Silent Requiem

Kaoru lay sprawled across the silky bed in the Hitachiin twin’s bedroom. His slim fingers lightly clasped a piece of paper, with which he was using to fan himself. The large balcony window was open and allowed the summer heat to flow into the room with an ever present breeze. He turned his head to the side, and smiled. Hikaru was sitting backwards with his legs wrapped around the back of a chair as he typed quickly on his computer.

“Neeeyh, Hikaru… What are you looking for?” questioned Kaoru as he flipped over and propped his head up in the palm of his hand.

“Kyouya just said he had made a new website for the host club, so I was going to Google it.” Came the response from Hikaru as he rocked back and forth in his chair. His fingers danced quickly across the keyboard in front of him. “Ahhh! Found something!” Kaoru could see the mouse flit across the screen as Hikaru clicked on the first link. An image of the host club members popped up and Kaoru closed his eyes, happy to listen to his twin’s soft breathing. The sound of the mouse clicking filled the air, and then Hikaru’s breathing intensified in confusion. His voice echoed to Kaoru’s ears as he read from the website.

“…Kaoru’s moan filled the air moments after Hikaru pushed himself deeper into his twins body, both brothers panting as sweat dripped down their lean naked bodies…” Hikaru was pushed suddenly from his chair and toppled to the ground as Kaoru butted him away from the screen, his face inches from the computer.

“What the hell are you reading?” He questioned as his brother pulled himself off of the floor and tackled his twin.

“What was that for?” He hissed as they both collapsed on the floor and looked up at the flickering screen.

“I don’t think Kyouya made this website…” they both chimed in unison and then pulled themselves up to inspect what they had found. The blush on their faces deepened as they searched through the website.

“Good god. Whoever writes these stories sure have an active imagination.” Kaoru whispered. He was having difficulty pulling his gaze from the drawings of host club members and stories in which the club members were thrown into bizarre situations, only to end with a complete lack of clothing. He could feel his face flush deeper as he read fictions in which he and his twin participated in all of the activities that they hinted at when they were conducting club activities.

“I… I think the lovely ladies who come to the club are not as innocent as we thought…” Hikaru whispered in his twin’s ear. He looked towards the flushed face that mirrored his own and felt his temperature rise, his body feeling overly sensitive after reading some of the works posted on the site. He turned quickly away, and noted the brush of his twin’s shoulder against his own. “Hey, Kaoru…” He said playfully, turning slightly to look over at the younger twin. His eyes met the striking golden orbs of his twin’s eyes, which were staring deeply into his own. He was about to say more when Kaoru’s mouth pressed swiftly against his own. His eyes flickered momentarily in surprise before he ran his fingers through Kaoru’s soft hair and pulled him deeper into the kiss.

Hikaru’s sweet tongue slipped effortlessly through Kaoru’s yielding lips, causing the younger Hitachiin to gasp in, pulling in his twin’s breath. Kaoru nibbled gently upon his brother’s tongue and the proceeded to suck at his top lip; the smooth skin sliding between his own. He placed his warm hand on the side of his twin’s face and pulled away, a smile splayed upon his face. Kaoru could tell by the sound of his twins breathing that Hikaru wanted more than just a kiss. And frankly, that’s exactly what he was thinking as well.

Hikaru pulled away from his brother’s embrace and quickly moved to their bedroom door, pulling the door tight. He then pushed his back against the armoire that stood against the nearest wall and forced it in front of the door. Once he had finished he gave Kaoru a mischievous grin and a thumbs up.

“You can’t get out now.” He laughed, and winked.

“Whha? And here I thought it was so others could not come in. We really need to put a lock on our door Hikaru.” Kaoru joked back as he pulled the balcony door shut and the room was plunged into slight darkness. Kaoru looked up to see Hikaru slowly moving close to him, his slender body illuminated by cracks of light in the darkness. Kaoru swallowed hard, his body heated with anticipation. Hikaru placed his hand on either side of his twin’s hips and pulled him close, breathing in his soft sent.

