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Out of and into Love	By : Catalinalunamoon Category: Gravitation > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1572 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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The next day, Shuichi had a good day of recording. He had written a few more songs. They were still a bit edgy but were closer to his normal type. After stretching to work out a few kinks, he looked over at Hiroshi. “Hey, Hiro? I’m going to go home tonight. Maybe it is time to talk with Yuki.” Hiroshi looked at him and shrugged his shoulders.

“Whatever. You know where I am if you need me.” With that, Hiroshi packed up his guitar and walked out the door. Shuichi grabbed his notebook of songs and went out into the hallway. Immediately, he wished he hadn’t. He walked right into Seguchi. Mumbling his apologies, he started to go around him and got blocked by an arm. He turned his eyes toward his boss in irritation.

“Is there anything I can do for you, sir.” he said trying to hide his aggravation. “We finished for the day so I would like to leave.” Seguchi looked at him for a moment with that weird smile of his.

“I would like to speak with you a minute, if you please. This is strictly professional, before you get your boxers all twisted.” Seguchi added, reading the younger man’s face. “This is in regards to your latest demo.”

“What about it? All of Bad Luck was here earlier, why didn’t you say something then?” Shuichi retorted, his temper rising a bit.

“It is in regards to you alone. That is why I chose to wait. Do you want to hear what I have to say or not?” When he finally got a nod, albeit an annoyed nod, he continued. “It sounded flat out pissed off. Do you think you will be able to carry that over into a concert? I know you were very angry when you wrote it. I am aware you feel it is none of my business what brought it on, and I will let that go. However, I need to know whether or not you will be able to carry it onward.”

“Oh yes, Seguchi-san, I can carry it onward. I have enough reason to be able to.” Shuichi hissed out. “Now, if you do not mind, I want to go.” He ducked under the blocking arm before the older man could react. Once in the elevator, Shuichi dialed Yuki’s phone. All he got was the voicemail. “Yuki, I am coming home. If you do not want me to please let me know before I get there.” He was grateful that they had gotten out early enough that the sun hadn’t set fully. As he was walking, a car pulled up beside him.

Ryuichi had decided to let Shuichi know that he was back in town. That way, when all went down, he wouldn’t be surprised to see him. “Na no da! Shu-chan!” he called out the window. Shuichi stopped dead in his tracks and turned. There was his idol complete with Kuma atop his head.

“Sakuma-san! When did you get back? Is Tatsuha-kun with you?” He was peering through the window, trying to see if Tatsuha was with him. Ryuichi had to bite his tongue hard when Shuichi got so close to the window.

Thinking to himself, “Now is not the time. He finally is not acting all twitchy and nervous anymore.” Aloud he said, “Tat-kun and I decided to take a break. He decided to stay over in America. Where are you going, Shu-chan? I was hoping we could hang out for a while.” Shuichi looked at him for a moment, inwardly debating whether or not he should be nervous. He shrugged his shoulders and responded.

“I am going home. I need to talk to Yuki. Next time, we can hang out Sakuma-san.”

“Ryu-chan! Call me Ryu-chan.” Ryuichi said a little annoyed. “Aren’t we friends?”

“Yes Sak...er Ryu-chan. It just has been a long while since I have seen you.” Shuichi said. “I promise, I will spend time with you soon. Has your phone number changed?”

“No, Shu-chan. I still have the same number. If you need me or just want to hang out, give me a shout. I will come.” This last part was said with his serious tone. Shuichi blinked and the moment was gone. Ryuichi had gone back into chibi mode. “See you soon, Shu-chan.” With that, Ryuichi rolled up the window and the car pulled away. Shuichi walked the rest of the way to Yuki’s condo.

When he got there, he pulled out his key. Entering, he gave a small sigh, and yelled, “YUUUKKKKIIII! I’m Hooooommmmeee.” Then he realized that he did not hear any typing. “Yuki? Are you here?”

“Brat. I am in the kitchen.” Yuki said. Shuichi walked into the kitchen and sat down. He didn’t have the energy to glomp the man in front of him. There was still way too much tension between them to act as normal. “You are quiet. Usually, you are talking a mile a minute and making my head ring.” Yuki turned and looked at the younger man. The expression on Shuichi’s face was rare. If he had not heard the demo, Yuki would not have seen the flurry of emotion that was quickly hidden behind a mask of neutrality.

“Did you make your deadline?” Shuichi asked, a bit awkwardly. “That was why you kicked me out again, right?” Yuki stared at his lover for a moment then shrugged.

“I am not done yet, but, yes that was a big part of it. I still have 2 more days until the deadline.” Yuki turned back to the stove and turned it off. Shuichi went to grab plates out of the cupboard and some silverware. After placing them on the counter, he went and sat back down. Yuki brought the pans over to the plates and dished out the stir-fry. He handed Shuichi his and then sat down with his. “So...talk. You have something on your mind. You are never this quiet.”

“We can talk later.” Shuichi said. He really did not know how he was going to broach the subject of the state of their relationship. He wanted, nay, needed to know where things stood between his lover and himself. It was getting really hard, getting slapped back down. He still loved the man but.... Shuichi shook his head and started to eat. Yuki let it go for now. There would be plenty of time after dinner.

“Hey, Yuki,” Shuichi said after they were done eating. “Um,” Yuki looked at the younger male.

“What?”

“Where do we stand? I mean I love you but...er. Well, I need to know how you feel about me. Everything is starting to...” Shuichi trailed off. Yuki had walked out of the kitchen on him. “Yuki! I was talking to you.” There was a distinct slam of a door and snick of a lock. Yuki had retreated to his office to type. Well, there went that conversation. Shuichi went into the bathroom to take a shower and get ready for bed.

Yuki heard Shuichi doing his night time ritual and buried his face in his hands. “I can not do this to him anymore” he groaned quietly. “I have to do this for him. That is how much I love Shu.” He began to type on his computer. After comparing rates for airlines, trains and buses, he made a few calls. Tohma would not even be able to track him by the time he was done. That way, Shuichi would have a clean break. It was the only fair thing that he could give his lover.

Shuichi grabbed his portable cd player and his favorite Nittle Grasper cd. Laying down on the couch, he popped the earphones in and blasted the music loud enough that he could not think. He ended up dozing off, not realizing he had tears flowing down his face. Yuki came out and looked at him sleeping. He then picked Shuichi, and carried him, bridal style to their bed. One last night, that is all Yuki wanted. No sex, no talking, no yelling, just holding his lover one final time. He did not sleep at all that night. All he did was hold Shuichi and watch him sleep. When he saw the sun rising, Yuki got up out of the bed and went to his office once more. Shuichi slept on peacefully, blissfully unaware his life was about to be completely disrupted.
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