To hate or love Thunder? | By : Akabara Category: +M to R > Ouran High Host Club Views: 2993 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2 |
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Hikaru could’ve sworn that time had stood still, he couldn’t tell anyone how long he laid still staring at the ceiling of his bedroom. All he knew for sure was the physical issue he’d started off with after that dream was no more. Between the shock, and the panic of the subsequent events that followed him waking from that arousing dream, the issue had righted its self without a release being required. He straightened his pajama bottoms before he stood up from the bed and headed over to the en suite. He stood at the door for a moment in quiet contemplation before gingerly bringing up a balled fist and softly rapping at the door.
“Go away,” came a mouse like voice from inside the washroom.
Hikaru’s shoulders sagged at the response. He’d screwed up. He should’ve woken her before things had gotten as far as they did. How could she want to speak to him? Then another thought dawned on him, if she didn’t want to speak to him, would she want to speak with Kaoru? Despite the fact that their personalities were vastly different, their physical appearance was undoubtedly identical.
Hikaru let out a heavy sigh before replying, “let me talk with you a moment and I’ll leave. If you want to leave today I’ll stay away while Kaoru helps you pack your things and takes you back to your apartment, but Haruhi…. Please just… just open the door.”
He waited with anxious anticipation yet uncharacteristically remained still. After waiting a few more minutes he added, “I never meant for this to happen, Haruhi. At first I wasn’t even sure it was happening… I-“ He paused. How to continue?
‘I had a sex dream of you and thought I was still dreaming? That might not be the best thing to say right now,’ He mentally criticized himself.
He gently fell forward, his head bumping against the door and his voice broke as he continued, “I feel awful about this. I know I can’t really make it up to you… I just… I always want to be your friend. I can’t imagine going back to not having you in my life. Please don’t shut me out over this, I-I’m really sorry. I wish I could go back right now to before it got so far and wake you up sooner. I’d give anything to do that, but I can’t… so all I can do is beg and hope. Take your time and come out when you’re ready but… don’t think that I wanted things to happen like this… that I invited you here to take advantage of something like this… it was never part of the reason. I just wanted you to feel safe… and that sounds so ironic right now, but it’s the truth. Haruhi I…”
‘I love you? No… that isn’t appropriate,’ Hikaru thought to himself.
He felt a painful lump swell in his throat while tears began to sting his eyes, “I value you a lot. You were the first one to ever really see Kaoru and me as separate people. There’s no way I’ll ever get you out of my heart or mind… whatever happens now. I’ll leave you alone just… don’t stay in there all day, alright?”
He waited for what felt like an eternity for an answer, which did not come to him before he turned and walked away from the door. He grabbed a few clothes from the wardrobe and began to change, deciding to ignore the state of bed head his hair was in.
“I’m sorry too,” A quiet voice floated to his ears.
He paused, realizing his bare butt was partially exposed. He quickly pulled his pajama pants back on, his light blue t-shirt still not buttoned before he turned to face the bashful Haruhi.
Haruhi was bowing deeply to him, her eyes not looking up to see him. His mind began racing with ideas on what to do next. He couldn’t just let that apology go unaccepted or unacknowledged. He had to say or do something, but what? Throw her against the wall and kiss her? Tell her she’s crazy for apologizing, he loved every second of it while it lasted? Tell her that she could jump his bones anytime she wanted? He still wasn’t sure what he was going to do when his feet began to act of their own accord.
“I wasn’t aware something like this could even happen,” Haruhi admitted.
Hikaru walked over to her, placing a hand on her shoulder, “Haruhi…”
Haruhi closed her eyes when she felt his hands cupping her face. She allowed her spine to straighten up, but still avoided looking at him.
“Haruhi, I’m not mad… but in light of what happened, I hope you won’t be mad at me for this. With that blush… you’re just too cute right now,” Hikaru replied, barely recognizing his own voice as his face leaned into hers, gently planting a chaste kiss at the corner of her mouth.
Haruhi blinked a bit at the situation before looking to Hikaru. His eyes seemed darker, his pupils had definitely grown in size and he just gave her a cheesy, cocky grin.
“I couldn’t help that just now… and I know you didn’t mean anything earlier. It’s okay. I’m still gonna tease you though,” Hikaru added.
He just managed to dodge a punch that Haruhi threw at him, slightly laughing at how easily he could still rile her up.
‘Nothing’s really changed, has it?’ Hikaru thought to himself as the brunette woman stormed off out of the room.
His smile faded a bit, ‘nothing’s changed. We’re still just friends.’
His eyes widened as he severely sweat dropped. His hands came up and pressed harshly against his face as the recent events fully processed in his mind. Once as a joke he and Kaoru had looked up unusual sleep disorders as a means of trying to prank Kyouya into believing he was a deviant. Now that information came flooding back into his mind and he quietly acknowledged to himself, ‘I’m friends with a sexsomniac… a female sexsomniac I have feelings for and she’s brontophobic. Someone shoot me!’
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