For the Miko...without the Miko...

First chapter: Yasuaki/Eisen
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Human emotions...

were they always this painful?

Yasuaki cracked open one eye as he shifted his position on the rock. He had been sitting under this same waterfall meditating for what felt like hours.

No...almost a whole day, for night was making its approach. All for one reason...

Protecting the Miko...

Yasuaki winced as he thought about her. Every time her smiling face came to his mind, his chest would seem to ache. He placed his hand over the right side of

it.

A heart? No...he didn't have one...he wasn't born with one...yet...

He winced again. This time, the pain was throughout his body. It had even shot to his groin. One the reasons why he wanted to be alone. He had been having

harsh pains and he didn't want anyone to know of this, especially not the Miko...

He had been coping with it for a while but it had been getting worse and worse. He had once reached down to touch himself there and for a second...the pain

felt as if it was subsiding a bit. Though he realized such a inappropriate act could not be good...even if it felt so. He closed his eyes again and drifted
into thought. They still had not found any trace of Genbu. Up to now, He hadn't been rushing it as much and Eisen had been busy with his own things.

Eisen...he was the Ten of Genbu. He had really no opinion of him. He honestly figured he could handle it on his own...but, if he was required to find it with

him. He would do as he was told.

He winced. That pain again...Perhaps, maybe, he could try it again? He reached his hand down and widened his eyes in shock. His member was unnatuarally

hardened. Why was this? All was forgotten about unnatural things though as he brushed his hand over it. Again...again...He snapped his head up as he had

heard a cry somewhere. It was then it occured to him that he was alone and the cry could have only come from his own lips. Although, little did he know...it

was not so. For strolling towards that area was none other than the Ten of Genbu himself.

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Eisen had been drawn to something. A desire of something he felt as if he wanted...no needed to be at the waterfall. He wasn't aware that there was anyone

else there, but he knew that this same feeling usually came when he felt the Miko's presense. Could it be her? But it felt so much stronger, and deeper. A

lustful desire calling to him that was smothering him deeply. It almost frightened him in a way but he felt as if he needed to be there.

Surely enough, there was someone when he got there. Yasuaki, the Chi of Genbu...He smiled as was about to call to him when he noticed something odd about the

Monk's posture.

What on earth was he doing?

***

Yasuaki froze. He could sense it. He was no longer alone. He turned his head to the direction of the aura.

"Why are you hiding?"

Eisen stepped out. "I didn't want to disturb you...I'm very sorry."

"Mondai nai...I wasn't doing anything important."

Eisen considered himself worthless in many ways, demmo, he was not a fool. He knew the man had to be lying. Or was he? Maybe to him it was of no importance,

but to the common man, they would stop everything just to do so. Yasuaki, of course, was no common man. He knew this. Perhaps he didn't even know what he was

doing. A thought crossed his mind, he knew not where such a thing could spur from. Perhaps it was the sound of his and Yasuaki's aura, mixing in with the

smell of the river water, the sound of the waterfall as in crashed into cold steam around the two hachiyo. This idea of his...it had to emerge.

"Shall I assist you?"

Yasuaki, for the first time Eisen had seen him. Eyes looked up and looked as though they were about to pop outside of his head. Perhaps he did know what he

had been doing...Eisen casted his gaze downward. He now felt like such a fool. One thing he had hoped to not feel like ever since the Miko walked into his

life. He felt the urge to run, but his legs stood firmly on the rock. He waited for a response. After, what felt like hours he looked up to find Yasuaki

closing his eyes once more.

"Mondai nai..."

He didn't know how it had happened but it did. Although for some reason, it pleased him. He had felt worthless and felt as if he would never be able to do

anything good for anyone, much less the other genbu. In fact, at times he felt Yasuaki disliked him very much. However, here he was, pleasing the Chi of

Genbu. His lips wrapped around the elder man's member. Yasuaki's slender fingers running themselves through Eisen's Ocean-blue hair. He had never heard the

man make such sounds but they sounded ever so wonderful. It made him feel extremely happy to know he could make another feel so good.

***

Yasuaki had always thought all for as long as he could remember. Nothing revolved around him. He could never be happy and it wouldn't make sense to want a

feeling he did not own to began with. Demmo...

If happiness could exist in his world...this had to be somewhat the closest to it. To have someone loving him like this. Taking the pain away like this. It

had to be what they called 'heaven.'

This aura...it was Genbu's aura...he was sure of it. He wanted to fight it for the longest time for it felt so overwelhming. Everytime that Eisen would come

around this aura would pick up. Although, it was much too late now. He let himself drowned in it. Demmo, he wasn't the least bit upset with himself. His eyes

shot open as he felt this buildup he had had for so long began to burst. For a moment, he saw nothing but light. What he saw next was Eisen, facing him

smiling. As what he reffered to himself as. He felt he owed no one anything. However, this time, he felt himself obliged to repay the favor.

***

Eisen was shocked that Yasuaki could release so much. It took all he could to swallow every bit of it. After he had, he faced the Monk and mustered up a

smile, not wanting him to know he had struggled to intake so much. He hadn't however, expected the Monk's next action. Lustfilled, dark eyes...he pinned

Eisen down on the rock and released the boy's member to the outside.

"Yasuaki-san...nani...?"

"I'm repaying the favor."

"You..."

"Mondai nai..."

As he began his suction. It threw Eisen into a quiet world of nothing but pleasure. Had he not know who this was...he would have figured the man had done so

before. However, he knew better. Yasuaki was experienced. A quick learner. He was...beautiful...

He threw back his head and cried out. He hadn't expected to cum so soon but he had. He relaxed his muscles as he let himself fall after such a heavy blow. It

was like he had climbed the stairs to heaven and fallen down to the bottom upon a soft cloud. He was almost upset that it had ended so soon. He felt lips

upon his own and tasted his own bitter honey. Falling asleep he could feel himself drift. Although not without a parting word to his new lover.

***

Yasuaki crawled up to Eisen's face. Shocked he was able to pull off such an act. Then again, if it was something he felt needed to be done...he would not

hesistate to do it. However, he felt as if he could not match up to the boy's acts. He leaned forward, and...perhaps it was some small hope that he could

potray human emotion, even if it was an act. He kissed the boy softly and then let sleep take its course. However, three words...they were enough to give

Yasuaki a bit of hope that maybe he really could be...more than just artificial...

"I love you."

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hope that was okay...I'm probably gonna do Tomomasa/Takimichi next...I guess I'll see (review please ^^)