Innocence

Title: Innocence
Author: Kalika
Summary: Zadei, a high school drop out, meets a young man named Tetius one night on his way home from work.
Warning Codes: Yaoi, AU, H/C, Language, Explicit Content
Pairings: Zadei/Tetius
Authors Note: This chapter contains a lemon. If you don’t like then please don’t read.
Disclaimer: Characters owned by You Higuri. I wrote this simply for my own entertainment.

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Chapter 6


Zadei dropped his soaked shirt onto the floor and ran his hand through his hair sprinkling the cold water onto his shoulders. God dammit, stupid rain. He was getting into it, I know he was. It’s so fucking hard to keep my hands off of him. He drives me wild. Zadei growled softly under his breath and turned around to face the object of his frustration.

The breath caught in his throat at the sight. Tetius was bent over the kitchen sink wringing the rain water out of his hair. His white T-shirt and green slacks clung tightly to his body. Zadei could see every flex of his arms and shift in his stance through the soaked clothing. Zadei forced himself to take a deep breath and stay in place. This was not the time to do something stupid, no matter how much he wanted to take Tetius and throw him onto the bed. He couldn’t let his desires ruin this. Whatever this relationship was that he and Teti were developing was too important to risk over a quick release. Besides, Zadei though wistfully as he watched Tetius bend farther over the sink. I couldn’t do that to him. He deserves better. And he must be a virgin, so I need to be extra careful.

He watched Tetius straighten up and turn to face him. So, so beautiful. I can see right through his shirt. Zadei took an unconscious step forwards as Tetius gave him a bright smile.

“That rain sure came out of nowhere. It’s too bad that it interrupted our walk.” Tetius moved to step past Zadei and into the bathroom so that he could change out of his wet clothes. He stopped suddenly as Zadei took his hand. He turned back to find the other man leaning very close to his face. “Is something wrong, Zadei?” He tried to take a step backwards, but was caught in a pair of strong arms.

Zadei leaned down and covered Tetius’ lips with a soft kiss. He pulled back briefly to look into Tetius’ eyes before leaning back in again. Tetius’ body was soft and cool to his touch. He felt Tetius raise his hands to lay them against his chest. Zadei moaned as the soft fingers brushed against his nipple. He let his tongue flick out to brush against the younger man’s lips and felt Teti stiffen in response. He was about to pull away when Tetius leaned forwards to press his lips more tightly against his own.

Another soft lick and those pale lips had finally parted under his own. Zadei hesitated briefly before slipping his tongue into Teti’s mouth. He was as gentle and caring as possible letting his tongue roam lightly around the warm cavern. Oh, he tastes wonderful. So sweet and pure. Zadei pulled back reluctantly to allow them some air and found Tetius leaning against him with his eyes closed, panting softly.

Zadei waited until those soft eyes had flickered open. He grinned at Tetius’ expression, curious and content at the same time. “How was that?”

“I’ve never felt anything like that before. It felt so… nice.” Tetius sighed and leaned his head against Zadei’s chest while slipping his arms around the larger man’s neck. “Zadei, could you do that again? I really liked it.” He felt Zadei shudder and glanced up concerned. “Is that all ri…?”

Tetius was cut off as he was pulled up into another deep kiss. He opened his mouth automatically and felt Zadei’s tongue slip into his mouth again. Feeling daring, Tetius flexed his own tongue up to brush against the slick muscle. He moaned in pleasure and pressed his body more tightly against Zadei’s. Never had he experienced anything as intense as this. He felt weak in the knees as he clung to Zadei’s shoulders to keep himself upright.

Zadei could feel Tetius trembling in his arms and tightened his hold on the slender body. He began to back slowly across the room keeping Tetius tight against him. When he reached the bed he lowered himself slowly, pulling Tetius down so that he was sitting sideways on his lap. Carefully, he slid Tetius back off of his lap until he was lying on the bed. Zadei pulled back to gage a reaction, but Tetius didn’t seem to be upset by the compromising position. He leaned back down to kiss Tetius again and, feeling rather daring due to the reactions he’d been receiving, crawled onto the bed so that Tetius was trapped beneath him. Oh god, I need him now. He slid his lips away from Tetius’ briefly. “Is this all right?” He felt Tetius nod and moved up to kiss his ear. “Tetius, I want to make love to you.”

