Depraved and Deprived

Alone now. All alone. All alone always both of them in their places where no one could touch but now alone together. All alone with a killer. All alone with his only true obsession. All alone.

Beyond had gone quiet after telling Matt his story he seemed to be waiting for something.



“Did you take him?” He murmured softly in Matt ear as he stroked his hair.

“Did I..?” Matt confused shook his head.

“Mello…” Beyond said as he shifted again on Matt’s lap.

“Oh…I..” Matt shrugged. “We take turns.” He flushed.



Beyond nodded. “You’ll need to tell me if I am better...” He leaned down taking Matt’s head in his long cold hands his lips meeting clashing onto Matt’s as last.



Beyond parted Matt’s mouth softly moving his tongue into the boy’s darting it in and out licking his lips then biting down hard. Matt gave a strangled moan his throat working hard.



“Oh god please..” Matt yanked away hard turning his face away as he did his eyes hidden behind his goggles. His whole body shook as he tried to get air.

“What is it?” Beyond asked coldly clinically his sharp eyes looking for a way to use this weakness.



“You …when you kiss me I don’t wake from the deep sleep of my life you’re right, when you kiss me I taste fire blood and lead.” He licked his lips leaning backwards away from Beyond.

“I want you so much …”Matt reached up his hand to run the palm over Beyond’s smooth soft skin slowly.



He tenderly traced his collar bone then caressed over his sides his ribs.

“What’s this?” He asked as his fingers found a raised scar.



“L didn’t like me stabbing him so he stabbed me back.” Beyond leaned over closer to Matt pressing him back now until Matt lay on the narrow bed Beyond sitting on his hips.

Their faces were inches apart Matt gnawed his lip nervously waiting for whatever came next.



It was blur he had no idea it was coming Beyond undid his fly then moved his hand closing one around Matt’s throat pressing down on his windpipe hard.



He freed Matt’s half hard cock stroking it roughly moving his hand erratically

Matt choked gagging on his own stale air sacred now and getting harder for being honestly sacred.

His goggles were ripped off tossed aside quickly.



“I hate your goggles they don’t let one see your pretty eyes as you begin to wonder if you’re going to make it out alive..as you begin to see you might not be the lead really but a minor player a bit role…someone with ten panels in the manga..who gets cut in the anime.”

Beyond frowned a bit as he watched Matt’s face change color a bit.



“You’re not fighting.” He eased up his hand letting Matt gasp in air. “Why?” He demeaned as he folded his arms watching Matt turn his head heaving to take in more air his face going back to normal.

“I trust you.” Matt looked down as he said it then sat up removing his own shirt.

“And they call me insane.” Beyond shoved Matt so he tumbled to the floor.



“Now get on your knees.” He said with a small smile

Matt nodded as his got on his knees as Beyond had commanded. He reached out for Beyond’s zipper. He got slapped hard over his mouth again his lip spilt tender and raw from before.



A small trickle of blood flowed down Beyond leaned over to lick it off. Matt shuddered his whole body shaking when Beyond licked the corner of his mouth slowly.



“Use your teeth.” He murmured as he held Matt’s head in his hands almost squeezing his face. Matt nodded meekly. His shoulders trembled as he tried to yank down the small zipper with his teeth it was harder then it seemed.



Beyond sighed as he watched Matt struggle it was half the fun watching the boy defeated sacred…but still wanting him…it was sinfully sexy.



“What if I am?” Matt whispered suddenly looking up into Beyond’s eyes. “What if I am healed or changed by the power of love?” Beyond stroked Matt’s cheek softly sliding his palm up and down the boy’s face.



“I don’t love you.” He said smiling a pleased smile. “Then why spare me?” Matt asked as he lightly laid his head on Beyond’s knees. “Why do the things you are doing with me…to me..” Beyond stroked his hair slowly running his fingers over Matt’s silken blood red hair.

“If I did love you I would never ever tell you little Matt.”



Matt stood then his legs shaky he reached into his back pocket pulling out a folding knife about six inches long. He snapped it open with flick of his wrist holding it end out the blade pointing at himself. “If you don’t feel a thing for me if you don’t see me as anything other then useful kill me.” Beyond stared at him blankly.



“I know it’s a small knife compared to the huge ones you favor but it would get the job done. “ He shrugged the look on his narrow features far away. “I’ve belonged to you since you took me I want to know…” Beyond murmured softly. “If I belong to you as well.”



“I just want to know I mean something anything more then ‘useful’ I don’t even care what it is anymore.” Beyond reached his hand out taking the knife from Matt almost gently.



He pressed the blade to Matt’s cheek running it down his face to his neck then his shoulder never breaking skin simply running the point over his skin.



“You don’t know what you are saying.” He murmured as he moved the knife down Matt’s side pressing almost hard enough to stab him but not quite. Matt shrugged as Beyond poked him in the navel now with the knife. “I don’t want to be alone.”



“Weren’t you listening Matt…and the little boy named back up wanted never to be alone again…” Beyond’s eyes searched Matt’s. “Not being able to change or heal doesn’t mean you don’t feel…”



Matt moved closer dropping to his knees again this time Beyond simple tangled his hands in Matt\'s hair yanking hard. “I don’t know what you’re looking for but I don’t think you are going to find it here with me.” Matt shrugged looking up. “I’m looking for someone to see me for once.” He leaned down and this time yanked Beyond’s zipper open with his teeth in one smooth movement.