“Mmm… You smell delicious.” He panted, using his teeth to pull on the edge of Kaoru’s shirt. The quickening of Kaoru’s breath was all that answered him. Hikaru grinned inwardly and pursed his lips, his hot breath sliding over Kaoru’s smooth skin which caused a wave of gooseflesh to ripple down his twin’s body. His fingers skipped tenderly across Kaoru’s stomach and beneath his shirt, the soft fabric soon falling lightly to the ground. Within moments Hikaru’s own top had joined the other forgotten clothing that now began to litter the ground. The older Hitachiin’s skilled fingers trailed down to his brother’s pants where he placed his fingers around the button and flicked the clasp apart. Kaoru’s breath drew in quickly and he looked down at his brother’s soft hair and nuzzled closer to his twin’s hot flesh.

Hikaru gracefully slid the rough jean of Kaoru’s pants away from his pulsing member and licked the very tip of the member swelling before him. It twitched in response and he heard Kaoru bite back a gasp. He smiled in response and closed his eyes, allowing his nimble fingers to caress his brother. At the same time he nibbled on the soft pink bud of Kaoru’s nipples which hardened beneath his tongue, just as his shaft had done. The air seemed to heat up around him as his skilled fingers stroked the length of the member in his hands. The smooth skin deepened in colour and he could hear Kaoru panting into his hair, a small moan escaping his lips.

“Hi… karu…” The younger twin huffed, clutching the blankets beneath his fingers in attempt to stifle his cries of pleasure. His voice seemed to cause his own twin to shudder in mirrored bliss. Hikaru licked his lips lightly and bobbed his head down to one again to nip at the hot flesh of his brother’s erection. Drops of pre-cum further moistened his mouth as he licked and nibbled along the shaft. Hikaru could feel his twin wrap his legs around his body, Kaoru’s identical fingers wound deep into his hair.

“Hikaru… I can’t hold it … I am going to…” but before Kaoru could finish his sentence, Hikaru firmly placed his fingers around his brother’s member, causing Kaoru to cry out in a need for a release that had been halted. His teeth were clenched in rapture as Hikaru shook his head and looked into his twin’s eyes.

“Not yet…” he whispered into the darkness and then pushed himself and his twin onto their shared bed. Kaoru fell back softly onto the bed as his brother pulled himself onto his twin and braced himself on either side of Kaoru’s thighs. The younger Hitachiin shuddered as his member was pressed against the soft bedding, his chest brushing the soft folds of the blankets beneath him. His jeans were pulled lightly from his body and thrown to the floor. He would not need them now; he was certainly not cold. Kaoru moaned softly against the blankets as Hikaru’s wet tongue moved from the nape of his neck, down to the divot where his pliable skin guarded his entrance. Hikaru placed his slender hands on each of Kaoru’s legs and slowly spread them apart, his body thirsting for the flesh beneath him. Kaoru obeyed instantly, widening his legs as if he too needed to feel his twin’s body pulse against him. Hikaru licked the length of his own fingers and then used his graceful hands to spread his twin’s cheeks. The supple flesh stretched to his will as he slid one finger deep into his brother.

“Nnngh!” Kaoru hissed in rapture, his breath coming in shorter gasps. “Hi… Hikaru…” he whimpered. He felt his twin hesitate, and pull out which caused another wave of pleasure to course through his body. “Don’t you dare stop!” he moaned. Hikaru complied by pushing a second finger in to join with the second.

The sound of satisfaction that echoed from Kaoru’s lips made Hikaru’s own member to pulse and strain with emulate rapture. Hikaru continued to slide his fingers deep within his twin and then slowly slide them out, hearing Kaoru’s heavy breathing intensify with every moment. When at last he felt as if he would no longer be able to contain his need for Kaoru, his twin let out a deep moan and whispered into the night…

“Please Hikaru… come inside me… I want to feel you in me.” Hikaru needed no further plea as he pulled his moist fingers from within his twin and positioned himself at Kaoru’s entrance. His strong hands pulled Kaoru into the air so that his hips were thrust high into the air, and his face pressed against the bed.

