Speaking With Bullets

Disclaimer(s): Lupin III is © Monkeypunch, who art God on Earth and whom I shall follow until the end of my days. Amen. The song is \'Poison\', by Alice Cooper, who is © Himself in all his glory.

Speaking With Bullets
By DeadFerret
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//Your cruel device
your blood, like ice
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill...\\\\

Every time. I swear, every time…
I want to hurt him. He hurts me so much without even realizing it…
Just for a change, you know?
I don’t know where these sudden, homicidal urges come from. Some really deep, hidden part of my psyche, I guess. I swear to God, I’m a psychologist’s wet-dream. They’d have a fucking field day with me. But they won’t, because they can’t catch me. They can’t catch him, either.
Lupin…
You’re such a fucking prick.

//I wanna love you but I better not touch (don’t touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous…Poison!
You\'re poison, running through my veins
Poison!
I don\'t wanna play these games…\\\\

You know, now that I think about it…I don’t really want to hurt him. I want to hurt her. God knows, she deserves it. A small price to pay for all the lovers she’s had her way with…
And every one of them is dead, now. I’m surprised that Lupin hasn’t been shot yet. He was always a cunning bastard. Lucky, too. And isn’t that really all a person needs? Heh…Luck and smarts. Who cares about bravery and skill…What was that saying?
‘He who fights and runs away, lives to fight another day’.
Lupin…You’re such a coward.

\\\\Your mouth, so hot r wer web, I\'m caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace, on sweat…//

I…really hate to admit this, but…
I think Ie yoe you. No…I’m sure I love you. You’re the sun that wakes me up every morning, when all I want to do is sleep forever. Or at least until everyone else is dead. And yet you don’t notice. Sometimes I can’t believe how remarkably thick you are. You should’ve noticed by now. Every time I fall into the abyss, it’s your name on my lips. Every night I fall asleep wrapped around a pillow, imagining that it’s you.

\\\\I hear you calling and it\'s needles and pins (and pins)
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don\'t wanna touch you but you’re under my skin (deep in)
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You\'re poison, running through my veins
Poison…
I don\'t wanna break these chains
Poison...//

I breathe you. I live you. I eat, sleep, and dream you. You always assume it’s an image of some pretty woman that makes me cry out in my sleep. It isn’t. It’s not even a pretty *man*. It’s always you. Have I mentioned that I hate you? I love you, and I hate you at the same time. It’s your charm that I fell in love with. Your ‘sparkling personality’. You’re such a lady’s man, yet yet the way you move…It’s like you’re challenging someone. Something along the lines of ‘who can strip Lupin and grab the lube fastest’, I’d reckon. But the hate…

\\\\One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill...
I wanna love you but I better not touch (don’t touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much (to much)
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You\'re poison, running through my veins
Poison…
I don\'t wanna break these chains
Poison…(Poison...)//

I hate you *because* you’re a lady’s man. And only a lady’s man. Everything you have, you give to Fujiko, and she lets you screw her senseless. Everything I have, I give to you.
And look how much I get out of it…
The door bangs shut. You’re home, and you let everyone know it. Even more of that irresistible charm. I have my gun out, it’s laying in my lap like some sort of twisted, faithful pet. In my room, with blank walls and one window, and a closed door…
“Jigen! Buddy, I’m back!”

\\\\I wanna love you but I better not touch (don’t touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
Yeah....
Well I don\'t wanna break these chains…//

One bullet…All it takes…
Just one…
Pick it up, and it tastes like lead and blood in my mouth, on my tongue…
Don’t touch, just look…
Pull the trigger.
“Jigen! No!”

\\\\Poison,
Runnin\' deep inside my veins.
Burnin\' deep inside my brain.
Poison,
And I don\'t wanna break these chains…
Poison…//

“Jigen? Buddy?”
I can’t hear you anymore.
“Jigen…C’mon, don’t do this to me…You’ve gotta be okay…”
I’ll never be okay again. I loved you, and that’s all the hurt I ever needed.
One bullet was all it took to stop my broken heart.
One bullet was all it took for him to realize I loved him.
Strange, how just one tiny bullet can say so much...


Author\'s Notes: In honor of me joining the new Yaoi Lupin III livejournal community.
And in case none of you have noticed...
I don\'t do \'happy\'. XD
Reviews: Those things that make me strip naked and run around like the little heathen child I am.