Fever

title: Fever

author: me

fandom: Death note

pairing: Raito x L

rating: NC-17

spoilers: none

comments: It has p0rn. It has MINDfucking. It has megavirgin!L.

That's all.

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How had it all started? Ryuuzaki couldn't help but wonder even as Raito pinned him to the wall and his lips were planting ghost kisses on his friend's neck. L shivered and... what was that? A moan? Had he just moaned? Apparently yes, because there was another moan. And another. It seemed like Raito had found a very sensitive area on L's body.

It started after they were alone; the rest of the investigation team had left for the night. Ryuuzaki insisted on checking some more data and Raito helped him with the research. They'd had some coffee (wait, maybe Watari added something to Yagami-kun's drink?) and of course sweets. L thought for a moment that Raito looked like he had a fever but had not said anything - he could always check it later. When they finally finished researching and Ryuuzaki suggested they should go into their appartament, young Yagami politely agreed. Later, after they had entered their appartment, L looked at his friend, wanting to ask about the fever... and he found himself suddenly pinned to the wall and kissed fervently. The detective was so surprised that he let Raito do what he wanted, and more surprising was that his body was to responding to Yagami's actions.

Wait. Was Raito ...trying to rape him? Somehow he doubted it; he could free himself if he wanted. If he wanted. Right now his body was responding eagerly to Yagami's touch and Ryuuzaki, for the first time in his life, did not wanted to put an end to it. He wanted this to happen.

Of course he knew what sex was; he just didn't feel the need to do it. Or even to try; even when he was a teenager and his hormones decided to remind him that his body also had normal human needs - he just shrugged it off and took a bath. He had not classified this need as a something that should be taken into consideration - it was just a natural urge and could be taken care off easily. He had not needed anyone else to do it. Right now he wondered what it would be like - for Raito's touch was clear that he wanted to dominate L.

And Ryuuzaki was far too happy to deny him.

He was L. He was the world's best detective, but right now he wanted to be taken by his one and only friend who he believed to be Kira. Who was Kira. And he found himself willingly submitting to the other's touch. Moreover he really wanted it. It was like all the need and desire he felt once before had returned and gathered in his body, making him moan and writhe under Raito's touch.

Right now Yagami-kun's hands were under his shirt, touching him everywhere and slowly taking his clothes off. For a second, Ryuuzaki opened his mouth to protest but to his surprise the words were nothing he wanted to say. "Ra-Raito!" he gasped, for the first time dropping the honorific '-kun' and thinking about his friend as something more. Would it be really that bad? As for now there was another Kira on the loose; it seemed like young Yagami had lost his powers and completely forgotten about it. Maybe... maybe there were people that Kira could use without killing them; people that Kira could play and mess with and later just disappear finding another prey. That thought alone made him shiver; but maybe it was also a result of Raito's lips on his torso.

"Wait..." he protested as Yagami's mouth closed on his nipple. "I am not a girl! Stop it!"

Raito looked at him and all but smirked. "Why?"

"I don't have a breasts, so what are you doing?" Ryuuzaki's voice was strangely soft and sounded, to his surprise, as if he only wanted young Yagami to continue. "Male nipples are not as sensitive as women's are, they are rarely an erogenus area."

Raito chuckled. "But there are still 20% of the male population that have more sensitive nipples... besides I just wanted to check it."

L was still unsure, but this time he did not protested when Yagami sucked on his nipple. It was kind of... strange. Weird feeling. Maybe he had sensitive nipples.

Had the room temperature gotten higher? It was definitely warmer. Ryuuzaki shivered at Raito's touch. The younger male had not stopped his administrations and his hands wandered everywhere on L's body not missing a single place. Raito licked his nipple again and Ryuuzaki gasped and moaned. When had it started feeling so good?

"How does it feel now?" asked young Yagami.

After a moment L answered, still trying to catch a breath. "Good." He felt Raito's smirk against his sensitive skin. He felt like he was burning now, slowly getting hotter. Every single touch made him shiver; as if his body had awakened to each and every touch and desperately wanted more.

"See? It was worth a try," the younger male licked a nipple again and then his mouth wandered to the other one.

The detective couldn't stiffle a moan that left his lips when Raito played with his nipples. Yagami had pushed his knee between L's legs. It nearly made Ryuuzaki dizzy with all the feelings. Raito hands all over his slim body. Wet touches on his nipples. A hard leg so near to his newfound desire. It was nearly too much.

"Ra-Raito!" he gasped, desperately clutching his hands in his soon-to-be lover's shirt.

Everything had stopped. The touch still lingered there, but the younger male was not moving. L was thankful for that but also realised he wanted this. He wanted this to continue. He wanted Raito to... to take him.

