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Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
1
Views:
1,383
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. . . Cannot Continue
Title: Now You’re Gone I . . .
Summary: Now Kuu’s gone can Kana continue?
Pairing: Kuu/Kana
Rating: M15+ for implied homosexual relations and some coarse language
Warnings: yuri, minor, spoilers ep. 6
A/N: This is just a little drabbleish type thing. The chances of it going anywhere (and into higher ratings) is directly proportionate to the number of reviews I receive. Written just after I watched Kuu’s Day of Flight episode.
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Now You’re Gone I . . .
Chapter One: . . . Cannot Continue.
Kuu was gone. Kuu was gone and they were all acting like it hardly mattered. Well fuck them. Kana scowled at the back of Reki’s head as she went to make tea. Making tea seemed to be that woman’s default mode. Nothing happening? Make tea! Someone’s upset? Make tea! Your first love has pretty much died, at least for you, and you have no hope of picking up the shattered pieces of your heart? Make fucking tea.
Kana angrily pushed back her chair, the legs squalling on the stone floor. She walked quickly out of the room ignoring the confusion her sudden exit caused. It wasn’t long before she heard the familiar, and expected clacking of Rakka’s sandals.
“Kana wait!” the girl called. “What’s wrong?”
You don’t even know? You don’t realise? Can’t you even guess? Kana gripped the stone corner of the wall, staring down the other corridor so she wouldn’t end up punching Rakka in the mouth. Small parts of the already crumbling wall flaked away. Kana’s fingernails and knuckles turned white.
The girl started forward reaching a hand out to Kana. “Ka-”
“Leave me alone.” Kana snarled. The New Feather was taken aback by the bitterness and anger in the other girl’s voice. “Just. Leave me alone.”
Kana ran then not wanting to hear her name on anyone’s lips except Kuu’s. Not wanting to see anyone’s face but her’s. To feel anyone’s hands, arms, lips. To see anyone’s smile.
The sun shone with weak winter light, feeling diluted. A chill wind blew, stinging Kana’s eyes making them water. Or where they tears? Regardless Kana dashed them away. She half thought if she just kept running then she wouldn’t lose Kuu, would never have to accept the reality of her being gone.
She ran until there was a stitch lacing up her side, stabbing into her lung. But she didn’t stop until her head was pounding and her throat was raw. She felt like she was going to be sick. Kana stumbled and fell, hitting one knee against a rock, ripping her pants and skin. She retched, clutching her side, gasping for breath.
The nausea passed slowly and Kana became gradually aware of the sound filling the air around her. She was on the Hill of Winds. Kuu had loved it here. Kana could almost feel her. She closed her eyes and breathed deeply the chilling wind listening to the sound of the windmills. Her head snapped around when she thought she heard something. It sounded like Kuu’s laugh.
Kana stumbled towards the direction of the sound. “Kuu?” she called softly. “Kuu? Kuu!” Her urgency made her voice crack, her sore throat made it harsh.
The stitch in her side throbbed sharply, feeling like a heated knife stabbing into her. She slowed and fell to her knees once more. Her landing was soft this time, her posture hopeless and defeated. She ran her hand through the grass, remembering.
God Kuu. How could you leave me? Why didn’t you say goodbye? A tear slipped down Kana’s cheek but it was all she could manage. Her heart was too dead to let her cry.
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All I’m doing for now. If you like it say so and I’ll write more. Or maybe I’ll write more if I feel like it. But it’s more likely if you review. Tell me if it sucks too. I need to know if I should just give up now or not.
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EDIT: I'm watching the next episode now and Rakka is the one taking it the hardest. OxO. Fucks up my story a bit.
Summary: Now Kuu’s gone can Kana continue?
Pairing: Kuu/Kana
Rating: M15+ for implied homosexual relations and some coarse language
Warnings: yuri, minor, spoilers ep. 6
A/N: This is just a little drabbleish type thing. The chances of it going anywhere (and into higher ratings) is directly proportionate to the number of reviews I receive. Written just after I watched Kuu’s Day of Flight episode.
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Now You’re Gone I . . .
Chapter One: . . . Cannot Continue.
Kuu was gone. Kuu was gone and they were all acting like it hardly mattered. Well fuck them. Kana scowled at the back of Reki’s head as she went to make tea. Making tea seemed to be that woman’s default mode. Nothing happening? Make tea! Someone’s upset? Make tea! Your first love has pretty much died, at least for you, and you have no hope of picking up the shattered pieces of your heart? Make fucking tea.
Kana angrily pushed back her chair, the legs squalling on the stone floor. She walked quickly out of the room ignoring the confusion her sudden exit caused. It wasn’t long before she heard the familiar, and expected clacking of Rakka’s sandals.
“Kana wait!” the girl called. “What’s wrong?”
You don’t even know? You don’t realise? Can’t you even guess? Kana gripped the stone corner of the wall, staring down the other corridor so she wouldn’t end up punching Rakka in the mouth. Small parts of the already crumbling wall flaked away. Kana’s fingernails and knuckles turned white.
The girl started forward reaching a hand out to Kana. “Ka-”
“Leave me alone.” Kana snarled. The New Feather was taken aback by the bitterness and anger in the other girl’s voice. “Just. Leave me alone.”
Kana ran then not wanting to hear her name on anyone’s lips except Kuu’s. Not wanting to see anyone’s face but her’s. To feel anyone’s hands, arms, lips. To see anyone’s smile.
The sun shone with weak winter light, feeling diluted. A chill wind blew, stinging Kana’s eyes making them water. Or where they tears? Regardless Kana dashed them away. She half thought if she just kept running then she wouldn’t lose Kuu, would never have to accept the reality of her being gone.
She ran until there was a stitch lacing up her side, stabbing into her lung. But she didn’t stop until her head was pounding and her throat was raw. She felt like she was going to be sick. Kana stumbled and fell, hitting one knee against a rock, ripping her pants and skin. She retched, clutching her side, gasping for breath.
The nausea passed slowly and Kana became gradually aware of the sound filling the air around her. She was on the Hill of Winds. Kuu had loved it here. Kana could almost feel her. She closed her eyes and breathed deeply the chilling wind listening to the sound of the windmills. Her head snapped around when she thought she heard something. It sounded like Kuu’s laugh.
Kana stumbled towards the direction of the sound. “Kuu?” she called softly. “Kuu? Kuu!” Her urgency made her voice crack, her sore throat made it harsh.
The stitch in her side throbbed sharply, feeling like a heated knife stabbing into her. She slowed and fell to her knees once more. Her landing was soft this time, her posture hopeless and defeated. She ran her hand through the grass, remembering.
God Kuu. How could you leave me? Why didn’t you say goodbye? A tear slipped down Kana’s cheek but it was all she could manage. Her heart was too dead to let her cry.
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All I’m doing for now. If you like it say so and I’ll write more. Or maybe I’ll write more if I feel like it. But it’s more likely if you review. Tell me if it sucks too. I need to know if I should just give up now or not.
&&&
EDIT: I'm watching the next episode now and Rakka is the one taking it the hardest. OxO. Fucks up my story a bit.