Of Blood and Tears
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Category:
Gravitation › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
5
Views:
2,345
Reviews:
12
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Gravitation, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Of Blood and Tears
A/N I dont not own Gravitaion or Eiri and Shuichi. They belong to Maki Murakami.
I wrote this story randomly at 2:30am....well started it....Damn depression >< anyway...R&R please^^
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Shuichi sat alone in his bedroom he had at Hiro's. Again Yuki had left him and kicked him out of his house an life. It had ahppened two days ago and Shuichi hasn't been to work since. He just sat in his room crying and longing to be by the only man he ever loved, Eiri.
"Yuki......" He whimpred into his pillow.
A knock at his door brought Shu back to reality for a few seconds as Hiro came in. He sighed sadly at the look on his best friends face. Shuichi didn't say a word. He didn't even look Hiro in the eye.
"I'm going out for a bit. Will you be okay here alone Shu?" Hiro asked rubbing Shuichi's back softly.
Shuichi nodded, more of pink locks falling into his face. "I-i'll be f-fine....hiro..." He stammered.
Hiro smiled sadly. "I'll be back in a hour or so." He gave Shu a hug before standing and leaving Shu in his room.
When Hiro left the tears hit hard again. Sobs shook Shuichi's small frame and made it hard for him to breath.
"Why did you do this again Yuki?" Shuichi sobbed clutching his knees to his chest. "Why!? I love you....Yuki" All Shuichi could do is cry.
There was no other way he could stop the pain as he stummbled into the bathroom. Looking at himself in the mirror only seemed to make Shuichi cry more. He felt lost and useless. He couldn't smile like he used to, the ones he gave were falce. Just masks to hide behind when anyone besides Hiro came around. All Shuichi could think about was Eiri, and what they had...and what he was doing right now. He couldn't help but think Eiri had already found another lover and was in bed with her right then as Shuichi was drwoning in grief and despair.
Shuichi shook his head and turned from the mirror undressing as he turned on the shower. The water was boiling hot, but Shuichi didn't care. The hot water, in a way, numbed the pain he felt in his heart. As he stood there his mind drifted back two days ago.....
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Shuichi had jsut gotten home from a work. They had finished their next album and he couldn't be in a better mood as he walked through the door. To his surprises Eiri was sitting on the couch in the living room smoking a cigerette and watching TV. Shuichi walked behind the couch and wrapped his arms around Eiri's neck kissing his cheek.
"I'm home Yuki!" He said cheerfully.
Yuki said nothing and ignored the purple eyed boy. Shuichi frowned a bit before turning to go take a shower. Yuki always did this, it was nothing new to Shuichi. He walked into the bedroom and blinked in confusion as he saw a suitcase on the bed full of stuff. He turned and looked at Yuki.
"Yuki! Are you going somewhere?" Shuichi asked.
Finally Yuki stood and walked over to Shuichi looking down at his pink haired lover. His golden eyes where colder then normal.
"Yuki?"
"No, I am not the one going anywhere." Yuki began. "You are."
Shuichi looked at Eiri in confusion before his eyes went wide in shock. "Yuki...No....Please."
Eiri's eyes stayed cold. "Get out. You no longer live here. I don't want to see your childish face again." Yuki was actinf diffrent in the way he was breaking up with Shuichi this time. He was actually speaking to him instead of just throwing him out with his things.
"Yuki! Please! Not again! Don't do this to me again!!" Shuichi was now crying as he clutched Eiri's shirt. "Don't leave me!"
"Leave now." Eiri said firmly growing irritated very quickly.
"But Yuki..."
"GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE!" Eiri bellowed grabbing Shuichi's things and shoving them into Shu's arms.
Shuichi flinched and hurried out the door, Eiri slamming it behind him. Shuichi's body was being torn apart by sobs as he fell to his knees at Yuki's door. He cried there for what seemed like hours before draggin himself to the corner of the road and calling Hiro to come get him. Hiro could tell Yuki had ended it with his best friend from the way Shuichi could barley speak. It had happened again.
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Shuichi sighed as a wave of sorrow hit hard. All he wanted was to go to the place he called home, but the chances of that...where very slim. He stayed in the shower until his skin was raw form the heat of the water. Turning off the water he stepped out of the tub and slipped on the title. He flailed his arms and tried to grab the sink. He slammed into the thick chunk of of porclene and stuk his hands out to brace for impact against the mirror which shattered slicing into his left arm and hand.
"Ah!....ow...gods...." Shuichi craddled his bleeding arm staring at it and the shardes of glass that were embedded in his flesh.
As he stared something inside him snapped in some way. He didn't feel as pained. He pulled a large peice out and stared at its bloody edge. His hand shook a bit as he found an uncut part of his arm and pressed the glass to it. He winced as he drew blood, but the bliss and relief that came was wonderful.
Shuichi froze when he heard the door open and close. Hiro was home. He quickly dropped the glass and stood. He wouldn't mention how he made one of the many cuts, but he needed to have them tended to. He opened the door and called for Hiro.
"What is it Shu?" Hiro asked from the kitchen.
"I... I fell...and the mirror...my arm is cut badly Hiro." Shuichi said as he walked into the kitchen blood dripping onto the floor.
"Oh god." Hiro quickly looked over Shuichi's arm before grabbing a towel and taking him to the hospital.
