiri-san?� Touma said, the wheel jerking in his hand. This was the last voice he had expected to hear.

�Why did you leave Touma?� Yuki asked quietly. Touma�s hand moved again and the car swerved into the next lane. He jerked back and steadied the Mercedes.

�I thought you had gone to sleep.� He said.

�Do you make it a habit to fuck someone and then leave?� Yuki said coldly. Then in a voice very different from the one he just used, he said, � You didn�t have to leave.�

Touma was shocked. He hadn�t heard Yuki be this nice about things like this before.

�Should I come back?� Touma asked, already looking for a place to turn his car around.

�I wouldn�t have called you if I didn�t want you to come back.�

�Right.� Touma said. �I will be right...� He heard a click in his ear as Yuki hung up. Touma turned around in a parking lot and began the drive back to his lover�s house. He pulled into the driveway and saw Yuki was standing in the doorway. He had a bottle of what looked like whiskey in one hand, and two glasses in the other. The jaunty way he stood against the door told Touma that he had something planned.

�Hello Yuki.� He said walking up to the man.

�Come on in.� Yuki said, allowing Touma to pass him. Touma was curious, because it was obvious that Yuki was completely sober. He followed the author into the kitchen and they both sat down at the table.

�Let�s get drunk.� Yuki said.

�But I have to drive Eiri-san.�

�Why can�t you stay here?�

Touma felt heat rushing to his face. He couldn�t believe that Yuki was asking him to stay over.

�I guess I could.� He said Yuki took a swallow of the liquor, then he stood up and put the bottle to his lips again. He then brought his mouth to Touma�s and transferred the shot to the shorter man�s mouth. After Touma had swallowed, Yuki moved back in and kissed the keyboardist deeply. He sat back down a minute later and and took another shot. He passed the bottle to Touma who also took another shot. They continued in this way until the bottle was gone.

Yuki stood up and grabbed Touma�s hand. Touma stood up and nearly fell back over again. He had let himself go way past his normal drinking limit. He figured that he had nothing to worry about with Eiri. He allowed Yuki to lead him to the bedroom. When they got there, Touma dropped down on the bed and lay down. He began to breathe deeply as Yuki pulled his pants off, his silk boxers cool against his skin. He felt Yuki�s warm hands on his thighs. The erection he had been dealing with all evening twitched in anticipation of being touched. Yuki rubbed light circles up Touma�s inner thigh. Touma�s hips bucked slightly, wanting Yuki�s hands to reach his manhood faster. A cocky smile appeared on Yuki�s face and he brought his head down and licked Touma�s shaft through the light material of his boxers. A moan escaped Touma and Yuki chuckled.

�Please Eiri-san.� Touma begged.

�Well, since you asked so nicely.� Yuki replied, his voice soft but steady.

�He doesn�t seem to be drunk at all.� Touma thought as Yuki slid his boxers down. Then the ability to think was taken from the drunk and lusty keyboardist. Yuki took the dripping cock into his mouth. He suckled the head for a few seconds, sending chills through Touma�s body. He found that his hips were rocking of their own accord. Yuki moved his head up and down, this being only his second blow job, he wasn�t sure he was doing it all that great, but Touma was so drunk it didn�t really matter. He chuckled at his cleverness. Touma had actually drank the entire bottle himself. Yuki had not taken a single shot. Now, he cupped the other man�s balls, and tickled them gently. Touma could hardly stand the feelings this gave him. It was the first time anyone had done this for him in a long time. He closed his eyes and let the feeling rush through his body. He was sure that Yuki didn�t do this very often and he was determined to enjoy himself. He moaned loudly as Yuki pulled him all the way into his mouth. He began to suck faster, moving his head and wrapping a hand around Touma�s dick, stroking the silky skin there. Touma was getting close to climax very quickly. He gripped the sheets and began to pant loudly.

�Eiri...motto.� He breathed.

