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Out of and into Love	By : Catalinalunamoon Category: Gravitation > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1542 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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When the car pulled up to Ryuichi’s home, he hopped out. As he pulled out Shuichi, the younger man began to stir. “Nn...huh?” Ryuichi just held him tighter.

“Do not worry, Shu-chan. We are at my home. Do you...” his voice trailed off. Shuichi had fallen back asleep. Walking up the stairs as though he was carrying something priceless, Ryuichi looked at the man in his arms tenderly. Once inside, he brought Shuichi into the room he had prepared for him. He sat, down on the bed and lay Shuichi down. He went to grab some pjs so that the younger one would not have to sleep in the clothes he was currently wearing. Very carefully, Ryuichi undressed Shuichi, softly groaning. The sight of the one he loved nearly naked was very erotic and caused Ryuichi to end up semi-hard. He left Shuichi’s undershirt and boxers on. He didn’t want to cause anymore tension in himself, being as he was already wound up tighter than a top. Once he had Shuichi fully dressed, Ryuichi placed him under the blankets. He brushed hair away from the sleeping face, then he went to stand up. A tugging on his shirt stopped him dead in his track. Hesitantly, Ryuichi looked over his shoulder to see sparkle less violet eyes looking back at him.

“Please, do not leave me alone yet.” came the barest whisper. “I...I...don’t think I could handle it yet.” Ryuichi sat back down, laying his hand on Shuichi’s. For Shu, he could try to ignore the simmering fires coursing through his blood. Shuichi sat up slowly and looked around him, never letting go of Ryuichi’s shirt. He had never seen this place before. “Where are we?” He looked down at what he was wearing. He was wearing pjs that were covered in multi-sized Kumagoros. Bringing his eyes back up to meet the older man’s eyes, he saw conflicting emotions. “Ryu-chan? Are you ok?” This made Ryuichi realize he had dropped all masks.

Taking a deep breath, he responded to Shuichi. “This is my home. I bought this when I came back. Are you ok?” He didn’t like how pale Shu was nor how much he was shaking. Rubbing his face down over his face, he said “I am not going to hurt you. I was nearby when you began screaming and it scared the hell out of me.” All the adrenaline that had been helping him stay calm abruptly left him, causing him to start shaking himself. When Shuichi saw this, he crept closer to the older vocalist and wrapped his arms around him. He began making soothing sounds when Ryuichi began to cry. “I’m sorry, Shu. Here you are hurting and I am having a minor meltdown”

“I will be ok if you will be. I am sorry you nearly got hurt when I exploded. I just...I just could not...did not know how to handle that. I still don’t.” Ryuichi wiped his sapphire eyes and looked at the younger male. Shuichi was looking back at him, looking worried and pained. Ryuichi brought his arms up around Shuichi to hug him back.

“Are you hungry? I can get us some food. We do not have to talk of this right now if you don’t want to. Your head must be pounding after all the crying. I will get you something for the pain.” Ryuichi, fully back in control, said. Shuichi yawned widely, and shook his head. “Get some rest. I will be back in here in a little bit.” He saw that Shuichi was already nodding off in his arms. He lay Shuichi back down and brought the blankets up to his chin. He placed a chaste kiss on his forehead and walked out the door. First thing, he had to do was call Tohma. There was no way Shu was going into work the next day. The phone picked up on the first ring.

“Ryu?” Seguchi said, hesitantly, unsure if it was Ryuichi or Kuma that was supposed to be on the other end.

“Tohma, it’s me. I was calling to tell you that Shuichi will not be in tomorrow. He may not be there for a few days.” Ryuichi said in his serious tone.

“What do you mean? Why are you calling for him? What have you done?” Seguchi nearly yelled in his ear.

Nearly snarling back at his friend, Ryuichi gave a brief rundown of what had happened. For once, Tohma was speechless. Eiri gone? Then he began to smirk He had won! “Before you get too excited,” and this came out icily. “Before you get too excited, Yuki had planned this out so that not even you will be able to track him down.” Here, Ryuichi let a little sneer tinge his voice. For once, he was feeling a bit vindictive toward his friend. Tohma got too much pleasure out of Shuichi’s pain and that really irritated Ryuichi.

