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Musings

by Laura Bryannan

You know how it is when your lover doesn�t want it as much
as you do?� It�s a bitch, right?� It gives them all the power.� Not that Jin doesn�t have all the power
anyway, but it gives him even more power.� Here I am, traveling with two people who totally mess with my
head and totally turn me on.� So I�m
crazy.� I�m just fucking crazy all the
time.� This trip I�m on is some kinda
wild and crazy trip.� It�s changing
me.� He�s changing me, and I
can�t understand myself anymore.��

Can you believe I�m hanging with normal people?� I used to think normal people were�well, too
fucking normal.� I never knew any normal
people before now.� It�s good.� It�s good to go to sleep and know the people
you�re with aren�t gonna fuck you over.�
It�s good to hang with people who aren�t going psycho on you every time
you turn around.� Sometimes I have to
poke at Fuu cuz things are too quiet and nice.�
Plus it�s fun to get her all riled up.�
She�s really cute when she�s angry.�
She�s really cute when she�s not, too.�
I give her shit when she nags, cuz I can�t have any fifteen year old
bitch boss me around, but she still turns me on.� Never had me a good girl before, and I�ll prolly never have her
either, so I put up with all this shit from her just to stay around her even
though I�d never admit it to anyone.

And then there�s Jin.�
I didn�t pay attention to him at first cuz I thought he was one of them
shy submissive types.� Well, I was wrong
about that one, huh?� I mean, there�s no
question he is Master and I am dog panting after.� Thing is, he doesn�t treat me like a dog.� It�s so weird.� I�ve never known anyone who could command me sexually the way he
does who didn�t make me pay for it.�
He�s not beating me up or kicking me around or making me grovel.� He�s changing me.� He�s making me think about things I never thought about before
and sometimes it makes me crazy.� I
don�t know who I am anymore.

Like this:� we were
hanging in this one place for a while cuz we all found work, and I guess Jin
had saved up a little cash. One night he comes home with this package.� Me and Fuu are bugging him.

�Is it food?� says her.

�Is it booze?� says me.

He pulls out this little bottle of ink, three brushes and
three pieces of paper.� I�m like,
huh?� We sit in a circle and he puts the
ink in the middle.� He hands us each a
paper and a brush.� Fuu giggles, �Oh
boy!� and starts scribbling.� Jin works
for a while and then he notices me sitting there looking at the brush in my
hand.� I never had a brush in my hand
before.� I mean, what am I supposed to
do?� I can�t write.� I see the paper and it�s like a big white
eye staring back.� I�m freaking out.

�Hey.�� He gets my
attention and holds his brush up, so I do it too.

�Brush in ink.�� He
dips his in, I do the same.

�Wipe off excess.��
He shows me how.� OK, I can do
that.

�Mark paper.�� He
goes back to work.�

Man, putting that first mark on the paper was really hard to
do.� Like I had to do it right or not at
all.�� But they were both ignoring me,
so what the hell?� I messed around with
it some and figured out how the brush worked.�
And then I closed my eyes and I could see a scene I remember�this place
on a beach I always used to go to be alone when I was a kid. I started marking up
the paper like I saw in my head.� I just
kept doing it until it was done and then I couldn�t believe my fucking
eyes!� I couldn�t believe I had drawn
it.� I never knew I could do something
like that.� It was the most amazing damn
thing!� I felt like I was gonna explode
or something.� I looked over at Jin and
he was staring at me in the best way, with this half smile running around his
face.� He looked amazed.� He nodded and said, �That�s good.� You�ve got natural talent, it appears.�

Fuu looked at me different too when she saw it.� �Wow, Mugen.� You could be an artist.�
Are you sure you�ve never done this before?�� She looked at me like I was a person for the
first time.� I was blown away.� She had drawn some flowers and some words, I
guess, and some little animal pictures.�
She�s pretty good too.� It made
me like her more, if that is possible.�
Such a juicy little bitch.� Oh
well.�

Jin had drawn us�my head and face and Fuu�s too.� It was really cool.� It really looked like us!� Or, at least, Fuu�s really looked like her.� I don�t know about mine.� I�ve seen myself in water and a mirror once,
and I think Jin drew me better than I am, but that�s cool by me.� Fuu can write her name, but I didn�t know
mine, so he wrote my name on my picture and now I know how to write it
too.� Totally amazing shit!

