Never Alone In The Dark

Disclaimer:
Hikaru and Kaoru are not mine. Not now, not ever. *cries*
They’re Bisco Hatori’s.


Author’s Note:

I’ve been wanting to write this one for a long time now. And here we go! The first of my ‘write 3 smuts in a day’ fics. Yatta!
I must warn you: We’re talking incestuous relationship here.
And before you start flaming: Yes, I know they’re brothers. Yes, I know incest is a bad thing. Yes, I know that in real life it’d be gross. BUT! This is Yaoi. Yaoi is hot. Twincest is hot. Live with it or leave. Now.

Baby, You know it’s for you! *chuu*

Warning:

In addition to Twincest this fic contains angst, lemon, oral and anal. That means graphic male/male SEX. NC-17 rating. Read it at your own risk. Do not flame me if you were too lazy to read the warning, and found out how offensive it was afterwards. Your mistake, not my fault. K? Okay. Start reading now.


Never alone in the Dark

“Hikaru?” Kaoru’s voice sounded in the empty room. “Hikaru? Are you sleeping?”
“No…” his twin murmured, turning over to face him. “What is it?”
“Nothing really…I was just wondering.”

Most people found it strange that the twins still slept in the same bed at the age of 15. But Hikaru and Kaoru had hardly spent a day apart since they were born, and didn’t like the thought of being separated. Or rather, they saw no need for it. Just as they’d seen no need to make friends with others in the past; why try to fix something that wasn’t broken?
The mansion they lived in had more than enough rooms for one of them to move into, so that wasn’t a problem, it was just that the Hitachiin twins were used to this arrangement. This was how they lived, this was what they wanted.

“I know there’s something.” Hikaru stated. “There’s always something.” The tip of his index finger pressed gently at the tip of Kaoru’s nose. “Isn’t it?”
“No. Really. I just can’t sleep.”
“Kaoru?”
“Hmm?”
“Are you scared of the dark again?”
The younger twin scoffed. “I am not!”
“You can’t lie to me. I know you’re scared of the dark. You’ve always been.”
“I’m not.” He protested silently.
“But you want me to hold you, right?”
Kaoru nodded.
The elder of the twins slid his arm around his brother’s waist, resting his head on his shoulder. His warmth breath tickling Kaoru’s ear.

How many nights hadn’t they spent like this?
True, Kaoru had once been deadly scared of the dark, and perhaps he still was. But it wasn’t in the same way. The fear he felt for the dark now had nothing to do with the shadows that appear on your bedroom wall at night, or the uneasiness you feel after watching a horror movie. The darkness that surrounded them in the bedroom was merely a recreation of the real darkness; the darkness that lay in people’s hearts.
He’d been thinking about it a lot lately, as it seemed everyone was finding their place, fitting in somewhere. They all had family businesses they were expected to take over or at least work for when they graduated.
This was all great in it’s own way, but wouldn’t that mean they’d all be torn from each other? Wouldn’t Kyoya and Tamaki have to walk their separate ways? Each to different businesses? And what about Mori-senpai and Hunny-senpai? Their families were tied together, but with Mori as a ‘servant’ and Hunny as a leading influence? When Hunny inherited everything… They could never be as close as they’d been during their years in the Host Club, their years in high school.
Haruhi’s a durable girl. He’d known that since they first met her. She was independent and mature. She’d probably be fine even if she never saw them all again.
He was worried to how Tamaki would react to that, he certainly wouldn’t be able to take it. And himself?
He and Hikaru had always had each other. They’d always lived in their own little world, so technically they should be fine, even if they lost all contact with their first ever real friends. It was just… That Hikaru and Haruhi seemed so close these days.

So yes, he was afraid. Afraid of the dark.
Afraid of loosing everyone.
Afraid that Hikaru would have someone that was more important to him than what Kaoru himself was.

