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I Never Told You	By : shadowarashi Category: +M to R > Ronin Warriors Views: 2061 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Ronin Warriors, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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- 1-I Never Told You
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Author’s notes : Okay people, here is a ToumaxSeiji story, dedicated to Luna ! You can thank her, she is the one who bugged me into finally writing another ToumaxSeiji fic (for you all know it’s not really my favorite couple, no matter how much I love them).

Warning : ToumaxSeiji, lemon, yaoi and some angst. Short and maybe OOC, I don’t know. I guess it depend of your point of view. *shrugs* A conversation heard by mistake triggers unwanted questions for one trooper…

Disclaimer : I own nothing of nothing but this sorry excuse of an idea that made this fic so bug off !

I Never Told You…

By Shadow of Arashi
Seiji closed the door behind him slowly and took off his coat, putting it neatly into the closet along with his shoes. He could hear the sound of laughers coming from the living room and smiled to himself.

/It feels good to be at home./

He thought. After all the time spend in company of the other troopers and Natsutei, he had came to see the mansion as his home, and it was now the place where he felt the more at ease, save for the woods.

Shaking his head absently Seiji walked toward the living room to see his friends when he heard his name popped suddenly into the conversation. Involuntary he stopped moving, curious, his hand in mid air and barely touching the door’s handle.

"You know, I’m worried about Touma."

"And why is that Shin ?"

"Because of Seiji."

"Seiji ? Why ? What does he have to do with that ? I don’t think he would ever hurt him, they are lover for crying out loud !"

"I know that Shu… I don’t want to say something if I’m wrong but… I wonder if he will be happy with Seiji. Touma is someone who needs a lot of attention and affection, at least to me, and Seiji is a rather aloof person. We can’t say he runs on emotions…"

"And ? What do you mean Shin ?"

"I wonder if Seiji ever told him he loves him ? You know, those three little words mean a lot, and I wonder if Seiji ever told them to Touma, or if he is even able to…"

"Nani ?! Shin ! You meanmean ! How can you say that ?

"It’s only a feeling I have ! I didn’t say it was true ! I’m just wondering that’s all…"

"Anyway just pray that Seiji doesn’t heard you, he will have your head on a stick in no time if he does."

"Now you are the one exaggerating things Shu…"

None of the two troopers noticed the sound of footstep running upstairs, as deeply lost in their conversation as they were.

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Seiji closed the door of his bedroom softly and dropped on the ground, a stricken look on his face.

/Is that true ? It that really what they think of me ? Am I really that distant that they would think that ? But… maybe they are right after all. I don’t think I ever told Touma I loved him. But I didn’t thought it was this important… he seems so happy usually that I didn’t think further, I thought he knew already. Maybe I should tell him… but I’m not good with words, I never was good with feelings. Maybe I should simply show him./

Seiji thought, confused, a bit scared and even a bit lost.

/I need to find Touma./

With that thought in mind, Seiji pushed himself on his feet and get out of his room. Searching into his mind he found the soft, dark blue color that was Touma and knew he was in his own room.

/I should have know./

Seiji thought absently with a small smile at the thought of his lover, but the smile quickly disappear when the reason as to why he was looking for the blue haired boy in the first place came back to him.

Pushing away all thoughts of insecurity and fear into the back of his mind, Seiji finally gathered his courage and knocked on the door of his lover’s room.

"Touma ? It’s Seiji, can I come in ?"

He asked softly, waiting.

"Sure love come in."

Letting out a breath he didn’t know he had, Seiji pushed the door opened gently and entered the room, closing the door behind him. He could see Touma, sitting upon his bed and reading a book. Or at least the blue haired boy was before his lover interrupted his reading session.

"Seiji, what’s wrong ? You look a bit shaken."

"H…hai, maybe I am."

The blonde answered in a whisper, eyes glued to his feet. Touma glanced at him worriedly, an eyebrow raised. He had never saw Seiji acting like this before.

Finally the blonde took a deep breath and walked forward, before sitting on the bed next to his lover. He still wasn’t making eye contact.

"Seiji… ?"

"Do you think I’m cold Touma ? Do you… do you sometimes doubt my feelings, becausnevenever say anything ?"

The blonde murmured almost absently, and so softly that Touma almost didn’t hear him. But his brain did register the words, and when it did it came out as a shock. It was the last thing he expected to hear from someone like Seiji.

"Wha… What do you mean Seiji ? Where did you get that idea ?!"

Seiji visibly winced at the surprised tone and his hands were shaking in his nervousness, but now he had started he need to go all the way.

"The other they… they think I’m not the right person for you, they say I’m too cold… at least Shin seems to think so… and it made me realize… that I never really talk about that kind of things with you. I didn’t think it was necessary really. But now I wondered if I didn’t made a mistake… if you believe I’m like that too, and if you… need to hear me say that… I love you…"

"Seiji…"

Touma whispered, staring at his blonde lover with a look that was between shock and surprise. He never know that Seiji felt this way. A proof of how little he really know about the light warrior, despite being his best friend and lover.

He had never ask Seiji to justify his love or to show it by any mean, he had just assume that he wasn’t the kind of person to be on the romantic side, being always a bit withdraw. And now he realized it was just a question of shyness and uncertainty, his love not being used to express his feeling.

It was not that Seiji didn’t feel love for him, it was just that he didn’t know how to show it, or if he even was suppose to. In a way, he was as naïf and innocent as a child when it come to emotion and feeling.

It was touching.

"Seiji, you don’t have to prove me anything."

He said softly, smiling gently, almost shyly. Seiji shook his head, eyes still down.

