Robots, Games And Chocolate

( IN Matts Room)

Matt stirred from sleep blinking and looking around. Sitting up slowly Matt grabbed some more of the juice still left from earlier.
‘Come on Mail you don’t need Mihael.’ Matt thought to himself as he looked at the still sealed envelope.

*FlashBack*

Matt opened his eyes groaning. ‘What the hell.’ remembering what had happened Matt jumped to his feet suddenly.’Mello was leaving, i tried stopping him... He hit me’ Looking around he noticed Mello’s bed was neatly made a small sealed envelope was laying on the pillow. Matt noticed his name was written on it in Mello’s neat hand-writing.
‘The bastard really left.’ Breaking down Matt began to cry and whimper not bothering to open the letter, Matt eventually crawled onto his own bed and cocooned himself in the quilt and crying himself to sleep.

*End FlashBack*

Grabbing the letter Matt opened it slowly.
Matt took a steady breath as he began to read slowly.

*Matts letter*

Mail Jeevas,
I hate doing this, But if you’re reading this i’ll be long gone, Maybe not even in England anymore.
I know you’re angry with me, Hell if you did this i would be too. But i HAVE to do this.
I am sorry for hurting you, it’s the last thing that i wanted to do.
But this is something that i have to do on my own.
As i’m gone maybe you can find someone else, Someone better then me, Someone who will treat you the way you deserve.
Keep strong Mail.

Mihael Keehl

P.S For the record i do Love you. even if i never could verbalize it.

*End Letter*

Matt wiped the tears from his eyes before they had a chance to fall, Not wanting to cry any more.
Re folding the letter putting it away, He noticed a small folded piece of paper. ‘What’s this’ Looking over the piece of paper he noticed ‘Near’ Written in Mellos hand-writing. ‘Whys Mello writing to Near, And why did he leave it with mine.’
Putting his own letter away Matt stood and walked out of his room and going to Near’s.
Knocking gently, Matt waited and tried listening for movement in the room. ‘No reply’ Matt tried the door. ‘It’s open, He must be having dinner by this time.’ Walking into Nears room he noticed Near on his bed ‘He’s sleeping.’ Walking to the bed, smiling down at the sleeping figure Matt bent down picking up the fallen panda ‘L gave him this, He still has it’
Placing the panda at the other side of Near so won’t fall again. Matt grabbed the blanket so he could cover Near up.
Near slowly opened his eyes. “Matt...” Near said finishing with a Yawn.
Matt paused in what he was doing. “Sorry Near i didn’t mean to wake you” Matt replied rubbing his head.
Sitting up “Why is Matt in Near’s room in the first place.”
“Ahh i found this” Handing Near the folded piece of paper with his name on “Mello left it in my room i didn’t find it till today.”
Taking the paper from Matt and unfolding it slowly.
“I’ll go now, Sorry again for waking you.” Matt said quietly looking at the floor.
“Wait” Was all Near said before reading the neatly written letter in his hands.

*Near’s Letter*

Nate, I wouldn’t of written to you under normal circumstances.
But these are anything but normal. As i’m leaving i wanted a favour from you.
I know that Matt has kissed you, Probably more. As i can’t take him with me as i don’t want to endanger his life.
The favour is Please take care of him, You’re only one he’ll trust right now
Mihael