He sighed deeply.
“What’s wrong?” Hikaru asked softly into his ear.
It made him shiver lightly.
“I’m just thinking…”
“About?”
“Us.”
“Us?” his twin echoed.
“Yes, all of us. What’ll happen to us all when we graduate?”
“What are you talking about? That’s three years from now!”
“For us. What about Mori and Hunny? They’re graduating this year. What will the Host Club be without them?”
Hikaru chuckled softly. “I wouldn’t worry too much, knowing our Lord, he’ll most likely drag them back here even after they’ve graduated. He’ll force them to still be part of the Host Club.”
”You’re right.” Kaoru laughed. “He would do that, wouldn’t he?”
“Definitely. Even when he’s graduated he’ll drag them back, the same goes for Kyoya. The school will never be rid of him. Or us for that matter.”
“Yeah…Us.”
“And Haruhi.”
“Yes of course…Always Haruhi.” Kaoru muttered.
“What did you say?”
“No, nothing…” Kaoru swallowed. “Hikaru?”
“What?”
“You’d never leave me, would you?”
“So that’s what you’re worried about? That I’ll leave you?” Hikaru made Kaoru turn around and face him.
“Listen to me Kaoru. If anyone should be worried here it’s me. I’m the one who should be afraid that you’ll leave me!”
“Hikaru…Why?”
“Because you’re more mature than me. Everyone knows that. Maybe one day you’ll decide that you’ve had enough of my immaturity, and start living your own life, where I’m not present.”
“But…I’d never do that!”
”I know. And you should know I’d never leave you either.”
“Hikaru…”
Two pairs of identical brown eyes gazed into each other.
They leaned in, and their lips met. They were barely touching, and the kiss broke just as quickly as it’d started.
They looked at each other, awaiting, wondering.
As if on cue, both boys tilted their heads to the side and kissed again.
Soft lips pressed against each other, Hikaru biting slightly on Kaoru’s lower lip.
Kaoru’s heart was fluttering, racing in his chest. Beckoning to Hikaru, he let his lips part so their tongues could meet.
Hikaru’s tongue accepted the invitation, brushing over pale pink lips, meeting with Kaoru’s tongue, exploring every corner of his mouth.

They’d always played on this; the factor of Moe was an important tool in the Host Club. The girls loved the thought of forbidden love between guys, and even more so when you added more danger by making the guys brothers. And twins, nonetheless!
But neither of the twins had considered that the other wanted it to be more than just an act. In their own minds they’d both wanted to make reality of it, both wanting nothing more than to share one real kiss. And now it was out in the open, and nothing to talk about. They didn’t need to talk, as they’d always feel the same.
To Kaoru it was never Hikaru’s anger or frustration; it was their.
To Hikaru it wasn’t Kaoru’s pain, it was their.
That’s why they now felt no need to discuss what was happening; because they read it in the other’s eyes, felt it as were they one being.

