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Gravitation 窶ｺ General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
11
Views:
6,155
Reviews:
24
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I do not own Gravitation, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Seven
A/N : Alright people...here is the deal. I\'m lacking in the brain department and making mistakes like you would not believe. Thank you to Midnight for pointing out that lovely grammar error I made last chapter. Please...ignore my stupidity. I don\'t have a beta right now so if you see mistakes they are MINE. Sorry about that....but here is chapter seven!!
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Yuki awoke on his stomache, with Shuichi sprawled out beside him. Yuki looked at the clock - 9: 45 am. He lifted himself up, and proceeded to awake Shuichi.
\"...time to get up...\"
Shuichi groaned, throwing a pillow in Yuki\'s direction. Yuki smiled, dragging his lover out of bed. Shuichi laughed as Yuki scooped him into his arms and brought him into the kitchen. He stopped though, when Yuki placed the bottle of pills on the table with a glass of water. Sitting beside him, Yuki took the pills and shook out one. Shuichi took the water and the pill, and shoved it in his mouth. Yuki watched, and noticed something.
\"Open your mouth, \"
Shuichi did as he was told, and Yuki frowned. \"Lift up your tongue.\"
Shuichi blushed, and lifted up his tongue reluctanctly. Yuki saw the pill nestled underneath. \"Shuichi!!\" Yuki scolded, as Shuichi ducked underneath the table. Yuki heard Shuichi spit the pill out into the garbage can. \"Sorry Yuki.\"
\"I didn\'t pay good money to have you spit your pills out in the trash. C\'mere,\"
Shuichi sat in Yuki\'s lap, and again popped a yellow pill in his mouth. Before Shuichi could hide it underneath his tongue again, Yuki stroked his throat. Shuichi shivered as he felt the pill slide down his throat involuntarily. Looking at Yuki, he opened his mouth to prove it was swallowed. Yuki hugged his lover. \"Was that so bad?\"
Shuichi shook his head. He climbed out of Yuki\'s lap, and got himself some breakfast. He occasionally looked behind him at Yuki. He looked so old...
After breakfast, Yuki kissed Shuichi\'s forehead and told him he was going to write. Shuichi nodded, as he got dressed.
\"Where are you going?\" Yuki asked, sounding a bit too worried.
\"I\'m gonna go for a walk. I need to write some more lyrics, and I think a walk will calm me down. I\'ll be back soon, don\'t worry.\" Shuichi smiled, and hugged Yuki tightly when he saw the sad look Yuki had. Shuichi kissed his ear (which made Yuki squirm a bit in surprise), and whispered \"I love you,\" before he left the apartment. Yuki plopped down at his desk, and looked at the computer screen. With all the commotion over Shuichi, he had lost a lot of time with his novel. With only a week before deadline, Yuki still had not started the story. He tapped the desk for what seemed like hours, until he smiled.
\"Got it.\"
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Shuichi sat down on the park bench, and pulled out his journal. He had started journaling since Bad Luck made its debut, and he wrote EVERYTHING in it. Lyrics he thought up, his thoughts, his secrets...and recently he found that his entries were getting shorter and more depressing. He definatly didn\'t want Yuki to find this. Grabbing a pen, he began writing lyrics that he had thought up of while trying to sleep the other night.
私は雨に立つ
私は なたの愛のために叫ぶ
なたが私の手を握ることを私は望む
なたを望むことは理解できる
私は なたを必要とｕる
私は なたを味わう
私は私の皮の下の なたを感じる
私は なたを必要とｕる
私は なたを味わう
しかし なたは同じを言ってもよろしいか.
私はそれをとても堅い見つける
私の過去の行くために割り当てなさい
私によってがほしかったｕべてので
私が なたで見つけたことを私は考えた
私は なたを必要とｕる
私は なたを味わう
私は私の皮の下の なたを感じる
私は なたを必要とｕる
私は なたを味わう
しかし なたは同じを言ってもよろしいか
Translation
I stand in the rain
I shout for your love
I want you to hold my hand
You need to know I love you
I need you
I taste you
I feel you under my skin
I need you
I taste you
But do you feel the same?
I find it so hard
To let go of my past
Because everything I ever wanted
I thought I found it you
I need you
I taste you
I feel you under my skin
I need you
I taste you
But do you feel the same?
Shuichi looked at the lyrics, and smiled. It always felt good to get lyrics written down on paper before they faded from your mind. Humming a tune, Shuichi stood up, but found himself sitting back down. A pair of strong hands pinned him down to the bench, and he gazed up into hazel eyes.