Eiri-san
7/12/06
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Hope you liked. Please Reveiw^^
I wrote this story randomly at 2:30am....well started it....Damn depression >< anyway...R&R please^^
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Shuichi sat alone in his bedroom he had at Hiro's. Again Yuki had left him and kicked him out of his house an life. It had ahppened two days ago and Shuichi hasn't been to work since. He just sat in his room crying and longing to be by the only man he ever loved, Eiri.
"Yuki......" He whimpred into his pillow.
A knock at his door brought Shu back to reality for a few seconds as Hiro came in. He sighed sadly at the look on his best friends face. Shuichi didn't say a word. He didn't even look Hiro in the eye.
"I'm going out for a bit. Will you be okay here alone Shu?" Hiro asked rubbing Shuichi's back softly.
Shuichi nodded, more of pink locks falling into his face. "I-i'll be f-fine....hiro..." He stammered.
Hiro smiled sadly. "I'll be back in a hour or so." He gave Shu a hug before standing and leaving Shu in his room.
When Hiro left the tears hit hard again. Sobs shook Shuichi's small frame and made it hard for him to breath.
"Why did you do this again Yuki?" Shuichi sobbed clutching his knees to his chest. "Why!? I love you....Yuki" All Shuichi could do is cry.
There was no other way he could stop the pain as he stummbled into the bathroom. Looking at himself in the mirror only seemed to make Shuichi cry more. He felt lost and useless. He couldn't smile like he used to, the ones he gave were falce. Just masks to hide behind when anyone besides Hiro came around. All Shuichi could think about was Eiri, and what they had...and what he was doing right now. He couldn't help but think Eiri had already found another lover and was in bed with her right then as Shuichi was drwoning in grief and despair.
Shuichi shook his head and turned from the mirror undressing as he turned on the shower. The water was boiling hot, but Shuichi didn't care. The hot water, in a way, numbed the pain he felt in his heart. As he stood there his mind drifted back two days ago.....
~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~
Shuichi had jsut gotten home from a work. They had finished their next album and he couldn't be in a better mood as he walked through the door. To his surprises Eiri was sitting on the couch in the living room smoking a cigerette and watching TV. Shuichi walked behind the couch and wrapped his arms around Eiri's neck kissing his cheek.
"I'm home Yuki!" He said cheerfully.
Yuki said nothing and ignored the purple eyed boy. Shuichi frowned a bit before turning to go take a shower. Yuki always did this, it was nothing new to Shuichi. He walked into the bedroom and blinked in confusion as he saw a suitcase on the bed full of stuff. He turned and looked at Yuki.
"Yuki! Are you going somewhere?" Shuichi asked.
Finally Yuki stood and walked over to Shuichi looking down at his pink haired lover. His golden eyes where colder then normal.
"Yuki?"
"No, I am not the one going anywhere." Yuki began. "You are."
Shuichi looked at Eiri in confusion before his eyes went wide in shock. "Yuki...No....Please."
Eiri's eyes stayed cold. "Get out. You no longer live here. I don't want to see your childish face again." Yuki was actinf diffrent in the way he was breaking up with Shuichi this time. He was actually speaking to him instead of just throwing him out with his things.
"Yuki! Please! Not again! Don't do this to me again!!" Shuichi was now crying as he clutched Eiri's shirt. "Don't leave me!"
"Leave now." Eiri said firmly growing irritated very quickly.
"But Yuki..."
"GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE!" Eiri bellowed grabbing Shuichi's things and shoving them into Shu's arms.
Shuichi flinched and hurried out the door, Eiri slamming it behind him. Shuichi's body was being torn apart by sobs as he fell to his knees at Yuki's door. He cried there for what seemed like hours before draggin himself to the corner of the road and calling Hiro to come get him. Hiro could tell Yuki had ended it with his best friend from the way Shuichi could barley speak. It had happened again.
~`~`~`~`~`~`~
Shuichi sighed as a wave of sorrow hit hard. All he wanted was to go to the place he called home, but the chances of that...where very slim. He stayed in the shower until his skin was raw form the heat of the water. Turning off the water he stepped out of the tub and slipped on the title. He flailed his arms and tried to grab the sink. He slammed into the thick chunk of of porclene and stuk his hands out to brace for impact against the mirror which shattered slicing into his left arm and hand.
"Ah!....ow...gods...." Shuichi craddled his bleeding arm staring at it and the shardes of glass that were embedded in his flesh.
As he stared something inside him snapped in some way. He didn't feel as pained. He pulled a large peice out and stared at its bloody edge. His hand shook a bit as he found an uncut part of his arm and pressed the glass to it. He winced as he drew blood, but the bliss and relief that came was wonderful.
Shuichi froze when he heard the door open and close. Hiro was home. He quickly dropped the glass and stood. He wouldn't mention how he made one of the many cuts, but he needed to have them tended to. He opened the door and called for Hiro.
"What is it Shu?" Hiro asked from the kitchen.
"I... I fell...and the mirror...my arm is cut badly Hiro." Shuichi said as he walked into the kitchen blood dripping onto the floor.
"Oh god." Hiro quickly looked over Shuichi's arm before grabbing a towel and taking him to the hospital.
Eiri-san
7/12/06
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Hope you liked. Please Reveiw^^