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Title: Her First and Last

Author: Lexie

Summary: Kaoru finally confronts Kenshin with her feelings.

Rating: NC-17

Pairing(s): Kaoru/Kenshin

Feedback: desired

Characters: Kaoru/Kenshin

Betas: none

Author�s notes:My first KK LEMON, a one-off, but a slow build. I swear I won't write about virgins all the time! Gotta get this out of my system, though :)

*Disclaimer: Didn't create or own any of the characters mentioned above, and am definitely not making any money off this.
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HER FIRST AND LAST

Kaoru, of course, had instantly been attracted to him the moment she saw him,
even when she thought he was sullying the name of her beloved father's dojo.
How could anyone not be struck by his strange beauty? The wild shaggy red hair
caught in a loose ponytail at his neck framed a singularly handsome face, with
an intriguing cross-shaped scar that covered his left cheek. His intense violet
eyes usually had a friendly, unassuming look to them, as did his finely shaped
mouth, with its perpetual fey smile. The slender corded neck led to a leanly
well-muscled chest and abdomen, which led to...

Hm, Kaoru thought, frowning. She didn't know what his abdomen led to. She'd
never seen that part of him before, although god knows she'd seen the rest

him plenty of times while helping to treat his many and varied battle injuries.
The first time she'd seen him shirtless her breath had caught, held in thrall
by the smooth white skin tightly covering those steel-wire muscles. Then her
heart had stopped again for a different reason, as she saw the many different
pale scars crisscrossing that body. What that poor body has been put through,
she'd thought, aching to touch and soothe. His body had known precious little
pleasure, and more than enough pain.

All this was going through Kaoru's head as she watched him systematically hanging
laundry in the yard, yet again. He'd known so little pleasure... Her cheeks
burned at the thought of the kind of pleasures she could give him. She'd been
plagued by these very unladylike thoughts for better part of last year, distracting
the hell out of her and making day-to-day life nearly impossible. Now she found
herself having a hard time breathing whenever he passed by her in the halls,
or when they all sat down to eat together, or when...when he was hanging laundry!
She knew her crush on Kenshin had blossomed into something greater, and she
was dying inside every time she saw his face because she didn't know if he returned
these intense feelings. I am a woman in love, she said to herself wonnglyngly.
And she was indeed a woman, no longer a high-strung girl who yelled and pouted
to hide uncomfortable feelings.

At night, she would think of herself and Kenshin together, and she pretended
that her hands were his and run them all over her body, to fiy coy concentrate
them in that place between her legs, and press and rub until a wondrous explosion
erupted there. But afterwards she'd feel so empty and forlorn, swallowing back
tears as she longed for the real Kenshin, just a few doors down the hall...
She was still a virgin in body, but not so in mind, she admitted to herself.
She didn't know what kind of life she and the Battousai could ever have together,
but she knew that it would be a lifelong regret if she lnyonnyone else other
than Kenshin to be her first.

That's it, she thought with determination. It's now or never. I will throw
myself at him and won't leave until he deflowers me. A nervous laugh escaped
her at the thought, and it caused Kenshin to look over his shoulder at her,
mid-hang.

"Kaoru-dono," he said. "Are you all right?"

How dare he bat those eyes so innocently at me, Kaoru thought blackly, while
I am withering overe wre with desire for him!

"Ach, nothing! Nothing at all!!" She exclaimed with frustration,
turning furiously on her heel and stomping her way down the hall to her room.

What was the matter with that girl, Kenshin silently asked himself, shaking
his head. She sure has been touchy lately. Even more so than usual, he thought
with a small smile, knowing that his benign amusement at her annoyance was doubly
annoying to her. She was just so damn cute when she was annoyed, he couldn't
help it. A little frown appeared on his brow as a thought occurred to him. Maybe
her annoyance wasn't just annoyance anymore. Maybe she really was mad at him
about something and wanted him to leave! Panic suddenly seized him as he envisioned
a life without the dojo and all his friends, Sanosuke, Yahiko, and especially...Kaoru.
He'd been in love with her so long, almost from the start, that he couldn't
imagine life without her. Of course, he could never reveal his true feelings
to her; it was laughable that a former hitokiri would even think of asking a
girl from a good family such as herself to join her life with his. It was a
futile dream, and he was content just be near her, to protect and love her,
even if that love could never be consummated. As he finished hanging the rest
of the wet laundry, he let out a deep sigh and resolved to go to Kaoru right
away and air out whatever grievance she had against him. It had been such a
pleasant day til now, he thought as he made his way down the hall.

