Random Feelings

Random Feelings
By Katsuu Kigari
Disclaimer: I don’t own Fushigi Yuugi.

Tasuki walked in to the store not quite sure what drew him in. He had never
been one to give into random feelings but this time he listened. As he entered
he looked around, at first he though that his feelings meant that something was
wrong, but as he looked around he didn’t think so. It was ordinary enough, just
your average corner store, shelves full of all sorts of things need around the
house.
‘Well, since I’m here I guI’llI’ll pick up so stuff.’
He didn’t really need anything but he didn’t wanna look stupide hae hated looking
stupid. He was the leader of the Mt. Leikaku bandits; he had a reputation after
all. As he was looking through the shelves for something he didn’t really need
but could pick up anyway he spotted someone who captures his attention; a
blue-hair beauty only few feet away. Tasuki had never seen him before and he
had been to this city many times in his life, he lived in the mountains only a few
miles away; and this was after all his territory so he made a point of knowing
almost everyone.
‘He must be a traveler, that’s why I’ve never seen him before’ Tasuki concluded.
‘Well since he’s here I might as well introduce myself.’
Tasuki had never been shy; he talked to strangers all the time. He never
worried that anything would happen. He did have his whole crew to back him up
and come after him after all. Working up the age age to talk to the blue-hair
beauty was no problem, or so he thought until he actually went to talk to him.
“Um…” Tasuki tried but he couldn’t find his voice.
“Eh… who are you?” The blue-haired beauty asked.
As if coming out of a trance Tasuki finally realized that he was almost nose to
nose with the blue-hair man. He backed off a little and blushed.
“Oh, I’m sorry… I’m Tasuki and I know this is weird but… um… you’re-new-
around-here-right-and-I-was-just-wondering-if-you-needed-someone-to-show-
you-around?” Tasuki was surprised at himself for being so nervous, and even
more surprised when he saw the other man smile at him.
“Hai, that would be nice. I just arrived and I don’t know my way around the city,
it’s so large. I’m sorry but I don’t have any money that I can offer you for your
services though.”
Tasuki was surprised and blushed a little. “That’s okay. I would be honored to
show you around, but you didn’t tell me your name.”
“Gomen, I’m Chichiri. And thank you, I would greatly appreciate it if you would
show me around.” He said.
“Chichiri… that’s a wonderful name. So where are you staying?”
Chichiri blushed at the comment, “Um… no where, I don’t have enough money
to rent a hotel room… But if you would show me around the city I’m sure I could
find a good street corner to sleep on…”
Tasuki was shocked, so much that it took him a minute to respond. “That’s
nonsense, you’ll stay with me tonight. I live a few miles out of town in the
mountains. I’ll show you around and then will head back to my place alright?”
“That would be great but you really don’t have to take me in for the night I’ll be
fine.” Chichiri looked down to the ground after he finished talking not used to
people offering to help him.
“Iie, I do, someone as beautiful as you shouldn’t have to stay on the street at
night, you can stay with me for as long as you like.”
Chichiri blushed not sure how to respond to the comment, then a sudden
realization dawned on him. “Oh…I understand now…”
Tasuki was admonished, he should have guessed that that was how Chichiri
would respond to his comment and him suddenly walking up. “That’s not what I
meant. I simply meant to complement you on your looks, because I do think that
you’re gorgeous… In fact I’ve never seen anyone as gorgeous as you.”
Chichiri blushed, still unsure now but finding himself drawn to the taller man.
“Well okay…” That was not what Chichiri really wanted to say, in fact he would
have been happy to sleep with Tasuki, but he hardly new the man. And to say
that he didn’t think the other man was gorgeous would be a lie.
“Um… what are you looking for here?” Tasuki asked so that they could be on
their way.
“Nothing really, I just felt something tell me to come ine ane and I couldn’t
understand what drew me in so I just decided to look around. I’m ready to go if
you are.”
Tasuki thought for a minute about why he came in and he found that he couldn’t
remember. “Yeah I’m ready to go.” Tasuki said as he offered his arm the shorter
man.
“Okay then let’s go.” Chichiri said as he looped his arm around Tasuki’s. He
couldn’t explain why, but he felt unbelievacomfcomfortable in the other man’s
presence.
Tasuki smiled and was glad that Chichiri had excepted his offered arm. He then
proceeded to walking the man to the door. He couldn’t help but feel glad that
the man had excepted that he hadn’t meant to imply that he wanted something
of the shorter man but that fact remained that he wanted nothing more than to
bring the man to the floor right then and there. He was sure that it was
something more than just lust that he felt for the other man but he couldn’t
figure out what it was. He had harknowknown him 10 minutes but he felt like he
had known him forever. “So what would you like to see?”
