Give And Take

Series: Earthian
Paring: Chihaya/Kagetsuya
Yaoi, Lemon

Give and Take

Chihaya fluffed his pillow, wrapping his arm around it to better support his head. Peering through the darkness of the bedroom he watched Kagetsuya sleep. The strong beautiful face was relaxed showing a peace it lacked during the day. All the strain and worry was gone. Chihaya reached out wonderingly to touch his partner\'s chin.

Unbidden images came into his mind. Kagetsuya standing up for their love despite the laws and expectations of their home world. A resigned Kagetsuya agreeing to help search for Messiah. The heartbroken look Kagetsuya had given him when Messiah clung to him in the crook\'s lair. That dreadful place the silver angel had been living in. The memories cut him to the core as more bubbled up from the back of his mind. Chihaya closed his red rimmed violet eyes trying to escape the bombardment. A single tear made a path down his pretty face as he remembered his lover valiantly taking bullets meant for him.

\"You stood by me, even though I was so wrapped up in myself that I couldn\'t see how very much I need you. I couldn\'t live without you. I know that. I had no idea I was so close to losing you. Forgive me for being so naive. I have been ignoring you for so long, its no wonder that you are rough with me. How can I convince you of my feelings?\" Chihaya bit his lip as the scene in the bar filled his mind once again. The look of bitter betrayal that had filled Kagetsuya\'s visage struck the dark angel like a blow.

\"The pain and fear that I do not love you as you love me. Its hiding there inside of you even now. Isn\'t it, my love?\" Chihaya\'s hand rested on Kagetsuya\'s neck. Stilling himself, he let the slow rhythm of his lover\'s heart fill him. Pushing the pillow aside he leaned his head on bigger angel\'s well-defined chest. Snuggling close he turned his mind to thinking of ways he might be able to prove how much he loved the incredible creature he now held. s hes he pondered this deep thought, his hands traveled absently over his lover\'s chest and lower abdomen. Chihaya felt something on his cheek. Lifting his head the dark angel lowered it again realizing it was just a hardening nipple. Settling his chin on his lover he suckled at the nub causing Kagetsuya to moan softly in his sleep.

Moving the bed sheets aside, Chihaya took Kagetsuya\'s erection into his hands pulling a few more sounds of pleasure from the white angel\'s lips. Keeping his hands where they were, Chihaya shifted so that he was kneeling between Kagetsuya\'s open legs. He smiled at the soft golden fuzz that covered his lover\'s balls before leaning in to lick at them. His smiled widened into a grin as he felt his lover push himself into the caress.

He savored the feeling of the soft roundness in his mouth. Chihaya lost all thought save the unique tastes and textures he was now taking in. Twisting his tongue in directions he borrowed from watching Kagetsuya, he teased at Kagetsuya\'s balls until he could tell that they were engorged with seed. Shifting back so he could look at his handiwork Chihaya caught sight of the small rosette opening below.

A delightful grin lit up his face. Now he knew what he could do to prove his love. \"In all the time we have been together I have given myself to you many times. But I have never had you.\" Chihaya\'s voice was soft as velvet as he spoke. \"I think it is about time,lovelove.\" Dipping his head forward to let his lips brush against Kagetsuya\'s chest he reached out to the nightstand where they kept the lubricant.

Twisting the cap off, Chihaya looked lovingly down at his partner. \"Should I wake you?\" He wondered aloud. \"No, I think you\'ll wake up soon enough. Besides, If you were awake I am not sure I would have the courage to start this. \"

Squirting some of the lubricant into his hand he ran it along his own shaft before placing the lubricant tube back on the nightstand. The slick substance felt smooth against his skin. Putting a little more in his hand Chihaya rubbed it into the skin around Kagetsuya\'s opening. Settling his lover\'s longer legs onto his shoulders the dark angel rested the tip of his shaft against the opening.

Slowly he eased the member inside. Chihaya collapsed against the tall blond as his shaft disappeared entirely into his partner. He had been unprepared for the pleasure that now pulsed through his groin, as his member was buried to the hilt. Taking a deep breath Chihaya fought to clear his mind. \"I am doing this for Kagetsuya, I must remember that.\" Trying to ignore the pleasure coursing though him at each movement Chihaya began to thrust in and out in a slow rhythm.

Kagetsuya sighed deeply, letting his body move of its own volition. What a wonderful dream he was having. The blond angel arched his back, lifting himself slightly as the dark angel thrust forward. Kagetsuya groaned in pleasure wishing he could open his eyes to watch Chihaya\'s beautiful face as he made love. \"But if I do that,\" he thought to himself, \"the vision might fade away completely.\"

So he kept his eyes closed until a hand closed around his member causing his body to buck forcing Chihaya even deeper. His eyes snapped open locking onto the sweat-streaked face of his beloved. Kagetsuya\'s heart skipped a beat. There was a fierceness in his lover\'s eyes he had never seen before. Those eyes that devoured him were filled with passion. His heart swelled as he realized that this was real. After all this time Chihaya was claiming him.

Knowing he was loved and wanted by his partner as much as he loved and needed that foolish dark angel was such a relief that he could have rea org orgasm with that knowledge alone. Now that the tension was finally gone from his body, it would have been impossible to stop the waves of pleasure that were beginning to roll over him. Wrapping his arms tightly around his small lover he gave in to his need.

Chihaya\'s body began to shiver uncontrollably as Kagetsuya\'s orgasm pushed him over the edge. He once again collapsed against his long lover. This time he was held in place by strong arms. Lifting his head high enough to look into his lovers eyes Chihaya moaned deeply. When he finally found his voice it was deep and husky,\" You are the only one I love, Kagetsuya. You are the only one I need. Only you, Kagetsuya...ahhhh!\" Chihaya\'s head fell forward, as his lover\'s name became a scream of joy.

Eyes filled with happy tears Kagetsuya held his lover close, stroking the dark head as the smaller man spent himself completely. Languidly he lifted his lover\'s chin pulling him close enough for a kiss. \"Forgive me for doubting you Chihaya.\"

\"Whatever for?\" Chihaya looked up at his lover, his face burning with shame,\" I should have made certain that you knew how I felt. Instead I simply assumed that you did. I am the one who should apologize. I should have done this a long time ago.\"

\"I agree, you should have.\" Kagetsuya nodded smiling up at his lover in a very provocative manner. \"But I know how you can make it up to me.\"

Chihaya\'s lips were pressed against Kagetsuya\'s chest so when he laughed the sound vibrated through his lover\'s body. Ash ash as I would love to I don\'t think I could move right now.\"

Moving his hands to get a better grip on his lover Kagetsuya lifted the smaller man rolling him gently onto his back. Straddling his lover he looked down into Chihaya\'s surprised eyes. \"For what I have in mind you won\'t need to .\" .\"

Chihaya moaned feeling his lower body tighten in anticipation as he watched his partner reach for the lubricant. \"Why do I have the feeling we aren\'t going to be getting much sleep tonight?\" Chihaya asked reaching out to help rub lubricant over Kagetsuya\'s already hardening member.

Silently the blond angel put some more lubricant onto his hands. Leaning forward he lowered the now slippery hand between Chihaya\'s legs. \"Who needs sleep?\" Kagetsuya murmured as Chi arc arched into his lubricating hand.\"

\"Not I,\" Chihaya admitted in a breathy voice. He smiled at the glowing look Kagetsuya was giving him. A look he was responsible for. Closing his eyes Chihaya tried to burn this moment into his mind. He wanted to remember this day forever. The day he had truly make Kagetsuya his.

The End