Down to You

Down to You

'kamishime te i ta kuchibiru kara
hakidasu tameiki ha himei no you de
You were my sweet, you were my only'

I was walking silenty down the white crisp hostpital corridore. Ritsuka had been in an accident. He had been badly injured and the doctors didn't think he was gonna make it through the night..

'And you were my everything
You never trick me, you never leave me
But you run away'

The nurse leading me to his room suddenly stopped.
- We are here now Agatsuma-san.
i nodded my head and entered the room.

'Tell me why I lost my mind
Tell me why I keep closing my eyes
Tell me why I missed to find'

There on the white bed laid the unmoving body of Ritsuka.

'Another me inside
kokoro goe o karashi te
zara tsuku itami o mune no oku he nejikon da'

His breathing was shallow and laboured. I took his hand in mine and held it. silent tears were running down my cheeks. I can still remember the first time i met him...but now everything was being taken away from me.

'Nothing can steal my soul away
Nothing stands in my way
You'll never know I'm still thinkin' about you
Why don't you turn to me again
Why don't you heal me then
You'll never know I'm still livin' behind you
I'm coming down to you'

It's to early for me to lose him now, i don't think i can live wihout him..

- S-soubi?
I gasp and look at the bed. Ritsuka has opened his eyes alittle and is looking at me
- Ritsuka...
I let the words die out and then i look at him again.

'iki o koroshi te abaka re ta
namida no shizuku o hiroi atsume te
Wanna hold you, wanna kiss you
Wanna love your anything
Don't ever hurt me, don't ever leave me
When you're far away'

- Why...Why did you do it Ritsuka?
I'm almost angry at him for doing something that foolish...
- I had to...i-i couldn't reach you.
He looks at me for a second but then looks away...
More tears are falling from my eyes..that's right...my cell was turned off, he couldn't reach me...it's all my fault..
I turn around...i can't let him see me like this..
- Soubi what's wrong...Why are you crying...soubi?...Please tell me...

'Tell me why you lost your mind
Tell me why you keep closing your eyes
Tell me why you missed to find
Another face inside
ake nai yoru no tobari ni
haritsuku kioku ga ai o nan do saken de mo'

Ritsuka had been brutally attacked at the park and had put up a hell of a fight but still he got severe internal injuries that's couldn't be healed...and now Soubis heart were breaking...Soubi turns around to face ritsuka..

- Has the doctor explained the extent of your injuries?
- n-no...

'Nothing can steal my soul away
Nothing keeps me away
You'll never know
I'm still thinkin' about you
No one can take my breath away
No one can lead my way
You'll never know I'm still livin' beside you
I'm still in love with you'

Ritsuka caught the look in soubis eye and he finally understood..he could feel Soubis breaking heart..

- Am I going to die.., he said in a small voice.
-...yes

He broke down sobbing, looking at Soubi for answers.

- i don't want do die soubi...
- shhh..it's gonna be alright
He held him tenderly,whispering words of confort.

'Nothing can steal my soul away
Nothing stands in my way
You'll never know I'm still thinkin' about you
Why don't you turn to me again
Why don't you heal me then
You'll never know I'm still livin' behind you'

Suddenly Ritsuka crashed..doctors and nurses rushed into the room trying to save the young boy, pushing Soubi aside. After 30 minutes of trying to revive the boy the doctor gave up...Aoyagi Ritsuka was no more.

Soubi left the hostpital, walking to the park were he had taken photos with Ritsuka. The park were suprisingly empty. In one hand was a piece of paper, on wich it stood:

`Without him i am nothing´

in the other a pistol,wich he raised to his head and the he pulled the trigger.

'Nothing can steal my soul away
No one can take my breath away
I'm coming down to you'

The End