*End Letter*

Folding it up and putting it somewhere in his drawer, He looked to Matt who was standing by the door.
“You can sit down you know.” Nodding to his bed.
Matt walked back and slowly sat down
“How are you Matt” Near asked kindly. Smiling back at Near “I’m Holding up what about you?”
“Roger asked me to go to America, Work with an organization they’ve called the SPK in a fight against Kira.” Near said quietly
Matt stared sadly down and mumbling more to himself then actually Near.
“So you’re leaving me to.”
“No” Near replied.
Matt stared at Near slightly confused “But you said...”
“Near said Roger had asked not Ordered, Near wished to talk to you before agreed to anything”
“Talk to me? Why ?” Matt said not believing it.
“Well Matt is only person friendly to Near, And if he remembers he was Near’s first and only sexual encounter.”
Matt blushed at Near’s words “Near would like to ask Matt to come with him to America, I’d only ask you to work if i need computer skills, Roger said i’ll have a full task force.” He looked to Matt hopeful and looked into his eyes “Please Matt, You can have any games consoles”
matt smiled “I’d love to and i don’t need any consoles.” Matt suddenly frowned “Roger won’t let me go.”
“He won’t have a choice, I don’t want to go without you .” Near said looking down at his lap. Matt suddenly moved and Hugged Near. “Thank you so much”
Near blushed and held onto Matt.
Matt pulled back and noticed the slight colouring on Nears cheeks.
Smirking slightly “Near enjoyed Matt’s cuddle” He asked
Near could only nod as he tried hiding his face.
“Did Near enjoy the sexual encounter last time” Matt asked
Near blushed feeling the warmth like last time washing over him.
“Near did, But Matt wish for it to be one time thing.” Near said sadly
“I didn’t say that Near” Matt said smiling as Near blinked and tilted his head.
“I never said i wanted it as a one time thing, I Just didn’t want to hurt you again, or to be hurt by Mello.”
“Oh” Near replied “So that means” Near didn’t finish the sentence knowing Matt knew what he meant.
Laughing a little “Yes Near, I want you, i won’t lie i still love Mello but i want you to.”
Moving next to Near whispering in his ear. “Can i Kiss you?”
Near replied slightly breathless “Yes Matt-kun”
“Can i touch you?” Matt asked next giving a small nip to Near’s ear.
Moaning slightly “hmm Yes you can Matt-kun” leaning closer to Matt.
Groaning himself slightly “will you let me see you...All of you.” Matt asked stroking one arm down Near’s chest.
“Yes anything you want Matt-kun, Just please don’t stop touching me.” arching into his touch.
Almost growling out “Do you trust me enough to let me...” Matt thought for a moment ‘Make love, Have sex, Fuck.’ “Inside you again” Matt concluded.
Near whined “Yes ... I trust you, I want you.” Whimpering as Matt pulled away from him.
Growling out Matt climbed off the bed “Strip naked i just need to grab something.” Matt ran out of the room returning to his routing through the wardrobe. ‘Where is it..’

Near blinked as he watched Matt leave the room. He then sat up stripping out of all his clothes before laying back down.