Was he willingly submitting himself to Kira? No, Raito was not Kira. For the time Ryuuzaki had chained them together so that all the younger male did only proved his innocence. That meant that he had stopped being Kira. For now L was not risking anything, but if somehow Raito wound up being Kira again? It was possible.

"I am not going to force you," a warm breath on his neck, a wet touch on his ear. The detective shivered. "You think too much." Hands were now moving, touching his skin with deliberate slowness. It was torturuous. It was too slow for his oversensitive body.

"I..." Ryuuzaki gulped. How could he say it? He looked into the younger male green eyes. "I want you."

Raito smiled a warm smile and kissed him. Slowly. His hands encircled L and pushed him closer to his lover's body. The kiss was growing more desperate and hungry. Ryuuzaki tried to unbutton the other's shirt and pushed the material to the ground. The detective fingers touched Raito's skin, slowly, tentatively.

The chain clinked and L was reminded of the handcuffs. Both of their shirts were now hanging on it. Ryuuzaki clumsily undid the chain and slid the shirts off it, then again handcuffed himself to Yagami. Raito looked at his ministrations and smiled.

"You wouldn't forget about it even in the middle of this?"

"It's just to be sure that you are not Kira," answered L though he had some trouble speaking. He wanted to add something more but it was lost in a moan when the younger male slid lower and was now unzipping his pants... even if he could take them off without doing it.

Ryuuzaki's fingers entangled into Yagami's hair while the other was busy making him feel more pleasure.

Yagami Raito surely had a talented mouth.

L's legs bucked and he was sliding down the wall. Raito caught him and somehow helped him to his feet. They were walking somewhere, Ryuuzaki more carried by his lover, and then... he was laying flat on his back with Raito on top of him. L felt him between his legs again and it made him moan louder. And then he screamed as Yagami's weight was gone and he was engulfed in a warm, wet mouth. It was a mind-blowing sensation. He had never felt like this - his own touch couldn't make him feel this amount of pleasure. But there continued to be a paranoid thought deep in his mind - was it just another one of Kira's games? He could not answer it now, he could only feel.

In his pleasure-filled haze, his mind at first had not registered that he was being touched also in another place. Besides, it wasn't uncomfortable to his dulled senses. He finally felt this after Raito had inserted three fingers. "Wha-what are you... doing..." his voice was filled with moans and he couldn't seem to catch his breath.

"Isn't it obvious?" Yagami licked him and cast a quick glance at his face. His fingers moved again.

"N-no..." Ryuuzaki tried to steady his breath but couldn't – the pleasure he felt was making him dizzy and making him loose control.

"I'm stretching you," was the reply and then Raito was back to his earlier activities.

It took a long moment for L's hazed mind to register what his lover had just said. Stretching? That meant... "You want to.....be inside?" It somehow did not seem right.

"It's what sex means," Yagami was taking extra care of this part of his lover, wanting him to feel pleasure.

"But we're not a man and woman! We're both male." Had he missed something? How were they supposed to have sex? Yes, he knew there were males that preferred men to women but still... he couldn't process how they accomplished that task.

"And that's how males make sex... you didn't know?"

Ryuuzaki just shook his head in denial. How had Raito imagined them to have sex? Well, he knew how heterosexual pairs did it - he considered it as a important part of his education since sex was one of the things people desired, yet he still found it strange.

L awakened from his thoughts when his lover stopped his administrations. The detective watched as Raito did something with a little tube, and then later as he unzipped his pants. This sight made Ryuuzaki unsure. Wait, did Raito think it would fit? Impossible! But still... The surge of panic overwhelmed him. "You're going to hurt me!"

The younger male touched his cheek and kissed him tenderly. "Ryuuzaki, I swear I'm not going to hurt you. I have done this a few times and I know what I am doing. Trust me." He looked into L's large dark eyes.

"It's unnatural, it's not right. It’s not what we were made for…" L's mind was spinning. It wasn't right, yet what he felt was a real pleasure. It wasn't natural, but...

Raito kissed him again and his hand wandered lower. His fingers again slipped into Ryuuzaki. "Sex is a natural thing, it doesn't matter if your partner is the same or opposite gender. Only our society looks at it as something 'unnatural'. If it was unnatural, then people would not have these urges, don't you think?" His hand moved and the detective's body arched. It felt... it felt so good! His body was still tingling with the pleasure he felt.

"Seeing as this case will most likely get me killed, I'll let you," Ryuuzaki answered after a few moments, still gasping. "I’ve never been laid before and I want to live my life to the fullest."

The younger male chuckled. "Always thinking a few steps ahead? We will catch Kira together, and I hope I will enjoy your company later." They kissed again and Raito planted butterfly kisses along his lover's neck and chest, making L moan with pleasure.