Meanwhile, in her room, Kaoru had thrown herself on her futon, dejected and
berating herself mightily for her idiotic response to his innocent question.
That's a fine start to a stiontion, she thought to herself, brushing angry tears
away from her eyes. How can I win his heart if I'm a snappish bitch to him all
the time? It's hopeless, she thought, and a flood of hot tears welled up in
her eyes and she sobbed quietly into arm arms.

Kenshin could here the small sniffles though the door and knew she was crying.
His chest went tight with apprehension and concern, and he spoke quietly through
the door, "Kaoru-dono, it's Kenshin. What's the matter? Is it something
I did? If so, I'm very sorry." There was no response from her, but he could
tell she was trying to suppress the sounds of her sobs and that wrenched him
like nothing else had so far. Before he could stop himself, he had opened the
door and was walking into her room. It was a physical need for him to go and
comfort her and no sense of propriety or modesty was going to stop him.

He paused at the foot of her futon, looking down upon her sprawled dejected
figure. Now that he was in the room, whatever control she had over her sobbing
left her and Kaoru cried uncontrollably into her arms. Kenshin had never

her so distressed and it automatically made him kneel down over her and take
her in his arms.

"Kaoru-chan, don't, please...please...shhh..." He gathered her up
in his arms as a parent would a child, his only wish to bring comfort. The fact
that he was finally holding his beloved Kaoru was minor thought in the face
of her apparent agony.

At the feel of his arms around her, Kaoru was so overcome with joy that sobs
burst from her anew, much to her annoyance. Why am I this blubbering idiot right
now? I need to show him how much I love him and I can't do that with all this
snot running down my face! She let out a disgusted moan at herself and wiped
at her face with the sleeves of her kimono. She willed herself into calmness
and took several deep, shaky breaths, becoming ever more aware of Kenshin's
hard slenders ars around her. She was sitting within his crossed legs and her
head was resting against his chest, a very comfortable place to be, she discovered.

He held her quietly as she composed herself, not knowing what else to do or
say. She could tell me to leave the dojo this very instant, he thought, but
let me just hold her as long as I can. Having her in his arms was better than
he could ever imagine, he decided. Her slight weight resting against him filled
him with deliand and he was as content as he could ever remember being.

"K- Kenshin," Kaoru finally said when she was able to speak. "I'm
so sorry. I didn't mean to snap at you out there. It wasn't anything you did.
It's me. It's all my problem." Kenshin, with a flood of relief, spoke before
she could continue.

"Kaoru-dono, I'm so glad it wasn't anything I did, but it must be a serious
problem... Is it anything...I can help with?"

A silly smile spread across Kaoru's face and she looked up into his face, relieved
he wasn't disgusted with her. Tears sparkled in her thick lashes and the sight
of her smiling face, tear-streaked and slightly swollen as it was, made Kenshin's
breath stop. He became instantly aware of their intimate position and his cheeks
started to burn brightly. "I...uh," he stammered, feeling his groin
thicken under her bottom. Oh god, he prayed, not now! He shifted her weight
quickly so she was sitting more on his thigh and not so directly over his suddenly
thudding erection.

Kaoru had felt that rising heat before he moved her off it, and she was enormously
pleased. Even in her limited knowledge of men she knew what THAT meant. So,
she thought, he does notice me as a woman. This realization emboldened her like
nothing else and she decided to push the advantage. She raised her head to his
and pressed her lips gently against his, her hands coming up to rest on his
shoulders. There was a surprised intake reatreath between Kenshin's parted lips,
and his eyes went wide. His whole body had also stiffened in shock, but at the
gentle but insistent pressure of Kaoru's lips, he began to relax.

"Mmm..." He moaned against her mouth, tightening his arms around
her body, seng hng her bottom back against his erection. Their lips moved over
each other, at first tentatively, but with growing hunger and insistence. Kaoru
parted her lips and reached her tongue out into his mouth, needing to taste
him and become a part of him.