Tetius trembled when he heard that. He had no real knowledge of the mechanics, his parents had shielded him from that as well, but he had a general idea. He tightened his arms around Zadei’s neck and sighed softly. “Yes, Zadei. Make love to me.”

Zadei gave a solemn nod before he began to shower soft kisses all over Tetius’ face. He slid his hands down to the hem of Tetius’ shirt and quickly slipped his fingers underneath. Tetius gasped at the contact and clenched his fists against Zadei’s back. “Oh!”

Spurred on by Tetius’ reactions Zadei took hold of the shirt and sat up slightly so that he could slide it up and, after coaxing Tetius to move his arms, slipped it over his head and dropped it to the floor.

He lowered himself back down so that he could lick gently at Tetius’ left nipple. He felt one hand fist itself gently into his hair as the other stroked gently against his back. Grinning in satisfaction, he nipped lightly at the rosy bud in his mouth and was rewarded with a gasping moan as Tetius arched his back in pleasure. He switched his attentions to the other nipple and rested his hand against the soft, flat stomach beneath him.

He moved back up and pressed his lips gently against Tetius’. The smaller boy kissed back passionately. Zadei slid his hand around the pale back and down into his pants. He began to knead Tetius’ behind gently as he continued the kiss.

Suddenly, Tetius pulled away from him. “Zadei, wait.”

Zadei sighed and pressed his forehead against Tetius’ neck. ‘I should have known that this would happen. I pushed him to fast. He’s not ready yet.’ Zadei pulled up to stare into Tetius’ eyes. “It’s all right Tetius, we don’t have to do this. Not if you aren’t ready.” Zadei began to pull back when Tetius locked his arms around Zadei’s neck.

“No, please, I want this, but…”

Zadei leaned back down to nuzzle against Tetius’ neck. “Yes, Teti?”

“I’ve just… never done this before.”

Zadei pulled back to stare into his lover’s eyes. “You’re a virgin?” He watched a deep blush creep across Tetius’ face before the smaller boy pulled himself up to press a cheek against his chest. Zadei wasn’t exactly surprised to learn this. Considering Tetius’ past and social inadequacies Zadei would have been more shocked if he weren’t.

“I trust you Zadei. But… I don’t even know how….”

Now this comment did shock Zadei. “You don’t know how?” He watched Tetius pull away, his entire face now covered in a deep blush. The boy turned and tried to crawl out from under Zadei, but Zadei wasn’t about to let him run away just because he was embarrassed. He lowered his weight against Tetius so that the boy was trapped face down underneath him on the mattress. He began to feel badly when he heard Tetius sniffling beneath him.

“God, you must think I’m pathetic.” His voice trailed off into weak sobs.

Zadei reached around to gently stroke Tetius’ cheek. He turned the boy’s face so that they were looking into each other’s eyes. “You’re not pathetic. I think it’s cute.” He watched Tetius’ eyes widen slightly with surprise. “You’re scared, but that’s all right. Considering how sheltered your upbringing was I probably shouldn’t have been surprised that you never learned how two men have sex.”

“Is it different than between a man and a woman? I don’t know how that works either.” His voice trailed of into embarrassed silence.

Zadei couldn’t help it. He began to laugh. Tetius looked up, horrified, before trying to pull away again. Zadei caught him in his arms and held him still as his chuckles dissipated. “I’m not laughing at you Tetius.” He pulled Tetius into a tight embrace. “It must be hard when you don’t know what to expect. It’s all right.” He rubbed Tetius’ back gently as the boy trembled against him.

“I… I still want to do this Zadei.”

“You’re sure?”

“Yes, Zadei. Show me how it’s done.”

Zadei could tell that Tetius was trying desperately to calm his trembling as Zadei moved back on top of him. He began to stroke the boy’s chest and stomach as he moved in for another kiss. He felt relived when Tetius began to kiss him back and arch up into his touch. Zadei moved his fingers to Tetius’ nipples and began to play with them once again. He wanted to make this as pleasant for Tetius as he could.

