Moment of Madness

Moment of Madness

By: Yahnkehy

Genre: Yaoi, Fushigi Yuugi

Pairing: Tasuki/Tamahome

Warnings: yaoi, madness, drunken attentions, lemons, and language

Rating: NC-21

Moment of Madness


It had been another hard day of chasing Seiryuu seishi through the land of Sairo in an effort to get the other shinzaho before they did and the Suzaku seishi had all gathered together again at the old man’s house. How that pervert of a seifu managed to help get a virgin priestess to the summoning of their god without breaking celestial law is beyond comprehension.

Anyway, it was late and Tasuki was ready to relax with some sake in his room, by himself.

He was about two bottles in, feeling really good, and getting really (and I mean REALLY) into the fantasy of Tamahome sucking his dick when someone knocked on the door. ‘Fuck, just my god damned luck. I was so close to comin’, too.’

Shoving himself back into his pants, Tasuki got to his feet and staggered to the door, jerking it open to glare at whoever it was that dared to deny him the alone time he’d set for himself. He came face to face with the man who’d just been the star in his fantasy, Tamahome.

“What th’ fuck do ya want, Tama?” He growled, his eyes skittering over him, taking in the way his shoulders slumped, the way his eyes looked so sad...

“Can I come in? I want to talk to you about something.” Tamahome answered, his voice irritated. He shifted from foot to foot, waiting impatiently as Tasuki mulled over the sanity of letting him in.

“Yeah, get your ass in here.” Tasuki stepped to the side, knowing that if he gave him that sad look again, he’d fuck him but not giving a damn at the moment. He was more than a little bit drunk, and already horny. ‘He’s so... fuck, what am I thinking?’

Tamahome’s shoulder brushed against the thin shirt that covered Tasuki’s chest as he stepped through the door and he had to bite his tongue to keep from warning him again about the perils of visiting when he was drunk. Instead, Tasuki closed the door and locked it. He was going nowhere tonight.

Tamahome turned, looking down at his hands and shifting from foot to foot again.

“Spit it th’ fuck out.” Tasuki prodded him, crossing his arms over his chest and watching the way Tamahome’s shirt pulled and stretched over his chest. ‘Mmm, damn he’s so fuckin’ delicious looking.’

“I can’t be with Miaka anymore. Seifu... Tokaki-senpai says that we have no chance of being together. Suzaku won’t grant our wish.” He answered, moving to the door. “It’s stupid, never mind. Good night, Tasuki.”

‘Oh hell no, he’s going nowhere!’ Tasuki reached out and gripped his shoulder. “Where are ya goin’, Tama? Think you c’n come in here, lookin’ like that, an’ just leave? Wrong!” he shoved him to the wall, pressing against him. “I’m not done with ya yet.”

Tamahome's eyes went wide and then narrowed. "Tasuki, get off. I get it; I shouldn't have bothered you." He said swatting at Tasuki's arms.

Tasuki didn't let go. In fact he was staring at him as if he was in the menu for dinner tonight. Tamahome tried to pull back, but his head met hard with the wall instead. He winced and cast a frustrated glare at his captor. "What!?"

Tasuki smirked, pushing his body fully against Tamahome's. "You are goin' nowhere. You're mine tonight." He gripped Tamahome's wrists, putting them both in one hand and pinning them to the wall over his head. His free hand trailed down Tamahome's chest and over his belly, tracing around the waistband of his pants. "You are far too over dressed for what I have in mind for ya." he said, lust deepening his voice to a husky growl.

Tamahome let out a gasp as his hands were pinned above him. He looked up at them, surprise and confusion fighting for priority in his eyes. "T-Tasuki, what?"

He leaned his head back against the wall and tried to follow Tasuki's finger with his eyes. Had he just heard him right? His? Tamahome clenched his teeth and closed one eye, fighting the sensation around his lower belly and keeping one eye glaring at Tasuki. "Tasuki, let go of me!" He pushed against the wall, but couldn't budge.

Tasuki's smirk widened, "Oh no, I don't think I'm gonna." he growled as he leaned in and pressed his nose to Tamahome's neck, breathing him in. "Mmm, ya smell fuckin' good." His fingers dipped into Tamahome's pants, finding and gripping the flesh he found there. "Uhn... Gods, ya feel better than I imagined."