“Ok, relax…” Hikaru murmured, his hot breath against Kaoru’s back. He felt the body beneath him soften as he pushed himself deep into Kaoru. His twin’s virgin flesh stretched wide as swallowed his twin’s engorged member.

“Mmmnnn…” Kaoru moaned, biting his lip against the slight pain.

“Are… are you alright?” Kaoru panted his body tingling and hot. His twin breathed in sharply and nodded into the blankets for Hikaru to continue. Once he felt the muscles that were clamped around his member relax slightly he slowly pulled back, nearly to the beginning of his twin’s entrance and then thrust himself deeper still into Kaoru. The intense pleasure that washed through their bodies with every thrust caused both twins to whimper and cry out in ecstasy. Their motions became one continuous flow of passion, Kaoru’s teeth clenched in gratification, his hands running the length of his own erection, which furthered his want for release. Hikaru gripped his younger brother’s hips tightly, the sweat that slid down his body heating him further. Both Hitachiin’s moaned in the still temped air and shuddered together.

“I can’t wait… any… unnn!” Kaoru cried out again, his slick member engorged with blood, and sweat covering his body. He felt Hikaru nod in response a groan escaping his lips. As Hikaru plunged himself once again into the heated core of his brother, both Twins let out a cry of rapture. Cum squirted deep within Kaoru’s body, the hot liquid filling him more than he had ever though possible. Hikaru clutched his brother closer to himself, pulling the further into the deep embrace. The warm seed dripped slowly down the Hitachiin’s legs, mixing with cum that had dripped from off of Kaoru’s heaving stomach. Both twins remained tightly together, fearing to move and break the warmth that radiated between them. Hikaru remained pressed into his brother, unable to pull himself away from the feeling of love and complete ecstasy that continued to well from his chest.

When they finally entangled themselves from the embrace, they curled up tightly beside each other. Hikaru was wrapped protectively around Kaoru whose back was pressed against Hikaru’s stomach. The older Hitachiin’s arm was draped across his brother and entwined in his twins fingers. His other hand lightly rested beneath his head, his fingers running through the tips of Kaoru’s hair.

“Heh… Hikaru…” Whispered the younger twin into the night air. Hikaru merely nodded and kissed the back of his Twins neck. “I love you…”

Hikaru stopped his light kisses upon the smooth skin beneath his lips and smiled.

“Ditto.”

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It seemed like much later in the night when Kaoru woke with a start, his brother’s body still curved around his own. He slowly opened his eyes, wondering what had startled him from his blissful breams of Hikaru. His eyes widened more as he heard thumping and shouts coming from outside the door.

“Nney! Hikaru!” Kaoru whispered as he turned in the bed and shook his brother gently. Hikaru opened a single golden eye and looked up, with a grin on his face.

“Mmmm… Want to go again?” He whispered playfully, but was hushed by one of Kaoru’s slender fingers pressing against his lips. He looked towards the clock. It was far past midnight, and he suddenly realized why his brother was looking so worried. There should be no one up in the house at this time, yet there seemed to be plenty of noise filtering in through the closed door. Hikaru was about to whisper something to his brother when a prominent bang on their door startled them both.

“Eeeah, Yuji! This one’s blocked! I bet there is something important in there!” The tone was rough and neither twin recognized the voice. The armoir which guarded the enterange was slowly being pushed back as someone forced their way into the room. Hikaru hissed and pushed his brother roughly off the bed, causing Kaoru to be lost in a tangle of blankets out of sight.

“Don’t you dare move!” He rowed, and the blankets stilled, a low whine coming from beneath the covers.