The kisses grew deeper, more persistent by the minute.
The only sound that was audible was the soft moans emitting from their throats.
Hikaru broke the kiss for a second, flipping Kaoru over on his back, so he could get on top of him. Gently, he pinned him down, kissing his neck softly.
Kaoru shook under him.
Hikaru’s lips caressed his pale skin, right below the jaw, his tongue following the jugular, biting carefully.
“Hika…ru…” Kaoru whispered, pulling him close for a kiss again. He felt lust starting to bubble somewhere deep inside of him, noticed how he was hardening slightly. The thin boxers he was wearing was nowhere near enough to hide it. He swallowed hard, felt his face flush.
Hikaru spotted his brother’s blush and smiled into the kiss. “I’ve always loved your look when you blush…” he whispered into a new kiss, Kaoru’s face flushing even more.
He pressed up towards his brother, noticing that Hikaru was equally hardening.
Their hips rocked together, and he gasped, a jolt of pleasure running swiftly through him.
Hikaru must’ve felt it too, because he broke the kiss again, moaning against Kaoru’s lips: “Kao…ru…!”
They moved against each other again, erections brushing through silk boxers.
There was a whimper from Kaoru’s throat.
Hikaru kissed him gently on the neck, sucking and biting at the right places, moving down, towards his collar bone.
He stopped, looked up at Kaoru. His twin was nodding, urging him to continue.
“Don’t stop…” he whispered. “Kiss me…”
Hikaru smirked, drawing a path of kisses over his collarbone, down his chest.
He let one slender hand run down Kaoru’s body, stroking over alabaster skin and slightly rippled abs. Then he hesitated, but took the chance, his hand moving further down, gently stroking Kaoru’s arousal, through the silk.
Kaoru’s gasp instantly sent a tingle down his spine, and he caressed him gently once more. Kaoru rocked towards him, his erection twitching through the silk.
“More…” he whispered hoarsely.
Hikaru nodded, kissed his way down the younger’s stomach, his tongue teasing the skin, hand moving swiftly over the silk once more.
“Aah…” Kaoru breathed. “Hikaru…”
Not hesitating for a second, Hikaru pulled the boxers off of his brother.
A wave of warmth went through him as he saw Kaoru’s full length unraveled before him. He swallowed. Resuming the kissing his hand went to the aching cock in front him, beginning to stroke carefully. Kaoru shook under him. “H-hik-ah!”
Hikaru’s tongue searched the pale skin, flickered over a slightly hardening nipple, finding that it hardened even more. He smirked, bit it gently, feeling another shiver going through his brother.
His kisses traveled further down, drawn to the warm, pulsing member.
His tongue dwelled at the navel, playfully dipping into it, and then traced the hairs underneath. Hikaru bit his lip, should he?
Kaoru rocked his hips towards him, looking at him with a gaze that was heavy with lust, pleading for more. “Hikaru…Please…”
The oldest of the twins wet his lips with his tongue, waited a bit and then carefully stuck it out to lick gently at the head of Kaoru’s cock.
A jolt went through the boy. He gasped loudly.
Hikaru found that he rather liked that reaction. He licked it again, kissed the crown, delighted at the result.
“Mmh!”
He smirked to himself, ran his tongue over the head and along the vein underneath.
“Aah!”
He ran his tongue to the base and back up, and then took the whole thing in his mouth.
“H-ikaru!”
He found it uncomfortable at first, but Kaoru’s moans egged him on; so he kept going. He teased the slit with his tongue, sucked all the way to the base and then back up, bringing his hand to the shaft, starting to run it up and down as well.
“Aa…haa…” Kaoru breathed, thrusting back into Hikaru’s mouth.
Hikaru kept bobbing his head up and down, each moan from Kaoru making him suck harder, move his hand faster. He moved his free hand, running it along the sensitive skin of Kaoru’s inner thigh, towards his entrance.
He touched it carefully, drawing a surprised gasp from Kaoru. He pressed gently, his finger sliding inside of him.
“Mmh!” Kaoru bit his lip.
Another finger joined the first, and Hikaru started moving them carefully, thrusting them into Kaoru, who instinctively shot his back, rocking against him and moaning.
The fingers met with a soft gland deep inside of the twin.
“Hikaru!” he cried out.
Hikaru smirked, sucked hard down to the base, and thrust his fingers into Kaoru again, hitting the same gland, sending shivers through him, making him cry out again. And with that cry, Hikaru shivered as well.
“Hi-ka-ah-ru!” Kaoru moaned, pressing down towards the fingers that was giving him this pleasure, he’d never felt anything like it. And the wet warmth inside of Hikaru’s mouth… He felt warmth coiling through his blood, towards his groin, a pressure building inside of him.
“Hika-! Hikaru! S-stop!”
Hikaru looked up, licking his lips. “What?”
”I’m about to… I don’t want to… Not without you…”
Hikaru swallowed, gazing into Kaoru’s eyes. “You mean..?”
Kaoru nodded. “Yes… Please? Let me feel you inside me…”
Hikaru smiled, kissing him gently on the lips. “If that’s what you want…”
His tongue slid over Kaoru’s lips, and met with his. The kiss grew more intense.
Kaoru tasted himself on Hikaru’s lips, a weak salty taste that caused more heat to pool in his groin. His slender hands moved down Hikaru’s body, removing his boxers.