Tetius was giving him something precious. And it wasn’t like this was the first time that Zadei had been with a virgin, but it was definitely the first time that he had cared about making it good for them. But then Tetius was special. Zadei had never felt this way about anyone before, he had never thought that he was capable of love. All he knew was that he wanted this to be a night that Tetius would never forget.

Once he was certain that Tetius was thoroughly enjoying himself, Zadei began to let his hands wander. He very slowly and carefully moved them down towards Tetius’ waist. Tetius gasped as Zadei undid his pants and began to pull both them and his underwear down.

Zadei stopped removing his lover’s clothes when he felt Tetius’ hands trembling against his chest. He moved back up and took the boy’s hands while giving him a soft kiss. He slowly moved Tetius’ hands up to the headboard rail and wrapped the slim fingers around it. “Hold onto this and don’ t let go, “ he whispered directly into Tetius’ ear. He felt Tetius nod and turned to look into his eyes. Zadei gave what he hoped was a reassuring smile before kissing him once more. He pulled back slowly, and placed a soft kiss on the boy’s nose. “Trust me, Tetius.”

“I do.”

Zadei once again moved down Tetius’ body. He pulled Tetius pants and underwear off, watching carefully for any signs of fear from Tetius, before dropping them to the floor. Still watching Tetius carefully he reached out and gently pushed the boy’s legs apart. He broke his eye contact with Tetius briefly to take in the sight of this beautiful boy. HIs body was smooth and soft, and Zadei could feel his mouth watering at the site of the half hard member laying nestled against soft white curls. The pale boy was shaking, but still met his gaze and made no effort to stop what was happening. Zadei held his eyes and smiled warmly as he reached out to take hold of Tetius’ cock. The boy jumped with a startled gasp, but still didn’t try to stop him.

Feeling reassured Zadei began to trail his fingers up and down the sides of his lover’s member. It was slim and soft, just like the pale boy it belonged to. He watched Tetius’ eyes close as his breathing became more ragged. Zadei could barely contain the satisfied chuckle that was welling up within him. Such sensual reactions. I’ll bet he’s never even touched himself. He gave a rather firm jerk and watched Tetius react with pleasure. His entire body began to tremble as Zadei leaned down to nuzzle against the base of Tetius’ penis. He buried his nose in the soft pubic hair and inhaled deeply before pressing a soft kiss against the warm member.

Tetius gave a deep moan and Zadei grinned as he trailed his lips up to the tip. He flicked his tongue against the slit briefly before closing his lips around the head. The moans and gasps that his lover was producing were music to his ears. He reached out and gently stilled the legs that were trembling against the sides of his chest. He slid his lips down slowly taking more, and more of Tetius’ cock into his mouth. Tetius was arching his back in pleasure and Zadei had only gotten about half way down before the boy gave a gasping cry and came suddenly in his mouth.

Zadei supposed he shouldn’t have been surprised. The boy was a virgin after all. He carefully licked up any semen that was running down the boy’s length before pulling away and swallowing.

He quickly and silently removed the last of his clothes and dropped them to the floor before moving slowly back up towards Tetius’ face. His eyes were tightly closed and his breath was coming in soft, rapid pants. His hands were still tightly wrapped around the rails of the head board, the knuckles turned white from the pressure of his grip. Zadei reached up and pulled his hands free before resting them near the boys face. He then lowered his body carefully onto Tetius and watched as the boy’s glazed eyes opened. Tetius met his gaze immediately, and Zadei broke into a rather large grin. “So, how did you like that?”

“Is … it always like that?”

Zadei kissed his nose softly, “No. When you get used to it, you can make it last much longer, and believe me, it’ll feel so much better.” He watched Tetius blush deeply and then stiffened when the boy shifted and rubbed against Zadei’s own partial erection.

Tetius froze and gasped. “Zadei… you’re still…?”