“Hikaru no…” Kaoru whispered, but his twin shushed him with a nudge of his foot. The door was finally shoved open and two wild looking men forced their way into the dark bedroom.

“What do you want?” Hikaru murmured, his body tense in the night air. Both men spun and glared down at the young Hitachiin.

“Ooooh… Lock what we found; a rich little snot.” One spat. Hikaru looked at him with a level gaze and spoke.

“Take what you want and leave, it would be in your best interests.” The two men looked his lean body up and down and laughed.

“That almost sounded like a threat.” One chided. The other man’s grin widened and he slapped Hikaru across the face. The older twin closed his eyes in a flash of pain but did not move from where he stood. He would not give them the gratification.

“I repeat. Leave now.” Hikaru said bluntly. His eyes widened as one man drew a cold dark object from in his coat and pointed at Hikaru’s chest. The smile had faded from his features ad he glared at the twin. The other assailant looked startled and turned to his partner.

“Hey now... I thought you said no one was going to get hurt.” He quivered and tried to calm the other man down. “Let’s just take the stuff and go.” The weapon remained pointed at Hikaru’s chest, the tip shaking in the man’s hand. He appeared as if he was going to lower the weapon when the Hitachiin estate alarm sounded loudly into the night. One of the men let out a slight scream, and a blast sounded in the night from the tips of the startled man’s fingers. The two robbers looked aghast at Hikaru and dashed from the room.

Kaoru pulled himself quickly from the confusing of bed sheets and stood hastily. Hikaru’s face shifted to his brother as he slowly turned to face his twin. A small startled smile was pressed upon his lips, his willowy fingers of one hand gently touching a shadowy hole at his chest. Dark liquid was silently running down his bare skin and the dripping of liquid on stone echoed in the room. Kaoru’s eyes widened in fear as he raced to his twins side, Hikaru falling heavily into his arms.

Hikaru blinked in confusion, as if when he opened his eyes the pain in his chest would subside. Yet each time he did so, his twins pained face peered down at him, his lips mouthing words that he could not seem to understand. Everything seemed so dark, and cold. He placed his hand on Kaoru’s face, looking to reassure him that everything was fine, but the sight of blood dripping from his fingers blurred what little clarity was left in his mind. He smiled up at his twin, feeling hot tears drip onto his cheeks.

“I love … you… Kaoru.” He mouthed, his body feeling cold. The darkness continued to seal in around his vision and as he slowly closed his eyes he saw his brother mouth a single word in terrified longing…

“Ditto”


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Brilliant golden moonlight filtered in through the large bay windows of the Hitachiin mansion as a noiseless figure gracefully placed his slender fingers upon a cold metal handle. A small click could be heard echoing across the empty halls as the handle was pushed down, and the figure stopped momentarily, looking back over his shoulder as is the sound had awoken the silent household. When there seemed to be no response from the dim rooms, the form slipped silently through the door that had just opened, and then effortlessly slid the door closed. The figure stood with his back to the room, his hand still gripping the door-handle. Intricately carved furniture was littered across the floor, with a large solid object in the middle. The large windows that ran along one side of the room filled the area with a thin sheen of light. A shadow in one corner of the room looked out one window, his gold eyes surveying the dark night. A low, smooth voice whispered from in front of the door;

