When I Need You

When I Need You
By: Authoress K. C.

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*beats Muse Kaizer back with her Toothpick of Doom (tm) and wails* NEVER NEVER NEVER AGAIN! NEVER!

Muse Kaizer: *sick smile* But you like it, I make you like it.

*whines and whips out the violet glasses, throwing them on, wild red hair frizzing out like a P-ed off cat\'s* AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! Thats what you think! MWEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!

Muse Kaizer: *shudder* .... Enjoy Minna....

*continues laughing maniacally*

DISCLAIMER!: Oh yes, I make no money, cause I dun own it. ^.^;; Poor me, ne?
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Ken sat in his room, staring at the glowing computer screen. He hadn\'t gone back... Since the day he\'d sought Daisuke at the railing, since he\'d slept with the boy the first time.

\"How could he forgive me so easily... After the pain I caused... How does he do it...\"

*He didn\'t forgive you, you idiot, he wanted you as a partner in bed, nothing more. You\'re so weak.*

Ken buried his hands in his hair, clutching his head, putting his forehead to his drawn up knees, shaking. He wasn\'t going back, he wasn\'t the Digital Kaizer, he was Ichijouji Ken, a brilliant soccer player, Motomiya Daisuke\'s boyfriend.

* You are NOTHING except what I make you. NOTHING. Insignifigant little worm. You are weak without me. You\'ll go back, its too hard to resist me.*

No, never, he wasn\'t going back, he\'d go insane first. The phone began to ring incessantly.

*Well, are you going to answer it, you pitiful little cry baby? Don\'t bother, other\'s are nothing to you anymore. I am everything you will ever need.*

Ken lifted his head and reached out, hand wrapping around the smooth white plastic, lifting the reciever from the cradle and holding it to his ear.

\"Hello?\"

\"Ken!\"

Ken\'s heart lifted on wings of pure gold. Daisuke!

\"Hello... Is something wrong?\"

\"No, why? Ken, do you feel okay, you sound terrible. Look, I was wondering, could I possibly come over? Or is it inconveniant?\"

\"Come over!\"

Ken blushed into the air, realizing how desperate it sounded when he said that.

\"Its never inconveniant, Daisuke, you know that. I\'ll be waiting at the door for you. See you soon, okay?\"

\"Okay! See you soon, Ken-chan.\"

Ken lay the reciever back on the cradle and stood with a smile playing on his face. His parents still didn\'t know, but it was okay, they liked the thought that their brilliant son had such a good friend, who was interested in soccer, like he was, who made him laugh and smile. He left his room, and stood at the door, looking out the peep hole for close to twenty minutes before Daisuke appeared.

The locks flew back and Ken hurried to open the door and pull the dark haired digidestined into the flat. The boy smiled and helped him relock the door. They passed the living room, Daisuke saying hello to Ken\'s parents then following the other into the dimness of the bedroom.

\"I\'m glad you wanted me to come over. Ken, are you okay, you look awful, are you getting influenza too? Sora\'s got it and Tai is helping Yamato get over his bout of it, and Yamato thinks Tai\'s getting it from him.\"

\"No, I\'m fine. I\'m just glad you called, I was starting to feel sort of alone in here.\"

Warm arms slid around his waist and the boy slid close, wrapping around him. Ken put his arms around Daisuke\'s shoulders and buried his face in the boy\'s spikey but increadibly soft hair.

*Useless. You are compleatly useless to him.*

Ken shuddered as the cold voice inside him tried to work through his heart. The boy holding him looked up into Ken\'s face and frowned, reaching up to cup his face with a dark hand.

\"Ken, tell me whats wrong?\"

Ken slid away and sank to the floor, pulling his knees up and shuddering, chin resting on his left knee.

\"Its... The Kaizer...\"

Daisuke\'s sharp inhalation made him smile weakly.

\"Thats how I feel... He keep trying to convince me that I\'m nothing without him... That he\'s what makes me special, and its so hard not to believe him...\"

\"He isn\'t what makes you special! You make you special! The Kaizer can go to Hell and burn, Ken! He\'s not something you need in your life, I\'m here now, you have me!\"

Daisuke dropped to the floor and siezed him into his arms, holding Ken to him tightly, fiercly.

\"You are Ichijouji Ken, the most special guy in my life, the person I fell in love with and the only guy I will ever want. Ken doesn\'t need the Kaizer to be compleate, complete is Ken, alone, not with the Kaizer, with Ken. Ken is his own person and the Kaizer can rot! Damnit, Ken, you don\'t need that!\"

Ken smiled and leaned into Daisuke, listening to him rant. The boy hated the Kaizer with an almost animal fiercness. It exploded when Ken was feeling the pangs of the Kaizer\'s assult. He\'d call Daisuke, or somehow Daisuke would call him when he really needed the boy.

The boy held him close, panting softly into Ken\'s indigo hair. Ken looked up at the hard light of the boy\'s dark chocolate eyes. Then the boy smiled and looked down at him.

\"The Kaizer can sod off. I hate him, and I love you, and nothing can ever change that. No matter how much he tries, he\'ll never make me stop loving you.\"

Ken smiled and traced the curve of the boy\'s face with trembling fingers. Daisuke beamed down at him, pervading the darkness that was trying to consume him, invading him with his light, his will, his pride in Ken alone. Ken felt the touch, the chill of the Kaizer, retreat to the box they both had worked so hard to banish him too. It worked almost all the time, but sometimes, like this one, he excaped to try again to claim him.

\"Thanks, Daisuke.... I really needed you, he was so close to making me give in... I was almost ready to follow his plans and go back... I\'m glad you called when you did. You always know somehow when it is I need you.\"

Daisuke smiled and kissed his forehead.