Tamahome's eyes widened. "Tasuki! Get... No, Tasuki, not there!" He bit his lip and closed his eyes. A blush had worked its way over his cheeks against his will. "Ta-suki."

Tasuki's smirk grew lustful as he slowly stroked the hardening flesh in his hand. "That don't sound like 'stop' t'me. That sounds more like 'fuck me'." his mouth fastened to the soft skin of Tamahome's neck, nibbling and biting, scraping his fangs along the smooth, creamy flesh.

"Hnn... Tasuki, stop. Stop." Tamahome protested, jerking his neck away when Tasuki's tongue touched him.

He released Tamahome's hands and quickly set about untying the strings that held Tamahome's pants closed, allowing them to drop to the floor. He licked two fingers and smoothed his hand around to Tamahome's ass. "This," he whispered as his fingers touched Tamahome's puckered entrance, "is where I wanna be."

His hands were released and he grabbed at Tasuki's shoulders, pushing against him. He couldn't stop his pulse from racing, an uncontrollable red stain colored his cheeks. He gasped and stiffened when Tasuki undid his pants. He couldn't let him see him in this state, it wasn't like he wanted the touches he was receiving. "Tasuki, st-stop, you're drunk and gonna regret ...Hnnn... " He hoped he was speaking the truth. "I'm, I'm warning you." It was tough to talk. Tasuki's hands knew exactly where to go at the right moment.

Tasuki's fingers worked their way inside slowly, stroking Tamahome's erection to keep him distracted. He growled and latched his teeth into Tamahome's neck, biting down and sucking hard, leaving a lovely red mark on his neck.

A souvenir... of their night together.

He licked his way to Tama's mouth, nipping his lips. "I ain't gonna regret it, Tama, I wanna be in your ass so bad it hurts. I will have you since you were so kind to come to me." His fingers worked in deeper, searching for that place that would drive him insane. "Fight me all ya want, your delectable little ass is mine."

Tamahome's eyes shot open. Tasuki's fingers, and oh gods! That was it. Tamahome wasn't going to let Tasuki do anything more. His fist clenched and he threw an awkward punch to Tasuki's ribs. The angle was wrong, and Tasuki was really too close for it to gain speed. But at least he tried, right? At least he could say he tried.

"Aahh," Another damn moan escaped his lips. He shut his eyes and bit the inside of his cheek to keep from doing that again. He pulled back and delivered another pathetic blow to Tasuki’s side; his fist could hardly stay shut. His legs wobbled and he grabbed at Tasuki's shirt for support. "Tasuki, you've gone mad." He whispered, horrified yet unable to deny the pleasure rolling through him.

Tasuki grinned, the blows not even stinging. "Hnn, you're gonna be all hard and pulsing in my hand, then try an' tell me ya ain't interested in letting me put my dick in? Don't lie to me, Tama."

Tamahome clutched at Tasuki's tunic and his back arched into the thrusting fingers. "Aah, Tasuki... don't..." But his hips had started to rock a little on their own. "Stop!" he looked to the side, rolling his head on the wall.

His fingers thrust harder, his gripping hand stroked faster. "Mmm, your ass wants me, it's clenching around my fingers." He huffed and pulled fingers out, then tore at the loose strings of his own pants.

As the cloth fell to the floor, Tasuki lifted Tamahome's leg and draped it over his arm.

The sound of cloth hitting the floor served as a cold reminder that there was no escape. Tears started to gather at the corners of his eyes. He wiggled and tried to fight out of Tasuki's grasp as his leg was lifted and something hot and blunt was pressed against him.

Tasuki nudged himself against the tight opening, his eyes staying on Tamahome's face as he slowly pushed inside. "Nnn, fuck, you're so tight." he groaned, dropping his head to rest against Tamahome's shoulder. He pushed in fully, his fingers still moving over Tamahome's arousal. "You want me inside you," he growled in Tama's ear. "Almost as bad as I wanna be here."

He pulled his hips back and thrust forward slowly. "Ooohnn... tight."

