Numb

Ken sighed softly as he started out of his room. He knew his parents would jump on him as he left, and it was driving him crazy. All he had wis pis pain, and that was all going to be released soon. He knew the others would kill him for what he did, and his soul would finally be released. He stepped out of the door, seeing his parents run towards him.

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I\'m tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don\'t know what you\'re expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
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\"Ken! What are you doing home, you\'ve got school! You\'ve got a reputation to keep up. If you don\'t do just as good as your brother Sam, you\'re disgracing his memory! Do you want that? Do you want to disappoint us?!\" As his father spoke, tears fell down Ken\'s cheeks. He glared at them, running towards the door.

\"I don\'t care anymore! I\'m not me anymore, I\'m Sam! You don\'t even care!\" He stormed out the door, leaving the door opened behind him. His father shut the door behind him and locked it.

\"We\'re not asking that much of him, are we? All we ask is that he be more like his brother than himself, is that so bad?\" His mother shook her head and just walked off. She knew they were pushing him too hard, but she was afraid to say anything to him. He was abusive to her, in every sense of the word, to the point where she began to think she was worthless. She went into their bedroom, locking the door as she entered. She sat softly upon the bed, weeping.

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[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
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Ken ran down the street sobbing, his hate building up more each moment. He couldn\'t go home right now, not after all that. He felt so alone, no one really cared about him. As he ran, he wasn\'t paying any attention. He ran directly into someone as they turned a corner, and he fell backwards rubbing his head after landing. He was in shocked as he looked at who was there in front of him.

\"Daisuke... Are you okay?\"

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I\'ve
become so numb
I canfeelfeel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I\'m becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
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Daisuke winced as he stood, looking over at Ken on the ground. He blinked a bit and stood, walking over to him. Ken thought he was going to take advantage and kick him while he was down. He looked away, wincing in anticipation, but he felt an arm around him. Daisuke helped him up and smiled at him.

\"Just because you\'re the Digimon Emperor doesn\'t make you my enemy here. The others may disagree with me, but you\'re still my hero. I might have been angry at first, but I still care for you...\" Ken blinked a bit, looking into Daisuke\'s eyes. His eyes were so sweet and innocent, full of love and life. His eyes reminded him of his old self, the one that was locked away so long ago by his brother\'s death. Ken sighed softly, turning to leave. \"Hey Ken, wait up for a second...\" Ken stopped and turned towards Dai, speaking softly.

\"What is...\" His words were cut off by Daisuke, who kissed him softly. Daisuke\'s hand swept softly across his cheek, drawing back slowly. Daisuke blushed darkly and ran off, afraid of what Ken might do. Ken just smiled as he ran, touching his lips faintly. He had never been kissed like that, and it was so comforting. He looked up at the sky and smirked, his deviant little mind working its magic. He ran back off towards his house, growling when he sees the door is locked. He rolls his eyes and knocks on the door, seeing his father answer.

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can\'t you see that you\'re smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
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\"Get in here, you little brat!\" His father pulled him into the house and pushed him into a wall. His hand smashed across Ken\'s face, knocking him to the ground. Ken\'s mother heard the loud noise and ran out, seeing her son bleeding on the floor. She went to help up her son, worried about him.

\"What do you think\'re\'re doing?!\" Her husband charged at her and smacked her across the face hard. She looked at him, holding her cheek.

\"Just shut your mouth... What do you know anyway woman. The only reason I kept him around after Sam died was so I could get Sam back. If he\'s not going to be Sam, he\'s useless to me...\" His father walked off into the kitchen, grabbing one of the knives from the sink. Ken\'s mother snuck in right behind him, hiding behind the table in the kitchen. As her husband went out, he rose his knife to stab Ken, but looked around. \"Where\'d that stupid bi...\" As he spoke, his works were cut off by the pain of a knife going right through his back. \"D-Damn... You...\"

\"No, damn you for not giving a damn about your own flesh and blood...\" Ken looked at his father\'s lifeless body, then up at his mother. A tear ran down his cheek, never knowing she cared so much. He ran to her and wrapped his arms around her.

\... ... Thank you...\" She smiled and nuzzled him softly. He looked upo heo her eyes, seeing the tears in them. \"I\'ll take care of the body... Mom, if I never see you again... Just know I love you. There\'s a lot about me you don\'t kn...\" Her fingers touched his lips, shushing him.

