This Is Where It Gets Awkward

This Is Where It Gets Awkward

Author's Notes: I realise this isn't 100% believable sex, but that's why it's fanfiction right? :)


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"Yu, move over."

"There's plenty of space over there."

Lavi grinned, shivering slightly. "It's cold out."

Kanda sighed and closed his eyes, leaning against the tree trunk. The wind blew slowly, biting at the skin beneath his exorcist's uniform. He tried to clear his mind.

They'd been out here three days. No sign at all of any Innocence, and the last Akuma they'd fought had been beaten swiftly. All that was left was the cold, seeping mist surrounding them as they sat. Kanda knew that they wouldn't be able to continue like this much longer: if nothing appeared within the next few hours, they would have to...to...

"Hey, Yu," said Lavi, poking him in the arm, making him open his eyes.

"I told you not to call me that," grunted Kanda, without as much malice as usual. In the cold, it was difficult to get angry about things like Lavi's teasing, no matter how annoying he found it. Who was Lavi, to pretend such familiarity with him?

No one.

"It really is cold though," said Lavi, one of his sleeves rubbing against Kanda's. For a moment he stopped, as if waiting; when Kanda didn't move, he pressed closer. "How much longer are we supposed to stay out here?"

"Until our mission is complete," said Kanda, his voice impatient. Already, Lavi's body heat was seeping through, warming his arm. His fingers were numb and his cheeks were frozen, but the small area where their bodies met began to warm pleasantly. He leaned in a little, keeping silent.

It wasn't long before Lavi spoke again. "Can I get a little closer?"

Kanda turned his head to look at Lavi, his eyes widening before he could think to control his action; perhaps the cold was dulling his response time. "What?" he asked.

Lavi smiled, his cheeks red. He burrowed against Kanda, shivering. Kanda briefly thought about wrapping one arm around Lavi - for the body heat alone, of course - but decided against it. Lavi, however, did not seem to feel any hesitation before pushing himself higher, leaning over and straddling Kanda's legs.

"What. Are you doing," said Kanda, drowning the question in surprised monotone.

Lavi's hands were at the top of Kanda's shirt, unbuttoning rapidly. "It's warmer if we're skin-to-skin," said Lavi in a relaxed tone. Kanda tried to push his hand away, though his efforts lacked his usual strength. The shock of having Lavi on top of him - the surprise of his own body's reaction, it was all a little too much right then. He knew this was weird and that he shouldn't be looking forward to something that bordered on being inappropriate. He knew he shouldn't be excited for it, or the way Lavi's eyes caught his.

When his hands leveled on Lavi's stomach, he heard a gasp and looked up. "Yu," breathed Lavi. "What are you doing with your hands?"

Kanda tried to look annoyed, his hands unfastening Lavi's clothes faster. "You started this," he said defensively. "I don't plan to freeze in this weather," he added.


"Yeah, but -"

Lavi was talking too much, throwing Kanda's nerve a little. So he did the only thing that made sense to him then.

Lavi's mouth was soft, his lips pleasant and yielding when Kanda slipped his tongue out against the wet skin. He kissed and bit, timidly at first before gaining momentum, Lavi's hands thumbing gently through his hair.

Both were breathing hard when Lavi undid the top button to Kanda's trousers, warming his hand on Kanda's stomach before sliding it around the quickly-hardening length beneath. Kanda bit down - unintentionally at first - on Lavi's lower lip, teeth sinking into the protesting mouth. He heard Lavi moan and he thrust upward, trying not to think too hard about how much hearing Lavi sound like that made him want to come.

Perhaps it was the fog or the surreal feeling of Lavi on his lap; maybe it was the tiredness in his brain, in his limbs; Kanda didn't know. He felt swept up in the feeling of warmth around him and the way Lavi's cock was pushing against his hand. Kanda didn't need to wait long before his own fingers were warm enough to slip beneath the waistband, drawing Lavi's cock out, hand working the hardened skin, enjoying the surprised and wanting noises that Lavi was making.

Their coats spread out onto the soft dry spot under the tree and they lie down, facing each other, one of Lavi's legs wrapped around Kanda's middle. Kanda's hand remained between their bodies, stroking and teasing the shaft of Lavi's cock. His cheeks burned as he ran his fingertips over it, mind wandering.

He'd never been fully intimate before, and certainly never considered doing something like this with another guy. But now that he was here, with Lavi so warm and heavy in his hand, he wondered what it would be like to run his tongue over the taut stomach muscles, all the way down until his tongue met the tip of Lavi's cock, before sliding it all the way into his mouth.

