If Only for Him

Hey, kittens. I decided I needed another story but do not worry, I am still writing Love's Denial. This plot has been tormenting me for days and I just couldn't help it. So, enjoy and be proud of me. You get a treaty in the first chappie:)

Beware: This is not some sweet love story. As anyone who has read my other work knows I do not do that kind of story. There is a lot of pain in this but it will only be about ten chapters or so (give or take a few). Enjoy!!!

If Only for Him

Prologue

He had meant to be gentle with her at first, truly he had, but the way that Kaoru unconsciously arched her full hips into his and the breathless moans that escaped her kiss-swollen lips caused what little control Kenshin had to disappear. He slipped her light sleeping robe off her shoulders and kissed down her slender neck to her high, full breasts. When he took her nipple into his mouth she arched her back, her mouth opened in wordless pleasure and when he bit down on the swollen nub, Kaoru let out a gasp followed by a plea for more. After administrating the same treatment to its twin, the red haired wanderer pulled away form her chest and leaned back on his knees. He watched the panting girl with lust filled eyes that flickered from amber to amethyst as he quickly stripped off his own clothes.


There were no questions asked, no heartfelt declarations for nothing needed to be said between the two. When their eyes met as Kenshin made his way back down to her and Kaoru’s arms wrapping around his shoulders and stroking his back, they both knew that they were one, that no matter what they belonged to each other and each other alone. Their lips met in a kiss, their tongues sliding against each other sensually, neither fighting for control or dominance but letting the intensity of their passions wash over them.


Kenshin ran his hands down Kaoru’s body while their kiss became harsher, harder, and so much hotter. His hands ran down her body, pulling at her breast and pinching and twisting her hard nipples. He relished in the moans that escaped her occupied mouth. His hands traveling down from her breast to trace random patterns along her tight stomach, Kenshin made his way to the place that would bring them both the most pleasure. He slipped his hand between her spread legs and gently cupped her while pulling away from her lips to watch the play of emotions that crossed face. Her eyes were wide with desire and pleasure and wonderment at the emotions he was evoking in her while her mouth was open and panting.


Kaoru’s eyes slid shut as Kenshin slipped first one then two fingers into her slick wet folds and tightly gripped his forearms. She couldn’t stop the shiver that traveled throughout her body as he began thrusting his fingers inside of her. She lifted her head up, her eyes pleading. “Please, please,” she whispered breathlessly as she moved one of her hands to the back of his head to bring his lips to her own.


Kenshin kissed Kaoru hard, all of his patience gone as he moved his hand from between her legs and slide his manhood at the entrance in its place. Just before he entered her, he gently cupped her face. As their eyes met once again, Kenshin pushed forward and broke through her thin barrier, ignoring the sharp intake of breath that escaped her swollen lips. He grunted as he felt her walls mold to his flesh and grip him like a second skin. When she moved her hips against his still ones after a few moments, Kenshin began thrusting into Kaoru with a ferocity that would have scared them both if they had not been so taken with passion. There was no real harmony between the two as they as they bucked against each other in complete abandon. It was simply hard and raw fucking, with both of them only seeing and feeling each other. Finally, neither of them could take anymore with Kaoru coming first and her trembling walls causing Kenshin to fall right after, his body falling on top of Kaoru’s.


After what felt like hours, Kenshin finally lifted off the sleeping woman. He sat down cross-legged next to her and just stared at her sleeping form. The wanderer ended up putting his head in his hands and sighing in shame. Kenshin knew that he had no real reason to touch the young woman but it did not change the fact that every time she whispered his name, it made his heart beat just a little faster and in all reality their joining was inevitable, but he still felt as though he should have been able to control it. He stared at her with longing in his eyes, wishing that he could give her the commitment that she deserved but knowing that at the moment it would be impossible. It would only lead to him breaking her heart. Kenshin leaned down and planted a soft kiss on her lips and stood up, grabbing his discarded clothing. He knew that he would do anything to spare this woman the pain of being with him and with that in mind he made his decision. Kenshin had only one option left now, he had to leave.

So how was it, kittens? I hope you enjoyed it and please review.