"Ta-Tasuki!" He wanted to protest, but a whine of pleasure came out instead. He cast his eyes down and to the side again, biting back a few moans that needed to escape. Small muffled sounds came to his lips. His fingers tugged at Tasuki's tunic, pulling him closer, tighter to him. God's he didn't want this, but his body was reacting. His hips arched into Tasuki's grasp. "Hnn... Ahh.... Aahh." He huffed out small groans.

Tasuki's slight grin dropped completely as he lifted Tamahome's other leg and pressed him against the wall hard, slamming inside once. "Yes, Tama, enjoy it. Love how my cock fills you up." He gripped Tamahome's waist, moving him in counter to his thrusting hips. He slammed hard into Tamahome's ass, growling deep in his chest. "Tell me ya love it. Groan and cry for me, it's so fuckin' erotic."

"Tasuki! P-Please...." Tamahome was panting, his legs wrapped around the other man against his will. His hips rocked with Tasuki's thrusts. His fingers gripped tightly at Tasuki's shoulders. He had lost control of his body; it was wrapped in pleasure he had never experienced before. "No... Oh Gods, Tasuki!"

He fought for some semblance of idea that he didn't want the other man inside of him, but it was useless. It felt beyond wonderful. A smile tugged at the corner of his lips, even as his eyes pleaded with his friend to stop. "G-Good." He huffed out quietly.

Tasuki thrust harder, his lust spiraling higher at Tamahome's whispered admission. He growled against Tamahome's neck, "Louder. Scream for me, Tama. Yell out loud that you love me fucking your..." Tamahome clenched around him slightly, causing his breath to catch and his growls to become more animalistic. "Tight. Little. Ass!" he thrust hard with each word, ramming Tamahome's hips down onto him.

He was getting close; Tamahome's panting moans driving him wild.

Tamahome bit back the words as long as he could, a dark red blush over his cheeks. He tilted his face away from Tasuki's burning gaze, embarrassed that he wanted to agree. "Hnn.. Uh... T-Tasuki..." He tightened his grasp on Tasuki's shoulder, his other hand smoothing down the back of Tasuki's shirt. He pulled him in closer; his nails dug into the skin under the fabric. He gasped, his eyes went wide and he felt a burst of ecstasy as Tasuki hit a spot inside him that made him scream. He couldn't hold back any longer. "Tasuki, gods, yes! YES!" A guilty smile slid over his lips as he gave in to the feeling. "Fuck me! So... Gods, so good!"

Tasuki growled and brought one hand from Tamahome's hips to grip the weeping erection that was nudging his belly, he stroked it in time with his frantic thrusts.

At the sound of Tamahome's screams, he lost it. "Oh fuck, I'm gonna cum!" he let go of his meager control and picked up his pace yet again, driving Tamahome's back into the wall with the force of his pounding thrusts, his hand almost a blur as it worked Tama to completion.

Tamahome was lost. His body screamed out for more, not realizing that he was screaming it too. "More, God, Tasuki, Yes!" His hips thrust themselves down even as Tasuki was ramming him hard. He arched his back, in a final intense wave of pleasure. "I'm.... Ahh, c-coming! Ahh!" He felt himself tighten, and he screamed out, releasing his seed into Tasuki's hand.

As Tamahome clamped down around him, Tasuki gave in and came with a roar. He continued to thrust wildly into Tamahome's tight heat, milking the pleasure for every last second he could.

His thrusts slowed and his head came down to rest against Tama's shoulder, panting and gasping for breath. "Tama, mmm." he growled out as he shifted Tama to rest against his chest and slowly moved his body off of the wall. He gathered the limp form of his new lover into his arms and carried him to the bed, lying down while staying firmly inside him.

Tamahome fell limp, cuddling up to Tasuki’s chest sleepily. He felt wonderful, loose, languid, and ready for a nice long nap. He’d think about what exactly had happened here later, for now he wanted to sleep. He was oddly comforted by the fact that Tasuki had stayed inside him, feeling closer to him and less like he had been used to sate lust on.

He had just begun to drift off when he felt Tasuki stir within him and a hand clamp down on his hip again. “Nnn?” he asked, rolling his head around to look up at Tasuki.