\"Hello Hiro,\"
Hiroshi did not smile, but continued to stare into Shuichi\'s eyes. \"Let me see.\"
Shuichi was startled and confused. \"What?\"
\"Let me see the scars.\"
Shuichi\'s stomache did about three flips at those words. \"W-what...h-how?\"
\"How did I find out? That\'s a tough question. I talked to Yuki the other day, asking why you haven\'t been coming to recordings. At first he wouldn\'t tell me, continually telling me it was none of my business. Well, reality check Shuichi. You are my business. We have been best friends for how long? And you never said anything? Finally, Yuki told me, and it sounded like he was in tears. Why would you do this Shuichi?\"
Shuichi\'s mind whirled at what Hiroshi was saying. \"W-wait, your asking too many questions Hiro-\"
\"Because I don\'t think I know you anymore Shuichi! I thought I did, but after I found out...that you...did that...I was so shocked. I didn\'t believe it. Tell me Yuki lied...\"
Shuichi shook his head. \"He didn\'t Hiro. Can we...go somewhere more private? Last time you and I were spotted together Yuki and I made front page.\"
Hiro took a deep breath, and nodded. Hiro climbed into his car, and so did Shuichi. The car ride was quiet on the way to Hiro\'s house. When they got to the apartment, Hiro shut the door quietly, and stared at his friend. Shuichi felt his heart race as he sunk into a squishy chair. Hiro went on his knees infront of him, resting his chin on Shuichi\'s knee.
\"So..let me see.\"
Shuichi felt tears burn in his eyes, and he tried desperatly to ignore them. Pulling off his sweater, he exposed both his arms. He closed his eyes, so he wouldn\'t have to see Hiro\'s face. He heard a faint \"Oh Shuichi,\" but that was it. He opened his eyes, and saw tears streak down Hiro\'s face. Hiro quickly wiped them away, and stood up. He pulled Shuichi up as well, and pulled him into a tight embrace. Shuichi returned the hug. They stood together for a long time, until Hiro let Shuichi go. He let Shuichi put his sweater back on, and Hiro went into the kitchen and began making tea. Shuichi went into the kitchen and sat down at the little table. Hiroshi brought out two tea cups, and poured the steaming tea in them. Shuichi took the cup, but did not drink. Hiro gulped back the hot tea in record time. Shuichi looked at his friend with worry written all over him. \"Hiro?\"
\"Yeah...\"
\"You okay?\"
Hiro nodded. \"Yeah...I\'m just a bit shocked. I didn\'t think you would be the kind of person to cut.\"
\"I didn\'t think I would be the kind of person to cut either..it just...happened.\"
\"Make sure it doesn\'t happen again, okay? I\'m worried about you. Have you seen a therapist?\"
\"Yeah. She\'s nice.\"
\"That\'s good. I\'m glad you\'re getting help.\"
\"Yeah. Yuki made me do it. I really didn\'t want to. She put me on depression medication.\"
\"I guess that\'s good. It\'ll make you better...right?\"
\"I think so. I\'m not sure.\"
\"Well continue taking it, okay? It should help.\"
Shuichi nodded, staring at the tea that was slowly cooling off. He gulped it back as quick as he could, and sighed. Hiro smiled weakly at him. \"It\'ll be alright...right?\"
Shuichi looked at Hiro. \"I hope so.\"
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Yuki awoke on his stomache, with Shuichi sprawled out beside him. Yuki looked at the clock - 9: 45 am. He lifted himself up, and proceeded to awake Shuichi.
\"...time to get up...\"
Shuichi groaned, throwing a pillow in Yuki\'s direction. Yuki smiled, dragging his lover out of bed. Shuichi laughed as Yuki scooped him into his arms and brought him into the kitchen. He stopped though, when Yuki placed the bottle of pills on the table with a glass of water. Sitting beside him, Yuki took the pills and shook out one. Shuichi took the water and the pill, and shoved it in his mouth. Yuki watched, and noticed something.
\"Open your mouth, \"
Shuichi did as he was told, and Yuki frowned. \"Lift up your tongue.\"
Shuichi blushed, and lifted up his tongue reluctanctly. Yuki saw the pill nestled underneath. \"Shuichi!!\" Yuki scolded, as Shuichi ducked underneath the table. Yuki heard Shuichi spit the pill out into the garbage can. \"Sorry Yuki.\"
\"I didn\'t pay good money to have you spit your pills out in the trash. C\'mere,\"
Shuichi sat in Yuki\'s lap, and again popped a yellow pill in his mouth. Before Shuichi could hide it underneath his tongue again, Yuki stroked his throat. Shuichi shivered as he felt the pill slide down his throat involuntarily. Looking at Yuki, he opened his mouth to prove it was swallowed. Yuki hugged his lover. \"Was that so bad?\"
Shuichi shook his head. He climbed out of Yuki\'s lap, and got himself some breakfast. He occasionally looked behind him at Yuki. He looked so old...
After breakfast, Yuki kissed Shuichi\'s forehead and told him he was going to write. Shuichi nodded, as he got dressed.
\"Where are you going?\" Yuki asked, sounding a bit too worried.
\"I\'m gonna go for a walk. I need to write some more lyrics, and I think a walk will calm me down. I\'ll be back soon, don\'t worry.\" Shuichi smiled, and hugged Yuki tightly when he saw the sad look Yuki had. Shuichi kissed his ear (which made Yuki squirm a bit in surprise), and whispered \"I love you,\" before he left the apartment. Yuki plopped down at his desk, and looked at the computer screen. With all the commotion over Shuichi, he had lost a lot of time with his novel. With only a week before deadline, Yuki still had not started the story. He tapped the desk for what seemed like hours, until he smiled.
