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(Never) Let Him Know	By : Fullmetal_Masochist Category: -Misc Anime > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1808 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Tsukiyama briefly kissed me, then moved to my neck and started to lick and suck on the tender flesh. It felt terrific, between that and the friction he was creating over my cock with his knee, I couldn't help but cry out with desire.
But it wasn't Hide that was making me feel this way, so it wasn't right.
"W-Wait, please."
"You're not bound to him, are you? It doesn't appear that you two are exclusively seeing each other. Besides, your body's telling me you want this just as much as I do. So, relax and enjoy the moment."
My head felt dizzy again. Between the drink and the man currently rousing my lust, I felt frozen and helpless. All I could think of was where Hide was and how ashamed he'd be of me.
The door to the bathroom suddenly flung open, calling our attention to see who had entered.
"I told you to back off, Tsukiyama! Take your disgusting hands off him now!" Hide yelled into the room as he approached us. Tsukiyama stepped away from me, holding up his hands in surrender with a smug grin on his face.
"Well now Hide, you should have just said he was yours and saved us all a lot of trouble. Enjoy the rest of your evening, gentlemen. And don't forget what we talked about, dear Kaneki." He straightened his jacket and walked towards the door, pausing next to Hide.
"I'd suggest not making an enemy of me, Hide. There are things I know that would completely unravel the happy little life you're making for yourself. Ciao!" He walked out of the room, leaving Hide and me alone.
"Are you okay, Kaneki? I got so worried when I came back and found you gone! When I was looking for you, I noticed I didn't see him either and started fearing the worst. I'm so glad I got here before anything worse happened."
He looked me over, inspecting my body for damage I suppose. His eyes concentrated on my neck where Tsukiyama had been focusing his attention. "How dare that bastard leave a mark on you!"
He pulled me close for a hug. "You can't be so careless, okay? Just trust that when I tell you to avoid people, it's for a good reason. He likes to take advantage of people, especially the ones that I..." He took a moment to breathe, then held me tighter, nuzzling his face into my shoulder.
Although I was happy having Hide this close, I grew insecure after recalling Tsukiyama's statement about Hide and the accident. I didn't have the energy to stand any longer and felt my legs give out from beneath me.
"Whoa! I gotcha buddy, let's get you home," Hide said as he caught me before I hit the floor. We must've left the club since the music started to fade suddenly. I was so tired, I figured now was a good time to rest though. I felt safe again, knowing Hide was with me.
I woke up the next morning with a ridiculous headache. "Urgh, why all this pain over one drink?" I grasped the sides of my head, slowly acclimating my eyes to the light within my room. I wasn't expecting to find Hide sleeping next to me on the bed.
My first instinct was to cry out, but he looked so peaceful I kept quiet. He was sleeping on top of the covers while I was tucked beneath them. I looked below the sheets and saw I was completely nude. Fear started to set in as I struggled to remember what happened after we left the club last night.
"Mmm, oh hey Kaneki. How'd you sleep?" said Hide as he rubbed his eyes, not at all bothered by the current situation.
"Uhm... Good, I guess. My head hurts, and I-I can't remember much from last night," I said as I rested my head against the palms of my hands.
"You were passing out on your feet. I didn't think you'd have such a bad reaction to one drink. I got you home, but you were mumbling to yourself about not feeling right, so I stayed to make sure you didn't get sick. Then you said you felt hot, so I helped take your clothes off before getting you into the bed. Do you want me to get you something for your headache?"
"S-Sure, the pain meds in my medicine cabinet should work."
Hide left the room and soon returned with a glass of water and my pill bottle.
"Umm, Kaneki... You didn't happen to take these yesterday, did you?"
"Yeah, my hip was bothering me, but I didn't want to cancel on you, so I took them before I left the apartment. Why?"
Hide tossed the bottle into my lap. I looked at the label and realized my mistake.
"You're not supposed to drink alcohol while taking those. I should have realized you were still on meds and avoided the whole club scene. That's why you had such a bad response to just one drink. I'm sorry, Kaneki."
"Don't worry about it, Hide. This was completely my fault! You got me home safe and took care of me even though you didn't have to."
"I couldn't protect you completely though," he said as he glanced at my neck. What was there that was making him so upset? I got out of bed and walked over to the bathroom. Halfway there, I realized I wasn't wearing any clothes. Afraid to turn around to see the expression on Hide's face, I continued and closed the door behind me. I limped over to the sink and mirror and looked at myself.
"What the hell is that?!" A huge bruise had developed on my neck. Did I fall at some point and hit it against something?
"Everything okay, Kaneki?" Hide said through the door. "Can I come in?"
"Uhm, sure. Oh, wait!" I scrambled to the dryer and pulled out a clean pair of underwear. I could at least cover myself partially right now. "Okay, I'm ready."
Hide walked into the bathroom, "Did you see it?"
"Yeah, I must have been a real mess last night, falling and hurting myself."
"Kaneki, that isn't a bruise on your neck, it's a hickey."
"What?! How did I get one of those?" My mind still ached, trying to remember things from last night just intensified the pain.
Hide stood before me and looked me in the eyes, "Do you really not know how you got it? How much of last night can you remember?"
"I remember getting the drink from you. Then we walked around for a while before I had to use the bathroom. I ran into Tsukiyama on the way there, and we talked for a little while. And then he..."
He kissed me.
The memories played back like movie scenes, Tsukiyama coming on to me, kissing and sucking on me. I understand why I have the mark on my neck now. I also recalled the words of doubt he planted in my mind, but now isn't the time to bring that up.
"I-I remember now. This is so embarrassing. How could I have let him do that?"
"I told you Kaneki; he takes advantage of people. He must have realized you weren't well and made his move while you were vulnerable. It's not your fault, so don't feel ashamed. You weren't yourself at that moment, so it's okay." He smiled at me, "You should eat something first if you're going to take those pain pills though. Let's see what kind of magic I can work in your kitchen today!"
"Thank you, Hide."
I'm sorry he had to see me like that. Watching me getting aroused by another guy isn't what I wanted Hide to see. I wanted it to be him doing those things to me, but I just can't bring myself to tell him. I really am a lost cause. And yet, he's still here.
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