Tasuki smirked lazily and raised up on one elbow, trailing his free hand up from Tama’s hip to his chin. He leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to the corner of Tamahome’s mouth, his hips bumping up and nudging himself a little further into Tamahome’s tightness.

Tamahome gasped and sat up, regaining some control of himself as he pushed away from Tasuki and scrambled from the bed. No, he didn’t want this. Even though he was still warm and drowsy from their previous encounter, he didn’t want it. Was still in a little bit of shock that it had happened in the first place.

Half way to the door, arms clasped around him and he fell to the floor with Tasuki’s weight pressing into his back. “No, Tasuki, not again. I didn’t want it the first time and I don’t want it now. Get off of me!”

Tasuki nuzzled the back of Tamahome’s neck, “But you enjoyed it, na? You screamed out for me to fuck you, begged for more. You just won’t let me love you, ya won’t let yourself see that you loved feeling me inside you.”

Tamahome stopped struggling and closed his eyes. Tasuki was right. Who was he trying to put on the show for? He unclenched his hand from the floor and relaxed his body. "Tasuki?" He said without turning to face him. "Miaka... I can't be with her, but she still shouldn't know about this." He hung his head; the guilt stayed with him, but just the heat from Tasuki's body was enough to make his heart flutter. Who was he kidding? Just moments before he was begging for Tasuki to fuck him, and he liked it.

Tamahome turned himself over, lifting his eyes- no longer scared- to Tasuki's. He sat up and pressed the first real kiss of the evening to his lover's lips. Hey, maybe Tasuki was drunk enough to forget about this whole thing in the morning. Probably not, but maybe.

Tamahome smirked a little to himself. He wasn't going to give in entirely though, something about the idea
of Tasuki demanding he need him made heat explode low in his belly. ‘Take me,’ his mind whispered to the man above him.

Tasuki leaned into the kiss, Tamahome’s words sending a thrill of triumph through his body. He knew, knew he’d won in that moment. That knowledge somehow calmed the urge to push, and eased the ache he felt in his lower belly and made him change his mind about going for hard and fast again. No, this time he wanted to show Tamahome how it should be. How tender and passionate he could be, but if he was going to do that he had to break away from the kiss that was setting his blood on fire again.

He pulled back a little bit, nipping on sweet lips before drawing the lower one into his mouth to suckle. He released Tama’s lip with a soft pop and got to his knees, pulling Tamahome to him. “I can keep a secret, Tama, can you?” he whispered huskily as he lifted Tama and got to his feet.

Tamahome opened his eyes with a sense of confusion; hadn’t Tasuki just been about to screw him senseless two seconds ago? What had happened? He remained silent, waiting to see what Tasuki had in mind but prayed that he wouldn’t take him against the wall again. He had a feeling that his back would be sore for awhile after their earlier round.

To say he was surprised when Tasuki laid him gently down on the bed would be an understatement. “Tasuki?” he said a bit unsure, looking up at Tasuki who was staring down at him from the side of the bed. He sat up only to be pressed back.

“Shh, it’s arright, Tama. I just wanna see what I missed earlier.” Tasuki answered Tamahome’s unasked question, stripping off the shirt he’d been in too much of a hurry to remove earlier and climbed up on the bed. Looking down at Tamahome’s confused, blush covered face, Tasuki felt a release in his chest and all of the alcohol in his system seemed to dry up in that moment. The realization that Tamahome had all but come out and told him that this was okay made him tremble nervously.

He trailed a finger down Tamahome’s face, to his neck and further down to the frogs holding his jacket closed. He wanted this to be more than just a hard, quick fuck, he wanted to show Tamahome what he couldn’t –and wouldn’t – express in words. Kneeling between Tamahome’s legs, Tasuki slowly unhooked the frogs of Tamahome’s jacket and kissed each new patch of skin that was exposed. Grinning madly as he pulled delighted –yet surprised – gasps from Tamahome’s lips with each soft kiss, Tasuki made undressing the top portion of Tamahome’s body into a slow, erotic feast.