“Everything and anything.” Was the only response he got.
Tasuki spent the whole afternoon showing the man around the city. They had
stop for lunch, which Tasuki paid for seeing as how Chichiri had no money. He
spent most of the afternoon getting to know Chichiri. He had learned that
Chichiri was a rouge monk, who had left the monastery of his own freewill. The
more he learned of him the more he felt himself fall for the older man. He was
so surprised at how fast he had fallen for him that it scared him. He’d never felt
love but he was positive that he loved Chichiri.
The sun finally started et aet and Tasuki decided that it was about time that they
started to head back to his house. He knew that they would get back faster on
horse but he was worried that Chichiri would decline then because he only had
one horse. When he told Chichiri this the monk simply shook his head. Tasuki
got up on the horse first and offered his hand to Chichiri to pull him up.
Chichiri took the hand and got up behind Tasuki on the horse. The moment he
got up on the horse he knew it a m a mistake. He had managed to get through
the afternoon with the attractive man by his side and now that he held him close
he could feel his arousal becoming noticeable and he only hoped that Tasuki
wouldn’t notice. ‘How can he not, I’m pressed up against his back. I hope he
doesn’t get mad and dump me here. He already told me that he wasn’t
interested.’
Tasuki could indeed feel Chichiri through his clothes and he was in fact not mad
but intrigued. ‘This is an interesting turn of events’ Tasuki thought as he felt
himself grow hard at the feeling. ‘Maybe I will get what I wanted after all.’
Tasuki and Chichiri found that the ride through the mountains was a lot harder
then they both thought it would be. By the time they reached the bandit
stronghold neither was sure what they would do next, they both sported
noticeable erections. Tasuki dismounted first and offered a hand to Chichiri.
When he accepted the hand Tasuki pulled him down and against him.
Chichiri was shocked to find himself pressed against Tasuki’s chest, he was
unsure whether or not to pull away or stay put. Part of him knew he should pull
away but another part told him to stay. He knew that he wanted to stay so he
opted to stay.
Tasuki was ecstatic that Chichiri didn’t pull away, so much that he found himself
leaning down to kiss the older man. Chichiri couldn’t do anything at first but
after a few minutes he found himself kissing back. And they stayed this way
pressed up against each other kissing until the need to breath pulled them apart.
Tasuki reluctantly pulled away first and abruptly backed away. “I’m… I’m sorry…
I don’t know what came over me…”
Chichiri whipped his lip and looked up with a lustful eye at Tasuki. Instead of
saying anything to him he leaned in and kissed Tasuki again. “Yum.” Was all he
said as he pulled away.
Tasuki was shocked that Chichiri had not yelled at him but leaned in and kissed
him. As Chichiri pulled away he asked, “Wha?”
Chichiri smiled up at him. “I think I’m falling for you and lord knows I want you
already.”
“Chichiri… I think I’m falling for you too. Lets go in, I want you to meet
everyone, and then I’m going to show you around.”
Chichiri just smiled up at him and wrapped his arm around Tasuki’s waist and
rested his head on his shoulder. “Alright, let’s go.”
Tasuki spent several minutes introducing Chichiri to every one of his friends. He
then took him off to the kitchen to get him something to eat before he showed
him around had had plans for later and he wanted Chichiri to have some energy.
Tasuki then proceed to show Chichiri around the stronghold, he ended the tour
with his bedroom. The second Chichiri walked through the door he closed it and
kissed him again.
“Chichiri I lied, I’m not falling for you. I’ve fallen for you. I love you, and I know
it’s only been a short time but I know that I’m in love with you.” After saying that
he pulled away and looked down. “I’m sorry if I’ve been to forward but I can’t
help if that’s how I feel. I love you, I know I do, no matter how short if a time
we’ve know each other.”
Chichiri put his finger under Tasuki’s chin and lifted his head. “Don’t, look at me,
you have wonderful eyes. Do you really love me?”
Tasuki listened and looked up. “Hai, I really do love you.”
“Good, because I love you too, and I want you right now.” Chichiri didn’t even
wait for a response but leaned in and kissed him.
Tasuki give himself over to Chichiri. He wasn’t innocent but he could tell that
Chichiri was. He wanted this to be special for him, he wanted everything to be
perfect, but when Chichiri started to kiss him deeper he gave up all restraints
and took control. “Chiri are you sure you want this?”
“Huh? Chiri…?”
“Hai, Chiri. Do you not like the nickname?”
“It’s fine, you just surprised me that’s all. I wasn’t suro yoo you were talking to,
but yes I want this. I really want this. No wait, I need this. Please make love to
me…”
“As you wish.” Tasuki end his sentence by kissing him. He pulled Chiri closer
and started walking towards the bed. When he reached the edge of the bed he
sat down pulling Chiri in his lap. With Chiri in his lap he felt his hunger for the
monk grow even more. He kissed his way down Chiri’s neck, when he the the
other mans pulse under his mouth he stop to suck on the area making Chiri gasp
from pleasure.