The air in the room was too hot and Ryuuzaki found it hard to breathe. His body shivered with every one of Yagami's touches, making him moan and writhe. Maybe it was the way Kira wanted to kill them both; or to kill him and make Raito appear guilty. It would be a weird death. For a second L imagined a newspaper article about the world’s best detective and his main suspect found dead in a bed after making sex. But Raito's touch felt too good and the images vanished.

Ryuuzaki was still a little unsure when he felt Raito's touch on that most private part of his body, but reminded himself of all the pleasure he had already felt and of his lover's words.

It hurt. It was uncomfortable at first. Yagami was trying to make him forget about it by kissing and caressing his body. Soon the pleasure returned. He moved first and it hurt, but it was also mixed with pleasure. Ryuuzaki's hands encircled his lover's arms bringing him closer to his body. Their bodies were moving faster and the air was filled with moans and gasps. L found himself constantly repeating his lover's name, too lost in pleasure to remember anything else. He couldn't decide if it hurt like hell or felt impossibly good. Maybe both. But it didn't mattered. Only Raito's touch. Only his lover's hands on his hips. Only the pleasure the younger male was giving him.

A few more thrusts, a few more moans and gasps and then they both came. Raito was lying on top of Ryuuzaki and they were both slowly returning to reality from the pleasure filled daze.

"Why did you do this?" asked L, nibbling on his thumb. He was back to his normal self, all suspicious and analyzing.

"...I wanted to," the younger male replied after a moment of silence. "Probably I have some version of Stockholm syndrome during these 50 days of imprisonment and had got too interested in you. And I can’t remember when I last had sex."

"And that lack of sex was bothering you?" Despite his words Ryuuzaki's fingers entangled in his lover's honey-brown hair.

"This and your oral fixation," admitted Raito.

"I can understand the first one, but not the second." L was re-thinking the younger male’s words. It could give him a clue as to why Raito decided to do something so... reckless.

Young Yagami sighed, "You don't know what oral fixation is?"

After a moment Ryuuzaki responded, "Freud theorized that psychological problems are related to problems during one or more of these stages. Being too cared for or too neglected causes someone to be orally fixated. An orally fixated person is either irrationally dependent (expects what they want to just appear) or irrationally independent (always refuses help)," and then added, "But still, I don't see how it's connected to me."

Raito chuckled. "Popsicles, lollipops, and all those sweets you consume... and moreover, you're still biting or chewing on your fingers. Just look in the mirror and tell me this does not look like an oral fixation."

L pondered on that thought for a long moment, still playing with his lover's hair. Yes, it might be true. He had always seen it as something absolutely normal and had never given it much thought. Seeing as the two of them were chained together for such a long time and had constantly watched each other's behavior… "I'm not a big fan of Freud. He was bringing everything in our life to only one thing, which I consider as silly. Although some of his theories were a great addition to modern psychology, he most likely had plenty of his own fixations, too."

"Most likely," Raito agreed with him. "All his works have a huge amount of sex fixation in them. But looking at you I would say that he was right. You are totally independent in your work as a detective and rarely use any help, yet in a real life setting you would die without a person who takes care of you, since it's Watari who takes care of all of your real life details."

Ryuuzaki pouted and it made him look just like Misa. "You do not have enough information about my lifestyle."

"I observe you every single day, isn't that enough?" the younger male moved a little, but still lay on top of L.

"It's only work. You do not have the slightest idea about my life aside from the Kira case."

"Even if we're chained together?" the handcuffs clinked when Raito moved his hand.

Ryuuzaki shook his head but still nibbled on his thumb. "We are chained together because of Kira's case, how do you know what I would do when I return home?"

"I have observed your behavior every day, and I don't think you will change it all of a sudden. You act as if all the things you do were normal - the way you sit, your appearance, and even what you are eating. It all is a part of the real you." It seemed like Yagami had taken note of every single gesture and remembered it, adding to his mental list of the detective's behaviors and analyzed it. Well, Ryuuzaki had done the same with checking Raito's behavior and comparing it with Kira.

Maybe they both were a little lost in this game. Maybe they should re-think it and then try again. Maybe there should be even a little trust between them.

After all, Raito had proven that he was innocent now. They were friends.

Ryuuzaki wanted to say something but Yagami's steady breath made him realize that the other had fallen asleep. Well, they were tired. He should also go to sleep.

They could always talk tomorrow.

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Somewhere in the room filled with monitors Watari sipped his Earl Grey tea. "It seems that my boy had finally get laid... although in a diffrent way I wished for," and the monitors were switched off.

the end