He tore his paper in half and gave us our pictures, so now I
can look at it whenever I want.�
Sometimes I look at the picture he drew and wonder what Jin�s doing with
someone like me.� Someone like him with
a lover from Ryukyu�yeah, right.� But
there it is.� He�s still wanting
me.� Not as much as I want him, but what
I get ain�t bad, that�s for sure.� It
just blows my goddam mind!� Sometimes I
look at my drawing and I feel like my guts are gonna burst out of me.� I feel proud of myself, I think.� It�s really weird.� So I think I�m going crazy.�
He�s changing me, but it feels like it�s good maybe.� But I don�t understand myself anymore.�

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I�m obsessed with Jin�s skin.� It�s so white you can see his veins through it on a sunny
day.� His body is practically unmarked
too.� How does a guy get to be as good a
fighter as him without getting all scarred up?�
I guess that�s what happens when you learn to fight from training
instead of from actual fighting, like me.�
I look at that skin, prettier than any girl I�ve ever had or any whore
I�ve ever been able to afford, and I need to make marks on it.� It welts so easily.� I can run the back of my nail over his skin
and the mark will come up right away and last for a long time.�� Scratch marks last even longer.�� And when I suck hard enough to taste blood,
a mark like that will last a week.�
Great shit!

Sometimes I�ve marked him up so much he looks like he�s got
a disease or something.� It�s my rule
that he�s got to have at least one mark of mine on his body all the time.� Not that I think he�s getting sex anywhere
else�I�m pretty sure he�s not.� It�s
just something I need to do to him, so I do it.� Like a dog pisses to mark his territory, I�ve got to mark him
mine.

The only problem I have with Jin�s body, besides the fact
that he�s taller than me, is that he washes it too much.� If he can, he washes every fucking day,
believe it or not!� As far as I�m
concerned, people should smell like something, but when he gets out of
the bath he smells like nothing.� Where
I grew up, people smelled like people, and that�s how it should be, if you ask
me.� I really like how he smells at the
end of the day, but he usually bathes after the day�s work is over, so that�s
when I try to grab him.� I try to get to
him before he�s washed his scent off himself.�
Even better is if we�ve been traveling and can�t bathe at all.�� If I�m really lucky and have him before
he�s washed I can smell him on me, even the next day.� I love it when that happens�when I can smell him on my hands or
on my face after.� I want him to smell
me on him too, but he usually chases me away if it�s been too long since I took
a bath.�

I got tired of being rejected so now I try to time things so
that I�m mostly clean when we�re together.� That seems to be working so far.�
And I notice that Fuu hasn�t been avoiding me so much either so that�s
cool.� Sometimes I wonder if he�s
changing her too.� I would swear that
I�ve caught her staring at me more than once with this weird look in her
eyes.� I�m probably dreaming, but I
really feel like she�s acting different.�

There was that time when I saw her kiss him.� I could tell something was up with
them.� Man, I pulled out every trick in
the book but no matter what I did, he stuck to his story:� �I went to the spring late that night and
found her there weeping.� She cried
forever, and I held her.� You were
right, in a way.� The guy didn�t dump her,
but she did find out he was married.�
She was unhappy and I comforted her, Mugen.� That is it.�� I know
something else was going on there, but I don�t think he�ll ever tell me.� She�s been different since then, that�s for
sure.� For one thing, I have to fight
her off for pets, now.�

Here�s a thing about Jin:�
if you hang next to him when he�s napping or meditating�I like to
stretch out on my stomach�and manage to keep still enough to not get shoved
away, when he begins to come to his hand will start stroking you.� I don�t think he knows he�s doing it.� He just does it, but it feels really
nice.� He�ll pet you until he wakes up
enough to stop himself.� And then you
have to ask him to keep going, but he usually will.� So Fuu�s been cutting in on my petting action these days.� I�ll find her snuggled next to him before I
get there.� I don�t mind sharing, I
guess, but it makes me wonder what the hell happened between them.� Maybe I have to think up better tortures�.

