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Innocence	By : kalika13 Category: +S to Z > Seimaden Views: 1041 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Title: Innocence
Author: Kalika
Summary: Zadei, a high school drop out, meets a young man named Tetius one night on his way home from work.
Warning Codes: Yaoi, AU, H/C, Language
Pairings: Zadei/Tetius
Authors Note:
Disclaimer: Characters owned by You Higuri. I wrote this simply for my own entertainment.

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Chapter 8

It had been three months, and Zadei had never been happier. Tetius was currently attending university, he was making friends, and getting used to being around people. Of course he still always had time for Zadei.

In fact, Zadei made sure of it. Despite Tetius’ school work and Zadei’s own jobs, it was hard to make time to be together. But they always managed. Even Tetius’ insistence that he continue to live with his grandmother didn’t really keep them apart.

Zadei entered the general sciences building. He had taken to picking Tetius up after his classes when ever possible. He hadn’t been planning to do so today, but he had managed to get out of work earlier than expected.

The class that Tetius was currently in had not yet been let out, so Zadei leaned himself back against the wall to wait. It wasn’t long before students were streaming past him, on their way to other classes. He continued to wait. Tetius usually lagged behind, so that he wouldn’t get caught up in the crowd.

A few more minutes of waiting and Zadei began to wonder if he had the right classroom. It is Thursday, isn’t it? Peaking his head around the door, Zadei found the room empty except for one person. He recognized the girl as someone that Tetius had introduced him to. Though for the life of him, he couldn’t remember her name. He cleared his throat, causing her to look up.

“Oh. You’re Zadei aren’t you? If you’re looking for Tetius he had to leave early. He got a call about his grandmother. Apparently she was taken to the hospital.”

Zadei thanked her for the information before bolting out the door. Tetius must be worried sick. He hailed the first cab he saw and headed for the hospital.

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It wasn’t long before Zadei was entering the waiting room. Despite how busy and loud it was, he found Tetius right away. It was hard to miss the shining silver hair.

Zadei approached him, sliding down into the empty seat at his side. He slipped an arm around his lover and pulled the young man close. It looked as though Tetius had been crying for hours already. Zadei felt the urge to speak, but nothing seemed appropriate. He settled for simply stroking his hands through soft, platinum, hair.

Tetius gave a sigh, leaning into the touch. “Nobody will tell me anything. Every time I ask they just tell me to sit down and wait. I’m just so worried.”

“I know. I know.” Zadei continued the motion of his hand. “Just be strong. Someone will tell us what’s going on eventually.”

He was right, of course. Not long after they were approached by a doctor. Unfortunately, the news wasn’t good. Tetius’ grandmother had had a severe heart attack. They had tried their best, but had been unable to save her.

The doctor suggested heading home to get some rest, as Tetius broke down in tears. Zadei, nodded. He’d been thinking the same thing. He helped Tetius up and, supporting him the entire way, out to the street to hail a cab.

xxxx

Zadei opened the apartment door and flicked on the light. He held Tetius against his chest as he led him towards the bed. Oh, Tetius. He lowered the younger man to sit on the bed and knelt before him. Reaching up, he stroked his fingers against his lover’s cheek and gave a sigh of sorrow. “My poor Tetius.”

Light green eyes opened to stare into gold. The pale man sniffed softly before taking a deep breath. “Zadei… I’m… tired. So tired.” He sighed and let his head drop, tears slipping down his chin and onto his knees.

Zadei stretched up to hug his lover tightly. “Why don’t we go to bed?” He felt Tetius nod against his shoulder and proceeded to slip the younger man’s shirt, pants, shoes, and socks off. When he had Tetius down to his briefs, he helped him slide into the bed before removing his own clothes.

He turned the lights off and joined Tetius under the covers. He felt the other man snuggle against his chest and wrapped his arms around his crying lover. It wasn’t until long after he felt Tetius drift off that he allowed himself to relax.

xxxx

Tetius woke to complete darkness. He had to have only been asleep for a few hours. He could feel Zadei’s steady breathing against his cheek and snuggled tightly against his warmth. Sighing wearily in sorrow, he recalled the loss of his grandmother. It was overwhelming. Why did this have to happen? Why did I have to lose her to? I don’t want to be alone. At least I have Zadei. But… what if he leaves me too. What will I do then?

Feeling suddenly overcome with panic, Tetius shifted so that he could look into his lover’s face. He needed Zadei. Now. He needed to know that Zadei was still here beside him. To know that the man was real and wasn’t about to disappear like everyone else had.

Desperate to feel Zadei touching him, Tetius began to stroke his hands over his lover’s body. He needed this. This proof that Zadei was still here. And he needed it now. Shifting up slightly, Tetius pressed a kiss against his lover’s lips.

