Out of and into Love | By : Catalinalunamoon Category: Gravitation > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1542 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 7
While Shuichi slept, Ryuichi was unable to sleep. “Oh, Kuma. Now, how do we work this? Phase 1 is complete. We let Shu-chan know we are back. Of course, I nearly blew it by going serious. Thanks to you, I remembered to put the mask back on.” He sat on his king size canopy bed, chewing on Kuma’s ear. Yuki had sent him a text message saying that when the time came, he would send him a message to be ready. “I hope Shuichi does not break, at least not totally. We do not need Shu-chan doing something drastic, after all. Oh, that is a good idea Kuma! We will hide not far from the house. That way we will not be far. Let’s make sure his room is ready.” He bounded up off of the bed. There across the hallway, was the room he had set up for Shuichi. He would have preferred to have him in his room but one step at a time. This room had been decorated with Shu-chan in mind. All bright colors, with posters of Nittle Grasper (group and individual) and Bad Luck on the wall. He had even got a Kuma for him. That was placed on the king sized bed. There were smiley face-shaped pillows on top of goose-down pillows. There was a plush, shimmery bronze comforter. Ryuichi stepped up to the bed and rested his hand on the bed. He sighed, a mix of longing and sadness. His Shu was going to be hurting when he came here. It would be up to him to bring back the sparkle. Walking out of the room, Ryuichi gripped Kuma in a vise-like grip. “I really hope this works.”
Shuichi woke before the alarm went off and to an empty bed. Yuki must have put him in the bed in the night sometime. He bounced up and headed to find his lover. From the office, he heard the klickty-klack of the laptop. He tried to turn the doorknob, only to find it locked. His head hung, Shuichi went to get ready for work. He sent a text to K, informing him that he was already on his way in. Before he walked out the door, he left a note for Yuki.
Yuki,
I went to work. I hope you have a good day with your writing. I love you.
Love,
Shuichi
Yuki heard the door close and came out of his office. He picked up the note and read it. Then, he crumpled into a heap, tears streaming from his face. “Shu, I love you. This is why I have to do this.” After a while, he got up and began to pack what was needed. He would leave behind most everything, but he would take pictures of he and Shuichi, and a few physical memories. He had to do this. It became a mantra in his mind, making it so he would not change his mind. He reached into the kitchen cupboard and pulled out Shuichi’s favorite mug. He wrapped this up with great care. By the time afternoon had rolled around, he was done packing. He looked around the condo one final time. Sighing, he walked out the door and locked a final time, having left a letter for Shuichi on their bed. His luggage was placed in the trunk of the car and he pulled out his cell phone. “It is time. Take care of him. Y.” Ryuichi read the text and almost cried. Then, he too went out his door.
At the studio, things were a nightmare. K leveled his gun at Shuichi’s head, Suguru yelled and Hiroshi strummed idly on his guitar. They all knew that Shu was useless when having trouble with Yuki. Finally, he set down his guitar, and walked over to Shuichi, carefully moving the gun away. “Did you and Yuki have another fight?” he asked Shuichi. Shuichi looked up at his best friend, eyes wet.
“No. He wouldn’t even talk to me. Wahhhhh” and the waterworks began. Hiroshi hugged his friend, rubbing small circles on his back until the whimpers had subsided. Then he made Shuichi look him in the eye.
“Make him talk to you tonight. Do you want me to go with you?” Shuichi shook his head in the negative.
“I have to do this on my own. Once, we end the day, I will go straight home.” He dried his tears. “I am ready to work now.” They finally were able to get some work done. Three hours later, Shuichi was walking up to the door, not noticing Yuki‘s car missing. Turning the knob, he realized it was locked. “At least I remembered my key this time,” he said. He stepped inside the silent house. “Yuki? Are you here?” he called. Hearing nothing, he walked into the bedroom. He saw the letter and picked it up. After reading it, he dropped to his knees and screamed! A scream of his agony!
Outside, Ryuichi sat watching. He didn’t like the sight of his normally sparkly Shu looking so glum. “Its going to get worse, Kuma.” All of a sudden, he heard Shuichi’s scream. “Oh shit! Not good!” He came running into the condo, following the sound. He skidded to a stop at the bedroom door. Peering in, he saw Shuichi curled up in a ball, his screaming fading due to hoarseness. In his hand, there was clutched a piece of paper. “Shu-chan? It’s me, Ryu-chan,” he said as he got to his knees. As he reached out to touch the younger man, the poor man began shaking and trying to scream again. Ryuichi pulled his hand back for a moment then picked up Shuichi. He carried him out of the room and sat on the couch. “Shu-chan, talk to me.” He began rubbing Shuichi’s back in small circles, trying to calm him.
“Y-Y-Y-Yuki is gone!!!!!!!” Shuichi wailed. He thrust the paper in Ryuichi’s face as he jumped up to move about the room. Ryuichi looked at the paper and blanched. No wonder why Yuki thought he would end up breaking Shu!
“Shuichi,
It is time for me to go. I have to be alone. I do NOT
want you to look for me. Leave me alone. It is time
for you to find new love. I can never love you as you
need. Don’t bother asking Tohma, as he knows not
where I am going. Not even he will be able to find me.
Yuki
Ryuichi looked at the younger male who was prowling the room. Next thing he knew, there was a great smashing sound. Shuichi had picked up Yuki’s ashtray and threw it into the television. “Shu! Calm down!” at this, he had to duck flying books.
“That DAMN YUKI!” Shuichi’s voice had rose to piercing levels. “WHY! THAT BASTARD! AFTER ALL...” At this point, his voice dropped away as he collapsed on the floor in tears again. Ryuichi went over to him and held him again.
“Hush, Shu. Just calm down. If you do not calm yourself, you will end up hyperventilating. Listen to my breathing. Hear how calm and steady it is?” He kept on repeating himself until the younger male’s breathing had slowed. Ryuichi looked down and saw that Shuichi had passed out. He stood and carried Shuichi out to his car. After closing the door, he got into the car and it pulled away. He looked down at the man that he loved and wanted to weep. He wanted Shu but was it worth the pain he saw? He tried to call Yuki and found that the number was disconnected. Ryuichi grabbed Kuma and squeezed him tightly before placing him in Shuichi’s arms. “We are going home, my old friends.”
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