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Chapter Seven: Bolero of Fire
By: Asura Mori
This nightmare refuses to end and I can't wake up... Why can't I wake up? I see what I've done over and over again, but this time his body lies cold upon the ground. In a sense, I've killed him... I am his murderer, his executioner... and his former lover... And yet I wonder why I can't wake up? Guilt, Sadness, Anger, Numbness... and Hate...
When I got back downstairs, Ayumu was there, waiting for me. I didn't look at him, but walked right past him. "Eyes..." I could see that he wanted to call after me, but he didn't, giving me the space I needed. And for that, I loved him even more. After what Kanone had said, I was scared. Not for myself, but for those around me. Especially Ayumu. I walked out of the hospital, hearing Kanone's final words to me. "I'll see you tomorrow." he had said. Did he really expect me to come tomorrow? The sad thing was... he probably did.
I stopped in the middle of the sidewalk and felt Ayumu crash into me. Of course, this was my fault also. I had stopped for no apparent reason. "Ayumu..." I didn't turn to look at him, just stared straight ahead, "... Am I bad person?" I could hear Ayumu's feet on the sidewalk as he walked around to look at me, but I just stayed where I was, willing tears away. I was not about to cry, not now, not in front of him, and certainly not about Kanone. He took my hands in his, smiling softly. I looked at him and found his brown eyes on me. His eyes were soft and kind, willing to forgive me for almost anything. Almost anything. "No." he shook his head, answering my earlier question, "You're not a bad person. You never were. You only did what you thought was best, so that doesn't make you a bad person."
I stared at him for a minute, before looking down at the ground. That's when it started raining again, showering us with its purifying light. I continued to look at the ground, tears streaming down my face as I held onto his hands. He was my lifeline, the one who kept me going. I didn't lift my head up, knowing that he would quickly distinguish tears from rain. I didn't want him to see me crying. "Eyes..." I lifted my head up slowly, letting the rain wash away my tears. I would never cry in front of him... unless it was absolutely out of my power, that is. He was smiling at me, his eyes shining in the rain. "Let's go home." I smiled at him and nodded. Yes, let's go home.
We ran to my apartment, laughing as we jumped in puddles and soaked each other. During this one time in our lives, we were what we appeared. Young and free teenagers, without a care in the world. We could act however we liked, without anyone discriminating against us. And if they did, we just didn't care. We were free... free to do anything. We stopped only once during our short journey. We stood there, in the rain, staring at each other, our faces flushed with exhilaration. And right there, not caring who saw, we kissed, sharing our troubles, our love, our very beings. I no longer cared about Kanone, about Hunters, about the world. I only cared for this person in front of me, this person who was willing to share my life with me. I only cared about Ayumu.
I don't know how long we stood there, but it was over all too soon. Soon we were running through the ran again, reality slamming into us like a ton of bricks. We were again separate people. I was Eyes Rutherford and he was Ayumu Narumi. Our worlds could never be together... but the time we now had could be shared... if only for a little while... The rain seemed to come down harder now, drenching us to the bone. We shivered and laughed, though it sounded hollow. He and I knew the truth about the world, we knew how harsh it could be. And we knew that it would never allow us to be together... at least not forever...
When we reached the building where I was staying, we ran in, not caring how odd it seemed. We got onto the elevator and no one else was there, except for the camera. But even then, we didn't care. We held onto each other, telling the world that it could go fuck itself. We didn't need their permission to love. We didn't need anybody's permission. To show the world that I didn't give a damn what they thought, I kissed Ayumu passionately on the mouth. The funny thing was, nobody was really watching the cameras at that time, so no one saw my declaration of love. Oh well. I tried.
We walked to my room and unlocked the door. The apartment felt empty to me, as if no one really lived here, but that was just the way I lived. I walked over to a coat rack, dropping off my soaked coat. Ayumu followed suit, dropping his coat, before pushing me roughly up against the wall. His tongue found my mouth and entered it, battling my own for dominance. I won easily enough and explored his mouth, although I pretty much already knew it. His hand slowly worked its way up my shirt, making a moan well up in my chest. I broke off the kiss, instead letting him take control. He was the seme, but I was a dominating uke, so I would end up leading his hand. His mouth found my neck and he started suckling there, making my face heat up. His hand was still underneath my shirt, teasing the hardened nipples there. I moaned loudly when his fingers trapped the semi-erect nipple, teasing me into submission. "Ayumu..." I could feel myself getting hard down in my nether region, but I didn't need to tell Ayumu this. He already knew.
Using his mouth, he left a short trail from my neck to the middle part of my chest. He planted a small kiss there, before sliding his other hand down my pants. I moaned quietly, kissing him again to silence myself. He didn't mind this, because he knew that it only turned me on even more. I could feel his hand teasing the tip of my length, drawing pre-cum from its head. He was slicking his hand on it, ready to tease me again. I gasped silently as his hand wrapped around my shaft completely, his other hand coming from under my shirt to undo my pants, releasing my enclosed cock. I was still up against the wall, my only support being his body. I broke the kiss yet again, panting loudly. I was getting to the point of no return. "A-Ayumu..." I groaned, coming into his hand. He took his hand from my crotch and licked the semen from his hands, his brown eyes boring into my own blue ones. I could tell he wanted to go farther, but something made me hesitate. I couldn't do what Ayumu was asking...
The telephone rang at the exact moment, saving me from coming up with an excuse. Zipping up my pants, I ran over to the phone, leaving Ayumu standing there, staring after me. I could feel the lust rolling off of Ayumu, but knew that I couldn't do what he wanted me to. "That's right, Eyes! Run! See how far you can get before I come and get you! Run, Eyes, because when I come after you, there will be no place that can hide you from me!" I shook my head, trying to dispel the words in my head, and picked up the phone. "Eyes Rutherford speaking. Who's calling?" Ayumu came up behind me then, wrapping his arms around my waist and kissing the side of my neck. I stifled a gasp, then glared at him. He just shrugged and continued what he was doing. I was so gonna get him later...
"Hello, Eyes." I froze. That voice... "How are you doing? I heard you've met my younger brother. What do you think of him?" There was no way... he was supposed to be dead... killed by Kanone... "... Who is this?" I asked, my throat dry. Ayumu looked at me worriedly and stopped kissing my neck. He could hear the fear in my voice. "Who do you think this is, Eyes? It's me, Kiyotaka Narumi."
During those long nights that you could never sleep,
You always heard a voice whispering from your dreams.
The voices of those you killed long ago,
Have come back to you on this fateful night.
To be continued...
A.M.- DUN DUN DUN! Will Eyes and Ayumu ever get their "fun" time? Is the person on the other line of the phone really Kiyotaka Narumi? WILL KANONE EVER FIND OUT WHAT EYES AND AYUMU ARE DOING IN THAT APARTMENT? Find out next time, in the next installment of SHARE! SEE YOU NEXT TIME!
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