\"Hush no I\' I\'ll see you again. I\'ll be right here waiting for you.. Just... Come back to me someday?\" He smiled softly and nodded to her, picking up his father\'s body and walking into his room. His mother followed him in, watching as he stood before the computer.

\"Digi-port... Open...\" His computer screen glowed brightly, sucking him in with his father. His mom walked off out of the house, deciding to clear her mind for now. By the time he was home, she knew so would she be...

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[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
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Ken was dropped out of the digiport into his base, dumping the body off into the core. When his body hit the core energy, it faded away into nothingness. He turned and headed for the control room, smiling down at Wormmon. \"We\'ve got work to do, old buddy... I need your help...\"

\"What do you need, master?\" Ken shook his head as Wormmon spoke, petting his head softly.

\"Call me Ken, like you used to... I need to set a trap to get Daisuke here. I need him with me...\" Wormmon nodded and looked at the Digimon that Ken had been creating, pointing towards it. Ken smirked a bit, knowing that was perfect. He released Kimeramon out into the Digital World, knowing Daisuke would soon follow it...

Back in the real world, Daisuke was sitting on his bed with Veemon. He smiled at him softly, watching him as he slept. His hand petted his head softly, not wanting to wake him for this emergency. He had already called the others, and none of them had enough time at the moment to check it out. He stood and walked to his computer, leaving a note to Veemon on his desk telling him where he went. He held out his D-3 and disappeared into the computer. When he landed in the digital world, he was staring a huge Digimon right in the face. It was the most hideous thing he\'d ever seen. It looked like someone had just throne a bunch of digimon parts on one monster. He knew this was the reason for the c, ac, and sighed. He picked the wrong emergency to leave his Digimon behind. He heard an evil laughing from behind the Digimon, and when he glanced he saw the Digimon Emperor.

\"Well well, I thought this would bring you to me... Wormmon, do it!\" Ken yelled as Wormmon shot his attack towards Daisuke, wrapping him up in the thick string from his mouth. Ken laughed softly and walked to Daisuke, whispering into his ear. \"I\'m not going to let anything happen to you, Dai-koi... Please trust me.\" He kissed Daisuke\'s ear and lifted him into his arms, staring at Kimeramon. \"Kimeramon! Go back to the base...\" Kimeramon fla up, up, and flew towards the base. Daisuke stared nervously up at Ken, his blush hidden by the string. He acted like he struggled a little, but in his heart, he knew he wanted this. He nuzzled his head into Ken\'s chest as they headed off for his fortress.

\"Ken... May I go to the real world? Someone needs to keep Vee company...\" Wormmon blushed as he spoke, causing Ken to smile a bit.

\"Go on, Wormmon. Take good care of him...\" Ken took Daisuke with him, leaving Wormmon to his own business.

---
I\'ve
become so numb
I can\'t feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I\'m becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
---

Veemon stirred in his sleep back in the real world, his dreams haunted by scenes of death and destruction throughout the whole digital world. There were bodies lining the streets, blood covering everything that was once beautiful. In the center of it all he saw a hideous Digimon, standing above the bodies of Ken, Daisuke, and Wormmon. He began to sob loudly in his sleep before rolling off into the floor, hitting it hard. The impact woke him up, making him look around the room. When he noticed no one there, he feared the worst. Was his dream really coming true? He ran around panicking, scared until he saw a bright glow from the computer. He hid under the bed, thinking it was the creature that destroyed all of his friends. His mind was eased, however, as he saw Wormmon appearing from the computer. Veemon leaped out, glomping him and snuggling into his chest.

\"I thought yoush had all been killed! I wash sho shcared...\" His tears fell on Wormmon as the Digimon tried to comfort his secret love. His foot wiped away one of Vee\'s tears, smiling down at him.

\"It\'s okay Vee-koi... It was just a dream, I swear...\" He kissed Vee\'s cheek where he was crying, then the shocked digimon looking at him with his youthful eyes. Vee\'s claw reached up and touched Wormmon\'s face, caressing softly. Wormmon trembled softly, gazing down into Vee\'s eyes with a dark blush on his face. \"Vee-koi... I never want to leave your side again. I want to show you just how I feel... You may not understand what I am about to do, but I hope you enjoy it...\" Vee watched nervously as Wormmon lowered himself down, his soft tongue tracing along his body. Vee trembled in shock, wondering what Wormmon was doing to him. His eyes widened as Wormmon\'s tongue met his sheath, moaning softly at the strange feeling. His tongue was so soft as it traced along the whole of his sheath, the head of his member poking out from it. Vee looked down at his member curiously, never having seen it peeking out from it hiding spot beneath the sheath. Vee reached down and touched it gently, moaning loudly at the sensations that shot through it.

