Let Me Be Your Sin

This is my first Angel Sanctuary fic so please take that into consideration when and if you review that I have a tiny ego and a baby self esteem when it comes to writing, so I\'m extremely sensitive about this stuff.. But I hope you like it..
This is also the epitome of OOC-ness and mentions nothing about the angels and so on and so forth, this is just straight Setsuna x Sara stuff, and that\'s all it\'s intended to be so don\'t flame about in-accuracy because the story has my own setting and blah blah blah.. I\'ll just leave you guys to \"assume\" whether there are any angels involved.. Have fun.. R&R..
P.S. This is a one-shot lemon, so please don\'t ridicule me for being a bad writer, I write longer stuff, I just felt very passionate about writing something outrageously hot and incestuous..
P.P.S. If you are in ANY way uncomfortable with mature situations and graphic display of sexual affection between siblings, LEAVE NOW. Because this piece has explicit content. Well, can\'t say I didn\'t warn you...
Enjoy...
Love...
Grey...
Oh and I almost forgot - Disclaimer: I own nothing. Kaori Yuki - all else.


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Let Me Be Your Sin...


Setsuna


It\'s been weeks.. No.. Months even.. Since the last time she touched him.. The last time she told him she loved him.. Somehow he knew she felt dirtier than she said she did.. Disgusted because she slept with her own brother.. Who wouldn\'t be? But she wanted it. And Setsuna was just way too tired to hide his lust for her.. Like every time she asked him to come into the bathroom and talk to her while she was bathing.. Every time he searched for release within those that were willing to give it to him.. But it was never her.. Until she came inis bis bedroom at 4:00 AM and started kissing him.. Caressing him.. At that point he let it all go. All the cheap morals about incest and how it was so horrible disgusting and illegal..


~Please...Let me be your sin...~


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Sara


She rarely spoke to him anymore.. Only when she absolutely had to.. Sara avoided him as much as she could just to never be alone with him.. To never have to look into his eyes for fear he would see how scared she was.. The cold and violent fear held a tight grip on her throat when ever she did glance in his direction.. Afraid he would sense her shame and get mad at her.. For the unbearable filthy guilt that ate her away inside.. From now on she always locked the door to her bathroom... Always.. Fearing he would come in.. Though Sara was afraid, after the first week, the fear was replaced with aching need.. She couldn\'t... No.. Never.. Never again would she.. Ever..


~I want you so much.. I need you.. Please let me be your sin..~


The stress made her weak.. She wanted to be free to love who ever, but the morality and an apparently wrong sense of what\'s-right-and-what\'s-not was engraved so deeply inside her, she just couldn\'t bring herself to accept it.. She loved Setsuna.. Her brother.. Her lover.. Her life.. Sara loved him for him, and Setsuna knew it.. She adored his mind, his soul.. And oh God.. His body..


Her shaking hand raised to her forehead to move a strand of golden brown hair away from her face.. Sara leaned back into the black armchair and closed her eyes.. She had to do something.. Anything.. Just not to think of him anymore.. Not to torture herself, because she wanted him so badly and couldn\'t have him.. And because he was a constant reminder of her desperation...


It seemed like she was never herself.. When he took her innocence she closed herself off to everything. Including him.. And then she almost suffocated on the sea of regret and pain that it led to.. But it was too late to back away.. To tell him she didn\'t mean it when she told him that it shamed her... To tell him she loved him.. He wouldn\'t care.. He didn\'t love her anymore, because she defied him one thing they both so desperately wanted... Rubbing her temples she slowly raised herself and walked to the bar and sat down at the corner stool...


Sara felt dirty in her own skin.. Every time she took a bath she would scrub herself raw, reminding herself that she had to be clean, had to be innocent to the point where her skin looked bruised.. But there was no washing away the shame.. Not now.. Not ever..


Huddling up in the corner of the bar, on a stool she sighed and buried her face in her hands leaning her elbows onto the counter... Then she heard his steps.. She could sense his presence without even looking up, because his steps were so quiet.. She looked up and noticed him eyeing her.. As always.. Sara looked away quickly almost blushing.. He was topless.. In silver velvet Adidas sweatpants that showed a bit of his black silk boxers.. The pants were baggy yet fit him well as he walked over to the bar and grabbed a bottle of bacardi and a bottle of tonic out of the freezer.. Setsuna liked his drinks cold.. Layering the two he dropped a few ice cubes into the drink and leaned against the bar on the opposite side of his sister...