“I will be able to find him,” Seguchi said after a moment, his voice neutral. At this, Ryuichi barked out a laugh.

“You are welcome to try. Leave Shu alone for a bit. He is in my care at the moment.”

“How convenient for you” came the dry voice. “You planning on seducing him while he is broken? I didn’t think you would stoop so low to get what you want!” The words sounded like dripping acid. Ryuichi had had enough.

“Do not push this issue, Tohma. I WILL protect Shu-chan, even from you.” With that, the call was ended. Tohma looked at his phone and smirked. No one could outwit him, not even his brother-in-law. He began placing calls to contacts of his.

Ryuichi unclenched his fist and saw that his nails had caused bloody crescents in his palm. Sighing, he went and cleaned his hand before going to the kitchen to get some food ready. That way if Shu woke up again, he could eat. Just as he put a plate in the microwave, he heard Shuichi wail. Running back to the room, he saw Shuichi curled up in a ball on the bed, tears streaming down his face. “Oh Shu.” he said as he crossed the room to the trembling figure. He sat down on the bed and pulled Shuichi into his lap. He began to rock the younger man.

“Am I so hard to deal with? Am I so unlovable?” Shuichi whimpered. At these words, Ryuichi placed his fingers under Shuichi’s chin to tilt up his face toward him.

“Far from it, Shu-chan. You are the sweetest, kindest, most lovable person I know.” Unthinking, he leaned down and placed a kiss on each cheek and on Shuichi’s forehead with word he said. Shuichi’s breath caught in his throat. As if his body had a will of it’s own, Shuichi turned his head to place a kiss on Ryuichi’s throat. A moan came out of Ryuichi as he leaned back. “I am sorry, Shu. I should not have done that. It is not wise for you to do that though. I still am in love with you. I do not want to do anything that we will regret later.” He had placed Shuichi back on the bed by the end of the last word. Shuichi looked at him and tears started to fall again. “Please, Shu. Don’t cry. What do you need that I can give you?”

Shuichi looked at Ryuichi for a moment. “Please just hold me. I need that comfort right now. I feel as if I am about to become slivers of glass on the floor.” Ryuichi looked at Shuichi for a long moment.

“Lay down. You need rest. I will hold you for a bit.” Shuichi complied but held up the blanket. “No Shu. I will stay on top of the covers. I....” Ryuichi looked away, shame tinting his face. “I do not trust myself to be honorable under the covers at the moment.” Hearing a hiccupping chuckle, he turned back to Shuichi. Well that was a start! At least, Shu was trying to smile. Ryuichi smiled down at him. “Rest. I have already informed Tohma that you will not be going in tomorrow.” At the mention of Tohma’s name, Shuichi paled and then frowned.

“That bastard is probably laughing. He won and he knows it!” Ryuichi let out a dark laugh that stopped Shuichi in his rant. Why did he laugh?

“Yuki doesn’t want to be found.” When he saw the puzzled look on Shuichi’s face, he sighed. He told Shuichi part of the conversation that he and Yuki had had. Shock, anger and sadness all flitted across Shuichi’s face and he began to pull away from Ryuichi. Knowing what Shuichi was doing, Ryuichi pulled him close again. “Before you get mad about me knowing Yuki was planning on leaving, let me tell you one thing. Yuki called me. He and I both heard your demo and both wanted to protect you. He cared enough to know that he could not change. He knew you need more love than he can show. He” Shuichi had put his fingers on Ryuichi’s lips, effectively silencing him.

“Are you saying that Yuki broke me because he cared? I don’t understand. “ His voice came out in hardly more than a whisper. Ryuichi’s heart broke a bit at the sight. Shaking again, Shuichi leaned into Ryuichi. “What do I do now? I can’t stay there. The memories,” he broke off the tears starting again. Ryuichi pulled the younger man closer again.

“You can stay here. I won’t pressure you. I will love you and protect you but I will never force you to love me back. Let me protect you, please.” Ryuichi’s voice had dropped by this point. Shuichi nodded his head. Ryuichi laid down on the bed and Shuichi placed his head on his idol/friend’s chest. Tears still flowed out but his trembling had subsided. Ryuichi wrapped his arms around Shuichi and they drifted off to sleep.