“I told you,” he began with a chuckle. “When you’re used to it you can make it last longer. Don’t worry, we aren’t done yet.” He leaned down to kiss Tetius passionately as he rubbed his crotch firmly against the one beneath him. Tetius reached up and wound his arms tightly around Zadei’s back while Zadei in turn clasped his hands around Tetius. He marveled at the fact that his hand’s could almost encircle the boy’s waist completely as he lifted him up so that their bodies were pressed flush together. He could feel Tetius’ member getting hard against his own and gave a pleasured moan that was lost in their kiss.

He lowered the both of them back onto the bed and reached over into the top drawer of the bedside table. Never breaking from their kiss he pulled out a tube of lubricant and a box of condoms. He turned the box upside down, but didn’t hear anything fall out onto the table top. He pulled back from the kiss in surprise and turned to see that there was nothing on the table. Turning the box towards himself only proved that it was empty. He growled in anger.

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“What’s … wrong?” Tetius’ voice was shaking, and he could barely get the word’s out between his pants for breath. He had been thoroughly enjoying the kiss and was surprised by Zadei’s sudden anger. Had he done something wrong?

Zadei turned back and gave him a soft peck on the cheek. “I’m out of condoms.”

“Condoms?”

Zadei looked surprised before breaking into soft laughter. Tetius looked up at him in confusion. “I’m sorry, I just forgot how new this all is to you. You use condoms when you have sex to protect you from sexually transmitted diseases.” Tetius blushed as Zadei suddenly stood and made his way to the bathroom.

He was still slightly confused. “Zadei? Do you have a sexually transmitted disease?” He watched as Zadei emerged from the bathroom empty handed.

“No, I don’t.”

“Then … why does it matter?” Tetius could feel a blush creeping across his cheeks as he spoke. The fact that he was laying naked on the bed while Zadei, equally naked, watched him from across the room was incredibly embarrassing, but he managed to continue with what he had begun to say. “You know that I’ve never done this before.” He felt his blush deepen at Zadei’s surprised stare.

He watched Zadei’s eyes soften as the older man walked back over to the bed. He sat on the edge of the bed and leaned over Tetius. “That is true, I suppose.” He kissed Tetius softly and reached over to stroke his soft hair. “As long as you’re sure about this…” Tetius nodded nervously, he didn’t trust his voice not to crack if he spoke the words out loud. Having been treated to a full view of Zadei’s naked body he was now horribly nervous.

He tried to control his blush as Zadei picked up a small bottle off of the bedside table, and crawled fully onto the bed to kneel between his legs. He watched with fascination as Zadei opened the bottle and squirted a small amount of the contents onto his hand. Zadei rubbed the substance onto his cock, before squirting a little bit more onto his hand. He glanced up and Tetius tried to hide his discomfort and uncertainty as their eyes met.

“Oh, that’s right. I should have explained.” Zadei smiled reassuringly and gave Tetius a quick peck on the lips. “This is lubricant. It will help to easy the motion so that you won’t be injured.” Tetius nodded weakly, feeling his nervousness grow even more. Zadei placed the bottle back onto the table before burying his fingers into Tetius’ hair. Tetius felt himself being guided back to lay on the pillow before Zadei’s lips moved to claim his own.

The kiss was deep and passionate. Tetius could feel everything that was happening around him. Zadei’s chest pressed firmly against his own, his thighs brushing against the man’s hips, the slick hand that curled slowly around his leg and began to stroke gently at his opening. He moaned weakly into Zadei’s mouth and slid his hand’s up to the man’s shoulders. His fingers flexed weakly, in time with the soft strokes. He turned his head to the side, breaking the kiss, in order to satisfy his need for oxygen and gave a sharp gasp as he felt one finger slide into him. He tensed suddenly at the strange feeling.

“Does it hurt?” He could feel Zadei’s lips brush against his ear and trembled.

“No.” He gasped while still trying to catch his breath. “It doesn’t … hurt. It’s strange.”

A soft kiss was placed on the skin just below his ear. “Don’t worry. It will feel much better.” More soft kisses were placed down his cheek, on his temple, across his forehead and finally back to his lips. The entire time he could feel Zadei’s finger moving within him, but the sensation was becoming less and less uncomfortable with every passing moment.