Her voice was silent and timid as she said almost whispering \"Mother said you can\'t drink...\" the brown haired girl didn\'t say it on purpose.. She just.. Had to hear his response.. What ever it was.. She just wanted to hear his voice...


He placed his drink on the bar and lightly smirking he said in an equally quiet yet smooth and deep voice \"What mother doesn\'t know can\'t hurt her..\" The statement had more than one meaning, and Sara knew that, for that reason blushing a darker red and finally looking into his eyes... The look he gave her was much more than she\'d expected... The brown, almost amber eyes were looking into her soul as he slowly licked his lips, as if not on purpose and took a sip of his drink..


Never taking his eyes off her Setsuna raked his hand through the sculpted mess of brown hair and exhaled... He still wanted her.. Sara could feel it now.. His desire passed onto her spreading warmth through her loins.. She finally broke the gaze and let her eyes roam his body.. His slim and perfect form... Chiseled muscles covering his whole torso.. not too chiseled.. More realistic..


It was hard to breathe... The air in the room suddenly became heavy and heated as Sara felt her heartbeat quicken.. She unconsciously slightly parted her lips in order to be able to breathe.. The smooth warmth in her loins became an uncontrollable ache.. The dark haired girl stood up and walked past Setsuna to the bathroom...


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Setsuna


She just brushed past him like nothing ever happened.. And Sara had no idea how hard she was making him just by blushing at his statement.. He was tired of trying to please himself.. When she could do it so much better.. She could make him forget about everything... He was sick of the constant aching desire that filled him whenever she glanced at him or worse - spoke to him...


He heard running water... This was the worst time of night.. Closer to the morning but not quite.. About 4:30 AM.. And her.. Running herself a bath. And then locking the door.. Making him want to pound on it until she let him in.. Torturing him...


In summer the nights were humid.. The reason to his topless-ness... The sun rose much earlier than in winter, and Sara loved the sunrise.. She would always spread the quilt in front of the huge window and watch it..


Now that they moved into a bigger apartment downtown the windows were all as big as the walls.. And since they lived in the penthouse of their impossibly tall building.. At this time of night the apartment was filled with a light grayish glow... There wasn\'t much furniture because they just moved in, not much color either.. All the things were put away into closets and the apartment looked empty. With a freshly furnished dark wood floors anite.ite.. White walls.. White cupboards.. White everything.. Except the armchairs in his and Sara\'s rooms.. They were black, as well as the bar and a couple of pillows..


The water stopped running, which meant his sister took off her beige pajama pants and top and was now naked in the bath tub.. Like every time, he had the unbearable urge to check if she would finally leave her door open.. Soundlessly, he walked up to the wooden door, also painted white.. And slowly turned the doorknob..


~Please.. Let me be your sin.. I\'m begging you.. Stop this torture and... Let me be your sin...~


The door opened.. Did she forget? Did she do it on purpose? He didn\'t care.. He wanted her there and then.. Pushing the door he stopped dead in his tracks.. She was slowly running her fingers through her wet hair.. Noticing him she turned her head to look at him but quickly looked back down.. Taking to her about it was useless...


Setsuna just walked up to the tub sitting down on its edge behind her head as his fingers entwined in dark chestnut brown hair as well as her own.. Slowly he dipped his hands into the water and then ran his fingers through her silky hair once more.. He allowed himself and Sara allowed him such closeness to her for the first time in months... This would be so perfect.. They\'re parents were gone on a business trip for a week.. He could have her... Touch her.. Kiss her.. Make love to her.. If she would ever allow it again..


His hands slowly left her hair and slid down her shoulders into the cold water...Only now did he note the fact that he could see everything.. Her soft milky white breasts.. Her stomach.. Her curves...


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Sara


The same burning ache returned when she felt him touch her. And still it didn\'t feel right.. But it felt so good.. She tried not to be ashamed but it was beyond her to be able to sustain it.. Yeah, she left the door un-locked because she knew he would see if he could come in... But he would only want her for her body.. Because he already took her once.. He would try to again.. Because he probably thought she was easy.. But it was so hard to withstand his temptation. And he WAS tempting her.. Right about now she needed a long smoke.. But mother wouldn\'t allow it.. Screw mother.. Sara didn\'t care about the rules anymore.. She wasn\'t innocent anymore either..


