Leaf on a Breeze

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God, I never want to hear this song again... I had to listen to it for hours on end to write this fic and keep the mood right. I'll probably end up listening to it tommorow though... >> I made a vow after the last/first songfic I wrote and I will say it again now, "I will never do this again for the rest of my life," and now I have a little addition, "And this time, I mean it." So please read and review. Personally I think it's great that I can take a song from a childrens movie and turn into porn...
Song: Nothing I've Ever Known
Artist: Bryan Adams
Sountrack: Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron
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Leaf On A Breeze

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Right now I feel - just like a leaf on a breeze
Who knows where it's blowin'
Who knows where it's goin'

I find myself somewhere I - I never thought I'd be
I'm going round in circles, yeah
Thinking about you and me
And how do I explain it when I don't know what to say
What do I do now - so much has changed
~*~

For the past few years he had always had one set path in his life. Aim for the Christmas Bowl. He worked hard for that goal and never let his eyes stray. Right now though, everything was just confusing.

He didn't know what was up and what was down anymore. That damn kid had changed everything. For better or worse he couldn't tell. Hiruma felt himself straying from the path he'd been walking for so long.

More and more he was looking away from the prize at something else. Was it something better? Every thought led back to Sena. His skin, his hair, his eyes, his lips, his hands, his body. He was noticing so many things about the boy he'd never bothered to see in anyone else before.

The way he moved, the way he talked, the way he breathed. He noticed the shy glances Sena sent his way, the subtle blush on his face whenever they had a conversation. A gentle touch, a soft sigh, it was driving him crazy.

His attention would wander around the boy and even during games he would let the contact between their hands linger longer than necessary as he handed off the ball to eyeshield. He'd never known something like this before. He had no idea what to do.

He was stumbling over every little obstacle when it came to Sena and had often ended up falling. He wasn't supposed to be like this, no one had ever done this to him.

What did Sena have that others didn't? But the more he thought about that the more he thought about Sena, it was an endless circle in his mind, a loop he couldn't break.

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Nothing I have ever known - has made me feel this way
Nothing I have ever seen - has made me want to stay
Here I am - ready for you

I'm turnin', I'm fallin' - I hear my home callin'
Hey - I've never felt somethin' so strong - oh no
It's like nothin' I've ever known
~*~

Hiruma stood and approached Sena. The boy's back was turned to him as the brunette cleared things off of the table. His heart was pounding in his chest. Why? Why did this miserable little brat have such an effect on him?

Reaching out, he pulled Sena back against his body and just held him for a few moments. He heard Sena squeak out his name in bewilderment but only wrapped his arms tighter about the boy. He had left the well beaten path and was now stranded in the middle of the woods.

What was he supposed to do now? He had no experience in matters such as this. Hiruma glanced up and noticed a poster they had pinned up to boost team morale. 'Go for the Christmas Bowl!' He felt so torn right now. He shouldn't be doing this.

He let go and Sena turned to face him wondering what was going on. He heard his name uttered once more and made the mistake of glancing down. God, those eyes. They looked confused right now, but were still so lovely.

He curled an arm around Sena's hips and brought the other up to bury his hand in the boys thick, soft hair. One of them was shivering but he couldn't tell who it was anymore they were so close.

He pulled back some so he could bring their lips together. It was soft and gentle. But something in Hiruma burned for more, and he found himself pressing harder trying to open the others mouth.

Sena seemed to get the hint and parted his lips. Hiruma eagerly deepened the kiss bringing his tongue into play. The physical part he knew about. He pulled back, seeing his own want reflected in Sena's eyes.

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You're the one I'm looking for
You're the one I need
You're the one that gives me - a reason to believe
Following a star - has lead to where you are
I feel so stong now - this can't be wrong now

Nothing I have ever known - has made me feel this way
Nothing I have ever seen - has made me want to stay
Here I am - ready for you
I'm turnin', I'm fallin' - I hear my home callin'
Hey - I've never felt somethin' so strong - oh no
It's like nothin' I've ever known
It's like nothin' I've ever known

~*~

Hiruma gently traced the planes of Sena's body feeling him arch into the touch. He could feel Sena's heart racing underneath his fingertips, could hear Sena's soft pants as he kissed his neck and chest. How it had gotten this far neither was sure, but it felt too right to be wrong.