Tamahome bit his lips, the blush from earlier darkening as he watched Tasuki devour his chest with something akin to silent adoration. He was actually surprised that Tasuki’s fangs weren’t painful against the ultra sensitive skin of his nipples, but rather made his pulse jump and skip. Unsure as to what he should do, he clenched his fists at his sides to keep them from burying themselves in Tasuki’s hair and pulling him closer. Tasuki may wield holy flame with his tessen, but the true heat and fire that the tessen drew its power from had to be from Tasuki’s mouth.

Hot lips clamped over one nipple and he cried out in surprise and desire, wondering if he would survive this night without being burned alive from the amazingly pleasurable inferno that was Tasuki’s mouth. He whined in dismay when Tasuki left the feast that he was making of his nipples and chest to travel downward. Losing the battle to keep his hands to his sides, he gripped red silk and tugged, silently begging Tasuki to return to his chest.

“Shh, it’s arright, Tama.” Tasuki breathed against the quivering stomach that had gained his attention, “I’m gonna make ya feel even better.” He chuckled at the soft whine that answered him and licked the soft flesh of Tamahome’s belly, teasing and taunting him with alternating bites and flicks of his tongue. He scooted down a bit further, taking great pleasure from the insistent tugging at his hair as he kissed each of Tamahome’s hip bones in turn before giving his full attention to the heavy erection that was now the center of his world.

His tongue slithered out over smirking lips to flick against the tip of Tamahome’s nearly purple erection, almost losing his determination to go slow when hands clenched in his hair and tried to shove his head down. Tamahome’s cries sent his pulse racing and he eagerly licked and lapped at the salty-sweet fluid that pearled at the tip of Tamahome’s cock.

Tamahome gasped and bucked with each teasing flick of hot tongue, his hands shoving at Tasuki’s head in an effort to ease the burning ache that had sprung up at around the same time that Tasuki had first tasted him. “T-Tasuki, Tasuki...” he panted, tossing his head on the pillows and arching his back to get closer to that teasing tongue.

“A-AH!” he was dying, completely positive that he could hear the tolling of the death bell as a molten mouth surrounded his erection. His body reacted before his mind could comprehend what was happening and he pushed down with his hands while thrusting up with his hips. Warm, strong hands pinned his hips to the bed and he whined louder, wordlessly begging for more than Tasuki was giving.

Tasuki growled around his mouthful, the frantic reactions of Tamahome’s body spurred him to give as much pleasure as he could with what little knowledge he had. He sucked hard, then teasingly drew back, only to plunge his head down and repeat the process again. He set an almost painful pace: slow, yet hard and demanding. He wanted every piece of Tamahome’s body to remember him and the pleasure he could give.

He eased back and looked up at Tamahome’s face, basking in the feeling of utter and complete triumph as Tamahome’s expression of desperation and need cut into the chains he’d put on his desire. Tasuki was intending on making his name synonymous with pleasure in Tamahome’s mind by loving him slowly and thoroughly. Tasting and teasing every inch of his beautiful body with lips, tongue and teeth.

Tamahome's body cried out at the loss of the heat engulfing his erection. Every inch of him wanted it back. He pulled Tasuki closer to his skin. A soft whine issued from his lips, begging Tasuki to continue with whatever God-like spell he had him trapped in.

He helped Tamahome sit up, easing the shirt and jacket from one shoulder and kissing down the gentle slope to the tips of each finger before pausing to nip the tips playfully. He repeated the action with the other side, swirling his tongue over pulse points and nipping the tender skin on the bend of his elbow and wrist. He reveled in the shivers and quiet sounds of pleasure Tamahome uttered, allowing them to spear through him and make his blood burn.

His back arched into the touches. His mind completely lost in desire. "More, Please, Tasuki." He whimpered into Tasuki's shoulder, kissing his warm skin between words.

"Shh, it's coming." he murmured against Tamahome's fingers, flicking his tongue over the tips. He lay Tamahome back, tossing the shirt and jacket to fall where they may and returned to his slow and thorough possession. He began again with a delicate ear, tracing his tongue over the shell and then dipping inside for a moment. He set his teeth to the fleshy lobe, nipping lightly in contrast to the feather like licks of before.

