Sweet Dreams

Okay, this is my first Eriol x Syaoran fic so go easy on me okay? In this fic Eriol is slightly older than Syaoran. I\'m not sure if that\'s the way it was in the anime because I never saw the second season, but for this fic, he is.

I did this because I liked the idea and because I\'m always asking for help on fics on other lists but I haven\'t really posted too much yet and I wanted to.

This is kind of a PWP because it was done in only a few hours, but I tried to give it some depth too. ^_^

Title: \"Sweet Dreams\" (for lack of a better title)

Pairing: Eriol x Syaoran

Rating: NC-17

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Syaoran lay on his stomach obediently as Eriol had positioned him. He couldn\'t stop his body from trembling on instinct. Whenever anyone got this close to him, they always ended up beating him. In his heart, he knew Eriol would never do anything that would hurt him, but he still couldn\'t rid his mind of that feeling.

The blue-haired boy smiled softly. He knew Syaoran had been hurt many times in the past, both physically and emotionally, but now he was trusting him completely.

Eriol knew he was the only person who had ever been able to get this close to Syaoran out of battle. To know that the boy had that much faith in him…to trust that he wouldn\'t hurt him…it felt wonderful.

Eriol frowned a bit.

But he was going to hurt him. He hated it and he almost hated himself for doing it.

He had asked Syaoran repeatedly if he was sure he was ready for this, but the reply was always the same.

\"I trust you.\"

\'He trusts me…\' Eriol thought \'He really trusts me…\'

Eriol looked down to see Syaoran\'s body shaking slightly under him, his eyes tightly closed, fists clenched, as did Eriol\'s heart.

\"Syaoran…\" Eriol bent down over the smaller boy and placed a gentle kiss on the side of his forehead. Syaoran opened his eyes and looked at Eriol apologetically

\"I\'m sorry…\" he whimpered

\"Oh, Syaoran…\" Eriol soothed, wrapping his arms around the other\'s stomach. \"You don\'t have to be sorry…It\'s my fault…\"

Eriol knew of the torture Syaoran had been forced to endure since he was young. It had all been part of his \'training\'. The elders in the village would beat him and chain him up for days at a time without food or water, all the while telling him how useless and worthless he was. He had only been 7 when that kind of torture had started. And it had gone on for three years until he left for Japan.

Syaoran would still have flashbacks to those times. As Eriol gently traced over a healed scar on his partners back, he silently vowed to one day hunt down all those that had hurt his koi and make them pay.

And Eriol never broke his promises.

\"E-Eriol?\"

The voice of his beloved snapped Eriol out of his trance.

\"Syaoran, I\'m so sorry love. I should have known this was too much for you right now. Maybe we shouldn\'t…\"

\"I…I want to…\" The brunette interrupted. \"I love you Eriol, with all my heart.\" Syaoran had turned over onto his back so that he was looking into Eriol\'s eyes, the other still straddling his waist. \"I want to be yours, mind, spirit, and body…\"

\"Syao-chan…\" Eriol was speess. ss. \"Are you sure? I don\'t want to take advantage…\"

\"I\'m sure.\" Syaoran interrupted again. \"You\'re not taking advantage of me. I want this. Please…\" Syaoran\'s eyes were filled with such an intense love that it nearly left the blue-haired boy breathless. \"Take me Eriol.\"

The older boy smiled slightly and nodded. Syaoran nodded too and began to turn back over onto his stomach.

\"No…\" Eriol stopped him and caressed his cheek tenderly. \"I want to see your face.\"

The other smiled and nodded.

Eriol moved down Syaoran\'s body, kissing downward. Then he stopped, silently warning the other of what would happen next. Eriol gently slid one finger into Syaoran\'s body.

The brunette whimpered a bit, but didn\'t let Eriol hear.

Eriol slid in another finger, stretching his partner out, and moved up so he could kiss his love\'s lips.

\"I love you.\" The older boy whispered as he added a third finger inside Syaoran.

Syaoran winced inwardly, but hid it.

\"I love you too Eriol.\" He whispered.

Eriol worked with his fingers inside Syaoran for a while, wanting to cause him as little pain as possible. Finally, when he thought he was stretched enough, he pulled his fingers out.

Eriol positioned himself over the smaller boy.

\"Please forgive me…\" he whispered as he placed his hands on Syaoran\'s narrow hips and pushed his body into his lover\'s.

Syaoran bit his lip so hard from pain that it began to bleed as Eriol pushed in. He knew Eriol was trying to be gentle, but god it hurt. He knew that his first time would hurt, but he had no idea it would feel like he was being torn apart.

Eriol continued to slide into Syaoran until he was seated almost completely inside the boy.

\"Are you alright?\" he asked worriedly as he saw Syaoran\'s eyes squinted closed, two tears running down either cheek. \'Oh, god. Please don\'t let me hurt him…\'

Syaoran couldn\'t answer. He wanted to reassure Eriol, but he knew if he said anything, his voice would betray his feelings. And then he felt something; Eriol bent down and kissed him on the cheek. A simple, child-like gesture of comfort, but suddenly, all the pain was gone and all that remained was the love they had for each other.

\"Yeah, I\'m alright.\" Syaoran smiled, wrapping his arms around Eriol\'s neck. \"Everything\'s alright.\"

Eriol grinned and allowed himself to move in the other boy. Thrusting in and out.

Syaoran moaned from the pleasure as Eriol moved within him. He finally felt whole, completed, as Eriol\'s body moved inside his own. Syaoran wrapped his legs around the older boy\'s waist and brought him into himself as deep as he could. Eriol groaned from pleasure and Syaoran winced, but it was only for a moment.

Eriol\'s thrusts began to get more and more frantic. Syaoran too moved his hips up to meet the blue-haired boy\'s movements, desperately trying to bring his lover deeper inside him before he could come.

Syaoran came first, his muscles clamping down on Eriol. The other thrust deeply one last time and came far within his lover\'s trembling body.

The both lay that way for a while, panting. As soon as he could move, Eriol took Syaoran into his arms, holding him tightly to him and turned them both on their sides.

\"Aishiteru Syaoran.\" Eriol whispered.

\"Aishiteru Eriol.\" Syaoran whispered back.

\"You better get some sleep love.\" Eriol stated. \"You look exhausted.\"

Syaoran giggled. \"You wore me out.\"

Eriol laughed too. \"Same here.\" He said

\"Umm…Eriol?\" Syaoran questioned shyly. \"Are you going to stay inside me all night?\" he asked, referring to the fact that he still hadn\'t pulled out.

\"I thought I would.\" Eriol smiled, but then looked serious. \"But if you don\'t want me to…\"

\"No.\" Syaoran assured him. \"I\'m fine like this. I like knowing you\'re inside of me. I feel safe.\"

\"Syaoran…\"

Syaoran snuggled closer to Eriol\'s chest and, as if to emphasize his point, wrapped his legs around Eriol, bringing him fully in once more.

Eriol stopped himself from moaning too loudly and smiled.

\"Good. Because I like being inside of you too.\" Eriol began running one hand through Syaoran\'s hair while the other wrapped itself around the boy\'s small waist. \"You keep me warm.\"

Syaoran giggled and yawned.

\"Goodnight Eriol-kun.\"

\"Goodnight Syao-chan…sweet dreams my love.\"

Syaoran closed his eyes and fell fast asleep.

Eriol placed a gentle kiss on his forehead.

\"I\'ll always keep you safe.\"

The End

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