Hiruma lapped at Sena's skin now, eager to taste, to know. He caressed the silky flesh of the boy's inner thighs settling himself between them. The brunette shyly put his hands on Hiruma's shoulders and pulled him down for a kiss.

They moved their lips slowly and sensually against the others keeping it close lipped and sweet. Hiruma broke off the kiss and moved down to Sena's chest, searching out his arousal hardened nipples. He was careful of his sharp teeth as he nipped and sucked at the pink flesh.

He felt Sena's fingers thread into his hair, tugging gently as he whimpered with need. Hiruma groaned back to him. It was frustrating on his end to, but wanted to make this last as long as it could.

The boy only made it harder when he lifted his hips up and rubbed up against the blonde. They both moaned at the sensation. Hiruma dropped his head down and let their foreheads rest together staring into amber eyes.

What did it mean the two of them being together like this? It would change things, he knew, but he couldn't seem to stop himself, this feeling. It was too much. He covered Sena's lips with his own and urged them apart sliding his tongue inside and kissing for all he was worth.

He grasped the running back's hips and lifted him up a little more and ground their arousals together, swallowing every noise the boy made. He pulled back completely feeling as breathless as Sena looked.

Hiruma grabbed a bottle of lotion before moving down and spreading Sena's legs further apart. Spreading the substance over his hand, he stroked the boy's opening and waited for the other's acceptance.

After getting a nod of approval he inserted a slick finger and watched Sena's face, judging his reactions looking for any hint, any sign of discomfort. The boy's face scrunched up a little but he showed no outward sides of pain.

Hiruma slid in a second finger and began to explore Sena's tight heat. It was a new experience for him as well, and the clenching tightness around his digits was exquisite. Scissoring his fingers he rubbed the boys inner walls and watched Sena writher beneath him.

He felt the tip of one finger brush against something different and the brunette bucked off of the bed with a hoarse shout. Desperate pleas for him to do that again reached his ears and Hiruma complied repeatedly stroking that one spot.

Sena's cries and the unbearable heat in his body soon became too much. Withdrawing his fingers, he poured the remaining lotion onto his member and positioned himself at Sena's entrance. Large amber eyes looked up at him trustfully and Hiruma leaned down to kiss his lover as he breached the virgin passage.

He moved slowly not wanting to hurt the boy and it took a minute or so before he was fully seated inside of Sena. It was so tight and hot, it was heaven. Slender arms wrapped around his neck and shoulders and he could faintly feel Sena's nails scratching at his skin as he began to pull out.

Sena's eyes were wet and teary now, few drops running down his cheeks. Hiruma licked them away as he thrust back in as softly as he could, and watched those same eyes widen as he hit the boy's prostate.

There was a weak little moan from under him as Hiruma set a slow pace letting Sena get used to the feeling. Burying his face in Sena's neck he started to suck a mark onto the pale flesh. Sena cooed and traced patterns along his back as he started to meet his thrusts.

It seemed the pipsqueak had adjusted. Sitting up, he lifted Sena's left leg over his shoulder so he could move deeper. Sena whined in protest and tried to pull him back down, feeling uncomfortable and embarrassed in this position.

Instinct was telling him to drive into the boy with everything he had, but Hiruma held back as much as he could for fear of hurting Sena. He reached between them and began to stroke the brunette's neglected manhood.

Sena whimpered and reached for him, and Hiruma finally relented letting Sena's leg slide back down off of his shoulder. Fingers laced together the blonde drove Sena further into the bed as he sought to drive them both over the edge.

It was maddening, exhilarating, heavenly and torturous all at the same time. Would it be like this every time? Sena gave a shout a beneath him suddenly and he couldn't think anymore as the walls around him constricted almost painfully and he was falling into his own personal abyss.

He was momentarily blinded by it all and narrowly avoided collapsing on Sena. The pair just held each other for a moment, panting and exhausted. Hiruma nuzzled Sena's spiky hair breathing in his scent and just taking everything in.

~*~
Right now I feel - just like a leaf on a breeze
Who knows where it's blowin'
And who knows where I'm goin'

~*~

Sena curled into his side as he slept and Hiruma reached up to pet his hair. He knew he couldn't just take something like this from Sena and leave. He still felt torn between two desires.

He wouldn't give up on the Christmas Bowl, he had sacrificed too much to do that. But now he knew he couldn't give up Sena either.

It would be tough but maybe, he could end up having both in the end.

Owari