Yuki sensed he was close to coming. He pulled the dick from his mouth and stroked it very quickly. The other blow job he had given was to Shuuichi, and he had swallowed his lover�s seed then, but it wouldn�t happen now. Yuki felt Touma�s body stiffen and the older man moaned loudly. Come shot from him and his hips bucked wildly against Yuki�s hand. The younger man worked Touma through the climax like an expert. Which he was after doing the same for Shuu so many times. Yuki went into the bathroom and got a washcloth. When he came back out Touma was snoring gently. He cleaned the other man up out of respect and covered him. He found Touma�s discarded pants and brought out his cell phone. He looked through it and found what he needed. He set the alarm on the phone and set it by the sleeping man. He went out to the living room and looked at the clock. It was midnight. He made a phone call, quickly hanging up. Then he grabbed his jacket, and Touma�s car keys and slipped into the night.

******

Ryuichi lay in bed listening to Shuuichi�s deep breathing. He reached out and stroked the pink haired man�s cheek gently. �He is so beautiful� he thought as he looked at the sleeping man. He grabbed Kuma and snuggled him into Shuu�s arms. He nimbly climbed over him and walked out into the living room. He knew that Shuu was having doubts about their relationship, and that wasn�t something Ryu could allow. He had been in love with Shuu since he had first sang with the man, had felt the heat and passion coming from the Bad Luck front man. He saw himself in Shuuichi, but it was also something more. Ryuichi knew then, the same as he knew right now that they needed to be together.

�Why Ryu-chan?� He said aloud to himself. Why had he allowed Shuuichi to stay in the room when he had shown his true self to Touma? It was a stupid thing to do, and Ryuichi had known that. He wanted Shuu to know what he was like to some people, had wanted to show the final personality, but it had had the wrong effect. Shuuichi had become scared of him. Ryu sat down on the couch and put his head in his hands. He tried to think of something to do for Shuu to show him that he was still the same person and that he cared for him more than anything. He stood up and paced the living room. He looked at the pictures of himself that decorated the walls of his apartment. Something caught his eye and he smiled. He checked the clock. Seeing that it was a few minutes before midnight, he called for a taxi and left the apartment.

*******

Shuu sank to his knees. He had not been expecting this. His alcohol hazed brain made it seem even more ridiculous that this man should be standing before him. Granted, he was by no means drunk, but he had drank a few and that had him swimming a little.

�Y..Yuki?� He said up to the man.

�Are you going to let me come in?� The blonde asked gently.

Shuu got shakily to his feet and looked into the golden eyes. �I don�t think so.� He had tried to sound steady, but his voice had shaken as badly as his legs.

�I just need to talk to you.� Yuki said. His eyes pleading with Shuuichi. The pink haired man blinked and moved aside, letting Yuki come in. He didn�t know why, but he felt the need to hear his former lover out.

�How did you find out where this place was anyway?� He asked then.

�Touma�s phone.�

�Yeah I heard you were sleeping with him now.� Shuu said, feeling the sting as the words came from his mouth.

�A poor substitute.� Yuki mumbled. �I just slept with him to get this address.�

�Ryuichi is not here,� Shuu said, ignoring the last statement, � and I don�t know when he is going to be back so you had better make this quick.�

�I know.� Yuki said, nodding. He looked into Shuu�s eyes. He saw so much pain and
uncertainty. It made Yuki�s heart break to see those beautiful eyes so sad.

�What do you want Yuki?� Shuu said then, derailing Yuki�s train of thought.

�I missed you.� He said, saying the first thing that came to his mind. �I want you to come home to me Shuuichi.�

Shuu�s eyes pooled a little and he quickly blinked the tears away. This was not a time to cry. �You are too late for that Yuki.�

�Looking at you right now, I don�t think that is true.�

Shuu started, but held his ground. �You hurt me too much Yuki!� He yelled suddenly, the feelings in his heart bursting out. �You were always hurting me. You made me feel like a nobody! Like I didn�t even matter!� His eyes filled again and he couldn�t blink them away. They began to roll down his cheeks. Yuki stepped forward and used the pad of his thumb to gently wipe the tears from Shuu�s face. Shuuichi looked up at him.