“Like do do you?”
“UH!” Was the only remark Chiri could give in return.
Tasuki was pleased by this and continued to suck on his neck. He then decided
to move further down. When hacheached the fabric of Chiri’s shirt he decided
that it was in the way and removed it. The monk offered no protested and
helped him remove it. With Chiri shirtless he only thought it was fair he join him
and he removed his own shirt. Once both shirts were removed all other clothes
were removed also. After they were both striped of their clothes Tasuki laid back
on his bed and pulled Chiri up lay with him.
As Chiri moved up to lay next to him their erections brushed together making
them gasp. It felt so good that Chiri instinctively started grinding his hips
towards Tasuki.
Gasping as their erections collided again, Tasuki decided that he’s had enough
and flipped Chiri over so that he was on top. “I love you, you now that right?”
“Hai, I know that, but enough talk… uh… I want you in me now.”
“Impatient I see, but I’ll give you your wish.” Tasuki proceed to give him his
wish. He reached over to his nightstand to grab the lubricant he knew was
there. Once he founded he opened it and squeezed some on to his hand.
Knowing that this was Chiri’s first time, he knew that he needed the lube. He
was experienced he’d been on the bottom before and he knew that the lube
made all the difference. He positioned a finger at Chiri’s entrance and gently
pushed in. He carefully watched the other mans expression for any sign of pain.
He wanted him but even more he wanted him to enjoy this. When he felt that
he could handle two fingers he inserted another, still watching for any sign of
pain. He then put another finger in searchinr thr that sweet spot in his lover
that would send him hurdling in ecstasy. When he felt that he was ready he
withdrew his fingers.
Chiri moaned at being abandoned, but Tasuki hushed his with a kiss. “Shhhh…
it’ll be alright I have something better in mind.” At that Tasuki pushed slowly into
his lover, watching for any sign of discomfort. He continued to push in until he
was fully in to the hilt. He waited a while for Chiri to get used to the feeling of
having him inside him. When he felt Chiri was ready he started a slow
rhythmical movement that had them both gasping. He kept up this slow pace
until he couldn’t take it anymore, then he started trusting as hard as he could.
“Uh! Tasuki… I’m gonna come… Uh! Harder, harder!” Chiri criedecstecstasy.
“Then come, come for me Chiri, please.”
That did it for Chiri, crying Tasuki’s name he spilt his load all over his new lover.
Sighing in the feeling of completion he waited for Tasuki to join him.
When Tasuki heard his koi crying his name and felt him tighten around him he
spilt his load in his lover. He felt as though he’d never stop. When he finally
did, felt more complete then he’d ever had in his entire life.
“Chiri, I love you that was amazing.”
“Hai it was. I’m tired Tasuki.”
“I know, but before you fall a sleep I just wanted to say thank you.”
“Iie, thank you. I love you too.” Chiri fell into the soundest sleep of his life
then.
Tasuki join him in sleep after watching him for a few minutes. ‘He’s even
beautiful when he sleeps.’ Tasuki pulled the blanket up to cover then both, and
he join his koi in sleep.
*******
When Tasuki woke the next morning he reached over for Chiri to find him
missing. ‘Was last night just a dream?’ Based on the way he felt and the smell of
the room he knew it wasn’t. ‘Then where is he?’ Just as he was about to get up
and hunt Chiri down he walked through the door carrying a tray full of fruit and
other breakfast foods.
“I thought you had left.”
Chiri looked sad at that thought. He set the tray down on the nightstand and
walked over to Tasuki. “Do you want me to leave?”
“IIE! I never want you to leave, because if you did then I would have to go find
you and bring you back.”
Chiri smiled and kissed him feeling happy that Tasuki was serious and wanted
him to stay. “Good because I don’t plan on leaving.”
Tasuki looked over at the tray. “So what did you bring to eat?”
“Um… we have some fruits and some tea, is that alright?”
Tasuki reached over and grabbed a strawberry and proceeded to feed it to Chiri.
“That’s just fine, Koi.”
Chiri ate the strawberry and reached for an apple slice to feed to Tasuki. “After
we eat I was thinking that we could go take a shower and then you could show
me around my new home.”
“But I’ve already shown you around.”
“Not outside you haven’t, I was think we could have a picnic for lunch.”
“If that’s what you want.” Tasuki thanked the lord that he listened to the
random feeling he had felt yesterday. He still didn’t understand what it was that
had drawn him into the store but it had given him the best gift in the world, love.
~Owari~