But the ache refused to leave her loins.. As she placed her hands upon his, reluctantly pulling them off her body.. She bit her lip, trying not to moan.. But her voice came out a bit like a whimper anyway \"Setsuna... Don\'t...\"


She quickly got out of the bath tub followed by his lustful gaze and dried herself off with a white towel.. Then grabbing her dark blue silk bathrobe she went out of the bathroom...


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Setsuna


His eyes stripped her as she walked away.. He wanted her so badly even his baggy pants acted as a restriction for his huge hard-on... He couldn\'t stop now... He would have her.. He needed to have her.. Because he loved her. Because she was his... And because his body yearned for her touch...


Setsuna reached into his pocket for a pack of cigarettes.. Lighting one he took a long deep drag and blew the smoke out in a narrow stream which then dissolved into the air..


He didn\'t know how many cigarettes he smoked or how long he stayed in the bathroom but one thing he knew was that it was a while.. From half a pack he was down to two last cigarettes... Lighting one more he sighed looking at the cherry... It killed him to want her so badly.. It hurt so much that he couldn\'t even look at her without getting hard.. It infuriated him that she was ashamed.. And hurt him all at once.. Though Setsuna could understand her position.. But he still absolutely had to have her..


The feeling came back of when he thought of her wearing just a skimpy silk robe.. And nothing else.. His beautiful, appealing Sara... Graphic images of her writhing body beneath his made the dark haired man wince as his hard on increased in size.. He was still sitting at the edge of the bath tub.. His hair falling over his eyes.. This was it.. Setsuna was finally just too tired to want her..


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Sara


The sunrise was her favorite time of day.. Morning neared and the room got a tiny bit lighter every now and then.. When she left the bathroom she grabbed a thick black quilt out of her closet and went to the living room.. Loosely spreading it on the floor she lied down with a book.. Reading quickly bored her so she just looked out of the window at the buildings and sky scrapers..


Not thinking of him was way beyond her abilities.. She closed her eyes as she tried deep breathing to calm her rebelling body.. Little did she know her brother was standing was standing against the opposite wall and watching her with his leg bent at the knee also up against it.. His gaze was more than lustful this time... He was leaning his head back with a few locks of unruly brown hair falling over gorgeous eyes... His hands in his pockets and cigarette in-between full sensuous lips...


Her whole body was now shaking within.. But physically only a light tremble in her hands.. As she felt his presence as always.. Opening her eyes she sat up, trying not to look at him.. Because at that point she was hanging onto morals and principles by a thread..


Turning her torso to the window she supported herself by leaning onto her arm that was positioned against the floor.. Sara stretched her legs slightly out to the side her right knee resting on her left ankle.. She wanted him... More than anything.. Right then she didn\'t care what anyone thought... Even if he only wanted her for her body and thought she was a whore..


~I can\'t breathe... I can\'t sleep.. You haunt my dreams.. Please let me be your sin..~


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Setsuna


This painful desire was tearing him apart.. Looking at her made drove him up the wall.. He was sick of pretending some other girl was her.. He couldn\'t physically or mentally push himself to lie anymore.. Especially to his mind.. Her hands were shaking.. Barely trembling was more like it... She needed a smoke... Guessing it took a lot out of her to be ashamed he kept watching.. Purposely torturing himself now.. For making her ashamed with his insane want... With the way he\'d touched her the first and last time they made love..


~I can\'t take it anymore.. I want to die... I need you so badly...~


Sweet anxiety turned into physical pain.. Masturbation wasn\'t anywhere close to the release he needed.. And finding it in other women worked for the first week.. He just ended up hurting himself more than he wanted to when he woke up in the morning and.. Found someone else in the bed beside him.. Often it was just an empty bed..


Setsuna was known as a whore on the streets.. He fucked older women every hour on the hour.. Some were disgusted at the sight of him but they were mostly the ones that came crawling back asking.. No.. n between kisses \"I don\'t fall in love with whores..\" then pausing he whispered into her ear \"If you were easy I would have had you months ago..\"


Pulling away from the comfortable theory of her being the problem was a hard thing to do.. Because the thread finally ripped.. And she moaned feeling his finger slide into her...


~Let it go and give in... You have no choice.. I need to be your sin..~


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Setsuna


The sounds she was making made him bite his lip to blood... She was unconsciously rubbing her backside against his erection, which caused small grunts to escape his throat... Setsuna\'s breathing grew harder and harder as he slid his finger in and out of her at first slowly, then increasing in speed...