�I never knew how much you did matter until I didn�t have you.� Yuki said. Shuu could see that his eyes were swimming a little as well.

�You can�t just say words like that and expect it to work Yuki.� He said quietly. �What you have done is unforgivable.�

Yuki looked into the purple eyes of the man he loved, and saw uncertainty there. He took the shot then. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to Shuuichi�s. He wrapped his arms around the man. Shuu struggled against him, his lips tightly shut. He felt the familiar arms wrap around him. He felt Yuki�s tongue as it pushed it�s way into his mouth. The tears rolled down both men�s faces as Shuu put his arms around Yuki�s waist and opened his mouth, welcoming the kiss, and kissing back. Yuki leaned against Shuu, clearly needing the embrace. The singer was touched by the honesty in the need. He held the blonde tightly, allowing the kiss to go on for a few more seconds.

�Yuki...� Shuu said breathlessly when the kiss broke. �You have to leave.�

�Come back with me Shuuichi.�

�No.� Shuu said firmly, �Ryuichi has treated me better than anyone ever has, and I won�t turn my back on him.�

�You love me don�t you?� Yuki pleaded, staring into Shuuichi�s eyes.

Shuu sighed. �You being here doesn�t help anything.�

�Answer my question.�

�You need to leave now.� Shuu said, opening the door again and pushing Yuki towards it.

�Shuuichi!� Yuki said. �Answer.� He was back in the hallway now.

�Goodnight Yuki.� Shuu said, closing the door.

�I love you more than anything� He thought, leaning against the door listening to Yuki�s footsteps going down the hall.

Yuki walked away from the door, a little smile playing on his lips. Shuuichi had not been able to say he didn�t love Yuki. This was a good thing. Yuki knew that when Shuuichi was resolute about something there was never any hesitation. He rode the elevator, tasting his pink haired love on his lips. He smelled Shuu on his clothes, and he breathed deeply, taking it in before the night breeze rid his clothes of the scent. He walked through the lobby, and out into the night. He walked across the street to where he had parked Touma�s car so that if Ryuichi had been home he wouldn�t have been able to see it. He got in and sat behind the wheel for a second. He licked his lips again, tasting Shuu. He would have Shuuichi back. He knew this now. He started the car and drove back toward home. Back to Touma, the unwanted, but oh so useful lover currently sleeping in his bed. He looked at the dash clock and saw it was one a.m..

******

Ryuichi�s taxi pulled up in front of his building and Ryuichi got out on the passenger side, narrowly missing getting hit by a Mercedes that was passing at a break neck speed. Ryu looked at the vehicle speeding away. It looked like Touma�s vehicle, but Touma wasn�t behind the wheel, lucky for Touma. He paid the driver and grabbed his bag, walking into the lobby and straight to the elevator. He rode to his floor, whistling the whole way. He pulled his purchase from the bag and threw the bag in the trash as he entered his hallway. He bit the tags off and fluffed the plushie a bit. He unlocked his door and walked in, surprised to see the lights on. He hurried into the living room and saw Shuuichi laying on the couch. He was on his stomach, his head buried in a couch pillow. Ryuichi could easily tell he was crying. The brown haired man ran to the couch and got to his knees.

�Shuuichi?� He said quietly. �What�s wrong Shuuichi?�

Shuu lifted his head and looked at Ryu. His eyes were red and puffy. He smiled a little and brought one arm up to wrap around Ryu�s neck. Ryuichi lay his head against Shuu�s neck and he breathed deeply, trying to use his breathing to calm the younger man. It seemed to work, as after a few minutes, Shuu stopped crying and sat up.