Beyond was almost impressed. “You never thought everything was an act?” He asked the last thing he got out before he hissed in pleasure as Matt’s mouth closed on him. Even for a super genies it was hard to think when you’re getting a blow job. Matt pulled back licking the head of Beyond’s cock moving his tongue slowly over it lapping at it.



Beyond shuddered his flat abs heaving. He reached down shoving Matt’s hard down hard again almost gagging him. Matt took a gulp of air before his face was rammed down hard again he suppressed a shudder and his gag reflex.



Pushing his head up and down his fist in the red head’s hair the serial killer jerked his head up and down. Even now he controlled everything. His mouth worked in a slight gasp his eyes shut as he dominated and abused the younger man.



Suddenly he stopped almost slamming Matt’s head backwards. Without a word he yanked his younger lover up moving swiftly he shoved Matt down on the bed. Flicking the knife Matt had given him before out he cut the top sheet into strips.



Matt didn’t make a sound as Beyond cut his shirt off he only whimpered a little when his pants where ripped off his boots cast aside. Fully naked his lean form with it’s pale smooth skin spread out like a canvas before the eager black haired man. Matt only sighed a little when his wrists where bound together then to the bars of the bed.



“You know L’s watching us…” Beyond moved over Matt sat down on his hips grinding into his half hard cock. The friction felt so sweet making stars explode behind Matt’s eyes. “He’s dirty…watching this…his brother fucking his little heir he’s always been rather dirty my brother if only you knew…”



Matt shook his head confused. “Watching…?” He asked almost talking to himself. “Yes…L likes to watch.” Beyond smiled a knowing smile as he reached over to twist Matt’s nipple hard digging in his long fingernails.



Beyond ground harder watching Matt’s face for the slightest twitch he knew what he was doing..but he wanted to see the proof the need…the sexual suffering… he craved the looks of pain the whimpers and moans like a drug.

Shedding his own pants letting them hit the floor Beyond smirked at Matt.



“If you end up calling this act of me sexually penetrating you for our mutual pleasure and my unknown albeit most likely nasty motives something like ‘love making’ when it’s done I will kill you Matt. “





Matt laughed bitterly. “I have no delusions that run that deep Beyond.” He almost whispered his lover’s name. Beyond smiled as he covered Matt’s body with his own he looked right into the camera in the corner then slid down slowly to take Matt into his mouth. His eyes where locked on it as if he was drilling his flat gaze in L’s eyes.



“Do you think he’s watching?” Matt gasped out he was sweating now hard his hair stuck to his face. The arousal he had felt all a long was now painful Beyond was so good at teasing. Beyond removed his mouth from Matt’s cock with a loud pop.



“Yes he is…” He smiled as he gestured at the camera. He seemed happy and content for once he was in his favorite place. Utter control of everything.



“We’re going to have fun Matty.” Beyond leaned down to look for the pocket knife Matt had given him. Smiling sweetly now he dragged the blade down Matt’s chest opening his skin. The reaction this time was swift the younger boy’s eye grew half lidded he seemed to give up fighting. One pale long fingered hand was dragged slowly in the blood red coating white.



Sighing Matt tossed from side to side slightly. “Please…” He murmured. “I want you ..”

Beyond just cut him again slicking his hands more he trailed his hand down slipping one finger in to the knuckle Matt gasped softly. “Fuck me hurt me!” Matt begged louder now.

“Gladly.” Pushing harder Beyond twisted his long nailed finger to the side making sure he was scratching Matt’s tender insides.



Trashing now panting loudly Matt could only think about pleasing his lover about how much he ached to owned by him. It was a relief when he felt his legs spread wide. Closing his eyes he waited to feel the sweet pain he knew was coming.



Beyond did not disappoint him. It felt like fire at the base of his spine. He was ripped torn forced open tears came to his eyes as they flew open.



Feeling like the waves of pain and pleasure where not from himself Matt watched Beyond staring into his eyes looking for the glint of red under the black. He studied the plains of his sharp face glanced down to watch where they were connected.



Feeling and watching it at the same time Beyond’s thick cock slid in and out of him. Matt almost wished his hands were free that he could trace Beyond’s shoulders with his fingers rake his nails over his back. Leaning up he moaned as he shifted only bringing the implement deeper god it hurt, but it was wroth it when he got to crush his lips to Beyond’s again.



Building a slow teasing pace Beyond rammed into Matt drawing out almost all the way enjoying the mewls of loss from his red headed lover then slamming into again drawing shudders from him. Reaching down he wrapped his bloody hand about Matt’s cock stroking him hard.

His own breathing was going ragged the pleasure of the moment making him forget everything for now.



Beyond thought he might be able to get used to this. Then he demised the idea as moronic. Someone like him had one place in nightmares. Matt looked right into his eyes as he whispered.

“I belong to you.” “You ..do..” Once more he slammed into Matt hard as he could stroking him. “Now cum for me…” Matt panted loudly twisting his hands in the strips of sheet that bound him. “Cum for me Matt…” Beyond bit his ear hard as Matt gave a last wail cumming hard into his hand.



Feeling the clenching of Matt’s insides hearing him scream sent Beyond into overdrive he pounded into Matt shoulders work as he rocked back and forth slamming his head into the wall as Matt’s moans and whimpers died down slowly. At last Beyond almost came his teeth buried in Matt’s neck.



“What…now?” Matt asked as Beyond stood to pull his pants on. “Now..we go ahunting..and we fear no little men.” Beyond ‘s grin of razor teeth made Matt shiver despite the warmth of the room.