Soul

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Soul

erased in my mind
are the ideas
of happiness
annihilation
that word
that word i worship
deep into my soul
so deep even i cant see
i wish to see
what i truly want
which is death
death to my body
i massacre this body
slicing every cell
my blood covers the ground
it tastes dead
although i still breath
the dirty soul continues
my soul still lives
and death to that soul
into which i can not see
this world is only an illusion
in which i hope to pass
to see the real
the real of my tainted life
in which i only just survive
in which i wish to die
to never see the light of day again
i want to stay in my corner
my corner of darkness and despair
i only wish to stay and never to step out
but i must
i must for the people who care
care for me
i don\'t know why
as i don\'t care for them in return
i never will
never as long as they plead
and as long as my body longs for touch
longs to be held and loved
i will hold back
always
i will hold back