After what seemed like an eternity of kissing, they came up for air and looked
into each other's eyes for the first time. Kaoru was no longer afraid and she
smiled, her pure delight at finally being this close and intimate with her love
shining through her large dark blue eyes. Kenshin was struck dumb by that beautiful
gaze, unable to believe it was really for him. Knowing she had the upper hand,
she pressed on his shoulders until he was lying back on the futon and her full
length was stretched out on top of him. Their gaze had been locked all the while,
and Kenshin finally asked, "Kaoru, are you sure? God knows I want you,
but it would kill me if you had any regrets."

"Kenshin," Kaoru murmured. "Don'u knu know that this is what
I've been wanting for an eternity now? I've just been too afraid to let you
know. I was afraid you wouldn't...want me." A slight flush came to her
cheeks as she said this, but her gaze was unwavering on his.

"Ah, Kaoru, I never even dreamed that I could ever touch you, let alone
hyou you feel this whenever it happened, " Kenshin said, pressing his hips
up into hers as he spoke to let her feel his unflagging hardness.

Her eyes went wide and she asked seriously, "Has it been happening a lot?"

"Kaoru!" Kenshin laughed. "Just about whenever I see you, silly
girl!" She had never heard him sound so happy and carefree and she was
intoxicated by it. I want to make him this happy all the time, she decided.

His face then became a little more serious, but his eyes were still smiling
into hers as his hands went to the back of her kimono to untie her obi. Once
her belt was loosened, Kenshin's hands went to the front of her kimono and slowly
parted the silken fabric covering her. Kaoru looked into his face as he looked
down at her body and her heart leaped at the wonder and tenderness she saw there.

She was perfect.ond ond what his imagination had supplied him with thus far.
She was slender all over, but with a definite womanly fullness in her breasts
and hips. With shaking hands he reached up to until the blue ribbon that held
her hair, and suddenly a cascade of silken black locks rained down around them,
enclosing them. He put his arms around her and swiftly reversed their positions
so that he was now lying on top of her. He sat back on his haunches to drink
in the sight of her, her pale slim body emphasized by the frame of her long
dark hair.

"Kenshin, I want to see you too," Kaoru quietly said, adding inwardly,
if he only knew how much. At her words Kenshin's hands went to his clothes and
he slowly undressed himself, revealing himself layer by layer, somewhat concerned
about what she was thinking about him. The last to come off was his hakama,
and as he stood to take them off he was suddenly beset by shyness, and he turned
around, treating Kaoru to an eyeful of his lean, pale buttocks. He then turned
around and Kaoru finally got to see what she'd only been dreaming about.

She'd seen penises before, of course, but only glimpses, and never like this.
Kenshin's looked fearsome, jutting out away from his body as he knelt over her,
incredibly long and hard looking. That was going to go inside her? For the first
time she felt some apprehension about what they were about to do, and Kenshin
saw the consternation in her eyes.

"Kaoru, are you sure about this? It's your first time and it will cause
you some pain. If you don't want to, I understand." Even as he said this
he didn't know if he could take it if she backed out.

Kaoru knew it was now or never. Some wondrous chance had brought them to this
point and she couldn't stop now. "N-No, Kenshin, it's what I want. I want
you. I do." With that she reached out to touch his penis, hesitating for
a second before wrapping her small hand around it. Kenshin made a small convulsive
sound in his throat at her touch, and his hips jumped against her hand. He closed
his eyes and let out a shaky moan as her hand explored him.

She never thought it would feel like this, so hard and hot yet covered with
the softest skin she'd ever felt. It was wonderful, and she knew she didn't
have to be afraid. She looked down at her hand caressing the length of him and
suddenly felt herself becoming warm and wet between her legs. I didn't even
have to touch myself there, she noted wonderingly. Kenshin was holding himself
above her with shaking arms, engulfed by unbearably sweet sensations. When it
became too much, he placed a hand over hers, stilling it, and felt her eyes
jump to his face.

"Koishii," he said with a strained smile. "If you keep that
up, this will be over much too quickluot;uot; He then settled his full length
on her and kissed her parted lips.

