My Plea | By : YaoiSmutMaster Category: +G to L > Loveless Views: 2217 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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My Plea
Prayer
gives a man the opportunity of getting to know a gentleman
he hardly ever meets.
I do not mean his maker, but himself. ~William Inge
Hello God, they
told me there was a temple here. I just thought it would be a good idea to
visit.
I am not coming
here for me really but for Soubi. I know I don’t talk
to you as much as I should.
He was hurt real bad today during a battle with Ritsu
and Seimei. They kept on trying to attack me purposely, knowing he would
protect me. Always protecting me, no matter what, regardless
of the situation, even his life.
It’s my fault, at least
it feels that way, Seimei, after all is my brother. I could not get him to stop
attacking! He looked so crazed, nothing like my brother at all; he wouldn’t even talk to me!
I still do love
him; I just don’t respect him that much now. Ever
since I found out how he used to treat Soubi, so disrespectfully, so cruelly,
my desire to emulate him vanished.
Don’t get me wrong, I do
sometimes order Soubi around, but only because I worry about him. If anything,
I feel more like a nagging wife. I would never blatantly disrespect Soubi, not
ever!
He deserves all my
respect and loyalty. Too many times, he has risked his well-being for me. There
have been so many times; he left me behind just to keep me safe.
I am always first,
my needs, my desires; he always tries to help me. My Soubi, he is all mine, but he doesn’t realize, doesn’t know I am his totally.
Everything I have become, everything I am is his.
Soubi has showed me
I am worthy of being loved. He has taught me that even though my name is
Loveless, it doesn’t mean I am without love. He told
me it means we have little mercy for our enemies. He refuses to allow me feel
bad about myself.
I feel so safe with
him; no one can understand how good it feels to have someone so strong on your
side.
I feel so guilty,
because I have not told him how he has also taught me, that I can love. I love
him so much more than he can ever realize.
But I am so scared to
tell him, scared it will all go away, he’ll go away. I know I am being
paranoid, but losing Soubi…
All my progress
would leave as well. Soubi is so important to me he is my sanity.
I have always
wanted to be a good boy, so my mom would consider me her Ritsuka again. Now I
want to be Soubi’s good boy so he will always stay.
At this very moment
though, you might take him away from me. So I beg you,
please spare my Soubi. He is my life now; he keeps me going through all this.
Please, if you
spare him, I will tell him how much I love him. I will tell him tell how much I
want to share all my life with him.
My body I will give
to him for whatever purpose he desires. My heart, even a part of my soul he
already owns, I will just let him know it!
Hear my prayer God,
and I will show Soubi more appreciation. I will no longer hide my feelings and
desires of him.
I do desire him; it’s been so hard sometimes. This constant rejection to my
body, it craves him.
My ears and tail is
his to take, have always been his to take. I won’t
hold him back anymore… I don’t want to.
Whatever it takes
to keep my Soubi here, I will do without hesitation. Whatever it takes to forever be his.
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