\"I\'m not psychic, I just can\'t stand to be away from you. You make me so happy. Its like I can\'t ever get enough of you, Ken. You\'re a damn sickness, that I never want to get rid of, it feels so good, you invading me with your love.\"

Ken smiled and kissed Daisuke softly, tenderly, tasting him gently, enticing him to play too. The boy\'s mouth parted and they kissed slowly, trading touches, and emotions, connected so deeply it was almost like they were the same person.

Ken reluctantly pulled away, tounge lingering on Daisuke\'s lips, nipping gently, drawing back and smiling at the soft flush over the boy\'s face, the way his head dropped back slightly, mouth parted, panting for air. So beautiful and desirable. So emotional, with such fire.

\"Daisuke... My parents left about five minutes ago.\"

The boy lifted his head and smiled, sliding up to the bed, pulling Ken after him.

\"Good... I wanted some time with you too myself. I don\'t like sharing with Mum and Dah, though you know I love them too.\"

\"Of course. I asked them to go... I mentioned Aunt Carol having a new baby, you know, the one Hikari\'s so crazy about, and they thought it would be nice to go socialize, see if they wanted any of my old toys. Of course I encouraged them.\"

\"You told them to get lost, didn\'t you.\"

\"No. I said it would be nice to get rid of some of my old things, my soccer awards needed to be packed away to make room for the new ones and there was no room since all my old toys were in there.\"

Daisuke laughed and slid his hands under Ken\'s shirt, pushing it up and tugging it off. Then the boy\'s hand played over his pale, soft skin.

\"I\'m glad you had them leave...\"

Ken smiled and stripped off Daisuke\'s soccer jersey, leaning down and kissing the boy\'s tanned skin, flicking his tounge out, tasting the boy\'s unique flavor. His mouth closed over a dark nipple and he sucked gently, tugging with his teeth, making Daisuke whine. He smiled and switched sides, treating the other nipple the same.

The boy\'s hands scraped at his skin, his name riding the boy\'s breathless cries. He smiled and leaned up, one hand sliding down the boy\'s side, to his hip, pushing the boy\'s shorts down, finishing the process with his feet, kicking the garment off the bed. He stripped his jeans away and leaned down, kissing Daisuke.

The boy\'s arms wrapped around him, holding him close, the boy kissing him back, returning the passion. Ken broke away from Daisuke\'s amazing kiss, sliding between the boy\'s thighs, the boy\'s legs wrapping around Ken\'s slender hips.

\"Ken... I love you, so much...You\'re so wondeful...\"

Ken moaned and murmured sentiments back to the boy, sliding in by degree\'s, determined never to hurt this wonderful body again. Daisuke was so hot and tight around him, deep and smooth, like satin, or silk. He pulled out and rocked back in softly, making Daisuke moan gently, lifting up, fingers tangling in his long hair, slamming their mouths together, kissing each other deeply, passionatly.

Ken broke away with a cry, thrusting upwards into the dark-skinned boy, slamming deelpy into him, making him cry out with pleasure, wrapping his arms around Ken\'s body, rocking fluidly with him, driving Ken deep into him.

\"Dai!!! I\'m going... Going to hurt, you! Please!\"

Daisuke\'s teeth sank into his shoulder as the boy rocked back harder against him. The boy hissed into his ear, tugging the lobe with his teeth.

\"Then hurt me, Ken-chan... Because you feel so good when you do...\"

Ken whimpered, pulling Daisuke\'s face forwards, kissing him hard, making him surrender, forcing him to submit. The boy rocked back against him and Ken tore his mouth away, nibbling the column of the boy\'s throat as his head fell back as he cried out with pleasure once again.

\"I don\'t... Want to, hurt... Hurt you, again.... Dai....\"

\"I love you....\"

\"Dai!\"

Ken cried out, thrusting up hard into the boy, spasming as he came, clutching Daisuke\'s hot body to him, filling the boy with the evidence of their passion. The boy tightened painfully around him, coming between them, crying out to the room, collapsing into Ken\'s arms. They fell back against the dark haired boy\'s bed, untangling slowly, laying there, wrapped together in bliss.

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Daisuke panted softly against his lover\'s shoulder dark eyes closed, feeling the wonderful tiredness of his body as a prize. This was what he wanted, Ken, in love with him, making love with him, forever. A dark angel. He giggled softly. His lover stirred and murmured softly.

\"Whats so funny?\"

\"I was just thinking.... You\'re a dark angel... Can\'t you just imagine, you with a pair of black angel\'s wings, with one of the little harps.\"

Ken laughed softly into his ear, lips travling sleepily over his jaw.

\"Thats crazy, Dai... But its so like you... It\'s cute. And you\'d be a light angel, right beside me, singing, though you couldn\'t carry a tune in the Titanic, forget a bucket or a wheel-barrel.\"

Daisuke giggled and snuggled against his lover, nuzzling the boy\'s shoulder, kissing the bite marks he\'d left when he\'s savagely sank his teeth into the tender skin.

\"Of course. I think you can sing and I\'ll play the harp. Good night, Ken....\"

\"Oyasumi, Daisuke...\"

\"Love you...\"

\"You always know...\"

~OWARI~

*joygasm* *cheer* *waves the SAP banner* See! I can thwart the pangs of angst! Joy to Digimon! The Angst is dead! I bashed it in the head! What happened to my hobby, its out there in the lobby! Let it be read! Let it be read! LET! IT! BE! RE~~~~~~AD! *joygams*

K. C. *muah!* =^.^= *mew*