These thoughts were not give much time to simmer in his mind before Lavi began to rub against him, angling his body differently than before. Kanda thrust against Lavi's crease, taking a few moments to realize that Lavi was pushing down against him, Kanda's dick pressing hot against his entrance.

Kanda blinked at Lavi. "Is that what you want?"

Lavi bit his lower lip, cheeks dark and eyes matching. He nodded.

Not really sure what he was doing, Kanda pulled down his own trousers and then Lavi's. He felt lulled into a haze as Lavi grinned at him nervously, reaching for something in his trousers before discarding them, his hands warm and slick as he ran them over Kanda's cock. He began to turn around before Kanda grabbed his shoulders, forcing him back onto their coats.

"No, I...want to see you," he said, feeling awkward.

"Oh," said Lavi, watching him.

The tip of Kanda's dick rubbed against Lavi, pushing in. Lavi squirmed, his face a mask of shallow pain as Kanda held his knees, continuously pushing in. Lavi's body was tight around him and Kanda couldn't help moaning, despite the discomfort written on Lavi's face. It felt dirty, doing this outside, where anyone could see; with a guy that was no end of irritating. Then again, Lavi wasn't all bad, his bright red hair causing his eyes to look that much darker when Kanda forced his cock the rest of the way in, bodies slamming together as the last two inches sunk deep inside.

"God, that's good," gasped Kanda before he could take back his words.

Lavi didn't say anything, his eyes shut tightly. Kanda watched his face with interest as he began to fuck him, slowly at first, gradually building up rhythm when Lavi didn't protest. The slick sounds of his dick entering Lavi sounded in the otherwise-silent clearing, Lavi's moans sounding clear and hot in between thrusts. Kanda held him down tightly, pushing in fast and deep.

He was getting close. "Can I do it inside?" he asked, leaning in to slide his tongue against Lavi's briefly before pulling back.

"Do what?" asked Lavi.

"I want to finish inside you," answered Kanda. "I want you to feel it when I..." He began to blush. "...when I...come."

Lavi's lips quirked into a grin. "I knew you were as dirty as I am," was all he said, leaning his head back as Kanda began to pound faster, his thrusts less gentle as he got closer, finally coming. His body shook with each shudder, swearing lightly as he felt his body release, wet and hot and white inside Lavi.

When he pulled out, he felt his come drip off the edge of his cock, a little of it spilling out of Lavi. He looked down, wetting his lips when he saw that Lavi was still hard. Leaning down before he could be sidetracked, he took Lavi's cock into his mouth. It felt strange initially, but as Lavi pushed up against the roof of his mouth, he closed his eyes and sucked harder. It felt good - tasting something hard and long, swirling his tongue around the head. His hand slid down to his own cock, which was hardening again. He moaned when a small shot of precome spilled against his tongue and he swallowed, throat relaxing to allow Lavi's dick deeper in his mouth.

"Yu...oh fuck, you're good at that," Lavi hissed, fingers threading through Kanda's hair and pulling as he fucked Kanda's mouth unceasingly. He pushed in harder and harder, Kanda's throat beginning to go sore until he came, come thick, spurting against Kanda's tongue and down Kanda's throat. Kanda swallowed, licking the hot length until Lavi's fingers went limp, allowing him to raise his head once more.

He didn't warn Lavi as he positioned his cock, forcing himself inside again. Lavi moaned loudly, eyes half-lidded as he relaxed his body for Kanda. In between gasps, he begged for Kanda to fuck harder, to push and pound and force. Kanda could not do much more than let his body give over to the thrilled and scared emotions dancing down his spine as his dick pulsated with the need to come again, to fill Lavi with thick, hot come.

He barely noticed when Lavi began to stroke himself, until Lavi whimpered, shooting against Kanda's stomach and his hand, moaning Kanda's name. Kanda watched the thin white streams slowly slid down his skin, aroused at the sight. Swearing, he came inside Lavi, his cock slammed all the way inside. He felt his come leaking out, down his legs and Lavi's but he couldn't stop, thrusting in and out and to elongate his orgasm, wanting to come and come and come in Lavi.

Struggling to regain normal breathing, he considered Lavi thoughtfully, running clean fingers over Lavi's lips. "Still cold?" he asked.

"Sweaty, actually," laughed Lavi, frowning a little as Kanda pulled out, offering Lavi's clothing back to him before putting his own back on. He stood, looking around. Lavi remained on the ground, looking up at the sky in the other direction.

Neither spoke again until Lavi gasped - this time out of nothing more than simple surprise. "Yu - what...are you doing?"

As Kanda sat behind Lavi he kept silent, his hands slipping easily around Lavi's middle, urging him back against Kanda's chest. "It's warmer this way," was all he said, forcing down a smile as Lavi placed one hand over his.

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