He nipped his way around Tamahome's jaw, following the bone to the other ear and giving it the same treatment. He chuckled at the soft sounds drifting from Tamahome's throat and pressed a soft kiss to his lips, making love to his mouth with the same slow, masterful seduction he'd put into use with the rest of Tama's skin.

"Soon, baby, soon." he muttered as he dragged his lips down the column of Tamahome's throat. Nipping a trail down the center of his chest to his navel before veering off to the side and kissing a fiery path to his hip. He lifted one leg and kissed down the inside to Tamahome's knee, nipping gently at the sensitive skin just behind it then skimming his lips back up to nuzzle Tamahome’s hip.

Tamahome’s lusty moans had run off into some kind of insane mewling as Tasuki further teased him. Tamahome couldn't take it any more; he needed release, and Tasuki was the only one who could make that happen. His cock ached for Tasuki's mouth again; the teasing closeness of his lips was driving him mad. Strong, urgent fingers ran through the bright red strands, tugging and insisting Tasuki finish what he started.

"Need..." he was down to speaking in one-syllable words. "Tasuki, - Hnn... Please." he drew in a sharp breath as a lock of hair fell from place and grazed the tip of his arousal. "I'll... Go crazy if - Uhn, mmm... you don't." His hips rocked upward, pressing the length of his cock against Tasuki’s neck.

Tasuki smirked and pressed teasing kisses along the length of Tamahome's needy erection. Feather light and barely there touches of his lips ghosted over the length in hopes of driving Tamahome insane. "Soon baby, I promise. I just wanna love you a little more." he breathed over the hyper sensitive skin his lips were grazing. His entire body was shaking with the need to fill and possess, but he pushed it back in favor of making Tamahome crazy for him. Before this night was through, 'Tasuki' would mean pleasure in Tamahome's mind and he'd never be able to gain the satisfaction of real release with anyone but Him.

He swirled his fingers over the sensitive ring of muscle at Tamahome's entrance, gathering a bit of fluid from their first coupling, to ease his fingers inside the scorching heat of Tamahome's body.

He was vaguely aware that he didn't like Tasuki calling him 'baby', but all thought was lost in the swirls of pleasure that worked through him with every nip, every lick. Tamahome's half lidded eyes went wide in surprise when he felt the pressure on his opening. He had been begging for him, so why had he not expected that?

A new blush stained his cheeks, "Tasuki?" He questioned in a half moan half whisper. Even as he asked, the muscles tightened around Tasuki's fingers, filling him with sensation and making him forget why he had even uttered Tasuki's name. His lust-drenched mind decided that it must have been a moan of approval, cause he finished the question with a deep, throaty growl. His hips pushed down against him and demanded more.

Tasuki had paused when Tamahome went rigid, nearly on the verge of pulling back and reverting to his teasing touches when Tamahome had growled and thrust down on his fingers. He chewed his lips to keep himself from plunging right in; instead he turned his attentions to flicking his fingers over the pebbled flesh of Tamahome's nipples. Moving his fingers in time with Tamahome's hips, he kept his thrusts shallow and slow; skipping every other thrust to keep Tamahome's desire reigned in. He wanted to take him slowly, force Tamahome's body to react to the slightest touch, but not send him over the edge just yet.

"Shh, it's arright. Almost there." he whispered, leaning up to add his tongue to the flicking at Tamahome's nipples. "Just a little bit more." he slipped in a second finger and was quick to add a third when Tamahome seemed to suck him in. Pulling them in with his muscles, thrusting them in further with his hips.

The fingers inside of him eased his scorching desire enough to gain a faint moment of consciousness. His legs tightened and wrapped around Tasuki's back, pulling him in, expressing the need with every part of his body. The soft moans had escalated to desperate cries, punctuated by gulps of air and Tasuki's name. Loud and needy, just like the movements of his body.

Tamahome drug his knees up, guiding Tasuki back to his mouth by his waist. He flicked out his tongue and ran the tip across Tasuki's lips, dipping inside to taste him. The salty aroma of cum still lingered on Tasuki's tongue and it pushed him over the edge of sanity. He twined his fingers in Tasuki's hair and tugged him forward, devouring his lover's lips: greedy and feral. He huffed in air and pulled Tasuki's forehead to his. Tamahome's eyes closed, he gasped for breath and gripped at Tasuki's head.