He was just beginning to kiss Zadei back when he felt the pressure at his anus increase again. It took him a moment to realize that it was simply Zadei slipping another finger inside of him. “Just relax, Tetius. It’ll get better I promise you.” Tetius nodded and gave himself over the the passionate kisses that Zadei was bestowing upon him. He felt Zadei’s hand release his hair and begin to slide down his neck and across his chest. Tetius’ body was burning with pleasure, he barely even noticed that Zadei had added yet another finger.

He did notice when Zadei pulled back from their kisses to stare into his eyes. Tetius lay there panting and staring up at him in confusion. He watched Zadei smirk before he felt the man’s finger’s brush against something deep inside of him. His entire body jolted with pleasure and he gave a sharp cry, his eyes closing automatically. His hands clung tightly to Zadei’s arms as he rode the waves of pleasure coursing through him. Zadei continued to brush his finger’s against that one sweet spot and Tetius couldn’t stop himself from trembling. He could feel Zadei’s lips moving against his own almost as if they were forming words, but if they were he certainly couldn’t hear them above his own pulse pounding in his ears. Tetius could feel the pressure building inside of himself again. One last thrust of Zadei’s fingers and he was coming again with a choked cry.

When he was finally able to reopen his eyes he became aware of soft fingers trailing across his cheeks and lips. He turned his head to find Zadei watching him with a gentle smile. Tetius, realizing that his hands were still clutching Zadei’s arms, pulled the man down into a soft kiss. Zadei pulled back slightly and rested his forehead against Tetius’. “I think that you’re ready now.” His voice was soft and his breath gently tickled Tetius’ lips. Tetius nodded shakily. He had a pretty good idea of what Zadei was talking about by now. He was still feeling rather intimidated by the whole idea, but he trusted the man not to hurt him.

Tetius eagerly accepted another kiss, but gave a soft moan of disappointment as Zadei pulled his fingers out from inside of him. Zadei snickered softly at that. “Don’t worry, you’ll be experiencing a lot more pleasure soon.” He paused to stroke Tetius’ hair before taking a gentle hold on his waist. “I’m going to roll you over, Tetius. I think this position will be easier on you for your first time.” Tetius nodded and allowed Zadei to turn him onto his stomach.

He felt Zadei settle his hands against his back and begin to stroke up and down his spine. His hair was guided to fall down over his shoulders as the hands roamed. Zadei’s lips soon found his shoulder blades and the man began nipping and licking across his back. The warm hands guided him up and onto his knees. Tetius felt one hand reach around and give a gentle yank on his now limp cock and he dropped forward catching his weight on his forearms. It didn’t take much stimulation for Tetius to become hard once more and soon he was moving his hips in time with Zadei’s strokes.

“Are you ready now?” The words were soft in his ear and Tetius shuddered at the erotic feeling.

“Yes” He wasn’t sure if the word had been audible, but Zadei certainly seemed to know what he had meant. The hand left his cock and Tetius almost moaned out loud before he felt something large and firm press against his entrance. He began to tremble slightly and felt Zadei’s hand stroke his lower back to comfort him. “Yes.” He panted once more and let his head drop as he felt Zadei begin to press his member inside. He felt the tip push past the tight ring of muscle and clenched his hands into the bed sheets. Without his realizing, a sharp groan slipped past his lips at this initial penetration. Each panting breath that followed was coupled with a faint moan.

His entire body was trembling now, but he wasn’t aware of that either. His mind was focused on the feeling of Zadei inside of him. It didn’t really hurt, but that same uncomfortable feeling that had struck him with the insertion of the first finger was back, and he was trying with all of his might to suppress it. He knew that it would become pleasant again and was willing it to happen soon. He wanted to enjoy this along with Zadei. Slowly the uncomfortable feeling began to diminish and Tetius realized that Zadei had not moved since his first thrust. Tetius raised his head in surprise and turned to stare into the man’s eyes. He could clearly see the indecision there and was surprised. “Zadei? What’s wrong?”