\"Wormy, what are you goingsh to do to me?\" Wormmon just smiled, licking at the tip of the bulging member. Vee closed his eyes, the pleasure overtaking him. Wormmon\'s gentle licks outweighed the nervousness in him, allowing him to forget about his dream. Wormy lowers his head on it, taking the fleshy member deep into his mouth. His tongue traced around it as he sucked on it softly, almost torturingly. Vee\'s body took over, bucking into the Digimon\'s mouth, wanting more of this amazing feeling. He had never felt anything as good as this in his entire life. Wormy caressed his along his youthful body with his feeettietting himself devour Vee\'s manhood madly, passionately, and hungrily. Vee\'s body tensed up, feeling something in his body on the verge of exploding out from him. He closed his eyes as he thi thick liquid shoot out of him, feeling it build up in Wormy\'s mouth. Wormmon just drank down the liquid smiling softly at Vee. Vee was speechless, never having experienced anything like that before. He looked down at Wormy, blushing darkly as they stood together

\"I\'ll teach you all I know... Come on, I\'ll take you to Daisuke...\" The two walked to the computer and Vee kissed Wormy softly.

\"Maybe you can teach me shome more?\" Wormy nodded and blushed, the pair disappearing back into the computer...

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And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I\'ve
become so numb
I can\'t feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I\'m becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
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Daisuke had fallen asleep on the way to the base and as he awoken, he found himself chained to a bed. He struggled a bit in panic, wondering why he had been chained up like this. Ken laughed as he walked in, seeing Daisuke\'s panicked struggling.

\"What? Think I\'m going to hurt you or something? Sorry I\'m late, I had to disassemble Kimeramon...\" Ken looked down at the helpless, bound boy and felt his member growing harder. There was something about seeing him here, unable to move or fight back that turned him on more than words could describe. Ken ran his hand along Daisuke\'s body gently, exploring him from head to toe. Daisuke let out a small moan, looking up at Ken nervously. Ken bent down, staring into Daisuke\'s beautiful eyes. He pressed his lips to Daisuke\'s, the boy resisting for only a moment before caving in. The two boys melted into the kiss, their bodies pressing against each other as Ken climbed onto the bed with him. His hands stopped as he felt a bulge in Daisuke\'s pants. As he felt of it, it throbbed wantingly, looking into Daisuke\'s eyes once more. His fingers played around with the hardening shaft before unzipping and unbuttoning Daisuke\'s pants. A dark blush covered both the boys faces as Ken pulled away the pants, taking Dai\'s boxers with them. Ken ran his finger over the sensitive shaft, smirking softly. He gave the tip a gentle lick, watching Dai\'s face as he did. He smiled more, seeing the pleasured look on his face, taking some of the fleshy cock into his mouth. His tongue darted around the head of it as hntlyntly sucked, bobbing his head slightly as he sucked. Slowly he took more and more of the hard shaft into his mouth, feeling the head teasing the opening of his throat. Nervously, Ken lowered his head more, taking the phallus into his throat some. He gagged a bit, pulling back a little, but bobbing down again. He moved from the head, back down to the base, and then back up in a pleasurable rhythm. Daisuke groaned loudly, his lover\'s throat gripping his cock then relaxing, gripping then relaxing again as he deep throated him. He closed his eyes, feeling a buildup within him ready to explode outward into his mouth. Ken sensed it and drew back completely, taking his lover\'s member out of his mouth, stroking it gently.