Hikaru’s warm flesh brushed his own, sending shivers through them both; they gasped into another kiss.
“Kaoru…” Hikaru whispered.
Kaoru moved against him, their erections grinding together.
They kissed again, Hikaru positioning himself between Kaoru’s legs, the tip of his aching member brushing against Kaoru’s entrance.
Looking each other deeply in the eyes they moved closer for another craving kiss as Hikaru slowly began pressing himself against the virginal hole.
Slowly he slid inside. Kaoru’s nails dug into the skin of his back, but he begged him to keep going. “Hikaru… Don’t stop…”
“Ah! Ka-Kaoru!” the desire that rose to the surface inside him was uncontrollable; seeing Kaoru laying like that, breathing heavily, his hair in tousles in front of his lustful eyes, with his legs sread, welcoming him inside like this… He gave one hard thrust, burying himself to the hilt inside of the younger twin.
“Aah!” he looked down at Kaoru, whose eyes were shut. He paused. “Did I hurt you?!”
“No…” Kaoru panted. “I’m fine. Keep going… Let me feel you Hikaru, please.”
Although worrying about his brother, Hikaru didn’t need to be asked twice; he started moving gently, watching Kaoru closely as he moved.

Kaoru felt warm and tight around him, better than anything he’d ever felt. Each move he made had him feeling like he was in heaven. Kaoru tensed and released around his shaft, sending electrical impulses up his spine, ending at his lips as erratic breathing and moans. “K-Kaoru…Aah…”

Gradually the younger twin started moving up against him, his face flushing, beads of sweat dancing over his skin, he was breathing heavily, but pleasure was written all over his face.
They’d always looked the same, sounded the same and liked the same things.
The way to tell them apart had always been that the one that wasn’t him was Hikaru and the one who wasn’t Hikaru, was him.
Now they were one.

“Aah! Hikaru!” he cried out as Hikaru’s cock brushed the same spot inside of him as he had done with his fingers earlier.
Waves of lust went through him. He wanted more of that pleasure.
Hikaru read it in his eyes, angling another thrust to that same spot, drawing another lustful moan from Kaoru’s lips.

Their breaths and movements were synced.
Kaoru was tightening around Hikaru’s shaft which was brushing the spot over and over, making little spots dance in front of his eyes with each one.
His inner muscles were clenching Hikaru’s member, pumping it, driving him closer to the edge.
Suddenly something exploded in his head, an intense heat spread from that spot inside of him and throughout his entire being, sending him into orgasmic bliss.
“Oh..my! Hi-Hikaru! Aah! Aaah!”
He threw his head back and screamed out his brother’s name, shivering violently, just the imagery, the very vision of Kaoru in such pleasure was enough for Hikaru to come.
The same warmth spread to every nerve in his body, he closed his eyes, pressing his lips to Kaoru’s as spots started dancing in his head. With one last hard thrust he came deep inside of Kaoru, moaning against his lips.
“Kao-ru…”

They lay on top of each other’s sweaty bodies, breathing heavily, breaths still synced.
Two identical teenagers, on top of each other; were basking in the afterglow of the love that had always been between them, but never had been awoken, until now.

Hikaru rose to his elbows, nuzzling Kaoru’s neck, kissing him softly.
“You see now? No one will ever be more important to me than you are, and certainly not Haruhi.”
“You heard that?” Kaoru blushed.
“Don’t worry about it.” Hikaru kissed him again. “It’s you I want to share everything with. And now that we found something as amazing as this, we wouldn’t want to share it with anyone, would we?”
Kaoru shook his head, laughing. “No, we wouldn’t.”
Hikaru smiled, lay back down next to him, feeling very sleepy all of a sudden.
Kaoru felt the same way, exhausted but happy, his heart still racing, his head still woozy.
As he closed his eyes he heard the voice of his brother, whisper into his ear; “I’ll never leave you alone in the dark Kaoru. Never.”

*Owari*

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