‘Found it’ Matt thought smiling and running back to Near’s room, Closing and locking the door. Matt glanced to the bed and looked over the now Naked Near.”Beautiful.” Matt commented as he starting stripping from his own clothes. Making his way to the bed, he threw the small bottle to the pillow by Near’s head for later.
Near sucked in his breath as Matt was stood naked next to him, His erection stood against his stomach.
Smiling down “All in good time Near.” Sitting down next to Near leaning down and and kissing Near gently before laying down next to him.
Bringing his hand running up and down Near’s naked chest.
Near arched “Please Matt.” Finishing with a whine.
Matt smiled gently “You haven’t touched yourself.” Shaking his head and closing his eyes a light blush tainting his cheeks.
Matt slowly kissed Near pushing his tongue into his mouth, his hand coming to Near’s nipple pinching gently, not wanting to hurt him again.
Moaning into the kiss Near held Matt head pulling him closer to his own.
Both pulling away when the need for air came. Panting Near closed his eyes and felt Matt turning his head slightly.
Matt nibbled and kissed down Near’s neck leaving a small mark there.
Near whimpered at the sensations which were beginning to overwhelm him.
Moving a hand to where it was needed, Matt gave a little laugh as Near instantly bucked up at the contact to his cock.
“Well you are very hard Near, Tell me, do you want to come.” Matt teased squeezing gently.
“Ahh Please don’t tease, I’m so warm and it’s so hard it hurts. Please Matty” Near begged all the while thrusting up into the touch of Matt’s hand
“Not teasing cutie, I just like hearing your voice.” Matt said as he started pumping slowly, leaning down taking a nipple into his mouth Nibbling it lightly before licking it.
Near moaned louder, He was so close, and he wanted something he just wasn’t sure what.
Matt grabbed the bottle he brought in with him and coated two finger, He brought them to Near’s entrance.
Near whined as the first finger penetrated him, Arching his back Near thrust back against the hand and down onto the finger. “More ... please “ Near pleaded.
Leaning down licking the tip of Near’s cock as he slowly pushed the second finger into Near tight entrance.
Groaning’This is different then last time’ Nears thoughts ended in a small scream of pleasure as Matt thrust hard against his prostate.
“there .. again.. Matty ..close” Near panted out in between moans
Smirking he continued thrusting against Near sweet spot, enjoying the moans and whimpers he was getting from Near.
Taking Near’s cock back into his mouth Matt added the third finger. Near gasped as this brought on a strange feeling of Pain mixed with pleasure.
One arm pinning Near’s hips from bucking up, Matt started bobbing his head taking as much of Near into his mouth as he could. scissoring his fingers inside Near stretching him thoroughly ‘Gods he’s so tight and hot inside’ Matt gave a hard suck and thrust his fingers harshly against Near’s prostate “Matt...Ahh com...” Screaming out into a moan Near come hard into Matt’s mouth. Matt swallowed all of Near;s seed while stilling his fingers leaving them inside. “Hmm So tasty Near.” Matt grinned.
Panting “What about you? last time you were inside me.” Near asked catching his breath.
“You needed to come first, and i will be inside of you again. Very soon” Matt said smiling as he thrust his fingers again.
Moaning Near whimpered.
“Tell me Near, Please tell me you want me...Want me inside.”
Near reached and pulled Matt close “I want you Matty, I want to experience everything with you, and right this minute i want your hard cock inside me.” Near blushed at his own words, Groaning at the words Matt withdrew his fingers, coating his cock he lay between Near’s legs “One more time Near..Please” Matt panted out in Near ear
Realizing what Matt was wanting to hear “I want you...I want you inside please, I can’t hold much longer.”
Matt thrust in halfway pausing at the small whimper from Near.
“Sorry shh, I said i wouldn’t.....”
Kissing Matt “I’m ok, I don’t mind it ..please don’t stop” Near took a deep breath relaxing himself and lifted his legs to wrap around Matt’s waist pulling him closer and deeper.
Moaning as his cock was fully sheathed inside the tight heat. “So good Near..you’re so tight” Leaning down kissing Nears eyes and then lips helping him relax a little.
Panting Near wiggled his hips moaning slightly, Taking that as a cue to move Matt pulled half way out before pushing back in slowly.
Groaning and moving a little faster Matt set a slow and steady pace.
Near whined as he felt Matt moving deep within him, Burying his head in Matt’s shoulder. whispering out “Please Matt faster ...” Near nibbled at Matt’s neck before biting
Moaning Matt sped up thrusting in faster inside Nears entrance. Holding onto Near’s hips to gain a better angle. At Matt’s next thrust Near moaned in pleasure as his prostate was struck hard. Aiming for that spot again Matt pulled almost all the way out before thrusting back in hard. “Ahh Matty please ...cant.”
“Shh come Near .... gods .. i’m close “ Matt panted out as he reached between them and grabbed Nears cock pumping in time with his thrusts

Near screamed as he came hard over his and Matt’s stomach “Ahh Matt”
Groaning as Near’s velvet heat tightened even further thrusting a couple more times, Matt Moaned out Near’s name as he came deep inside Near.
Supporting his weight so he didn’t crush Near, Matt slowly pulled out and lay next to him. Near snuggled closer to Matts chest, smiling and stroking his hand through Near’s now sweaty hair.
“You ok cutie.” Matts asked
Mumbling into Matt’s chest “mm..fine” yawning he nuzzled Matt’s chest “Stay with me tonight Matt”
“Of course cutie. “ Matt said moving to grab the covers and covering them both settling back down.
“Sleep Near i’m not going anywhere” Matt said before yawning himself.
Near only squeezed Matt’s hip in response his eyes already closed.
Smiling down at Near, Matt closed his own eyes enjoying the closeness of Near ‘Mello never held me afterwards.’ Sighing ‘I like this’ Matt followed Near into sleep.