\"Setsuna...\" her voice was breaking.. She was giving in.. Finally...\" I... Love you..\"


He softly kissed the nape of her neck whispering \"I love you too..\" as he slid two fingers into her causing a quiet moan to tear out of her throat... He carefully placed his cigarette on the floor beside the quilt so that the cherry would point up and put his other hand to use..


Loosening the ties on her robe Setsuna slowly pulled the fabric away from her skin... She was close to climaxing but he had something better in mind..


Removing his fingers from inside her he didn\'t bottakitaking the robe off fully.. He just turned her around and gently pushed her back getting on top of her as his hands slid down her parted thighs.. Sara\'s arms came around his neck as her breathing grew louder... Grinding his hips against hers, Setsuna trailed slow and wet kisses up her neck, to her lips. Then catching them in another kiss...His tongue parted her lips further massaging hers..


They were both heavily panting when they pulled away... Setsuna slowly kissed his way back down her neck...Then her collarbone... In between her breasts.. Her stomach.. Gradually moving lower and lower to her womanhood.. His tongue slid inside her as he felt her fingers entwine into his hair pulling it at the same time..


She arched her back against the floor moaning louder and louder every time he would suck on her clit.. Setsuna brought her up to almost the top and back again.. And again.. And again... Never letting her climax.. This was pure sensual delight.. Now yanking at his hair, Sarah bit her lip and begged.. Begged him for release.. The piercing need... And torn breaths in between moans and whimpers..


\"Please.. Setsuna.. Please!\" she was shaking even though the room was insanely humid..


He raised his head from in between her legs licking a few drops of her juices off his lips as he questioned \"Please what?\" his eyes heavy with lust and a voice that pushed the response out of her all on it\'s own.. As opposed to screaming it.. She whispered..


\"Fuck me..\"


~I need this release... This sweet and sinful pleasure..~


His huge weeping erection was practically ignored as he savored the taste of her juices.. She tasted like vanilla and a bit of mint.. Her taste alone was enough for him to drive him insane.. He needed her.. So desperately his body weakened with her every moan.. His arms went around her legs to hold her knees to prevent her from moving.. She was now violently shaking.. Gripping the blanket with one hand and grabbing his dark brown locks with the other.. Her voice was hypnotic and compelling.. He slowly stopped and raised himself off of her.. She immediately sat up, hungry lust-filled eyes and heavy breathing...


Slowly his fingers slid into the rim of his pants bringing them down just slightly.. Sara\'s anxious hands quickly pushed them down along with his boxers.. She spared a few seconds to stare at his huge hard on then fell back onto the quilt, taking him with her...


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Sara


Her mind was clouded with need and increasing desire up to the point she couldn\'t control herself.. She pushed his pants down on an impulse and feln between kisses \"I don\'t fall in love with whores..\" then pausing he whispered into her ear \"If you were easy I would have had you months ago..\"


Pulling away from the comfortable theory of her being the problem was a hard thing to do.. Because the thread finally ripped.. And she moaned feeling his finger slide into her...


~Let it go and give in... You have no choice.. I need to be your sin..~


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Setsuna


The sounds she was making made him bite his lip to blood... She was unconsciously rubbing her backside against his erection, which caused small grunts to escape his throat... Setsuna\'s breathing grew harder and harder as he slid his finger in and out of her at first slowly, then increasing in speed...


\"Setsuna...\" her voice was breaking.. She was giving in.. Finally...\" I... Love you..\"


He softly kissed the nape of her neck whispering \"I love you too..\" as he slid two fingers into her causing a quiet moan to tear out of her throat... He carefully placed his cigarette on the floor beside the quilt so that the cherry would point up and put his other hand to use..


Loosening the ties on her robe Setsuna slowly pulled the fabric away from her skin... She was close to climaxing but he had something better in mind..


Removing his fingers from inside her he didn\'t bottakitaking the robe off fully.. He just turned her around and gently pushed her back getting on top of her as his hands slid down her parted thighs.. Sara\'s arms came around his neck as her breathing grew louder... Grinding his hips against hers, Setsuna trailed slow and wet kisses up her neck, to her lips. Then catching them in another kiss...His tongue parted her lips further massaging hers..


