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I own Killua!!!!! Yay!!!!!! *2 men shows up and ties her into a straightjacket*
I own Killua!!!
On the eighth day Zeno and Sillva
return home. It means the two young Zaoldyeck will not be able to be together as
often. Killua and Illumi who have grown to need each other dread it, but since
none can come with a solution, they have no choice but to resume their cold war.
The sacred sanctuary of their rooms has turn into a
cold jail without being in each other's arms. Killua realizes it first when he
has a sudden insomnia the night his elders return. He's been tossing and turning
on his bed all night long for no reason at all. He never has any problem with
his sleep before, even when nightmare or enemy to threaten him. The answer comes
just before he falls asleep at dawn.
He misses Illumi.
A simple yet complicated conclusion. He needs Illumi
next to him, to wrap his arms around his body to keep his nightmares away. He
realizes what he missed earlier in the training. He misses Illumi's back hug, a
simple but important act that has been a ritual in their breaks. He misses the
way Illumi snakes his arms under Killua's, the way Illumi's breath feels on his
neck when he hugs him close, the feeling of Illumi's solid body behind him when
he leans on him, the comforting feeling of another human's flesh touching his
body intimately without getting himself hurt, the caresses before he sleeps, the
way Illumi's heart beats under his ears at night, the kisses after nightmares,
the almost warm looks that greets him in the morning.... When did Illumi
start to become an important part of his life?
Killua rubs his cheek on the pillow Illumi used to
sleep on. His nose catches a distinct smell of a foreign yet familiar scent on
it. It smells like wet grass and shampoo.
Illumi's scent. He smiles at the thought. Somehow it's comforting to have
something to remind him of his brother's presence on this bed in the past eight
days. It almost feels like Illumi himself is here. Almost.
It's funny to think that just a few days ago they
avoided each other, but now he can't sleep without the other beside him. He's
grateful he let Illumi comfort him ten days ago. He smiles as he remembers what
has happened in the past ten days.
At first, he's reluctant to be close to another male,
but Illumi managed to gain his trust. Their first touches were awkward ones. He
remembers stiffening under Illumi's soothing touch, how Illumi murmured nothing
to his ear and how Illumi sighed in relief when he finally relax, and when they
held each other like that hours could past without them noticing. He likes the
way Illumi's baritone voice vibrates his soul when he speak by his ear, the way Illumi's
lips lightly traced his neck, cheek and ear, the way Illumi's thumb made a
circular pattern on his side, the way Illumi's chest rise and fall behind his
back, the way Illumi's skin felt so soft and supple under his absentminded
touch, the way Illumi tasted so sweet when he kissed him, the way Illumi's hair
veiled them when he rested his forehead on his, the way those cold orbs spread
warmth across his body.... There are too many more he cannot name.
He needs to see his brother in person. Soon. That is
the last thing cross his sleepy mind when tire claim him. In his dream instead
of dark room and buzzing sound, he sees long raven hair and two dark orbs and a
murmured name. "Killua...."
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"I shall be..." Illumi says it over and
over again the whole night. Those words have begun everything between him and
Killua. They are the first spoken affectionate approach Illumi has ever done to
Killua. He touches his lips slowly, his fingertips tease his longing to cover
Killua's lips with his the way his usually does after Killua falls asleep.
He thought about his options one more time. He can go
to Killua's room right now. Zeno's in his own room and Sillva is, too. No one
will ever know. The only problem in the plan is he himself isn't sure whether
Killua wants to see him or not. Beside, they have agreed they will not show any
kind of improper emotions after their elders return.
Who
said that? Illumi's subconscious says. You never say that. Hell, you didn't even think of your elders when
you're with him!
Okay, so that's true. They never make that kind of
agreement verbally. But they have understood their terms since the very start of
this relationship. Besides, the risk
is too great. If someone ever sees him go to Killua's room and tells Zeno, he'll
never hear the end of it.
Illumi is desperate. He can't just stand and watch
his father punching Killua like that in training session. He needs to be close
to Killua or else he'll go completely out of his mind. He wants -no. Needs to-
touch Killua, hug him close, smell Killua's natural scent mingles with the smell
of shampoo and soap, see Killua's sleeping face, kiss Killua's tears from his
cheek, feel Killua's heart beats under his palm, hear that sweet voice speaks
his name....
Now instead of thinking hentai thought about Killua,
he thinks about things he didn’t know exist in Killua. The small things like
Killua's blush when he flatters him. It's so pale it's hard to see, but after a
careful observation he can see the slight coloring on his cheek. Killua always
pouts every time he mentions it but Illumi can see a flicker of appreciation on
his eyes.
He used to lust for the boy, but now he adores him.
The more he knows about Killua the more he wants him. Not only his body but also
his heart. He knows Killua enjoys the presence of a protecting figure like
Illumi. No matter what he says about it Illumi knows there's fragility inside
Killua that the silver haired boy hides under his genki face and fierce
attitude. Illumi thinks maybe partially it's his fault for making him that way,
but he can't help but feeling a little smug because Killua trusts him to protect
it.
But back to his problem. How can he help Killua if he
can't even meet the latter? Sillva will not notice anything, he knows, but Zeno
is an entirely different case. The old man has noticed it. And now after leaving
Killua alone with him for over a week Illumi knows he must've been curious about
him and Killua.
If the old man finds out about him and Killua being
close there's no doubt he will think Illumi's courting the boy. Which is
partially true. But now his top priority is to help Killua with his internal
battle. His urges has been restrained
for years he thinks it can be restrained a little bit more until at least he can
make Killua understand how much he means to him as a brother If not as a man. He
thinks he can do it as long as he knows Killua can smile again....
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Sappy ending, I know. But still I hope you enjoy this chapter. Some lime
and LEMON in future chappies. But for now, please tell me what you think of this
and if you'd like to read some more... I have very low self esteem you see, so
if it doesn't bother you too much please review... Enough with the pleading! Now
I'm gonna edit the next chapter!!
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