Shuichi slept a dreamless sleep only the truly weary can sleep. Ryuichi, however, did not. His eyes flew open, his breath coming out in pants. Inwardly, he groaned. His pants were too tight! Sliding very carefully, so as to not wake Shuichi, Ryuichi slipped out of bed. He walked uncomfortably across the hall to his room. After closing his door, he began stripping out of his clothes. He headed into the master bathroom. Knowing that a cold shower was not going to help him, Ryuichi put the spray of water on so that the bathroom steamed up. He climbed in and let the water beat down on him. The dream crept back into his mind, causing his member to begin twitching.

Ryuichi and Shuichi were stretched out on Ryuichi’s bed watching a movie. Ryuichi had his head propped up by pillow near the top of the bed. Shu had decided to stretch out on his stomach near the foot of the bed, chin resting on his hands. His legs were carelessly spread apart, giving Ryuichi a distracting view of his leather-clad ass. Try as he might, Ryuichi could not keep focused on the movie. His eyes kept being drawn to that tantalizing view in front of him. Slowly, he sat up and crawled up behind the younger man. He began sliding his hand up the back of Shuichi’s leg, moving to the inside of the thighs. Running his hand over that tight ass and upwards under Shu’s shirt. Shuichi began to moan, feeling the caressing hands on the base of his spine. Ryuichi moved to straddle the younger man, moving both hands over his back under the shirt. Up and down, kneading, caressing, teasing. Ryuichi slipped his fingers into the back of the waist of Shuichi’s pants, brushing lightly against taut muscles. Ryuichi’s cock had already gotten hard and was pressing against Shuichi’s backside. Shuichi rolled himself over under the older man. Now clothed erections were pressing against each other. Ryuichi looked down into lust-filled violet eyes as he leaned down to kiss the one he loved. It was a gentle kiss, tongue caressing Shuichi’s lower lip, begging for entrance to his hot cavern. Shuichi let out a moan, letting Ryuichi’s tongue enter. Shuichi raised his arms and grasped his lover’s head. He began to dominate Ryuichi’s tongue. Pulling back, Ryu stripped Shu of his t-shirt, sending it flying across the room. He then attacked that delectable neck, kissing his way down to first one nub, then the other. Shuichi arched into the hot mouth that was feasting on his nipples, an erotic moan leaving his mouth. Ryuichi smiled as he moved his mouth lower. He loved to watch his lover’s reaction to his mouth.

His tongue moved lower, leaving a trail down to Shu’s naval. Swirling his tongue in it once, he moved even lower. Ryu’s hands skillfully unbuttoned the pants. Shuichi was panting now, lifting his hips so that his lover could remove the pants. They joined the shirt. Before Ryuichi could go for Shuichi’s twitching penis, Shuichi sat up. He kissed Ryuichi with a bruising passion as he slowly pushed the older man onto his back. Giving Ryuichi the same treatment that he himself had received, Shuichi heard gratifying moans coming from the talented vocalist. After removing Ryuichi’s pants, he licked the pulsing member before his eyes. Ryuichi bolted upright when he was engulfed in wet heat. His hands gripped the bubblegum pink hair as Shuichi moved his head up and down, taking the cock into his throat. “So hot...Shu” was all he could say. Shuichi sucked harder as he moved. He brushed the tip and slit of the sensitive head. Ryuichi felt his climax coming and pulled the younger man away. Shuichi looked up at the older man, face flushed, swollen lips parted. It was too much for Ryuichi to stand. Knocking the younger man back so he was flush with the bed, Ryuichi engulfed Shuichi’s pulsing member. Shuichi screamed, feeling that heat!

“Stt..op! I’m going to c..NNHH!” Shuichi began spasming as his orgasm tore through him. Ryuichi took all that delicious semen into his throat. His lover was panting on the bed under him, lost in euphoria.

That was when Ryuichi had jerked himself awake. Now he used the dream to relieve the aching in his groin. Moving his hand up and down, pumping himself faster and faster, Ryuichi began moaning. As the tension coiled tighter and tighter, words began to leave his lips. “Oh Shu! So good, so tight! Uhhhhhh!” he practically yelled as he came. Finally sated, Ryuichi began to wash himself off. He needed to get back to Shu before he woke alone.

a/n First time I have ever written like that. Hope you like.
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