\"Not yet... please Dai-koi...\" Ken spoke as he reached over with his other hand, undoing the chains on his hands and feet. He stood, stripping off his clothing until he was standing there completely naked. Dai looked over Ken\'s beautiful body in awe, trembling a bit as he watched him lean over the bed. \"Please, take me Dai... Make me yours... Make me be the submissive one for once in this world...\" Daisuke stood nervously and walked over, running his fingers down Ken\'s back as he positioned his manhood at the opening of Ken\'s ass. Nervously, Dai thrust forward, his member going deep into ken, a bit painful for both of the lovers. Ken was crying a bit, the pain of first being penetrated was immense, but the pleasure was worth the pain. Daisuke began to thrust into Ken\'s willing body, his hand finding Ken\'s cock as he did. Ken\'s body rocked back against Dai\'s, meeting him thrust for thrust. Ken moaned loudly, his moans ringing throughout the base. Dai knew he was c fro from before, not sure how long he can hold back. Dai screamed a bit as he felt himself spray his seed deep in Ken\'s ass suddenly, but didn\'t want to stop. His orgasm provided more lubrication for his thrusts, so he sped up his thrusts to resume his pace. His hand massaged Ken\'s cock as heusteusted, this time wanting them both to cum together. Ken screamed in pleasure, never knowing anything like the feelings that were going through his body. His bucking against Daisuke brought him closer to an explosion of his own. The pair almost moaned in unison as their bodies moved in one rhythmic motion, truly becoming one being. The pair couldn\'t hold back their pleasure any longer, both of them coming to another orgasm. The lovers collapsed on the bed, panting softly. Daisuke wrapped his arms around Ken and held him close, kissing the back of his neck.

\"Ken, I love you... Please don\'t leave me again, like you did before...\" He slowly pulled himsellf out of his lover, lifting him and placing him back on the bed. Dai laid beside him, staring into his eyes silently for just a moment before sitting up, looking at Ken\'s limpening member. \"Let me pay you back for what you have given me...\" He leaned down over Ken, taking the whole of his member into his mouth. Ken moaned loudly, panting a bit at the feeling of being in Daisuke\'s loving mouth. Daisuke sucked softly, feeling his love stiffening once more, smirking as he did. His tongue teased the cock as he sucked, gently caressing his love\'s manhood with the whole of his mouth. Ken closed his eyes, letting his love do to him as he wished. As he sucked, Daisuke pushed his head down hard, pushing his love\'s cock deep into his throat. Daisuke bobbed up and down on it, not taking it out of his throat unless he absolutely needed air. Even then, he\'d take a breath, then take it right back into his throat. Ken growled in pleasure, bucking gently against him, feeling the pleasure in his body build up to overflowing once more. Ken screamed loudly once more, his seed shooting forth from his cock so hard it was painful. A few tears slipped from his eyes as he felt Dai swallow it down, lifting his face back up to Ken\'s. Daisuke kissed his love deeply, the faint salty taste of Ken\'s cum still on his tongue as they kissed. Ken nuzzled into Daisuke, before standing up again.

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I\'ve become so numb
I can\'t feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I\'ve become so numb
I can\'t feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
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\"I won\'t leave you, Daisuke... Please, come with me...\" Daisuke blinked a bit at this, but stood and followed after him. As they walked through the base, where there were scr screams was completely silent. The dungeons were empty, and no one was around.

\"Where are the screams? The terrified Digimon? I thought this was some kind of torture room...\" Daisuke saw all the equipment around the room and sighed. Ken just looked around with him and smiled a bit.

\"It once was... I used them to get rid of the stress in my life. My stress is gone now, so I released them back out into worlworld. They\'re free of me, and never again will this world know me as the Digimon Emperor... I\'m free from my past, leaving only the future to worry over... My future with you Daisuke...\" Ken turned to his love and gazed deep into his perfect eyes. He caressed Dai\'s face gently, laying a soft kiss on his lips. As he wboutbout to speak though, he was interrupted by a loud call.

\"Davish! There you are!\" Veemon leapt up and landed in his master\'s arms, and seeing Wormmon running towards him as well brought a smile to Ken\'s face. Wormmon laughed and jumped on his master\'s shoulder, Ken nuzzling him gently.

\"Come on everyone, let\'s get out of here...\" Ken looked over at Davis, his smile bringing new life to his cold heart. This was his new beginning, his spirit\'s renewing. The four lovers exited the base, looking off the edge at the whole of the Digital World. This is what living was good for, Ken finally thought. Life is worth living for love. He smiled softly, the base disappearing into the clouds. They went back into the base, standing before the computer in Ken\'s room. He held out his Digivice towards the screen, a bright glow surrounding the four of them.

\"Come on Dai-koi... Let\'s go home...\"