They were both heavily panting when they pulled away... Setsuna slowly kissed his way back down her neck...Then her collarbone... In between her breasts.. Her stomach.. Gradually moving lower and lower to her womanhood.. His tongue slid inside her as he felt her fingers entwine into his hair pulling it at the same time..


She arched her back against the floor moaning louder and louder every time he would suck on her clit.. Setsuna brought her up to almost the top and back again.. And again.. And again... Never letting her climax.. This was pure sensual delight.. Now yanking at his hair, Sarah bit her lip and begged.. Begged him for release.. The piercing need... And torn breaths in between moans and whimpers..


\"Please.. Setsuna.. Please!\" she was shaking even though the room was insanely humid..

He raised his head from in between her legs licking a few drops of her juices off his lips as he questioned \"Please what?\" his eyes heavy with lust and a voice that pushed the response out of her all on it\'s own.. As opposed to screaming it.. She whispered..


\"Fuck me..\"


~I need this release... This sweet and sinful pleasure..~


His huge weeping erection was practically ignored as he savored the taste of her juices.. She tasted like vanilla and a bit of mint.. Her taste alone was enough for him to drive him insane.. He needed her.. So desperately his body weakened with her every moan.. His arms went around her legs to hold her knees to prevent her from moving.. She was now violently shaking.. Gripping the blanket with one hand and grabbing his dark brown locks with the other.. Her voice was hypnotic and compelling.. He slowly stopped and raised himself off of her.. She immediately sat up, hungry lust-filled eyes and heavy breathing...


Slowly his fingers slid into the rim of his pants bringing them down just slightly.. Sara\'s anxious hands quickly pushed them down along with his boxers.. She spared a few seconds to stare at his huge hard on then fell back onto the quilt, taking him with her...


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Sara


Her mind was clouded with need and increasing desire up to the point she couldn\'t control herself.. She pushed his pants down on an impulse and felt his arms slowly slide down her thighs once more as she quickly entwined them around his waist... His hot and eager lips kissed her neck and then higher as he reached her mouth...


The kiss was painfully violent and bruising... The head of his erection was rubbing against her wet womanhood yet he wouldn\'t enter her.. Torturing her.. Sara\'s nails dug into his back drawing blood.. Her legs wrapped tighter around his waist trying to force him inside her but he wouldn\'t go any further than just a light caress.. He pulled away and kissed the side of her neck.. She begged once more.. Then again... Over and over again.. Setsuna now had trouble breathing... Somehow snew new that it hurt him more than it did her...


\"Please.. I\'m begging you..\" Sara\'s voice was now hoarse from moaning so much and her throat hurt.. \"Fuck me.. Please.. Just do it..\"


He kissed her neck suckling slightly as he trailed the kisses to her earlobe.. \"Why?\" came the simple question.. \"Why did you resist before?\" His voice was now a rougher whisper, but still so unimaginably erotic.. Thoroughly soaked with sex and vicious need..


\"I.. Was.. Scared..\" she growled through clenched teeth then as his erection pushed harder against her clit she almost shrieked \"Fuck me please!\"


With a rough thrust he was inside her, his hands gripping her thighs until his knuckles turned white... She tightened her legs around him as much as she could, pushing her hips against his as her nails drew blood and unconsciously smeared it across his back.. Her throat burned as she screamed his name louder and louder, if it were even possible..


If before Setsuna only gave the occasional quiet groan he was now almost whimpering himself... His lips found her pulse point and slowly sucked it dragging strangled sounds out of her mouth... Then lower and lower to her breasts, licking the sensitive rose flesh of her nipples.. His sister tightened her inner muscles around his shaft making him involuily ily cry out…


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Setsuna


He was completely oblivious to everything but her.. Losing himself within the insanely and passionately erotic bliss that was their love-making.. The aching pain grew sger ger by the second as his moans grew louder and more hollow.. He kept biting his lip to try and somehow control the sounds he was making… The coppery taste of blood mingled with the taste of her skin and a mild hint of cigarettes… His thrusts grew faster as her breaths also increased in speed… She begged him for more… Even though she could hardly make any sound, she begged none the less…


The dull ache of her nails in his skin faded and he sucked her nipples up to the point Sara\'s body violently convulsed beneath him…