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Zadei practically moaned as he awoke. He’d been have the best dream about Tetius, and he didn’t want it to end so soon. Just as he was getting ready to drift back off, in hopes of concluding his dream, he realized that there were lips pressed against his own.

Delicate hands were stroking against his thighs, brushing gently along the side of his arousal. Pulling his lover closer, Zadei deepened their kiss. He ran his tongue along the contours of Tetius' mouth until the younger man pulled back for air.

“Oh, Zadei…. I need you, now.”

That one breathy whisper was all the encouragement that he needed. He flipped them over so that Tetius was underneath him. Letting his hands roam he began to press kisses against the velvet skin. It had been awhile since they had had the time to do this. His job, and Tetius’ assignments had been getting in the way. And damn, if he wasn’t going to take his time.

Slowly he made his way down towards pale thighs. His mind was clouded with sleep, but he could still feel his lover writhing in pleasure. It was empowering to know that he could reduce the intelligent young man to nonsensical pleading and moans.

Soon Zadei felt that it was time to more their playing forward. He crawled his way back up his lover’s body. He kissed those sweet lips over and over, wanting to taste them. He wished that he could see the blush that he knew was creeping across his lover’s face, but it was too dark. Figuring that feeling it would be just as good, he cupped his hand, gently against a soft cheek…

And froze completely. There were tears on Tetius’ face. Forcing himself fully awake, Zadei suddenly recalled everything. Tetius’ grandmother. The pale young man crying himself to sleep. How could I have forgotten? My god, has he been crying the entire time?

Feeling like a complete ass, Zadei pulled back. They couldn’t do this now. Not while Tetius was still so upset. Moving to stand from the bed, Zadei felt Tetius grab hold of his arm.

“Please. Zadei, I need you.” The younger man tried to kiss him, but Zadei stood sharply.

“I’m sorry, Tetius. I’m sorry.” He grabbed his pants off of the floor and pulled them on as quickly as he could. He needed to get out of there. Even now he wanted to just take Tetius and forget about how upset the young man must be. How could I have been so stupid? He was crying the entire time. I can’t take advantage of him while he’s upset. Even if he did initiate it.

He watched Tetius sit up, the covers slipping down his body to pool in his lap. “Zadei, wait please.”

Turning away sharply, Zadei tried to keep the image of his lover’s body out of his mind. The last thing Tetius needed right now was for his boyfriend to do something stupid. Realizing that he wouldn’t be able to calm his body while in the same room as the object of his lust, Zadei grabbed his keys and let himself out into the hall.

xxxx

I took almost an hour for Zadei to calm down enough to reenter the apartment. Tetius was laying on the bed where he had left him, staring at nothing. Zadei had expected the young man to have been asleep again by this point.

As he moved closer he realized that there were still tears rolling down those pale cheeks. Perhaps the loss of his grandmother had affected Tetius more deeply than Zadei had first thought.

Sitting down on the edge of the bed, Zadei let his hands rest in his lap. He was feeling quiet ashamed of himself and he knew that he needed to apologize to his lover for what he had done. “I’m so sorry, Tetius. I should have realized that you were still upset. I had no right to try and take things so far. Please forgive me.”

Zadei had been watching Tetius closely and could see the young man’s lips move, but he was unable to hear the words. He leaned closer trying to make out the soft voice.

“Everyone always leaves me.”

“Tetius!” Zadei was concerned by the dead voice that greeted his ears. It was frightening to hear Tetius sounding so lost. Reaching out, he rolled the pale man onto his back so that their eyes could meet. When Tetius did not respond, Zadei leaned down to press a soft kiss against his lips. He then pulled the young man up, into his arms. “I love you. I will never leave you.”

The pale man shifted slightly, leaning his weight against Zadei. “Do you promise?”

“God, yes. I could never leave you.”

“But you did. Why…?”

Zadei sighed, letting his hands stroke gently up and down his lover’s back. I’m so stupid. Why didn’t I see how important it was to him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t understand. I know now that you just wanted proof that I love you and that I will stay with you. But the thought of making love to you while you were in pain upset me.” He kissed the silver hair softly. “I couldn’t bear the thought of hurting you like that.”

Tetius turned to look up into his eyes before breaking into a small smile. “Thank you, Zadei.”

Zadei really didn’t know what to do at this point. He still didn’t like the idea, but if Tetius wanted it. “Do you still want me to…?” He couldn’t even bring himself to finish the question.

Tetius lay his head against the base of Zadei’s throat. “No. I know you won’t leave me. Just… hold me for now.”

“Now that I can do.”

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