"Take me, Tasuki." He had managed one coherent thought. "Fuck me now or I'm gonna go crazy." He flicked a dark gaze to his erotic god. "Please."

Tasuki had barely managed to pull his fingers out when his control snapped as those words caressed his ears. He lifted Tamahome's legs to rest over his shoulders and slowly pressed inside, grasping at the last shreds of his sanity to keep from hurting Tamahome with his invasion. It was terribly hard to keep from slamming inside, but he just barely managed it, and paused as the last inch of himself was finally seated fully in Tamahome's molten heat.

Sweat rolled down his back, neck and face, testament to the amount of will he'd been enforcing in his seduction. He shivered and gripped Tamahome's hips, slowly pulling out nearly to the tip before thrusting back in one swift motion. "Oh gods." he huffed out, clenching Tamahome's hips to keep some measure of control. He wanted to last, but if Tamahome spoke again in that rough tone... gods help him.

Gods, heh, fuck Gods. Indescribable ecstasy rolled up his spine and ended at his mouth. It tingled in his head and poured out of his lips in one word. "TASUKI!" Tamahome cried in a sensation that was somehow beyond divine. The hard thrusts of Tasuki's cock, hot and throbbing in side of him made him need more. He would never be able to get enough. Strong legs twined themselves around Tasuki's back and Tamahome pushed him in further.

"More, oh gods more!" Tears had welled at the corners of his eyes and he felt like he would burst with pleasure if his pleas were answered, but he still called for it. "Fill me ...Harder." His voice was nearly growling moans begging Tasuki to never leave.

Tasuki grit his teeth, biting back his own desires to give Tamahome what he wanted. Gods, but it was so hot and tight around him... Fuck it.

He shoved hard into Tamahome's heat, bucking his hips forward and back to fill the desires of his lover while sating his own need at the same time. His grip tightened on Tamahome's hips, jerking him into his rough thrusts. He growled deep in his chest, unable to form actual words to express exactly what Tamahome's moans and gasps were doing to him.

The bed creaked under the swift, hard thrusts of the pair, as if giving it's own thoughts to the acts being preformed.

Tasuki circled one fist around Tamahome's erection, pumping slowly even as his hips thrust forcefully. He growled louder, his completion creeping up on him, but he wanted Tamahome to finish first, wanted to feel him clench and tighten before he lost his mind.

Tamahome clenched his eyes and arched his back. Tasuki's sudden gear shift catching him off guard even while he was still urging and pleading with him to do it.

His lips slid into a satisfied smile, eyebrows knit in what could have been mistaken for pain without the curve of his lips to tell otherwise. He hummed his approval and let Tasuki do with him as he pleased.

When the firm grip encased his erection, he nearly lost his mind. His head tilted backward and let out growls and untamed moans. He couldn't help but get lost in the waves. With every greedy thrust, Tasuki brought him closer and closer to the edge. His dick felt so fucking good inside him, and his muscles clamped around his girth, ever demanding more.

"Ohn... Hnn... Nnn, Ta-suki..." He wasn't even aware of what he was saying. Tasuki's thrust brushed against a place inside of him that made the previous explosion of pleasure dull and hallow. He saw stars, the world buzzed. He flung his head backwards, pushing his hips high into Tasuki's. "Coming, uhn, Tasuki... I'm coming!" His own cock, tightly wrapped in Tasuki's hand, twitched as if reacting to Tamahome's screams.

Tasuki moved faster, harder, sliding Tamahome upward on the bed with the force of his thrusts. His eyes crossed and his toes curled as he fought off his own orgasm, but the tightening of Tamahome around his arousal sapped the last shreds of his sanity. He convulsed, ramming hard into Tamahome's heat wildly. He was on the brink of oblivion when Tamahome's words pierced his brain and he lost it. "Fu-ck!"

His world narrowed to the clenching heat of Tamahome, and the sounds of his lover's climax. He was running on instinct, an animal growl escaping him as he lost the battle to hold on. His fist sped up, pumping Tamahome through the last vestiges of completion.