They were both drowning in each other’s moans, sweat and in some parts blood - marring skin… The hot air, saturated with sweat and ecstasy pushed down on Setsuna\'s temples as his hands sliding down Sara\'s wet thighs to her ass. The echoing sound bounced off the walls, filtered across the floor as they seemed to come together making the world seem very small… His fervent craving for her only increased as he felt her fingers slowly entwine in his hair, raising his head to her lips as she locked them in a deeply forceful and fiery kiss…


Enraptured by the swirl of emotion Setsuna pulled away, whispering heated and profane nothings into her ear, from time to time suckling on the lobe and tracing pathways of kisses up and down her neck as her legs tightened further around his waist… Both her arms came around his shoulders now, as her hands grabbed fistfuls of his hair and Sara\'s half lidded eyes slightly widened. She clenched her teeth and held back a moan threatening to tear out of her throat.


\"Delicious...\" his breathy whisper.


~You taste like heaven… I want you… Let me be your sin…~


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Sara


The morals faded into one bad dream of denial… She was incredibly stubborn to believe nothing else but her fear… Once Sara gave in, there was no turning back… And she would never want to… Their desperate passion was like nothing she\'d ever tasted before… No one has ever said what Setsuna said to her… No one has ever touched her in a way he had… She’s had others, not many but a good handful - yet they were nothing comparing to him…


Sara could feel drops of sweat beading down her forehead as he suddenly started pushing into her harder and harder… Her voice - broken and torn, was still forming sounds as she moaned now almost tearing clumps of hair off his head…


Everything suddenly exploded in a mix of exquisite pain and violently numbing pleasure as they both climaxed at the same time with one final scream.


~You wanted this… You needed it… I gave it to you… ~


Setsuna slumped against her, breathing heavily as his head rested on her chest… Sara\'s legs relaxed against his waist allowing him at least a little room as consciousness slowly flooded they\'re minds… Now the world and the walls went back to normal, and the air stopped being so incredibly humid - once again becoming weightless…


Two entangled bodies lay amidst of stained silk, on a dark wooden floor… That was when Sara realized that the sun never really rose - it was raining… Drops of moisture lazily trickling down the glass of the window…


Her robe never really came off, since it was still very loosely tied around her waist though hiked up, wrinkled and hanging down her arms, not on her shoulders. Her hair was barely wet anymore though, as she suspected messed up. The violent edge came off his Setsuna\'s face, once again returning his features to their usual softness. His slim body still slightly twitching in the post-orgasmic state.


Their breathing slowly calmed as Sara\'s fingers traced circles on the smooth skin of his back, being careful not to touch the still barely bleeding nail marks. Time stretched on and she just lay there with her brother in her arms. She expected the wave of regret to swallow her whole, but it didn\'t. There WAS no regret. All she felt was satisfaction - both physical and emotional… Awareness of her surroundings slowly floated back into existence as she watched the constantly moving rain-clouds in the sky…


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Setsuna


This was the best sex he\'d ever had… No… It was deeper than sex… He didn\'t know what to call it, but it was amazing... Leaving him completely spent - and still wanting more… He would never get enough of her innocent but at the same time so incredibly passionate desire…


Pleasantly numb, he slowly sat up and his sister unconsciously followed him up, her body still close to his… That was when he noticed the cigarette, standing cherry up on the floor and burned down almost to the filter - just enough for about two more drags…


Raising the cigarette to her lips once more Setsuna let her take a slow drag as she blew the smoke out, letting it curl through the air and eventually dissolve… He then took a drag himself, letting his deprived lungs linger holding the smoke in… Closing his eyes Setsuna released the smoke and killed the cigarette against the freshly polished wood…


The almost pleasant weariness in their bodies made them fall back down on the crumpled blanket... His arms instinctively wrapped around her form as she leaned her head back against his chest gently sighing and spooning against her body


This was terribly wrong… It was more than wrong… It was sin… It was illegal… So fucking illegal… Yet it felt so good… It felt so damn right.. He closed his eyes and made a weak attempt at sleeping… And failed… The clouds almost magnetized his stare to them…


Sara loved the sun rise… But there would be no sunrise for them… It would just be the rain… The sin… The sin Setsuna\'s sister let him become...


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R&R please... This fic took a while to write.. But I still like it.. Please don\'t flame too harshly..

P.S. I wrote this fic to Crazy Feelings by Missy Elliot feat. Beyoncé Knowles, One In A Million by Aaliyah (R.I.P.) and Butterflyz by Alicia Keys.

I love you all...
Syn a.k.a. G. Eyez...