Control

I do own own the two characters that this poem is implying and i do not recieve anything for the use of them.


Control

I want to leave
I don\'t want you to control me anymore
You always have controlled me
But i never listened to you
Your words meant nothing
They were blank thoughts
That were not thought out
They were just sprayed into my face
I\'ve got to go
Only you stand in my way
I will it to be over and done
I will not be controlled ever again
I will never make the same mistake
Ever again
Even I have lost control of myself
I would want to despise you
And yet I come back for more each time
It doesn\'t turn out right anymore
And I didn\'t understand why
I will never understand
And I know it for a fact
That I will kill
The three bodies
Are together through mind and voice
And just ahead of my tunnel is light
But I turn from it
Because of that voice in my head
Telling me each time
That im not worth it
And that I don’t deserve it
You have the light
My freedom
And that you will never give me