Zadei kept one hand on Tetius’ hip and reached forward with the other to stroke his cheek. “Are you all right? If this hurts too much we can stop right now.”

Tetius shook his head sharply. He didn’t want this to stop. He wanted to keep going. He wanted to be with Zadei like this. He wanted to feel the man completely inside of him.

Zadei moved from stroking his cheek to fingering his hair. “You sounded like you were in pain. Your body is still trembling. If you aren’t ready for this, please tell me. I couldn’t bear it if I hurt you like this.”

Tetius was shocked when he felt Zadei’s fingers shaking. He’s really worried about hurting me. He’s so sweet. Tetius took a deep breath and gave Zadei a supportive smile. “It’s all right Zadei. You didn’t hurt me at all. I just needed some time to get used to it. Just like when you used your fingers. It’s all right now.”

“You’re certain?” Zadei’s hand cupped his cheek gently. Tetius smiled again and nodded. Tetius allowed his face to be guided up as Zadei leaned down to plant a firm kiss on his lips. The hand moved back down to his hips, but Tetius continued to move his lips against Zadei’s. The man broke the kiss suddenly to stare deeply into Tetius’ eyes. What he saw there must have resolved whatever lingering doubts he had because he smiled brightly and nuzzled against the boy’s ear. “I’m going to move again. Are you ready?” Tetius nodded and steadied himself for what he knew was coming.

Zadei took a gentle, but firm hold of the boy’s hips and slowly began to slip himself into the boy’s tight heat. Tetius couldn’t hold back his moans as he felt Zadei’s member stretching his passage. Sharp panting breaths landed, warm and comforting, against his cheek. With one last push Tetius could feel Zadei’s warm thighs press against his backside. He let out a heavy breath at the wonderful sensation of being filled with a throbbing heat. He could feel Zadei’s chin resting against his shoulder and turned to find the man’s eyes closed in pleasure while he panted for breath. Tetius smiled softly and pressed a soft kiss against the man’s temple. He watched those deep golden eyes open and gave Zadei another kiss. Their eyes met and Tetius gave a firm nod. Zadei nodded as well and slowly pulled himself back so that only the tip of his cock remained inside of Tetius. He continued to hold Tetius’ eyes as he thrust himself back into the boy. Tetius jerked in pleasure as Zadei’s member thrust deep inside of him once more. A series of breathy moans escaped him as Zadei did the same thing again and again, and still their eyes held.

Another thrust at a slightly different angle and Tetius let out a scream of pleasure and jerked his head back. A second thrust created the same burning pleasure and Tetius let his head drop as he gasped in ecstasy. He could feel Zadei’s lips against the back of his neck as a hand grasped hold of his rigid cock and began to stroke him. Zadei’s thrusts were speeding up and Tetius began to thrust his hips back to meet the man’s motions. He could feel his body tensing up and knew that his release was quickly approaching. “Zadei. Oh, God. I’m so close.”

“Me too.” The words Zadei whispered against his neck were laced with desire. Tetius tried to say his lover’s name again but was lost to the moans and gasps that accompanied Zadei’s increased thrusting speed and strength. The hand stroking his member sped up as well and sooner than Tetius had thought possible he was screaming his pleasure and ejaculating onto the sheets beneath him. He felt his strength give out and was certain that he would have collapsed if it weren’t for Zadei’s strong arms supporting him. He felt Zadei trust a couple more times before coming deep within his body and moaning his name.

Zadei carefully lowered his lover to the mattress and dropped down in front of him. Tetius felt his cheek caught in a firm grip and a soft kiss pressed against his nose. “Are you all right?” The words were soft and Tetius almost didn’t hear them. He stared deep into Zadei’s eyes and gave a bright smile and slow nod. He was exhausted and could barely keep his eyes open. Zadei seemed to realize this and, chuckling, moved up to lean against the headboard. He pulled Tetius over so that the boy was nestled between his legs with his head resting on the man’s chest.

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TBC


I realize that the whole “doesn’t know about sex” thing seems a bit implausible, but if you think about it, Tetius parents were trying to shield him from the world. They didn’t even let him play with other children. What reason would they have had to teach him anything about sex?