\"Got it.\"
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Shuichi sat down on the park bench, and pulled out his journal. He had started journaling since Bad Luck made its debut, and he wrote EVERYTHING in it. Lyrics he thought up, his thoughts, his secrets...and recently he found that his entries were getting shorter and more depressing. He definatly didn\'t want Yuki to find this. Grabbing a pen, he began writing lyrics that he had thought up of while trying to sleep the other night.
私は雨に立つ
私は なたの愛のために叫ぶ
なたが私の手を握ることを私は望む
なたを望むことは理解できる
私は なたを必要とｕる
私は なたを味わう
私は私の皮の下の なたを感じる
私は なたを必要とｕる
私は なたを味わう
しかし なたは同じを言ってもよろしいか.
私はそれをとても堅い見つける
私の過去の行くために割り当てなさい
私によってがほしかったｕべてので
私が なたで見つけたことを私は考えた
私は なたを必要とｕる
私は なたを味わう
私は私の皮の下の なたを感じる
私は なたを必要とｕる
私は なたを味わう
しかし なたは同じを言ってもよろしいか
Translation
I stand in the rain
I shout for your love
I want you to hold my hand
You need to know I love you
I need you
I taste you
I feel you under my skin
I need you
I taste you
But do you feel the same?
I find it so hard
To let go of my past
Because everything I ever wanted
I thought I found it you
I need you
I taste you
I feel you under my skin
I need you
I taste you
But do you feel the same?
Shuichi looked at the lyrics, and smiled. It always felt good to get lyrics written down on paper before they faded from your mind. Humming a tune, Shuichi stood up, but found himself sitting back down. A pair of strong hands pinned him down to the bench, and he gazed up into hazel eyes.
\"Hello Hiro,\"
Hiroshi did not smile, but continued to stare into Shuichi\'s eyes. \"Let me see.\"
Shuichi was startled and confused. \"What?\"
\"Let me see the scars.\"
Shuichi\'s stomache did about three flips at those words. \"W-what...h-how?\"
\"How did I find out? That\'s a tough question. I talked to Yuki the other day, asking why you haven\'t been coming to recordings. At first he wouldn\'t tell me, continually telling me it was none of my business. Well, reality check Shuichi. You are my business. We have been best friends for how long? And you never said anything? Finally, Yuki told me, and it sounded like he was in tears. Why would you do this Shuichi?\"
Shuichi\'s mind whirled at what Hiroshi was saying. \"W-wait, your asking too many questions Hiro-\"
\"Because I don\'t think I know you anymore Shuichi! I thought I did, but after I found out...that you...did that...I was so shocked. I didn\'t believe it. Tell me Yuki lied...\"
Shuichi shook his head. \"He didn\'t Hiro. Can we...go somewhere more private? Last time you and I were spotted together Yuki and I made front page.\"
Hiro took a deep breath, and nodded. Hiro climbed into his car, and so did Shuichi. The car ride was quiet on the way to Hiro\'s house. When they got to the apartment, Hiro shut the door quietly, and stared at his friend. Shuichi felt his heart race as he sunk into a squishy chair. Hiro went on his knees infront of him, resting his chin on Shuichi\'s knee.
\"So..let me see.\"
Shuichi felt tears burn in his eyes, and he tried desperatly to ignore them. Pulling off his sweater, he exposed both his arms. He closed his eyes, so he wouldn\'t have to see Hiro\'s face. He heard a faint \"Oh Shuichi,\" but that was it. He opened his eyes, and saw tears streak down Hiro\'s face. Hiro quickly wiped them away, and stood up. He pulled Shuichi up as well, and pulled him into a tight embrace. Shuichi returned the hug. They stood together for a long time, until Hiro let Shuichi go. He let Shuichi put his sweater back on, and Hiro went into the kitchen and began making tea. Shuichi went into the kitchen and sat down at the little table. Hiroshi brought out two tea cups, and poured the steaming tea in them. Shuichi took the cup, but did not drink. Hiro gulped back the hot tea in record time. Shuichi looked at his friend with worry written all over him. \"Hiro?\"
\"Yeah...\"
\"You okay?\"
Hiro nodded. \"Yeah...I\'m just a bit shocked. I didn\'t think you would be the kind of person to cut.\"
\"I didn\'t think I would be the kind of person to cut either..it just...happened.\"
\"Make sure it doesn\'t happen again, okay? I\'m worried about you. Have you seen a therapist?\"
\"Yeah. She\'s nice.\"
\"That\'s good. I\'m glad you\'re getting help.\"
\"Yeah. Yuki made me do it. I really didn\'t want to. She put me on depression medication.\"
\"I guess that\'s good. It\'ll make you better...right?\"
\"I think so. I\'m not sure.\"
\"Well continue taking it, okay? It should help.\"
Shuichi nodded, staring at the tea that was slowly cooling off. He gulped it back as quick as he could, and sighed. Hiro smiled weakly at him. \"It\'ll be alright...right?\"
Shuichi looked at Hiro. \"I hope so.\"