“Hey… Hikaru…” Kaoru’s face was lowered and hair covered his beautiful eyes. He pressed his forehead against the solid door and a small smile flickered across his face. “I… I guess I have a confession…” He trailed off momentarily, but his twin stayed motionless in one side of the room, and made no action to move to his brother. After a few moments of silence, Kaoru’s voice once again filled the quiet night. “Do you remember how silly we thought Tamaki was when he complained about not getting Haruhi’s first kiss?” Hikaru looked up but did not turn to face his brother. “I understand him a bit more now… I was the one you gave your first kiss to. No one else can say that. That memory is mine, and mine alone. I can still feel your soft lips pressed against mine. I remember the feeling of forbidden excitement, the heat flowing into my entire body. I remember how you tasted then. How you smelt. It was the first time I felt as if I were in rapture. Actually, you were a lot of firsts.” Kaoru moved away from the door and closer to the large solid object in the middle of the room, which was blocking his path to the windows. “My first kiss, my first crush, my first lover…” Kaoru trailed off, his face shadowed as he paced towards the object in the middle of the room. Hikaru slowly turned to face his brother, and moved closer, his hand stretching out to touch his love’s slender shoulder. Kaoru hissed and slammed his fist upon the solid wooden object in front of him. Tears were slowly spilling down his face.

“Why the hell, Kaoru!” He slid down to his knees and buried his head in his arms, sobs wracking his body. He shuddered as the wet drops slid down his cold skin and onto the marble floor. Hikaru moved closer again.

“Kaoru…” He whispered as tears that matched his twins dripped off of his face. Kaoru was slowly standing now, his eyes blank. He placed a slender hand upon the edge of the solid object in the room. Hikaru shouted angrily as his brother’s fingers closed about a handle. “Kaoru! NO! Please… I don’t want you to remember me like…” But it was too late. The lid to the object opened and the light from the moonlit night filtered down upon the motionless features of Hikaru. Kaoru let out a whimper and collapsed against the casket.

“**** Hikaru! Why did you have to protect me!” Cried Kaoru as his tears fell onto the unmoving features of his twin. Yet no answer came from the smooth lips beneath him. No tricksters smile, or laughing bright eyes responded to Kaoru’s cries. Only the cold remnants of what was once full of life remained. Kaoru laughed, a sort of unbelieving and pained laugh as he stretched out his fingers and brushed his twin’s cheek. He gasped and pulled back as quickly as he had reached out, more tears falling silently onto his twin. He lightly brushed Hikaru’s perfectly prepared hair to the side so that the part in his hair remained on the right, as it always had.

“Tamaki played the piano for it. The hosts all said so many nice things… Everyone from the host club came to… the funeral.” He whispered more to himself than to the silent figure beneath him. He laughed again. “I… I can’t even say it. I can’t even say it was yours… I… It’s like if I say it was you, I might forget what it was like when you were alive.” Kaoru murmured into the darkness. “It has always been the two of us together. We always did everything as one being in two bodies… but then… I… How can we be together if you go and do something as stupid as die protecting me?” Kaoru shuddered and then fell to the ground whimpering. The silent figure of Hikaru that stood off in the shadows sighed and moved to his twin’s side.

“We will always be together, Hikaru. Even if you can’t see, or feel me, I will always be here…” He whispered, but the young Hitachiin had not heard the words of his twin. He would never hear his twin’s voce echoing to him again.

“Fuck…What am I supposed to do without you? You… you are my soul…” Kaoru hissed, slamming his head against the side of the coffin as if it would bring some kind of calm to his fearful mind. He sat staring at the dark sealing, and closed his eyes. The ghostly Hikaru moved closer to his twin and sat down beside him.

“Live for me.” He whispered with all of his love and strength that he could muster. Kaoru’s eyes snapped open and his head spun as if he had heard his brother’s final request. Tears sprung anew from his eyes and she buried his head into his arms.

“Hikaru! Fuck Hikaru!” Kaoru cried, his body shuddering in the darkness. The shadowed figure smiled desolately and turned away from his twin, staling back to the window. He looked up at the bright full moon and smiled. His face turned back to look at the trembling outline of his twin on the floor.

“I will always wait for you, Kaoru. All you have to do is remember me, and I will be there again with you. Forever in your memories.” He thought to himself, as he knew his twin would not hear.

“I love you Hikaru!” Kaoru called into the night as the dark figure near the window faded into the moonlight, a smile of adoration upon his lips.

“Ditto…”