Wetness spilled over his chest as branding heat filled him as he screamed Tasuki’s name, stars danced in his vision for several moments and he was rendered temporarily blind. As Tasuki started to pull back, he tightened his grip on Tasuki’s hips. “No, don’t leave me yet.” He whispered; his throat hoarse and his voice strained. “Not yet.” He opened his eyes to look up at Tasuki and smiled gently, reaching up to pull him down against him.

Tasuki winced but lowered Tamahome’s hips and adjusted himself to lie comfortably while staying inside him. “Ya okay? I was tryin’ not to hurt ya, but... do ya got any idea how fucking erotic it was t’hear ya screamin’ for me?” he panted against Tamahome’s neck as he held him tight and kissed his shoulder.

Tamahome closed his eyes and nuzzled his cheek against Tasuki’s, mumbling sleepily under his breath. “Mmhmm. That was the idea.” He chuckled tiredly, then it grew to a full laugh when Tasuki flinched and shifted.

“Stop laughin’, d’ya know I can feel you laughing? That ya tense up in waves when ya do that? I ain’t got the energy to go again, but ya keep laughin’ and I ain’t gonna have much choice.” Tasuki growled, nipping gently at Tamahome’s neck.

Tama grinned, curling his hand into Tasuki’s hair and wrapping his free arm around his shoulders. “Mmm, okay.” He mumbled, twining his legs with Tasuki’s. “Tasuki? Why did this happen, anyway?”

“Can we talk about it in th’ morning? I’m fuckin’ worn out, somebody wasn’t happy with slow and passionate an’ wanted me to fuck ‘im hard.” He grumbled back, his face heating as he buried it against Tamahome’s neck.

“Tasuki, do you-”

“Hush,” he growled, pressing a finger against Tamahome’s lips. “Go to sleep, Tama-chan. We’ll talk about it later.”

Tamahome frowned then sighed; there was no use in trying to get information out of Tasuki when he didn’t want to give it. Nodding, Tamahome allowed himself to give in to the insistent pull of sleep and soon was lost in dreams of happier times.

Tasuki waited until Tamahome’s breath evened out before slowly removing himself from the bed entirely. He gathered up all of Tamahome’s clothing and set about dressing him as slowly and gently as he could in an effort to not wake his sleeping lover.

Once done, he lifted Tamahome into his arms and carried him out of the room.

Chichiri, being a nighttime person was walking along the porch when he caught sight of Tasuki carrying Tamahome. He waited for a moment, curious as to why Tasuki would be carrying his brother seishi, for Tasuki to re-emerge from Tamahome’s room.

As Tasuki closed the door behind him with a silent click, a smiling mask was presented to him in chibi form. He shoved back the urge to scream in fright and glared at the monk. “What?”

Chichiri cocked his head to the side. “You smell strange no da.” He replied leaning in and sniffing delicately at Tasuki’s open shirt. “Why were you carrying Tamahome no da?”

Tasuki glared harder, grateful for the darkness that hid his mortified blush. “He came t’my room an’ got drunk. Fucker passed out so I hadda cart his heavy ass. I smell like sake an’ Tama’s fuckin’ tears. Seems that old pervert told him he can’t be with Mi-chan no more an’ it fucked with his head.” He shrugged as if it were unimportant while silently thanking the gods for his burst of quick thinking.

Chichiri looked at Tasuki closely for another moment or two before nodding. “All right no da. We will let him sleep in hopes of him not receiving some hanging over no da.”

“That’s hang over, Chiri. Hang over.” He smirked, pleased with himself for getting out of a potentially dangerous situation with half-truths and flat out lies. “Well, I’m off t’bed. Early day an all tomorrow, na?” He waved and set his feet on the path back to his room.

“Tasuki-kun no da, next time don’t take advantage of his sorrow. If you want him, court him properly no da.” Chichiri said to Tasuki’s retreating back then smiled mischievously as he went chibi and dashed off to parts unknown.

Tasuki froze, completely at a loss as to what to say in response to that but finding upon turning around that he didn’t have to seeing as how the monk had left.

~~

That night had started a chain of events that would change the destiny of three lives; twining them into one and tearing them assunder leaving pairs separated and torn only to reform in a way that could not have been predicted.

And so begins an ending to the beginning of an end.

~Owari~