Reasons for Living My Life

Reasons for Living my Life

By: Combine Rinraw

One-Shot

Disclaimers: I don’t own Bit or Stoller. Sad isn’t it? Lol. J/K! o.o Sheesh! Don't spazz.

Summary: It’s a year after the championship and when the Blitz team joined the S rank. So why is Bit so depressed today? He’s usually so enthusiastic, but something is wrong. He says his body feels empty; he wants something or someone to fill up that empty space, but whom or what would that be?

Ratings: NC-17

Warnings: Yaoi ^^

Pairings: Stoller x Bit

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The Liger growled to his owner who was standing next to its metal paws. Bit looked up, showing his empty turquoise eyes. His blonde hair was longer now and overlapped is shoulders. It hadn’t been kept neat for a while, it was just left uncut.

Bit sighed and patted the Liger on his paw. “I’m alright buddy…I think I just need some air. I’ll be back.”

Liger purred softly and watched as his owner left from view through the cargo doors.

A loud scream filled the sky as Bit stepped outside into the crisp night air. Jamie was test flying his Rynoes again, for the third time today. It wasn’t unusual anymore to see the shy Jamie flying his not so new zoid now. They had decided the Blitz team was ready for a vacation and took refuge near a forest lodge. A lake lied quietly on the other side of the cargo bay. Bit determined whether he should go to the lake or just walk through the forest for a while. He shrugged and chose both.

He walked down a path through the woods that led to the shore of the lake. He smiled approvingly when the moon gave off an allusion to the clear water. The smell of pine tickled at Bit’s nose. He sat down onto the sandy beach and wrapped his arms around his legs. His chin rested on his right arm and his eyes lazed over the beautiful scene set before him.

“Nice night,” a rather familiar voice murmured.

Bit looked up to see an old acquaintance, Stoller. The older man smiled down at Bit and sat down beside him. He crossed his legs and looked out over the same landscape. “It’s beautiful, isn’t it?” Stoller asked.

It was unusual to Bit to see Stoller so relaxed and having his guard down. Bit smiled at him and looked back toward at the lake. “Yeah it is.” In the distant he could see Brad and Leon walking together. He sighed sadly.

“The way you sound it doesn’t seem like it’s beautiful,” Stoller pointed out.

Bit blinked. “Oh, no it is, but only for a couple. I don’t have anyone. I guess you could say I’m lonely.”

Stoller peered in the same direction as Bit did and noticed the same couple. “Ah. Well, I could say you’re not the only one, but I’m not letting that get me down.”

“What? What about Sanders?” Bit asked flustered.

Stoller shook his head. “Nah! Sanders is way to stoic for me. I’m old; I need someone to put liveliness into my life.”

Bit blushed. “You’re not old. Not as old as Dr. Toros.”

“Maybe older,” Stoller smirked. He turned to the teen and grinned partly. “I’ve noticed that you’ve let your hair grow. I like it.”

Bit blushed a deeper crimson. “Heh thanks. Um…what are you doing here, if you don’t mind my asking?”

“No, not at all. I’m here just like you.” Stoller unfolded his legs and stretched them out in front of him and then placed his hands behind him. “I need a vacation to, you know?”

Bit nodded. “Yeah, of course. It’s kind of a coincidence that we met at the same lodge.”

“Sure is. Besides being worried about your love life, are you having any fun?”

Bit looked at the older man and smiled weakly. “Yeah, kind of, maybe.”

“What kind of answer is that?” Stoller mocked.

“Okay, I’ve been having a lousy time. All because I can’t stand this empty feeling I have inside of me. I need something to feel it up. Do you understand, Stoller?” Bit looked up hopefully at the taller man.

Stoller sighed and nodded. “Yes I understand.” He moved his hand closer to Bit’s leg. “Maybe you should find someone then.”

“That’s the problem, Stoller. I can’t find anyone.” Bit buried his face into his arms and sobbed.

Stoller felt the pain radiating off the teen. How long has it been since this boy had anyone’s arms around him? How long was it since Stoller had the same feeling? 9 years it seems like. He turned toward the teen and wrapped his arm around the blonde’s shoulders.

“I can…probably help you…If you want me to.” Stoller stuttered, not really sure where he was going with this.

Bit looked up at the older man. His face was only mere inches from Stoller’s. He sighed brokenly and closed his eyes. He felt a warm pressure against his forehead. His eyes opened to find that Stoller was pressing his own forehead against his.

Bit’s lips moved closer to Stoller’s and then he paused to see what reaction Stoller was going to give. The man was moving in as well. Finally, their lips met and the emptiness within Bit was beginning to fill with warmth and security.

Stoller lied back against the ground with the boy over him. His hands were wondering all over the teen, undressing him to bare skin. He made quick work of his own clothes as well. Soon they were both naked on the beach and feeling each other with gentle touches and kisses.

Bit pressed his lips against the older man’s neck and left a trail of kisses on the soft skin.

Stoller’s fingers were wondering through the boy’s long, blonde hair. Silky strands that melted in his hands. His groin stroked against the teen’s inner thigh. He was received a devious smile from the teen.

Bit sat up, straddling himself over the man’s length. He slowly lowered himself onto the penis and winced when the heat struck his puckered entrance. He completely took the length within him and sat comfortably on Stoller’s lap. He was surprised when chilled hands wrapped around his waists, firmly holding him in place.

Stoller’s face became flushed with pleasure and pain. It wasn’t as bad when he first felt the ring of muscle squeeze around his length. It hurt, but it didn’t last long.

Bit shifted by moving forward and leaning over the man’s chest. He groaned when the man began thrusting in and out of him.

The man’s back arched in ecstasy as each thrust was rewarded with a moan.

Bit’s member twitched with need. He began pumping it between Stoller and his stomachs. He wanted to come when Stoller did. It would be beautiful.

He watched the older man’s face and the sweat that was making his silver hair cling to his face. It was the most luscious sight to ever be seen.

Stoller groaned as his muscles tightened. His stomach was dancing like wild fire, warning him of the climax that was nearing. One more thrust and it would send Bit over the edge.

Bit gasped as his prostate was repeatedly struck by the man’s length.

Stoller arched his back as he spilled his seed into the teen. Bit came at the same instant, feeling the thick, hot liquid spill between his and Stoller’s stomachs.

“Thanks,” Bit muttered.

Stoller remained silent, brushing his fingers through Bit’s blonde hair. He was hypnotized by the sheer beauty of the shine and wave. It was either that or he was falling in love with boy. Didn’t he come down here to see Bit and talk to him? He never imagined it getting out of hand. Would it be considered that though? They both enjoyed it.

Bit pushed himself off the man’s member and lied beside him. Stoller wrapped his arms around the youth and kissed him passionately on the lips and then the neck.

“Tell me something, Bit,” Stoller whispered, “did we do this because we love each other, or was it to satisfy our needs?”

Bit shook his head. “I don’t want to say we did it to satisfy ourselves. When you first kissed me it was like you already filled that vacant place in my heart. I want to say we did it for keeps.” He laid his head on the man’s shoulder and wrapped his arm around his chest.

Stoller kissed the teen on the top of the head and smelled the pine that was absorbed by the hair. //Mmm. He smells so good. // He stroked the boy’s cheek and chuckled lightly. “You did the same to me actually, Bit. You’re the one I’ve been waiting for all this time.”

Bit sighed happily. //I’ll never have to feel that lone coldness inside me again. //

~Owari