�Where did you go?� He asked the older man. His eyes were still filled with sadness.

�OH!� Ryu said, reaching behind him. He brought his arm around and held a big pink cat plushie. He handed it to Shuu with a big grin. Shuu looked at the man and saw he was full of joy.

�I even named him for you na no da!� Ryu said, his voice high pitched and excited. �His name is Kikumaru na no da.�

�Kikumaru...?� Shuu asked, brow furrowed.

�Like the tennis player na no da!�

Then Shuuichi remembered. They had been watching a tennis match this afternoon and there were two jr high schools playing. One student in particular had seemed to catch Ryuichi�s eye. It was one of a doubles pair. Kikumaru Eiji of Seigaku Tennis Club. The announcer had said he had cat-like reflexes. Now Shuuichi could understand the reference.

�Kiku-chan huh?� Shuu said, looking down at the cat that seemed to be the exact color as Kumagorou. It did seem to look a little like the namesake. The hair on its head flipped out, like Kikumaru�s and it seemed to be smiling like the red haired tennis star. It wore a yellow collar with a big golden bell. He hugged it a little. It was as soft and inviting as Kumagorou. He hugged it again and smiled warmly at Ryuichi.

�I love Kiku-chan.� He said. �Thank you Ryuichi.� He leaned forward and kissed Ryu�s lips. He pulled back and Ryu looked at him questioningly.

�Why did you stop the kissing na no da?� He asked.

Shuuichi laughed and kissed the man again, a little deeper this time, Kikumaru being completely forgotten as the kisses became needier. Ryuichi sensed the need in Shuuichi�s kiss and wondered if his leaving had scared Shuu. Ryu put his arms around the pink haired man and tried to comfort him. Shuu pulled back and stared at Ryuichi. There was so much sadness in them. Now, however there was something else too. Lust was burning in his eyes. Ryuichi had never seen this much intensity, and he was very curious. Then he giggled. �Who am I to complain about a lusting lover?� He thought. He stood up and helped Shuuichi to his feet. He grabbed the cat from Shuuichi�s hand.

Kiku-chan, it is time you met Kumagorou na no da.� He said to the plushie. �You two will be great friends na no da.� He led Shuu into Kuma�s bedroom and he turned on the light. Walking to the bed, he sat down and grabbed Kuma.

�Kumagorou, this is Kikumaru na no da. Be friends na no da.� He made the bunny shake hands with the cat. �Good Kuma, now you two can play, but not for too long, it is late na no da, and you need to get your rest Kuma, na no da.�

Shuuichi was giggling at the way Ryuichi was talking to the plushies. �Come on Ryu. Leave them to get acquainted.� He reached out his hand for the older man, who left the plushies on the bed and grabbed Shuu�s hand.

�Goodnight Kuma and Kikumaru.� Both Ryu and Shuu said before shutting off the light and closing the door. As soon as the door had been closed, Shuuichi pushed Ryuichi against it and began to hungrily nibble at the man�s neck. Ryu moaned with the gentle bites. His hands began to move down Shuu�s body, and came to rest on the man�s hips. Shuu kissed his way up Ryu�s cheek and found his lips. He pushed his tongue through and again Ryuichi was struck by how needy the kisses seemed. Shuu leaned forward and bent a leg, pushing it between Ryuichi�s legs and pressing it against the older man�s growing manhood. He moaned lightly against his pink haired lover�s mouth and it seemed to give Shuu more confidence. His hands moved down Ryu�s chest and found the bottom of his shirt. He removed it easily, sliding it over the mop of brown hair. Ryu had never seen Shuu like this, and he was turned on more than ever by the bluntness of the younger man�s touches. Shuu moved down and brought a nipple into his mouth. He teased it with his tongue and let it go. Then he moved to the other one and did the same thing. He dropped to his knees and unbuttoned Ryuichi�s jeans. He pulled them down, along with the boxers that were under them. Shuu leaned in and licked the dripping cock bringing a moan to his lover�s lips. He grabbed it and pulled the whole thing into his mouth.