"But I want to. I know I’m not really one for emotions and great speech but… I want to make my feelings for you clear."

The blonde said, before at least raising his eyes. He smiled back weakly, raising a slightly trembling hand toward Touma’s face and caressed it lightly.

Touma closed his eyes under the soft caress, then opened them again when he felt Seiji’s body heat against his skin.

The blonde was now pressed up against him, a strange faraway, wondering look in his eyes.

"Seiji, what are you doing ?"

The blue haired boy whispered, eyes now locked with his lover’s. The blonde just smiled and kissed him softly, almost timidly. Touma closed his eyes again under the ecstatic feeling, moaning a bit.

Pleased, Seiji pushed his lover back against the bed and straddled his waist, all in a gentle movement.

"I’m just trying to show you my love the only way I can think of. Please let me ?"

Seiji whispered as he gazed at his lover and Touma saw a flicker of uncertainty in his eyes. He saw a fragility here that the blonde had never show before, and he knew he couldn’t refuse him his request.

The person who hold his heart wanted to prove his love to him, he wasn’t going to say no.

Feeling more confident, Seiji started to kiss his way down Touma’s throat to his chest, removing and discarding the suddenly annoying clothes he encountered in the process. He then attacked Touma’s pants, and soon enough he had his blue haired lover naked under him.

Tentatively, the blonde caressed his lover’s length, feeling the boy’s staff hardening in his hand even as Touma’s breath quickened.

Seiji was hesitant for a second there, not really knowing what to do. They hadn’t gone this far in their relationship yet. But a quick glance in Touma’s eyes chased all his doubts and fears.

Taking a deep breath, Seiji brought his lips to his lover’s length and started sucking on it lightly, almost curiously. All of this was new to him and he hope he was doing it right.

Soon he felt Touma starting to shake under him and known he was close. Wanting it to last, Seiji let go of the sex in his mouth, hearing a disappointed groan from his lover and almost smirked.

Almost.

Then, deciding that Touma’s length was enough lubricated, Seiji took off his own clothes.

"Seiji ?"

Touma whispered, staring in awe at his blond lover. He raised a hand, trying to touch his pale soul mate but the blonde just caught his hand in his own with a smile, before his expression once again turned shy.

"Touma, I love you and I want to give you a proof of my love, something I never gave to anyone else. Touma, I want to give myself to you, will you take me ?"

Seiji whispered, trying to push down the fear and apprehension he was feeling. He saw Touma’s eyes widen in shock, before they were filled with gratitude.

"I would be honored."

Touma murmured softly, his heart jumping with joy and excitement as he realized the wonderful gift Seiji was offering.

Seiji’s face broke into a relieved smile and then, bending over the bearer of Tenku, he kissed his lover tenderly.

Touma moaned into the kiss, feeling his lover moving atop of him. Knowing what was going to happen now and not wanting to leave all the work to Seiji, Touma putted his hands on the blonde’s hips, offering some help and comfort.

The blond accepted it gratefully and used the extra leverage to position himself over the hard and waiting arousal of his blue haired lover, before slowly and carefully impaling himself on it.

Touma’s eyes widen and he let out a loud gasp of pleasure as he felt velvety heat circling his member, his hands reflexively tightening onto the blonde’s hips.

Seiji gasped as well above him, eyes glazing over with love and lust. He took a shaky breath then before moving cautiously over the staff inside him, raising his hips a little, and was rewarded with pure pleasure suddenly shooting through his veins.

It was the most wonderful feeling he had ever experiment in his whole life. It was intoxicating, and he wanted more.

And he wasn’t the only one.

Once they had gotten over their fear of hurting each other, pure desire overwhelmed the two lovers and they abandon themselves to it greedily, letting their instincts taking over for them.

Soon the hesitant touches, the shy kiss and experimental thrusts ceased and needy, hot and fast movement took over instead. The once slow pace became faster and faster, the thrusts harder as they both became more comfortable and thoughts vanished altogether.

Touma was panting heavily now, amazed and his spirit somehow not totally there, but on this place where everything seems both clearer and hazy, where you feel like a spectator even as you are on stage and playing.

Seiji was exactly the same, eyes a sharp, clear violet even as their owner seems to be somewhere else. He moved in time with Touma’s thrusts into him as the blue haired boy had somehow along the way taken the lead, not that he mind.

Finally the pleasure build inside them higher and higher, growing until it reach it’s breaking point. And when it did both boys cry out in bliss and perfect union, finally having gotten across the last holes between them, finally having completed their relationship.

Seiji collapsed onto Touma, completely spent, moved into his very soul by what they have done and trying to catch his breath. Under him Touma was slowly coming back to reality, stroking his lover’s backside gently and murmuring soft words in his ear.

Finally they gazed into each other’es aes and smiled, perfect understanding passing between them.

"Well, I don’t know how it was for you Seiji, but it was the best gift I ever had."

Touma said, a hint of laughter in his voice. Seiji just laughed softly and kissed his lover, before shivering a bit into the kiss when Touma pulled out of him.

"I’m glad you like it Touma. I love you and I hope we will have many nights like that."

Seiji murmured, already dozing off and falling asleep on Touma’s chest promptly. Touma just smiled fondly at the blond and relaxed into the bed with a sigh, holding Seiji tightly against him. He then ran his hands into the silky locks of gold a few time before joining his lover in his slumber.

Hours later the night found them still joined and at peace with each other.

OWARI

Shadow : Finally! I thought I was never going to finish it… x_x I really hope you like it Luna, because it’s all for you! Oh and Wildfyre don’t worry I’m still planning to do a foursome with Cale, Dais, Touma and Seiji like you suggest! ^_~
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