Rainy Blue

Disclaimer:
I don’t own any characters from Prince of Tennis but my innocent or not so
innocent mind like’s to write FF.net about them

Rating: Now it’s PG I guess, but it’s going to rise to R and it can even go
NC-17 but lest see how it will turn out.

Pairings: TezukaXFuji & OshitariXFuji   and  Golden pair no one can leave them
out

 

Author’s note: I got inspiration to this fic from  Prince of Tennis Fan
Book:04

20over # TezukaXFuji Doujinshi Rainy
Blue, so the prologue is the real doujinshi part and  second chapter is my story
and mix with doujinshi

Story=Thinking

“Story”= Fuji thinking

“Story”=Speaking

“Prologue”

I looked up into the sky and saw it’s
vastness filled with clouds

A Dark, gloomy sky seemed to be on
the verge of tears

And for a while there, it was as if I
was seeing my own form

How long ago has it been sense I told
Tezuka I liked him

Sense when…

“Tezuka and Oishi”

Tezuka never really laughs when he is
with me

A dull pain Stabs at me

“But with Oishi he can smile like
that”

Even Tough it hurt’s I mustn’t show
that I’m suffering

“Fuji” Oishi shouted happily

“You’re so late where you have been”
Tezuka commented

Even tough I want to cry I can’t…

I’ll show you that I’m strong

“Hmm…? Ah…Sorry about that

But if I keep hiding this pain it
won’t go away

“Tezuka shall we go”

Because of this, my already weak
strength has now begun crumbling

I’ve always thought of Tezuka as the
type who really seldom laughed

“Fuji…?”

“Yes..? …What?”

“What do you mean “yes” “

“Huh?”

Why is he acting like nothing is
wrong…?

“What’s the problem? If you keep staring
at me, how do you intend to solve the equation?”

“If there’s any part in the test’s
coverage that you don’t get, I’ll teach you”

“It was you who said that”

“Now if there is something you’re having
trouble with… Tell me”

OK…

There’s nothing about the test I
don’t understand

It’s just to disguise the pain
because it hurts to be with you

And it’s something I just can’t tell
you if I did you’d probably start avoiding me

“Hey… Tezuka…”

“I have a Question…”

“Sure which one?

“Earlier…what were you and Oishi talking
about?”

“What kind of question it that? That’s
none of your Business…”

“If you don’t feel like studying, then
go home”

“Is it something you can’t tell me?”

“Now is not time for this.”

“Why are you bringing up such an
irrelevant topic?“

“I see…”

Again you are dismissing
“inappropriate” topics like you always do.

But I can’t compare you, Tezuka…still
I want to know you better…I want to understand you…even when it hurts the more
I’m with you

But right now, I can’t, no matter
what how much I want to

“Tezuka…do you still remember what I
told you before? “

From the instant we became more than
friends

“I love you Tezuka, don’t you know
that?”

“Then isn’t it normal for me to want to
know better…to be closer to you”

“Even if you keep pushing me away,
however I try to reach out to you”

“Why can’t you understand how important
you are to me?

Why do you treat me so cruelly now

“That is…”

Even while speaking, you can’t look
me in the eye…nor can you finish what you’re saying

“Tezuka...?”

When I try to touch you… “….!”

You reject me.

Then again whatever we had before
hadn’t changed at all…and when I realize this I became afraid to accept it.

“Tezuka…I guess you don’t like such
things…”

“Is being with me too painful for you?”

It’s not that Tezuka wasn’t one who
always smiled and laughed…

He
just never does when he’s with me.