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Jin�s hands are very talented.� Sometimes I can get hard just staring at them, thinking about
what they can do to me.� It�s good that
his hands are talented, because he�s still got this thing about his mouth.� He�s actually a pretty good kisser these
days, and I�ll take credit for that, but he never tries to kiss me.� If I want to kiss him I�ve got to kiss him
myself.� And he still tries to fight me
off most of the time.� It�s the only way
I try to top him.� It�s the only way I
know to get him into a horny place if he�s off hiding in his head when Fuu�s
not around and we can play.� I know if I
can manage to kiss on him for a minute or two, he�ll get wonky and I can have
my way with him.� Unfortunately, I can�t
always manage it.� The guy is slipperier
than a fucking eel, and he�s too good a fighter to overpower if he really
wants me to piss off.�

But if I can be patient and wait for him to come to me, it�s
always worth it.� Then he�ll let me kiss
him as long as I want.� I know I�m in
business when he starts making little contented, moany sounds, so once I get
them I don�t like to stop.� He gets
really funny after being kissed for a while�kinda spaced out and stupid.� One time I had him pinned up against the
wall, my hands holding his wrists, and I was enjoying myself when he started
sliding down the wall.� �Let�s sit
down.� I don�t want to stand anymore,�
he said.� I like melting him like
that.� Jin always tastes good.� I�m always hungry for his body.� I can�t keep my mouth off his body.� I want to get my face in there and smell him
and taste him everywhere.

He won�t use his mouth on me though.� Not that I really care.� Somehow it would seem wrong for him to be on
his knees to me.� I don�t see him that
way.� I don�t see myself that way.� His hands are talented enough that I don�t
miss his mouth on me.� But there�s one
thing he will do with his mouth�bite me.� Strange huh?� The weird
thing is, he bites me in these places and my body gets hot, even though it
hurts.� The first time he did it we were
on the road Fuu was up ahead and I heard him come up behind me.� He grabbed a hunk of my shoulder blade with
his teeth�through all my clothes�and bit me really hard.� Man it hurt like a bitch, but my cock just
went hello!� I couldn�t believe
it!� He looked at me with this little
smile, cocked his eyebrow, then walked off.��
I could feel the marks from his teeth for days after.� How does he know these things? �Must�ve been some kind of weirdass dojo,
that�s for sure.�

So his hands are beautiful.�
His fingers are so long I can�t stop remembering what they feel like
inside me every time I look at them.�
One time Fuu was working but neither of us were.� We made plans to get together while she was
gone.� I was hanging in our room waiting
for him, totally drooling and panting as usual, when he finally walked in.� I tried to jump him but he sent me flying
and said, �Wait.� Look at this.�� He held up a little bottle filled with this
clear green stuff.�

�OK, I see it,� I said. �So what?� What is it?�

�It�s oil made from olives,� and he opened the bottle and
let me smell it.� Man, the stuff smelled
like sunshine or something!� It smelled
like summer, or green things, or a warm day.�

�I believe it�s supposed to be for cooking, but�.�� He looked at me in his
I�m-trying-not-to-smile way and pointed to the bed.� �Take off your clothes and lie down.�� If my clothes need to be off I�m there, so I do it and lay
down.�

�No, on your stomach.��
So I do that.� He strips down to
his fundoshi and sits on my ass, with his legs on either side of me.� Then I feel this pool of oil forming on my
back and he starts rubbing it around.�
Man did that feel good!� He just
kept rubbing and rubbing me all over.�
The oil made his hands all slippery, and it felt amazing.� He spent a long long, long time massaging
that stuff into me.� He did my shoulders
and back, my arms, my hands, my legs, my feet, even my head.� He was turning me into mush. �No one ever did such a thing for me
before.� He knew how good it would feel
and he wanted to do it to me�he actually wanted to serve me like that.� The whole thing just made me crazy.� I can�t figure Jin out.� The guy is the weirdest seme I�ve ever
known, but I ain�t complaining.�

But here�s what I mean about his hands.� He starts working on my ass and of course I
get even more horny than I was before, if that�s possible.� He�s been touching me forever and I�m
feeling so good, my body really wants to cum.�
He finally turns me over and I�m thinking, come on, you bastard, do
it, do it, do it.� I want him to get
those slippery fingers all over my cock and make me cum.� But instead he slides a few inside my ass,
and he�s doing something in there that�s driving me crazy.� He�s touching a place that makes my guts go
�BANZAI!�� In a few seconds I�m
convulsing all over the bed.� I feel
like I�m cumming but my cock isn�t involved somehow.� I�m cumming inside my guts somehow.� Pretty freaky, I can tell ya, but it felt great!� My cock is still hard as a rock.� Nothing�s come out but it�s drooling pre-cum
like a motherfucker.� I kinda stare at
him through this haze in my head and my body is shaking all over.� I think I said something like, �Please Jin,�
but maybe I just moaned.� I don�t
know.�

�Feel good?� I think he asks me.� I just nod and reach for my meat.� I can�t stand it anymore.�
He shoves my hand away, but finally grabs it himself and starts to jack
me off.� I�m really ready, and his
fingers are still dancing inside my ass, so I cum in record time.� I cum all over the fucking place.� Then all the tension in my body goes away
and I pass out.� When I wake up he�s
sitting there meditating as usual.�

�Hey!� I call out.�
Instead of ignoring me, he actually opens his eyes for once. After doing
all that for me, you�d think the guy would want a little for himself, but he
just sits there and looks at me.� �Let
me do it to you, now,� I demand.� He
shakes his head.�

�Just be with it, Mugen,� he says, �you can do me tomorrow
if you wish.�� It�s too weird.� It makes me wonder why I put up with the
shit I put up with from the guys I had a thing for in the past.� I guess you put up with enough shit from
people year after year and you start to think that�s all that�s ever gonna come
your way.� I�m starting to think things
don�t have to be like that.� It�s
good.� Things are most definitely good.�

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So, you know me.� I
can�t leave well enough alone.� It gets
too quiet around here and I have to stir things up some.� Jin�s so even-tempered.� Nothing seems to bug him.� Oh, he�ll insult me back if I put him down
or something, but I�d never seen him really angry.� It became my personal mission to piss him off.� I guess I�m so twisted up in my head that I
can�t believe someone is there for me if they�re not punching me out every now
and then.�

It took a while, but I finally figured how to do it.� It�s all about his hair.� His hair is amazing.� Mine is all coarse and scraggly.� No matter what I do, it just sticks up all
over the place, so I stopped trying to make it look like anything a long time
ago.� I just chop off hunks of it with
my tanto when it gets in my way and leave it at that.� Jin�s hair is long and silky fine.� He keeps it tied up all the time.� He never unties it that I�ve ever seen, not even when he
sleeps.� He must untie it sometimes, cuz
he obviously washes it, but I�ve never seen it down.� I found myself getting obsessed with seeing him that way.�

I asked him a few times if I could untie his hair and he
always said no.� I tried untying it once
after I had gotten him really zonked out from sex, but I guess he wasn�t that
zonked out cuz he stopped me before I could get anywhere.� The more he said no, the more I wanted to do
it, you know?�

Well, one day I finally did it.� I finally got that damn silk string off his hair and watched it
fall over his face.� He looked like some
amazing angel, I�ll tell ya.� Just
goddam beautiful.� Didn�t have much time
to enjoy it though.� I never saw him
move so fast.� He sent this kick right
into my belly and knocked the wind out of me.�
Before I could get my act together he had grabbed the string and tied
his hair up again.�

�Don�t ever do that to me again, you shit!� he
hissed, and stormed out the door.� I sat
there stunned for few moments and then went after him.� I couldn�t find him.� He didn�t come home that night.� I couldn�t believe it.� I had to deal with Fuu making stupidass
speculations about where he was all damn night.� He didn�t show up the next day either.� Not good.� I set out
hunting for him late that afternoon.� It
took me a long time to find him, but I finally did.� I sat myself next to him but didn�t say anything.� His eyes narrowed when he saw me, but he
didn�t speak.� I could feel the anger
just shooting out of him.� I didn�t say
anything for a while�not till I could tell he had kinda calmed down some.�

�Sorry,� I finally said. �Come home.�� He sighed.�

�I�ve been sitting here trying to understand how I felt when
you did that.� I�m not sure why I got so
angry.� I felt violated, I believe.� My hair is long, but it�s not intended to be
worn down�ever!� Only women wear
their hair down so�.�� He took a deep
breath.� �Sometimes I cannot bear how I
look.� I�d rather not look
so�feminine.� When you did that it felt
like you wanted me to�.�� He didn�t
finish his sentence, but I thought I got it.�

And hey, now I know how to royally piss him off.� Not that I�m going to try that again
soon.� But I�ll never forget how he
looked those seconds before he nailed me, when his hair was flying around his
head like a great black halo or something.�
God, he�s beautiful.� He�s afraid
that I want him cuz he�s beautiful, but that ain�t it.� I want him cuz he�s fucking hard as
steel.�� I want him cuz he�s like this
rock I can crash myself against and he�s still there no matter what I do.� I want him cuz he�s changing me and I think
I like who I�m turning into.�

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