Had she heard right? Had he actually called her his beloved? Her head spun
as his lips moved over hers, his tongue gently moving into her mouth and swirling
all about. They both marveled at the feel of their naked bodies touching head
to toe, and writhed against each other, unable to get enough. Kaoru's hands
went around his back and proceeded to rub all up and down its muscled length,
brushing the upper parts of his buttocks. His lean hips were settled between
her spread legs and his rampant cock was placed right at her entrance. He slowly
rubbed himself up and around against her, letting her wetness cover them both.

With every pass of his hips over her sensitive vulva, Kaoru shuddered. His
penis was brushing that small part of her that becomes hard also, and it was
shooting shockwaves of pleasure throughout her body. They were now both slick
with sweat and their juices, and their breathing was coming equally strained.
Kenshin, through the haze of his pleasure, knew Kaoru was inching ever more
toward readiness, but also knew that his entrance would be facilitated if she
found her release first. He could think of nothing he wanted more right now
than to run his tongue all over her body and bring her to a thundering orgasm.
He tore his mouth away from hers and proceeded to kiss his way down her neck.

Kaoru, feeling his body lift away from hers, protested, locking her arms around
him tig and and urging him to come back. He gently resisted, and hotly kissed
her collarbones and sternum with his open mouth. One hand reached up to cover
her breast and his thumb gently rubbed over a hard nipple.

"Kenshin!" she cried at that touch. All those nights of pretending
and wishing her hands were his hadn't prepared her for this. With a hand still
on her breast, his head continued down her body, kissing all the while, until
he came to her aching clitoris. It was quite swollen and red, and Kenshin didn't
hesitate to touch his tongue to it. Kaoru screamed and arched her body away
from the futon. Stars burst behind her eyes as Kenshin's tongue flicked her
mercilessly. She was beyond thought and reason, moving her hips frantically
against his mouth, desperate to find rele Ken Kenshin now had both hands gripping
her hips, holding her down while his tongue lashed and swirled at her. He could
hear breath coming in panting gasps and knew she was close. God, he prayed,
please don't let me come without even entering her.

Her hands tangled wildly in his hair, Kaoru was finally pushed over the brink,
and she came in a torrent of shivers and spasms that released a new flood of
warm wetness out of her vagina, against Kenshin's mouth. It sent a streak of
white-hot pleasure through him that went straight to his cock and he knew it
was time. He swiftly rose up until his erection was at her entrance once more,
and penetrated her in a single thrust, emitting a strangled grunt.

He held still for a moment, his head next to hers, wanting to give her time
to get used to him, but the feel of her wet velvety passage contracting around
him in the aftermath of her orgasm was too much. With a helpless moan, he slid
back, then in again, and he was lost. His hips moved with a mind of their own
and he was thrusting in and out of her blindly, never had he felt so out of
control. It didn't take long for him to reach his peak, and with a final thrust
he came, shouting out her name into her hair.

Kaoru felt the hot wet burst of him inside her and she let out a little moan,
a little from pain but mostly from pleasure. I did it, she thought triumphantly.
I gave him this. We gave it to each other. As Kenshin shook above her in the
final throes of his orgasm, she wrapped her arms and legs around his slim waist,
wringing fresh cries from his hoarse throat. She turned her head to gently kiss
his ear and his damp hair. When the last of his spasms left him, he rose up
on his elbows to look at her and let out a long sigh.

"Kaoru, how can I describe to you what you just made feel?" He asked,
eyes fierce and full of love. "You were amazing. I hope you didn't feel
too much pain. I tried to be gentle, but couldn't. You were just too much for
me."

She smiled happily and replied, "I hardly felt any pain at all, Kenshin.
It was more than I could have ever hoped for. You made me a woman. Your woman."
A small frown then came to her brows and she said, "You ARE planning to
marry me, aren't you? I hope you're not thinking that this was it. That all
I wanted from you was a deflowering."

Kenshin laughed as he said, "Koishii, even if all you'd wanted was a deflowering
you wouldn't have gotten rid of me. With deflowering comes planting." And
he gave a little playful shove with his hips, making Kaoru l as as well. Life
was sure going to be different around the dojo, was her last thought before
Kaoru pulled Kenshin's head in for a kiss.
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