What I hide
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+M to R › Pet Shop of Horrors
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
1,459
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Pet Shop of Horrors, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
What I hide
I would like it if any one would forgive my misspellings I`m rather bad at it. This story has pain swearing and alot of stuff. Please enjoy I love feed back as long as its not to harsh
this will be talking" and this is thoughts ()
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As I watched the cromson streams flow dow my wrists.... it almost feels like lava burning the skin it runs down. I think what if they had lived? Would it still be this way or would it be worse? Groaning at the questions. Pressing the new,old and healing wounds to feel all the memories, pain & sadness. That I tryied to make go away in something I know doesnt work but I just can`t help myself. They are all woulds that still bleed on the inside that don`t really heal. Not that it mattered any way. Nothing ever does. No one sees me as I am and who I truly am. They only see the Happy dumb blod that no one has to worry about.Sigh I only pretened to be so no one will bother me. I hate it when they pretend to care but I seriously doubt they could. As for the few that really do, I just can allowe them to see me in such a state. Fuck I wish I could be as care free as I act. Maybe then it would stop the pain, that ripps me apart from the inside my minds slides into thoughts that haunt me. They mock and screw me over more often then anything. Bring me to this state. I pick the box cutter up again with shakey hands. Dragging it over the flesh, hoping to sever those memories & thoughts. I groan again I`m always alone sigh.... but atlest when I`m alone I don`t have to pretend I dont have to be a lair. I`m getting so tired of it. Tired of everything.Iruka would blow a fuse if he found out. Fuck I stained my cloths as my mind wondered. I`ll need to wash it out. My eyes start to blur and grow heavey. I grab a pillow. No one should be coming so I dont have to keep awake or worry about the cleaning for right now. I close my eyes and snuggle closer to the soft cotten case. Eyes drifting close because they no longer can stay open I sigh yet again and fall into slumber.
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I`m sorry its short but I`ll work on the next chapter soon please give me feedback and rviews
this will be talking" and this is thoughts ()
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As I watched the cromson streams flow dow my wrists.... it almost feels like lava burning the skin it runs down. I think what if they had lived? Would it still be this way or would it be worse? Groaning at the questions. Pressing the new,old and healing wounds to feel all the memories, pain & sadness. That I tryied to make go away in something I know doesnt work but I just can`t help myself. They are all woulds that still bleed on the inside that don`t really heal. Not that it mattered any way. Nothing ever does. No one sees me as I am and who I truly am. They only see the Happy dumb blod that no one has to worry about.Sigh I only pretened to be so no one will bother me. I hate it when they pretend to care but I seriously doubt they could. As for the few that really do, I just can allowe them to see me in such a state. Fuck I wish I could be as care free as I act. Maybe then it would stop the pain, that ripps me apart from the inside my minds slides into thoughts that haunt me. They mock and screw me over more often then anything. Bring me to this state. I pick the box cutter up again with shakey hands. Dragging it over the flesh, hoping to sever those memories & thoughts. I groan again I`m always alone sigh.... but atlest when I`m alone I don`t have to pretend I dont have to be a lair. I`m getting so tired of it. Tired of everything.Iruka would blow a fuse if he found out. Fuck I stained my cloths as my mind wondered. I`ll need to wash it out. My eyes start to blur and grow heavey. I grab a pillow. No one should be coming so I dont have to keep awake or worry about the cleaning for right now. I close my eyes and snuggle closer to the soft cotten case. Eyes drifting close because they no longer can stay open I sigh yet again and fall into slumber.
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I`m sorry its short but I`ll work on the next chapter soon please give me feedback and rviews