And love said No

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I wrote this astyle='mpacepacerun:yes'> b-day present for a friend. This is
also my first Fruits basket fic so go easy on the
reviews. This really isn’t a R rated story, but I’m
posting it because it’s a mini prequel to my multi-part Fruits Basket class=SpellE>fic that I’m writing later this year. So be sure to watch
out for that. Anyways I hope you enjoy the fic.

Disclaimer: I do
not own Fruits Basket, HIM or their song “And Love Said No”

Warnings: class=SpellE>Shuouenstyle='color:black'> Ai, Mild-Angst

Note: style='color:black'>The text in style='mso-bidi-font-weight:bold'>bold italics is the song
lyrics

And loves light would

Led me to you

Through all the emptiness that had become my homestyle='mso-special-character:line-break'>

Yuki… my love, my everything. Do you remember that day? I
saw you by yourself at the house. You just stood there, staring out the window.
And all my anger, all my hatred surfaced into one outburst. All the names I’ve
been called, all the times I was picked on, I blamed you for everything.

al'>And love's ice cold

Introduced me with you

And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

When I was finished, you simply asked me one question. You aske if if
I thought I was stupid. I was shocked no one ever asked me that question
before. I was so busy blaming you that I never asked myself if I really felt
that way. At that moment I changed, I became a new person.

Heal me

I begged and love said no

Leave me

for dead and let me go

Something else happened that day though, a new feeling
develop inside me. At first I didn’t know what it was. But whenever I thought
of you, I felt warmness in my heart.style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>

It wasn’t until later that it all became clear to me. I
can’t believe I failed to realize it sooner. The feeling was love; I Hatsuharu
Sohma was in love with you.

Kill me

I cried and love said no

Kill me

I cried and love said no

Now years later I’m still in love with you, but things have
changed. I thought you had the same feelings, but I was wrong. I talked to you
about it only once, but it didn’t matter, you rejected me. You told me you only
thought of me as a friend and that a relationship between us would never
workout.

Love's icy tomb

Dug open for you

Lies in a cemetery that bears my name

At first I couldn’t accept it; I thought we were meant to be
together. I thought we understood each other like no one else. But over time I
began to realize that you were right. I realized that I could never make you
truly happy. With my black side, I’m too much ofurdeurden to you.

Love's violent tune

From me to you

Rips your heart out and leaves you

bleeding with a smile on your face

It’s a part of me I’ve always hated. I hate ecauecause when I do go
black, I know I hurt all of those around me. Even after I changed back, I see something
in your eyes, something different. I
sometimes wonder if you’re ashamed of me Yuki.

Heal me

I begged and love said no

Leave me

for dead and let me go

And then there’s Tohru Honda, The outsider who discovered
are family secret. I see the effect she has on you. The way she makes you smile
and laugh. I’d be lying to myself if I didn’t say that I wasn’t jealous. I just
wish I could make you feel that way, why can’t it be me?

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Kill me

I cried and love said no

Kill me

I cried and love said no

But no matter how jealous she makes me, I can’t bring myself
to hate her. Not after all she’s done for this family. Before she came into our
lives, we were always fighting, always bickering. But now were all actually
like a family. Tohru I won’t lie, you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to
this family.

And loves light would

Took me from you

And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

Again

And you Yuki... Before she came into your life, you were always so cold,
so emotionless. And now you’re the happiest Ieverever seen you. I remember now
why I fell in love with you. Although now… that love is just a memory, anlusilusion in my head. I know now it will necomecome true.

Heal me

I begged and love said no

Leave me

for dead and let me go

All I want is for you to be happy. I’ve accepted the fact I
can never make you as happy as she can. But as long as you still smile, I will
smile too. I guess in the end that’s all that really matters. It was time for
me to move on anyways.

Kill me

I cried and love said no

Kill me

I cried and love said no

Tohru Honda, please take care of Yuki for me. Always keep him smiling;
this is all that I ask from you. Just know that I hold no remorse between us. I
will still consider you a true friend who I can always trust. That is why I
told you my feelings for Yuki that day.

And love said no

And love said no

Yuki, I will continue to be by your side. Not as your lover,
but as your friend. Please know that I’ll always be there for you. And maybe
one day I’ll find someone to live my life with, just like you.

style='font-size:14.0pt'>The End

I hope you liked it, good, bad, let me know what you think.
Just remember, you can criticizes but make it constructive.

Peace! ^_^