�Shuuichi.� Ryu whispered between his teeth.

Shuu stopped sucking and let Ryu�s dick fall from his mouth. He stood up and looked at the brown haired man.

�Come on.� He said commandingly. He turned and walked to the bedroom. Ryuichi followed immediately, leaving his clothes in a pile in the hallway. Shuu was waiting for him in the dark bedroom and as soon as Ryu was in, Shuu pushed him onto the bed and climbed on top of him. He touched the man�s swollen cock and Ryu moaned loudly.

�I think I am feeling better now.� Shuu purred. Ryu wasn�t sure what he meant. Shuu grabbed the lube and poured the cold gel onto Ryuichi�s burning dick. The older man hissed, but with pleasure not pain. Shuu positioned and slowly slid onto the dick. He winced a little, as his muscles contracted against the intruder, but slowly he buried Ryuichi�s entire cock inside him. Ryu thrusted a little, not wanting to push Shuu as uke until he was sure Shuu was alright. Shuuichi began to slowly bounce on the dick, and Ryu was filled with a pleasure he couldn�t describe. Shuu leaned down and kissed him roughly, increasing the pace of his bounces. Ryu panted, grabbing Shuu�s hips and pushing up into him. He heard Shuu moan loudly and he knew he had found the sweet spot. He strove to hit it with every thrust. Shuuichi began to move frantically, as if he needed the feeling. Ryu, even though he was in heaven, he became increasingly worried about Shuuichi�s actions. He wasn�t acting like himself. Shuu didn�t seem to notice however, and he began to stroke his own dick. Ryu gently moved his hand and took over for Shuu. The younger man moaned loudly and closed his eyes.

�Come inside me Ryuichi.� He said in a slight growl. Ryu began to buck his hips very quickly, feeling the orgasm coming on. He could also feel Shuu getting close. The cock in his hand stiffened, and the muscles wrapped around Ryu�s dick contracted, and Shuuichi called out as he came. He put his hands on Ryu�s chest to steady himself. He continued to bounce, until Ryu also moaned loudly and Shuu felt him come inside of him. There were a few more thrusts as the orgasm worked through the man. Shuu did not let Ryu pull out. Ryuichi pulled him down to him and they lay there for a few minutes, their breathing becoming regular again, Ryuichi absent mindedly running his fingers through pink hair.

�Why were you uke to me tonight Shuuichi?� Ryu said finally.

�I am feeling better, just like I said.� Shuu said, maybe a little more harshly than he needed to. �I�m really sorry Ryuichi, I just have some stuff on my mind.�

Ryuichi was quiet for a moment, and he pulled his arms tightly around the pink haired man. Shuuichi took a deep breath and closed his eyes, his mind racing with thoughts of Yuki and Ryuichi. He didn�t know how things would end up, but he was certain of one thing. He had made his decision.

�Shuuichi?� Ryu said very quietly.

�Mmhmm?�

�Are you leaving me?�

Shuuichi sat up and looked at the man under him. His eyes filled with tears and he tried to smile, but found he was unable to. He rolled off of Ryuichi and sat on the edge of the bed.

�Ryu.� He began. His shoulders shook and Ryu came over and held him. �You have been better to me than anyone. I have worshiped you for years. This relationship is more than I could ever want. But, at the same time, I have been battling with something that was beyond my control. Yuki was the first person I ever loved. The draw to that is something that is very hard to deny.�

Ryuichi closed his eyes, trying to stop the tears that were beginning to form there. He didn�t want to lose Shuuichi, he had just gotten him.

�Just answer my question love.� He said quietly.

�My answer is...�

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Kikumaru Eiji and Seigaku (c) Konomi Takeshi.
I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I will get the next chapter posted when I get some time. I want some reviews in the meantime people ^__~
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